?? "Dad may be sad."
??Shen Lingyun said: "There is hope and despair, which is unbearable for any individual."
??He put his hands in his pockets, and although he said it lightly, as if it had nothing to do with him, it was inevitable that he could hear a little bit of embarrassment.
"What's the matter?" Qi Yuan asked, "Why are you so sad? Didn't any of us make him angry?"
??Shen Lingyun thought for a moment, and decided to tell Qi Yuan.
?? He told the story of Zhang Shulin and his wife going to work to find Shen Wenqing, focusing on the people who helped Shen Wenqing behind the scenes.
??Shen Lingyun watched his father's expression change, from surprise to bewildered, to dazed, joyful, lost, and desperate.
?? Guess it might be related to Shen Wenqing's severed family.
?? "Since you helped Uncle Shen." Qi Yuan was puzzled, "Doesn't that mean they still care about Uncle Shen, why should they sever ties?"
?? "Blood is thicker than water." Shen Lingyun sighed: "Cutting off the relationship doesn't mean they will watch Dad get into trouble, but it doesn't mean they will forgive and reconcile as before."
??He thought that the other party found Zhang Shulin in a roundabout way, and told him not to speak out. This was to show his attitude.
??Shen Wenqing also understands this, and knows the attitude of his family members, which makes him so sad and desperate.
"Uncle Shen." Qi Yuan pursed his lips and said after a long time: "We don't know why he has such a fight with his family, and there is nothing we can do to help."
?? Qi Yuan bowed his head in a bad mood. He had a good impression of Shen Wenqing, and he was grateful to him for taking him in.
??So I have been trying my best to be nice to Shen Wenqing.
?? But there was nothing he could do about it, and reason told him not to get involved too much. Qi Yuan could only move forward in silence.
"Tonight, I'll talk to Dad." Seeing Qi Yuan's depression, Shen Lingyun smiled and comforted him: "Don't worry, Dad will think about it."
??He didn't want to care about it at first. After so many years, Shen Wenqing should know that some things cannot be easily changed.
?? Should have been prepared.
?? But Qi Yuan cared so much, Shen Lingyun didn't want the two of them in the family to fall into silence together, he hoped to be a happy and warm family like before.
"Yeah." Qi Yuan said: "You persuade Uncle Shen, he still has us."
"That's right." Qi Yuan's eyes suddenly lit up, and he said energetically: "You can ask more, see if we can help, so that Uncle Shen can go home to see his parents earlier."
"I'll try my best." Shen Lingyun said indifferently: "Sometimes having a deep talk with others is no different from exposing the scars in my heart. I would rather my father can think about it by himself or work hard to fight for it."
?? This is why Shen Lingyun is unwilling to talk about this matter.
"Yeah." Qi Yuan nodded, half understanding, but he believed in Shen Lingyun, "You can figure it out, I will try my best to treat your father well and try to make him happy."
"Thank you, Qi Yuan." Shen Lingyun's eyes were full of smiles, looking at Qi Yuan, he said softly: "Father likes you very much, and he talks to you for a while every day, more than he talks to my son. "
"Then I will talk to him more." Qi Yuan raised his head and chest, and said with a smile: "I also like Uncle Shen very much, and I would like to talk to him."
??As soon as he was about to get home, Shen Lingyun remembered another thing.
?? "There is a textile factory business." Shen Lingyun said: "The money earned will not be small, enough for us to spend. In the future, we should focus on studying and don't think about other things."
"I know." Qi Yuan nodded obediently, "I'm not that greedy. You see, Boss Chen said that he wanted to do the mountain goods business with us, but I didn't agree."
??Because Shen Wenqing had participated in this matter, Qi Yuan was very careful and decided to completely separate from this matter.
?? At the same time, he quietly glanced at Shen Lingyun, feeling that his thoughts were right, Shen Lingyun just didn't care much about making money.
??As long as you earn enough, you won't want more, which makes Qi Yuan particularly headache.
??He opened his mouth to say: We don't have a house yet, we live in your father's house.
??But after thinking about it, they shut up again. They couldn't leave Shen Wenqing alone and go out to live, and they didn't have the money to buy a house in their pockets.
??Let's talk about it later.
??Shen Lingyun was preoccupied with how to talk to his father at night, so he didn't pay attention to Qi Yuan's expression, let alone the rich expression of the phlegm boy × Cheng Suiyu's speechless expression.
?? Qi Yuan is a big-hearted person.
?? Seeing the family courtyard from a distance, he jumped up and cheered: "We are home."
??He dragged Shen Lingyun to the family courtyard, "Let's go back quickly, it's too cold outside."
??The wind was blowing for a while, and the feeling of cold and damp was very uncomfortable, which was different from the cold and dry wind in the north.
??Qi Yuan was a little uncomfortable.
??Shen Lingyun ran after him, saw that the tip of his nose was red, thought it was already November, and said, "Take out the hat and scarf, and remember to put it on next time you come out."
"Well, I got it." Qi Yuan said, "It's time for us to wear cotton clothes."
