The years I treated psychiatrists

"Ah? What's the pity?" Yue Yue was waiting to boast, when he heard Bai Hua's sad tone, he froze for a moment.

"You didn't take the art test back then. You said it yourself when we went to the park together."

"You still remember, it's nothing to be sorry for. I've always been hot for 3 minutes, and I can't bear to spend in the studio every day. My parents don't like it, and I also feel that I have no future. Things like art are illusory. .”

Crossroads said indifferently, paused, and his eyes lit up again:

"But my brother did it. To be honest, he had such an introverted personality. I don't know what stimulated him. After he went to high school, he insisted on taking the art test. His parents didn't stop him. Now, I found a Good job, working as a designer in a big city. Living in a big house and being with my little girlfriend is much more comfortable than my current life.”

While talking, Xie Yue walked slowly to the small enclosed balcony connected to the bedroom, stopped in front of the piled white curtains, turned back and said with a smile:

"But I don't regret my original decision. The major of machinery is really different from what I thought at the beginning. But I also do it now.

I have a meaningful job, and the most important thing is, "Xiao Xi closed half of the curtains piled on the left, "I can still be alive and kicking, if I suddenly want to do something every day, I just need to be lazy quietly, and I can do it immediately.I need you to supervise my work, and the projects I do are also needed by others, and that's enough. "

Behind the curtain is a row of rock climbing pebbles nailed to the wall.The surface of the pebbles is a little worn and the color is a little dull, but it brings some innocence and vitality to the original monotonous wall.

"Let me tell you, I didn't buy these specially. I picked them up when I was wandering on the streets of Germany. You know, I'm afraid of heights and I can't climb rocks. I always wanted to use them as some kind of art. Come out, but don't have any ideas."

Looking back, Xue saw that Bai Hua's eye sockets were already a little red.She smiled and continued:

"So you see, as long as you are willing to wait, even these small stones will always meet new people, new things, and opportunities to be rediscovered. If Xiaoye just finished watching everything he wanted to see, he left This world, then it can no longer see, it has no thought of."

Bai Hua sniffed, walked up to the cross country, and touched the pebbles on the wall:

"Then, can this one be climbed?"

"Of course, if you want to put things in the cabinet next to it in the future, you can climb up from here." Cross-country triumphantly pointed to the climbing route with his finger.

"But isn't a chair more convenient?" Bai Hua questioned with a smile, "I have to twist my body to put things when stepping on the stones, and I'm not afraid of my waist."

"Ah, this..." Crosshair scratched his head.

"Didn't they say that the Germans are very strict?" Bai Hua raised one eyebrow.

"If they are rigorous, how could they let me graduate." Cross-country muttered.

"Oh, yes."

"You're so convinced? Psychology for nothing? It's hard for me to belittle myself, isn't it just waiting to be praised by you?" Cross-country instantly exploded.

"I still know this, not bad." Bai Hua suddenly stood on tiptoe, smiled and touched the cross-country head, "I like it very much, and thank you for your enlightenment, I have been preparing for a long time."

Yue Yue pushed Bai Hua's hand away, blushing, "It's only for a short while."

"It's just, how do you know that what you didn't expect is exactly what you want to see?" Bai Hua said seriously again, "Supposing you were blindfolded with a cloth and could only see the past, Or, new people and new things are dark to you, can you wait like this?"

"Then it's fine if I take off the cloth." Crossroads said disapprovingly.

"Then what if he's blind?" Bai Hua asked again.

"I still have ears, a nose, and a mouth. As long as one cell in my body is alive, I will try my best to feel the world."

"You do not understand."

In the end, Bai Hua just shook his head and said these three words softly.Cross-country instantly felt a strong sense of frustration, but there was no way to refute it.

"By the way, I heard you yelling outside just now, what's going on?" Bai Hua asked suddenly.

"Ahaha... There was a little big accident..." Yue Yue said with a dry smile.

"Huh?" Bai Hua frowned.

"The hammer is in my hand..." Yue Yue could only honestly stretch out his left hand. At this time, under the thumbnail, there was already a piece of blue and black.

"Why didn't you say it sooner?" Bai Hua directly pulled up the off-roader and took it to the living room, "Hurry up and apply ice, or it will hurt more soon."

Cross-country just let Bai Hua drag him, and there was an inexplicable sweet feeling in his heart. He instantly felt that his heroic sacrificed fingers were well deserved. His image was extremely tall, and he said boldly:

"Oh, it's not a big deal. When I was doing experiments before, I accidentally knocked off the whole piece of nail."

"Pay more attention to yourself," Bai Hua took out the ice pack from the refrigerator, and found a few cloth strips to fix on the off-road fingers, "Always be so careless."

