The palm treasure of the rich and powerful

Chu Yin, the general feeling now is like when I was a child, I saw the toy I wanted most in the mall, but after I took a look at it, other things could no longer be seen.

When he thinks about it, even when he eats and goes to the toilet, and when he sleeps, he always thinks about this toy in his heart in his dreams.

Day and night he wanted to get this toy in his hands, but when he didn't, he was thinking, what can I do with this toy?It can be packed in a school bag and taken to school,

Sharing it with my good friends is to get the envious eyes of my friends, and if I please him, he will satisfy the little vanity of his heart, which is very high.

prosper.

Or when he falls asleep alone at night, his grandparents are next door, and his mother always dresses up beautifully in his childhood world, going out, not at home,

Most of my father didn't come back for a long time, and he kept going outside. It seemed that there were really few childhood friends who could play well with him.

He didn't even have a whisper, and he wanted to bring back this toy that he had read for a long time.

To let him sleep with me at night, when I eat, watch TV, and do homework, I always have this toy by my side, and he will become my best friend.

This kind of obsession is always around in my mind, entrenched in my heart, always thinking about what I can't get, what to do after getting it,

With such a thing, what can I do, and what desire can I satisfy?

It's like there are countless small voices, whispering in my ears, I must have it, I must have it.

Chu Yin is like this now. When he didn't see Gu Yanheng, he recalled that Gu Yanheng told him to eat slowly and don't get distracted.

Tell him to eat more vegetables, even bitter gourd, which he dislikes the most, will say a few more words, let him eat it in his mouth.

When he needs to wash his feet before going to bed at night, sometimes he will rush to the bathroom without hesitation, rinse his feet with the shower head and leave.

And whenever Gu Yanheng finds out, he will follow behind him, saying that this is not good, and his feet will get athlete's foot,

Or he hugged him without saying a word, threw him on the bed angrily, looked at him deeply without saying a word.

Whenever this time, he seemed to bow his head to admit his mistake, or rolled over with a smile, and rubbed the water on his feet on the casual home pants of the man in front of him,

Then rolled into the quilt again, holding the quilt with both hands and looking at her proudly, as if Gu Yanheng didn't dare to do anything to him.

Most of the time, he is condescending, holding the basin in the bathroom, and fetching hot water for him to soak his feet,

But most of them dragged him out of the bed, clamped him under the creaking nest, and then threw him on the sink and took the shower head to help him wash his feet clean.

After Chu Yin realized that Gu Yanheng had done so much for him, she still missed her.

And the indescribable loss in his heart, and what he concealed in his heart, he didn't know what to do.

He wanted Gu Yanheng, but what was the use of his thinking?

And when this 'toy' that he had missed for a long time reappeared next to him, and was still standing in front of him,

He looked at him gravely.There was a little joy in Chu Xi's heart, and at the same time, there was some complacency in his mind,

'Didn't you answer my phone?You didn't send me to the Su family, but you didn't care about how the old master of the Gu family treated me, so why are you chasing me now? Who is this appearance for?Do you want me to go back with you, do you miss me, or do you know that your grandparents are back, they may be of great use to you in running the company, so you came here again? '

Chu Yin was both worried and happy. When he didn't see Gu Yanheng, he blamed this person for kicking him like a football.

And when this person appeared in front of her, Chu Yin was happy, but she began to have some doubts in her heart.

"I didn't run," he moved, leaning against the back of the stool, he didn't really want to meet Gu Yanheng's eyes,

But he also didn't want Gu Yanheng to look down on him and treat himself as a little pet by his hand, who would come when he called and go away when he waved.

"Since you listened to me, why didn't you come out? You don't believe me?"

What a shrewd person Gu Yanheng is, at his age he can manage a Gu family,

And it's to catch all the "foxes" of the Gu family who are old and mature, so that they don't dare to have two hearts,

Even after leaving the Gu family, he established a group in only two or three years. If he said that he had a deep mind, it could really be said that he had a Qiqiaolinglong heart.

After he brought Chu Yin to sit on this chair, Chu Yin's eyes rolled and his brows made slight movements,

In addition, he is holding on now, and he doesn't show his timidity, all of which are being watched by him one by one,

After all, he was the one who raised Chu Yin, and he understood what Chu Xi wanted to express in these actions better than his grandparents.

'Ge...,',

"Or do you think that your current relatives have found you, and I was used by you as the only person in the world who can stay, and now it has no effect. Compared with me, your grandparents will not be right You're so indifferent that you feel the need to please them."

As soon as Chu Yin said the word 'I', Gu Yanheng cut off what he wanted to say. The man was standing in front of him without showing any aggression.

