The years I treated psychiatrists

Bai Hua patted Cross Country's arm:

"I've always just regarded him as a confidant, don't think too much about it."

"I've thought about it too much..." Crossroads replied in a muffled voice, "If your blue-faced confidant has yellow thoughts, I'll be green..."

Bai Hua couldn't help laughing, she tilted her head, and put her side face and off-road's side face together:

"If you talk nonsense like that again, Su Ying will get angry."

The two were quiet for a while, and Bai Hua sighed again:

"Maybe I'm too sensitive..."

Off-road immediately exploded with desire for survival, stood up hurriedly, pulled the chair next to Bai Hua and sat down straight:

"No, no, it was me before..."

"Listen to me." Bai Hua turned to face him helplessly, "I don't want you to see me as a burden, and I don't want you to see yourself as a burden, because I know very well what it feels like."

"I..." Offroad hesitated to speak.

"I'm worried about you." Bai Hua's clear eyes looked directly at the cross country.

Cross-country was so moved by this sentence that he wanted to cry, and turned his face away uncomfortably:

"How can I, a scumbag from the Northeast, think so much like little fairies like you."

"Crossroads." Bai Hua gently straightened his head with one hand, his face blushed, and he quickly looked down again, "Depression is not a disease, nor is it an imbalance of substances in the brain, it is a vague concept , it’s like, you can’t tell the exact line between a genius and a madman.”

"You're a genius when you're happy, and when you're angry..."

Offroad covered his mouth in time.

Bai Hua looked like "you continue to talk, I'm listening carefully", and cross-country actually shivered inwardly.

"There was a dog barking just now, you go on, you go on." Cross-country grinned and bared his teeth.

"Depression is related to our identity, beliefs, people around us and the environment. Especially at the beginning, no one can definitively judge whether we are in a bad mood or depressed. You..."

"Speaking of which," Crossroads suddenly interrupted, "Didn't you come into contact with a lot of sex when you were consulting? Won't this make your condition worse?"

"I have my own way of handling it." Bai Hua replied calmly.

"For example?" Cross-country frowned.

"Sometimes I write something." Bai Hua seemed a little ashamed to speak about this matter, and shifted her gaze to the table.

off-road speechless.What to write?Write the kind of duck and turtle debate around the world, and then get yourself so dizzy that you lose your ability to think?

"Do you want to see it?" Bai Hua asked, seeing that the cross-country didn't speak, tilting her head.

"No, no, no, I'm afraid I won't understand." Yue Yue quickly waved his hand, my IQ is not worthy, I really am not worthy, I am afraid I will insult your masterpiece.

"If you want to see it, I won't show it to you." After Bai Hua finished speaking, she turned to face the dining table, and continued to eat on her own.

...Is it so disrespectful?Off-road sat back in his seat embarrassingly.

"By the way," Bai Hua suddenly raised her voice again, and the cross-country trembled all over, she was afraid of these two words now, "Yesterday... I told you to go, you just go."

While talking, Bai Hua frantically added vegetables to her bowl, as if she was trying to hide her inner unease.

Cross-country laughed, Bai Hua became furious, put down her chopsticks and looked up at her.

Off-road said unhurriedly:

"I also followed your official account. Su Ying posted on it. When you lose control of your emotions, you actually hope that the person you care about will continue to stalk, but if you really stick to it with a shy face, it will only make you worse. Annoyed, I just want you to calm down first."

"I'll ask her to delete that official account later on." Bai Hua lowered her head, eating the vegetables piled up in the bowl like a vent.

"And I left yesterday without saying anything. I waited downstairs until you turned off the lights before going home." Cross-country added hastily.

Bai Hua raised her head and glared at her:

"It's not that I don't have a key, I won't come up by myself, it's already so late at that time, you don't have to be afraid..."

Seeing the bright smile of the cross country, Bai Hua stopped talking:

"Have a meal."

In the office, Xhao was concentrating on drawing pictures.

"Older, older, older!" Before seeing anyone, Li Tao's eager voice came from all the way.

Yue Yue looked up at the door, and then turned his gaze back to the display screen: "If you have anything to say, hurry up, I'll be off work soon, I'm busy finishing today's part."

"There is a machine in the downstairs lab that is broken. Come with me to fix it." Li Tao put his hands on the side of the cross-country desk, his eyes were shining brightly by the light.

"It's not like you don't know how to fix minor ailments. I have to pick up our family after get off work." Cross-country looked down at the watch, and continued to draw lines on the screen.

"Wouldn't it be faster for two people to work together? Xiao Ji booked a hotel and called me to attend her birthday party. She urged me [-] times in the afternoon."

Seeing that Yue Yue ignored her, Li Tao stretched out another hand and shook it in front of the screen:

"Your consultant Bai is not in a hurry, I think it was you who took the initiative to rush to find someone, and I didn't see that she was in a hurry to see you someday."

