[Red Mansion] Sir, I'm a rough man

According to the practice in the palace, when the prince is 14 years old, the queen will give two older maids to teach the prince about men and women.

Under such circumstances, Zhao Yi's biological mother, Ruyi, was given to Emperor Qian who was only the third prince at that time.

Naturally, Ruyi is not her real name. From entering the palace at the age of 13 to 23, from a rough envoy to a second-class court lady, every time she changes places, she always has a different name, and Ruyi is the last one.

She is a peaceful and honest woman, she doesn't want to be famous, she just wants to live peacefully until she is 25 years old, and then go out of the palace with the things she has saved over the years, or get married, or buy some land in the village, and live alone.

Perhaps it was because of her safety and honesty that she was given to the third prince Zhao Han who was only 24 years old when she was 14 years old.

Among the several princes at that time, Zhao Han was the most inconspicuous one. His biological mother was born in a humble way and died young, and because of his lonely nature, he was not liked by the emperor. He almost lived on his own in the palace.

At the age of 14, he met Ruyi, a woman ten years older than him.

There is no thunder and fire, no passionate love, just a little prince with a lonely temper who meets a gentle and responsible woman.

Somehow, I got on with my life and gave birth to a child.

The child's name is Zhao Yi.

Zhao Yi's appearance brought great surprise and even shock to Zhao Han. He was only 16 years old at that time.

Fortunately, Ruyi is a qualified mother who knows how to take care of others and takes good care of her children.

Zhao Yi, who appeared in front of Zhao Han, was always cute and well-behaved, or fell asleep sweetly with his fingers in his mouth, or danced and giggled.

The appearance that makes people's hearts melt.

So Zhao Han liked staying here more and more, to be with this woman who made him feel warm and at ease, and the child who was connected with him by blood.

He would compete with Ruyi to hold the child, and the child was fleshy and heavy, holding him in his arms with an indescribable sense of satisfaction.

The child will turn over, sit up by himself, crawl around, stumble while walking while leaning on the wall, and be mischievous... Every bit of it is full of surprises and joys.

Later, Zhao Han was 19 years old, and it was time to get married.

The third prince's mansion has a mistress, who is of noble status and is the queen's niece.

Both Zhao Han and Ruyi are very sober people.

Zhao Han reduced the number of times he came to the small courtyard, and Ruyi closed the door tightly to minimize the presence of himself and Zhao Yi.

But how could it be useful?

Even if Zhao Han showed no nostalgia for this mother and child, even if Ruyi showed her duty, Zhao Han, Ruyi, and Zhao Yi used to be like a family of three, guarding a small courtyard, after five years!

In the first winter after Zhao Han's wedding, Ruyi caught a cold. The doctor invited her and took medicine, but she still went.

Because before the concubine Zheng entered the door, there was no way to give her a title, and after the concubine entered the door, there was no time to give her a title, so until the day of her death, she was still a palace maid with no name and no title, her name was still Ruyi, and she didn't even leave a last word. next sentence.

Zhao Han carried Zhao Yi to the main courtyard with his own hands, and the princess hugged the child in her arms and said, "I'm sorry, follow me from now on!"

At that time, Zhao Yi was three years old.

When Zhao Yi was five years old, he had a younger brother named Zhao Xuan, who was the princess' son.

In the past two years, there have been more people in Zhao Han's backyard one after another, from the side concubine to the nameless girl, there are all kinds of identities, and any one of them is more beautiful than the woman in the small courtyard. Lovely, versatile.

Not long after Zhao Xuan was born, more children were born one after another.

The more lively the surrounding was, the more Zhao Han would think of that woman ten years older than him.

Perhaps because she was much older than him, she never thought of relying on Zhao Han to take care of her. She habitually took good care of herself, Zhao Han, and Zhao Yi.

When Zhao Han saw his newly conceived wives and concubines lying pale and weak on the bed, and the maids told him worriedly that the master vomited whatever he ate, but what a big deal, he would think of the one who just vomited. After rinsing her mouth, she started to eat again and was an old woman whom he disliked.

When he stood outside the delivery room and listened to the heart-piercing screams inside, he would think of that night, when he saw the pots of blood brought out by his mother-in-law, he grabbed her collar and asked in shock, "What's inside?" Why has there been no sound? How is Ruyi? How is the child?"

Then a loud cry was heard.

He has a son.

The son's name is Zhao Yi, which is not what Ruyi meant.

There are many children in the Third Prince's Mansion, and more and more, but the most dazzling one will always be Zhao Yi.

For more than five years before, he was the only little master in the third prince's mansion, who wanted wind and rain.

Later he had many younger brothers and sisters, but no matter how those younger brothers and sisters despised his biological mother's background behind his back, they still had to respectfully call him "Big Brother" in front of him.

Among all the children, he is the most beautiful, the smartest, the most similar to Zhao Han in life experience and talent, the most loved by Zhao Han, the princess treats him even better than her own, pampering and protecting her in everything.