??He looked at the occasional passers-by in the family courtyard, wearing thin clothes, and asked curiously: "Why do they wear so little, aren't they cold?"
?? "They are used to it." Shen Lingyun stopped trotting and walked slowly, "One side of the soil and the other side of the people, you are not used to feeling cold, it is normal."
?? But when I think of northerners, they wear thick clothes in winter, like cotton bags.
?? "Do you wear a lot in winter?" Shen Lingyun asked casually.
?? Then he added: "I'm used to the northern weather, and I wear a lot in winter."
"I also wear a lot." Qi Yuan said: "I'm afraid of the cold, so I'll wear a padded jacket tomorrow, and I won't wear the sweater inside if it's not warm."
?? "Okay." Shen Lingyun nodded, "It's better to wear thicker clothes."
??He is looking forward to what Qi Yuan will dress like??
?? It's just that he has other things to do right now, so he didn't say anything more.
??…
??"dad."
??After dinner, Shen Wenqing went to the study as usual, but was followed by Shen Lingyun, "I have something to do with you."
"Come in and talk." Shen Wenqing pushed open the study door, "What's the matter, so solemn?"
?? He smiled and asked: "Just now at the dinner table, you didn't say a word, but now you think about it again."
"It's nothing important." Shen Lingyun smiled, followed into the study and sat opposite Shen Wenqing, with a desk between them, "It's just that Qi Yuan said that Dad seems unhappy, let me ask if it's where we are?" I made a mistake and made you unhappy."
"No way." Shen Wenqing was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head and smiled, "This kid is careful, no wonder he kept talking to me just now to make me happy."
??Shen Lingyun didn't speak, he waited for Shen Wenqing to realize his purpose of coming.
??Shen Wenqing looked at his son silently for a moment with puzzled eyes, and then his expression suddenly changed.
?? "You want to ask?" Shen Wenqing said half and kept the other half.
"Actually, I don't want to ask." Shen Lingyun said: "I just don't want Dad to be unhappy."
??His eyes were sincere, his face was frank, and he said bluntly: "What can be important to our family? We all hope that Dad has something unhappy to say."
"If you don't want to say it." Shen Lingyun thought about it and said, "I hope you can think about it or forget it."
??Shen Wenqing was silent.
??The two sat silently facing each other, and no one spoke. The study room was filled with silence, as if there was no one in it.
??After a long time, Shen Wenqing sighed: "It's impossible to think about it or forget it, but what can I do!"
??He seems to have suppressed it for a long time, and the words that have been buried in his heart for a long time seem to be unable to hold back anymore, rushing to his mouth.
??Shen Lingyun also knew why he severed ties with his family.
??It turned out that it was because of his mother, Shen Wenqing's family resolutely severed ties with Shen Wenqing, drove him out of the capital and never had any contact with him.
"Why?" Shen Lingyun asked.
"Because I didn't marry your mother voluntarily." Shen Wenqing said helplessly: "It was your mother and the whole family begging me on their knees, and I agreed as soon as my heart softened."
?? "Your grandfather has a strong temper and doesn't rub the sand in his eyes." Shen Wenqing rubbed his eyebrows, and said a little tiredly: "He thinks that your mother and her family are repaying kindness, and such people don't need pity."
??Shen Wenqing just graduated and came to Shanghai to participate in a research project. By chance, he rescued Shen Lingyun's mother who was intercepted by hooligans one night.
?? Who would have thought that the hooligan would beat him up and say that Shen Wenqing and the others had an undecent style of messing with men and women, and that he was the victim.
??Finally, finding out the matter also brought great trouble to Shen Lingyun's mother's family.
??The whole family knelt down and pleaded, hoping that Shen Wenqing could marry Shen Lingyun's mother and save their family.
?? Avoid rumors and harassment from that rogue family.
??Shen Wenqing was young and soft-hearted. After considering some conditions, he agreed to the marriage.
?? As a result, the whole family opposed it, thinking that the family was repaying their favor and deliberately clinging to their family.
"You are soft-hearted, so you persevere." Shen Lingyun said: "Maybe I didn't expect my family to be so decisive that I could sever ties with you."
"Yes." Shen Wenqing sighed: "I have already made a promise, if they don't like your mother and the others, I will come to Shenshi and not take her back."
??Unexpectedly, even he refused to let him in, and refused to forgive him for many years.
"If you thought about it, would you still agree to this marriage?" Shen Lingyun was a little curious, "Have you regretted it all these years?"
"Regret." Shen Wenqing said without hesitation: "But if I do it all over again, I will still choose this way."
?? "You don't know how important reputation is to a person and a family." Shen Wenqing said: "It will destroy them, and even kill them."
"I am ashamed of your grandpa and the others, but they will live well." Shen Wenqing said: "You don't know, your grandma was hit by a car because of this incident, but she didn't even have money for medical treatment .”
"There are still a few very young children." Shen Wenqing recalled the tragic situation of the family at that time, "I really couldn't bear it, so I decided to help them after negotiating terms."
