The years I treated psychiatrists

When it was finally time for dinner, Yue Yue thought that his one-man talk show conference could finally come to an end. Unexpectedly, the conversation was extremely difficult, and he still played the role of the keynote speaker.

During the meal, Teacher Yang tried to start a few conversations with Bai Hua. Bai Hua seemed willing to communicate, but every time the two of them spoke to each other, they hesitated and felt tense.

I can't say what's wrong, but off-roading always feels weird.The way these two people talk is so unusual.

Offroad doesn't think they always communicate like this.After thinking about it, Yue Yue found that they were too polite to each other, such polite and careful words made her feel that Teacher Yang and Bai Hua were more distant than she and Bai Hua, or even than she and Teacher Yang.

What's more, before the meal was finished, Bai Hua arranged Teacher Yang and Yue Yue to chat in the living room, went to wash the dishes by himself, and after cleaning the kitchen, put on his coat, and smiled politely at the two of them:

"You guys chat first, I'll go upstairs and sit on the platform."

I don't know if it's an illusion, but from the moment Teacher Yang entered the door, Bai Hua's behavior was even a little...fearful.

Until Bai Hua walked out of the door, Xiao Xiao still looked in the direction of the door with some worry.

"It's okay," Teacher Yang's gentle voice sounded from the side, and he pulled the cross-country gaze back, "Maybe I disturbed her, it's better to let her stay alone for a while."

Looking at Mr. Yang, who was a little uncomfortable on the face, Yue Yue hesitated, and carefully tested: "Mr. Yang, you...haven't reconciled yet?"

Teacher Yang was obviously taken aback when he heard this, then turned his upper body a little excitedly, and put his hands on Cross Country's right hand: "She told you everything?"

Feeling that he is getting closer to the truth, although the off-road doesn't know what he is about to face, he still suppresses the anxiety in his heart, looks at Teacher Yang seriously and says:

"Well, I know it all."

As if aware of his gaffe, Teacher Yang quickly withdrew his hands, put them on his lap in some confusion, and lowered his head to look at the ground:

"Great, then it seems that she should have let go of her heart now, so I'm relieved."

Teacher Yang raised his head and turned to cross-country again, meeting her questioning eyes:

"I never blamed Yang Yang, I'm just glad that God left me a daughter."

Yue Yue bit his lower lip lightly and listened quietly.

"After all, the natural disaster was not caused by her. Yang Yang was still young at that time, and he was just playing for a while."

Teacher Yang raised his head slightly, closed his eyes, and his voice trembled.

"I fully understand what her father did. If it was me, in that situation, I would go back up the mountain to find her immediately. Who knows, her father left, and then..."

Teacher Yang opened his eyes again, and then looked at the ground a little lonely.

"Later?" Yue Yue couldn't help asking.

"Did Yang Yang not tell you what happened later?" Teacher Yang asked, her eyes were already moist.

Cross-country was afraid of revealing something, so he didn't dare to speak for a while.

"It's no wonder that this matter is another knot in her heart," Teacher Yang continued, looking at the relief on the opposite wall, "Later, the research institute received a donation, and the director knew about our family's situation, so he sent me Arranged for a research project in the United States."

"During that time, I was very busy, and Yang Yang was also very sensible. I thought this life would just pass by like this, but..."

Teacher Yang was silent for a while, as if lost in memory, and continued after a while:

"After that, I was recommended by my work unit in the United States to work as a teaching assistant in a university. It was also there that I met Yang Yang's later stepfather, a Chinese professor."

"He has a son left by his ex-wife who is idle and a little older than Yang Yang, and he doesn't go home several times throughout the year."

"But this professor has always been very kind to me and Yang Yang. Yang Yang was already in college at that time, and he also expressed his willingness to accept my remarriage. I didn't think so much at the time."

Having said that, Teacher Yang took another deep breath:

"Who knows, later on, his son found out about Yang Yang's dormitory from nowhere, ran to her to ask for money, and... used my marriage with his father as a threat to try to harass her. If it wasn't for Xiao Xu Sneak up and tell me, I never knew."

"Of course I ran to confront the professor, but he knelt down and begged me not to expose his son, saying that his son was given to him by his ex-wife who had a dystocia."

"But...but Yang Yang was also left to me by her father with his life..."

Teacher Yang was already sobbing, and Yue Yue quickly reached out and grabbed a few tissues and handed them to him.Teacher Yang thanked him softly, took off his glasses with one hand, wiped away his tears, and continued:

"After this incident, I had a big fight with him and divorced. As a result, after Yang Yang heard about this incident, he took the responsibility on himself again."

"Xiao Xu was also kind at the time. They seemed to be fine for a while, but later Yang Yang didn't want to talk to Xiao Xu anymore. It was at that time that she had a serious seizure for the first time."