Only then did Yue Yue raise his head with a frown, narrowed his eyes, and looked at Li Tao threateningly.

Li Tao folded his arms, turned his face away nonchalantly, and continued:

"Maybe, the older you are, the team leader is not that important in her heart. If you don't believe me, you can wait here for a while and see if she will come to urge you."

"Don't you just want me to help you fix a machine? It will take a thunderbolt to sow discord."

Cross-country glared at Li Tao, stopped what he was doing, and started to save the drawing progress:

"I haven't settled with you for the previous incident, tell me the truth, did you tell her about the incident in the laboratory last time?"

"That incident?" Li Tao blinked, "You mean the time when it almost exploded last time? Why did I tell her? Do I still want to do it here?"

After thinking about it carefully off-road, it seems that it is indeed the case.Could it be that Xiao Ji said it?Xiao Ji has no reason.

"Consultant Bai knows about this?" Li Tao became nervous, "She won't...give us some punishment, right?"

"Punishment?" Yue Yue muttered these two words very depressedly, "Let me bear the punishment alone."

"It turned out that you were so silent that day, and then you asked for leave directly. Is it because of this?" Li Tao nodded thoughtfully, "But it was only that day. Later, I saw that you were alive and kicking again."

Yue Yue just turned off the computer, before he had time to explain, he turned around and saw Li Tao's dumbfounded expression:

"She won't give you that kind of punishment, will she?"

"Do you think it's possible for someone like her who doesn't understand romance at all?" Cross-country's voice unconsciously tinged with grievance.

Li Tao suddenly showed a meaningful smile:

"So, Team Leader Yue, have you been expecting this kind of punishment?"

"Don't you want me to help you repair the machine? Why are you not in a hurry now?" Yue Yue picked up the key on the table angrily, "If you talk nonsense and fix it yourself, you are in charge of that laboratory. "

"Don't, don't, I'm just curious."

Li Tao hurriedly followed behind the cross-country,

"Do you want me to help you insinuate Consultant Bai and provide her with some punishment plans?"

"If you dare to say one more word, I'll beat your head off and give it to Xiao Ji as a birthday present." Cross-country threatened viciously.

Originally, it was just a good intention to help for a while, but it turned out to be off-road squatting on the ground to repair the machine. While talking on the phone with Xiao Ji, Li Tao devoted part of his attention to helping off-road to deliver tools.

"Little sister is too annoying, there's nothing I can do about it." Li Tao finally hangs up the phone with a high hand, with a fake apology on his face.

"I think your stickiness is not bad, even 502 glue is ashamed."

Cross-country replied while packing the toolbox.

After Li Tao left, Yue Yue silently picked up the phone that had been quiet as a chicken, and the screen saver was still empty.

Opening the lock screen, the page was still stuck on the two WeChat messages that she and Bai Hua had sent not long ago.

Dabai's little follower: I have something to do today, I have to get off work later, wait for me at the clinic!

HUA: ok

Does typing one more word tire your eyes?Concerned about what I am doing will tire my mind?Even if you are too lazy to type, you can use the clockwork voice to come over!If it doesn’t work, adding an exclamation point will make me feel better!

Cross-country pinched the phone, feeling aggrieved.Fortunately, the two of them are not in a long-distance relationship, otherwise they would have dropped a dozen or so phones long ago.

On the way to the clinic by car, the off-road began to persuade himself again.

After all, Yang Yang has experienced so many things, and lost his father at such a young age, the lack of feelings is understandable.At least she has such a cold and indifferent look of repelling people thousands of miles away, and there won't be any other weird Yingying Yanyan posted on it, right?

When I entered the clinic, I found out that Su Ying, who usually leaves late to sort out materials, had already left. The door of the consultation room was closed, and the hall was empty, looking a little lonely.

The dissatisfaction that had just arisen in the company also disappeared at this time.

It was Li Tao who had nothing to do and found something for me to do, which caused me to leave Yang Yang alone here for such a long time, thinking about everything else.Yue Yue made a note of Li Tao in his heart.

Pushing open the door of the consultation room, Xue Xun was stunned. Bai Hua was not alone, let alone left alone.

A woman is sitting next to Bai Hua, posing in a lazy posture, so close that she almost touches Bai Hua's body.The whole outfit looks mature and charming, but there is a terrible scar from the right cheek to the neck, which adds a bit of embarrassment.

The woman glanced contemptuously at the cross country who hadn't recovered from the shock, turned around to face Bai Hua, leaned her upper body over, pressed her hands on the chair she was sitting on, and said pitifully:

"My sister will chat with me for a while, can I give you the consultation fee?"

The woman's soft voice didn't match the ferocious scar at all. The tone and the words used made it feel like some pretty boy had gone to the brothel to have fun.

Cross-country's blood surged up for a while, and he felt the veins on his head burst, and put his hands on his hips and shouted loudly:

"Where did the coquettish chicken come from to play wild here!"