For the first 14 years, Zhao Yi has been living recklessly, proudly and dazzlingly.

Later, for some reason, Zhao Han was recognized by the queen as her son, and somehow became the emperor.

After ascending the throne, he personally added a line of words on the list of canonization of the harem - "Mother of the eldest son of the emperor, Wang Ruyi, conferred the title of concubine Yuan".

However, it was quickly rejected-the word "Yuan", a mere court lady, can't afford it.

So he changed his title to Jing.

As a result, Zhao Yi's status changed from the eldest son of the third prince to the eldest son of the emperor born by Concubine Jing.

After another half a year, the most absurd thing happened. The eldest son of the emperor was "abducted and trafficked".

This unimaginable thing happened, but it happened.

When he was locked up in that dilapidated warehouse just now, Zhao Yi was certain. He believed that someone would come with a large army soon, and they would sweep the place down like a wreck, and let each of these daring thugs fall to the ground.

But no, never, never.

He escaped again and again, and was caught again and again, beaten and humiliated.

His heart sank, but he clings to that bit of pride ridiculously, like a snail that is being crushed slowly, clinging to its fragile shell, because he can't hold on to anything except this.

At this time, he met a boy, a surprisingly beautiful but silly boy.

The boy was easily coaxed by him, and honestly helped him escape, he thought, for the sake of this boy being so obedient, he will definitely find someone to save him later, so he should just treat it as his kindness.

However, he was discovered before he escaped from the cage. He was ready to be beaten and humiliated again, but the child rushed up and stood in front of him, once, twice...

He was protected by a child.

It had been a long time since he had felt the feeling of being protected.

He thought, when he escaped, he would definitely repay this kid a hundred times, and let this kid know that saving him was the best thing he did.

However, he was caught again. Under his terrified eyes, those people broke his legs in a leisurely manner. medicine.

The boy was implicated by him and was also given dumb drugs.

Zhao Yi, who was sealed up in the small cabin from being the proud son of the sky to the darkness, finally felt the despair.

The reality is not a storybook. A lady who is robbed by bandits will always have a hero break in at the last moment; "...

Misfortune is not like what the grandmother said, bear with it, it will always pass, it will only become more unfortunate.

He sees no hope.

The severe pain in his throat and legs made his life worse than death, but this was not the most frightening thing. The most frightening thing was that in this small and sealed cabin, he couldn't see anything moving, and he couldn't hear anything. any sound...

He even felt that he was dead and buried in a grave.

One day, two days... He was going crazy.

In other words, he was already crazy, he was crying and laughing, madly attacking everything in front of him, including himself, but no one paid attention to him.

He vented hysterically, then stopped exhausted, and it went round and round...

He didn't know whether he fell asleep or passed out. When he woke up, he hugged the boy who was sleeping like a dead pig tightly in his arms.

Hearing the boy's long breathing, Zhao Yi suddenly became quiet.

It was like finding a breathing space amidst the boundless, suffocating despair.

Later, the boy woke up.

He whispered in his ear, his voice was so nice.

He stretched out his hand and let him write in the palm of his hand, the palm was so soft.

He lowered his head, pressed his injured leg inch by inch, and whispered, "All traffickers deserve to die."

He knelt behind him and combed his messy hair with his fingers so gently...

With the boy waking up, Zhao Yi felt that this gloomy and dead world suddenly had sounds and colors, and became vivid. However, the good times did not last long, and he was sleepy again from that dead pig...

Zhao Yi tried his best, being unreasonable, rogue and even begging, but he couldn't hold back the boy from going to sleep.

He was all alone again.

He struggled to crawl over, took the boy in his arms, and closed his eyes.

In this world, there is only you.

The only thing I can catch is you...

I know I'm not good, don't dislike me, don't leave me...

Only later did he realize that what he grabbed was far more precious than he had imagined.

The boy brought him not only spiritual comfort, but also hope.

He opened the cage, he teased the guards, he brought him all kinds of delicious food, and told him interesting stories that happened on the ship... No matter how difficult the years were, they became vivid and interesting because of him.

The boy still sleeps a lot, when he fell asleep and Zhao Yi couldn't, Zhao Yi would hug him quietly, thinking, fortunately, I have you.

Thinking, I will repay you a hundredfold for everything today, as long as I have, I can give you everything...

When the boy slipped off the boat, Zhao Yi was not worried at all, he would never return.He believed in this child more than he believed in himself.

He said that he would find officers and soldiers to rescue him, and he would definitely do it.

Then Zhao Yi really waited for the officers and soldiers, but not him...

At night, his legs, which were nearly healed, felt itching like ant bites from the bones, and his throat felt uncomfortable like something was blocked, and he couldn't sleep all night.

No matter how many painkillers and tranquilizers the doctor prescribed for him, he couldn't close his eyes.

Empty in my arms...

How long does it take to get used to a person?How long does it take to wean a person?How long will it take to forget someone?

he does not know.

The author has something to say: ps: I say the important thing three times: this is not love, so it is not a child lover, not a child lover, not a child lover.

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