As if recalling something terrible, Teacher Yang pinched the wrinkles on his trousers with both hands, and said after a while:

"Later, Xiao Xu kept apologizing to her, and they resumed their normal friendship. Anyway, I also feel that I owe her more."

"I was too busy with work before, and Yang Yang and I seldom had any intimate conversations."

"After divorcing that professor, I realized that I had too little communication with her. I wanted to talk to her, but she was in a bad state of mind at that time, and I was afraid of stimulating her again. Cross-country,"

Teacher Yang looked up helplessly at Cross Country.

"Help Auntie, okay?"

To be honest, after hearing this complicated story, Xao Xiao didn't know where he should stand, and where to start to mention this matter to Bai Hua.

Cross Country slowly climbed up to the roof of the building, and saw Bai Hua sitting on a raised stone platform with her back facing her.The moonlight fell, making her look even more lonely.

Without thinking about how to break the silence, the cross-country just stopped at the stairs, quietly watching her back.

"She told you all?" Bai Hua asked softly, still turning her back to her.

"Yeah." The cross-country replied with some seriousness.

Bai Hua didn't speak any more, but stood up suddenly, and walked towards the end of the platform ahead, where there was no guardrail.

Even when he was about to reach the boundary, the speed did not slow down.

Crossroad felt that he was about to suffocate, without any hesitation, he rushed forward with a few strides, and when Bai Hua's one foot was stepping into the void, he hugged her tightly from behind, and at the same time closed his eyes, a feeling rose in his heart. A great deal of fear.

"You...you are not allowed to move." Offroad's mind was blank, and he only shouted this sentence after turning around a few times.

What should I say next?It can't be "hands up", right? What qualifications do I have, and what reason do I have to persuade her?

Off-road was so anxious that his back felt hot, and he wanted to drag Bai Hua back, but his body was too scared to move.

Sure enough, Bai Hua was unmoved, just stood where she was, and sighed softly:

"Aren't you afraid of heights, let go of your hands first."

"I won't let go! I won't let go!"

Finding that Bai Hua was still willing to talk to her, Xia Xiao seemed to grasp a glimmer of hope, and shouted desperately:

"I'm afraid of heights, let me tell you! If you jump off, I'll be dizzy! When the time comes, you'll die!"

Who knew that after Bai Hua finished listening, she actually chuckled lightly, and her tone didn't sound very heavy:

"One dead body, two lives? Wouldn't that be a ghost story?"

Cross-country was startled, when is Bai Hua still in the mood to joke?Is this a flashback?Or is a person who is about to die, his words also good?

Before he could come up with a clue, he heard Bai Hua continue:

"Keep your voice down, or you will disturb my mother."

"I'm going to be loud, so what if I'm loud!" Cross-country continued to shout, pulling his neck, "I'm still—"

Cross-country still kept his eyes closed, and stopped until he was deprived of oxygen. His hands were still not relaxed, and he was sweating profusely after shouting, panting heavily.

In the distance came the sound of dogs barking and the voices of a few grandparents opening windows and cursing.

"Okay, stop making trouble." Bai Hua sighed helplessly, "Open your eyes and look, there are stairs in front of you, which can lead to the balconies of every building, but the handrails are relatively low."

"Ah? Uh... You didn't say it earlier," Xie Yue opened his eyes with great effort, and was immediately frightened by the structure of the stairs again, "Then, then you are not allowed to go down here! Go back, let's go." Stairs for two-legged animals!"

"Okay." Bai Hua moved her body, "Then let me go first."

Offroad was embarrassed for a while, wanted to let go but didn't dare to let go, so he had no choice but to hug Bai Hua's waist from a short distance away.

Bai Hua turned around, gritted her teeth, and was about to put her hand back, but Bai Hua gently hugged her back.

"It's okay, you don't have to open your eyes, I'll tell you where to go."

At this moment, although Yue Yue still had his eyes closed and couldn't see anything, he felt unusually at ease.

After calming down for a few breaths, Offroad felt that he had finally regained the autonomy of his body.Although they just walked on two legs, one forward and the other backward, they cooperated very well.

Bai Hua softly commanded the off-road to step back with his left foot or his right foot, the voice could not hear any emotion, but the off-road suddenly felt a little funny.

Cross-country couldn't see the current situation of the two of them, but she felt that if someone looked over from a distance at this time, the two of them would probably look like two young couples dancing waltz on the roof of the building with cold wind blowing.

"Okay, now you turn around and you're at the stairs." Bai Hua said after standing still.

Offroad felt that Bai Hua had put his hands down, so he opened his eyes, but was a little dazed.

The surroundings became quiet, and the moonlight shone obliquely on Bai Hua's face, making the delicate facial features more vivid.There was a gentle breeze blowing, bringing a faint fragrance.

The off-road hand was still on Bai Hua's waist, not only did not want to move away, but wanted to continue to pull her closer.