But even though he was standing there indifferently, the words that came out of his mouth were like someone holding a hammer to Chu Yin's restless heart, and hammered hard several times,

The shaking Chu Yin's mind was shaken, and now his head is a little dizzy, and at the same time, his heart hurts from anger.

He had to admit that Gu Yanheng was really smart, and he was right about everything he thought in his heart.

He admits that he is despicable, selfish, and timid. If he could choose, he would choose to stay with his grandparents for the rest of his life,

Even for the rest of his life, his grandparents have already left, he is alone, and he doesn't need others to intervene in his life, just wanting to be so simple that he doesn't need others to worry about him,

And he doesn't need to estimate other people's emotions in the future, or deal with it with some thoughts that he wants to please.

people.

He can learn from other people on the Internet, and his emotional life is not a single one that can only be placed on one 'person'.

It's okay to rely on other things, he can raise a good human partner, a big dog,

He can also raise a parrot that learns to talk like a human, and when he is too old to move, he can go to the nursing home independently,

It just needs to be a place where he loses the ability to take care of himself and barely makes him lose his self-esteem.

To put it more harshly, it means that he is old, and after his death, there is a person who restrains his body,

Whether it was buried, washed in the water, or sprinkled in the wind in respect of his last wish, he could go anywhere with the wind.

"You want to provide for the elderly of two old people. After you send them off for a hundred years, you can live quietly alone without being disturbed by others. You can decide on your own ideas and where you want to go. No one will stop you. Your living habits will not If someone follows you and complains, you can spend the rest of your life not going out except to meet some necessary people,”

"After thinking so much, I arranged all the people closest to me, and I thought about it later. Have you ever thought that after these things, there are still people who want to relate to you and get hurt?"

Chu Yin originally listened to Gu Yanheng dissecting his own heart very clearly, knowing that he said that people who like him feel hurt because of what he did.

Immediately stood up from the chair with a bang, the previous peaceful appearance was torn to pieces by Gu Yanheng with his bare hands,

Even though he was a head shorter than Gu Yanheng, standing there to the position of Gu Yanheng's mouth, his aura was no lower than Gu Yanheng's.

"Why should I care about those people's feelings? Have I asked anyone to like me? I don't need to estimate their feelings. As you said, I just hope that I can be alone for the rest of my life. After all, this world In addition to my own relatives, other people are unreliable, "

"Although you don't agree with what I'm saying now, this is what I really think. You can take what I did before as a means of using you. After I left, I felt that I was rootless in this world, I couldn’t fall anywhere, and I was very lonely, but you happened to appear, and just happened to get rid of my fear, so I can only cling to you!”

"What do you say? I'll listen. If you say you like me, then I will try my best to understand what you like. I believe a lot of things you said. The result of my belief is that I was abused in the Su family. The person almost dragged me out to feed the snakes, but then I was thrown to Lianyungang, and the person I wanted to call the most was you. How dare you say that you didn’t see the phone later, and you didn’t dial it? You didn’t get it from the old man’s mouth. You know my clues!"

"I lay in the hospital for three days, my neck was rubbed against the hard stones on the side of the road, and I couldn't move. You don't know this, do you? Then you have me in your heart, and you are waiting to see if I die for these three days. Is it? It’s no loss for you to die, so now that I’m alive, you came because of those things from your grandparents, which are beneficial to your researcher’s development?”

Chu Yin had too many words buried in his heart to Gu Yanheng. Up to this moment, he couldn't help but say all those words in his heart, like taking out the trash,

No matter how hurtful those words were, anyway, when they reached his mouth, and he was so angry that the most hurtful words were the ones that came out of his mouth.

He spoke quickly, his eyebrows were dyed with fire, after these few days of recuperation, he had a slight complexion, looking at his pink lips,

At this moment, he was pressing very tightly, looking pale, with his hands on his sides, as if trying to muster up his courage, and clenched his fists.

"I'll tell you now why I didn't go out when I heard what you said to Cai Yiqing. You are satisfied now, because I am afraid to go out. It's embarrassing to say these words in front of others. After all, I am such a person. A scheming person who only cares about my own thoughts,"

"You have heard it. Don't come to me again. I will follow you for food and clothing. You can ask someone to draw a list. I will tell the person on Grandma's side to connect with you."

"Again..., don't come again,"

I will not go out from this place nor see you 'toy' again,

He already got the toy at the beginning, but now the feeling of wanting to accompany him has become very weak, dispensable,

Then why do you need 'toys'? It's very unpleasant to occupy his heart again.