Cross-country was a little embarrassed by the words, looked at the food on the table, and said quickly:

"Okay, okay, hurry up and eat. It's physical labor and mental labor. I'm going to be hungry."

Isn't it because I have been thinking about you all the time, and I didn't pay attention to it, so I stumbled.Why make it sound like I'm a daredevil.

Cross-country thought in his heart.

After dinner, Bai Hua took the initiative to ask if there was anything else to be busy in the cross-country, and if he wanted to go back to his home tonight.

Off-road felt depressed for a while.I have been working here for most of the day, ding ding dong dong, and if I say drive away, I will drive away.

Cross-country hesitated for a moment and looked to the side, but Bai Hua continued:

"If it's okay, stay here tonight. I can just give you a ride to work with me tomorrow."

"Don't you usually drive?" Cross asked.

"I... seldom drive." Bai Hua hesitated, "The medicine I took before would cause intermittent transient memory loss. I don't know when, my brain will suddenly go blank for a while. Although I have changed the medicine now, Still feel a little unsafe.”

"It's okay, let's go to the company together tomorrow." Cross-country waved generously.

After tossing and tossing, Bai Hua finally acquiesced in the fact that as long as she sleeps separately from the cross-country, something will happen to her.When I was about to turn off the lights and go to bed, Cross Country felt a little heartbroken, and said openly:

"Uh...Actually...it doesn't matter if you hug me to sleep."

"Hmm." Bai Hua replied simply, she was still lying on her side with her back to her side, separated from the off-road by a short distance, just like the previous few days.

Do you have to be so reserved...

Cross-country didn't sleep at all, staring at the ceiling and waiting.This time the waiting time was a bit longer, Bai Hua didn't see anything for a long time, but he felt itchy in his heart when he was off-roading, and he always felt a little uncomfortable.

After a while, Bai Hua finally followed the usual practice, turned around and turned over towards the off-road.Cross Country smiled in the dark, turned around too, and hugged her like he did a few days ago.

Habits are a terrible thing.

On the way to drive Baihua to work, I was always a little nervous in my heart, wondering what Li Tao would say if I happened to meet them.She herself had gotten used to it a long time ago, but she didn't know what Bai Hua would think about it.

In this world, one is always afraid of something.

As soon as he parked the car in the garage, off-road caught sight of Li Tao's flamboyant mint green car.Li Tao himself stood not far away and pressed the car key. The electric sound of the door lock echoed in the garage, and the echoes made Crossroads feel more and more uneasy.

Fortunately, Li Tao has not found them yet.

"What's the matter?" Bai Hua looked at Li Tao who was walking towards the elevator in the parking lot with his back turned to them, and turned his eyes back to look at the cross-country.

"It's okay, I'm wondering if I have all the documents I brought home." Yue Yue said to Bai Hua while pushing open the door of the driver's seat.

Unexpectedly, at this moment, the person who had been sitting in the co-pilot in the car next door also wanted to get out, and opened the door at the same time.

There was a soft "bang", and the woman in the car next to her immediately cursed: "Do you have eyes?! Don't you know where to look when you open the door? This is a new car!"

After finishing speaking, the woman hurriedly jumped down to check.Cross-country didn't want to make a big deal, not to mention that Bai Hua was still nearby, so he had to laugh along with him and came down to check.

Fortunately, the lights in the garage were dim, and the two of them didn't have much strength to open the door. The woman checked for a long time, but she couldn't find out why.

"Be careful next time!" The woman flicked the bag in her hand, stepped on her high heels and left, blowing a burst of choking fragrance.

Turning around, Yue Yue found that Li Tao was walking towards them quickly, obviously hearing the voice of the flirtatious woman just now.

Cross-country complained endlessly in her heart, wishing she could get under the car in a flash, but Li Tao had obviously locked on the target, and she couldn't leave Bai Hua and run alone.

Unexpectedly, Li Tao just took a look at the cross country, then stopped in front of Bai Hua, and said seriously:

"Consultant Bai, something happened."

Startled, Yue Yue quickly walked around the front of the car and walked up to the two of them: "What's wrong?"

"Lao Yue's project may be cancelled." Li Tao said anxiously to Bai Hua.

The author has something to say:

The little trumpet started to beep again:

Cross-country thinks depression is too simple. Depression is not just a loss of feeling, but a loss of desire for everything. A writer described his state when he fell into depression, as if his brain was dead, but The body thinks it is alive.

I will find it more and more difficult to do all the basic things, such as eating, bathing, brushing my teeth, and even talking. According to an autobiography I read, I feel like I have been going on like this, and even forget how to breathe one day.

Changed the typesetting, I don’t know if the judges think it’s better