"What conditions?" Shen Lingyun frowned, he really didn't know anything about it, "They really agreed, and they did the same afterwards?"
"Other people should be." Shen Wenqing smiled and said indifferently: "It's just that your mother has become more and more vain and enjoys herself. But it's nothing, no one doesn't like a comfortable life, What's more, I can also give these."
"Your conditions?" Shen Lingyun raised his eyebrows without commenting and asked: "What conditions do you have, that you will agree to marry someone who you don't like and who doesn't match your family's conditions in all aspects?"
?? "I like research, and I decided to dedicate my life to scientific research. I never thought about getting married." Shen Wenqing said: "My condition is that I don't have any objections because of my work, and my bottom line Yes, I will try my best to help them, if you can’t and don’t bother with me.”
?? It's just that something happened later, it seemed that Shen Wenqing didn't expect it. His wife did something behind his back and was caught.
??At the same time, due to the birth of one child after another, Shen Wenqing also gave understanding and made compensation for his objections to the nature of his work.
?? "She said you lack fatherly love." Shen Wenqing said: "Although I try my best to accompany you, but compared to other fathers, I really have very little time, so I decided to leave the research when you need father's teaching most. Place."
?? In this way, it is even more difficult to be caught in the wrong place, and to be exposed and reported.
"Why bother!" Shen Lingyun was unable to make a judgment, "People's hearts are changeable. Dad, you were indeed young and lacked training, and you didn't even keep your own career."
?? Lost his family this sentence, he did not say it.
"Really." Shen Wenqing smiled, and did not refute Shen Lingyun's words, "However, I still thank your mother."
??He said: "At that time, most of the marriages were without emotion. You may not understand this."
Shen Wenqing paused, "After all, she guarded a home for me. She insisted on not going out of line even when we got together less often, maintained the integrity of the family, and gave me a few children. I I am grateful to her."
?? "As for her helping her natal family to do some things that shouldn't be done, I took the initiative to file for divorce after the accident and remarried soon. I don't blame her for these."
??Shen Wenqing is very open-minded, and his gentle eyebrows are exactly the same as Shen Lingyun, but he has never been like Shen Lingyun.
??Occasionally there will be a cold and heartless side, the eyes are calm and unwavering, as if there is no emotion, and he is not interested in anyone or anything.
??He is a true gentleman, gentle and amiable, and always has a kindness towards others, just like Shen Wenqing has never complained to anyone.
"The only person I'm sorry for." Shen Wenqing's eyes were a little moist, he looked at Shen Lingyun and said, "It's you."
?? He didn't try his best to arrange for his son properly, thinking that no matter what a mother is, she will take care of her son.
"It's the first time I feel regret." Shen Wenqing said: "I entrust your safety to only one person. If I don't care about my face and ask for help at home, maybe you won't suffer for so many years. Your whole life... …may be affected."
?? He covered his face. If something happened, he would not just remit a sum of money to his parents, but beg them to help him.
?? Even when you are parting from your son, send a letter to your parents asking them to take care of you.
?? Maybe that kind and innocent son who treats everyone with humility and courtesy, with a gentle smile on his face.
?? It will not become what it is today.
"Okay, Dad." Shen Lingyun didn't know how to talk about himself again, "I'm not very well now, the past is in the past."
??He didn't think about it himself, but his father could think of it all the time. Shen Lingyun was really speechless.
"Okay, let's not talk about it." Shen Wenqing hurriedly said: "Let's go! Dad has also made a decision, but he can't change it. I will give up completely. I won't try to contact your grandpa again in the future."
?? He still tried to contact him today, but no one answered his phone at all, only the nanny said that he was not there as usual.
"However." Shen Wenqing said again: "There is one more thing I want to tell you. Your mother was pregnant for a month when she got divorced. At that time, she didn't know that she gave birth to a younger brother for you."
?? After Shen Wenqing finished speaking, he seemed to feel a lot more relaxed.
?? This matter has always been on his mind, and he wanted to tell Shen Lingyun but found that he was not interested, so he kept silent.
?? This time he really made a decision, all the previous things let it disappear, for bad memories and things that cannot be changed.
??Even if you can't forget it, you should bury it deeply, and you can't let it affect your son's wish to live a happy life as a family.
"Oh." Shen Lingyun silently calculated, he has two younger sisters and two younger brothers, "Got it."
?? He actually didn't want to know this, so he got up and said, "You don't need to give us a lecture tonight, you should go to bed early."
??Shen Lingyun left after speaking.
??Shen Wenqing smiled wryly behind his back, he shook his head and thought helplessly: The son really regards himself as his only family member!
??…
"How is it?" Qi Yuan asked hastily.
??He put down the book in his hand, looked at Shen Lingyun earnestly, "Is your father thinking about it? Are you still sad?"
"Don't be sad anymore." Shen Lingyun stood in front of Qi Yuan, looking down at him, "He will have no parents from now on."
"What do you mean?" Qi Yuan frowned, not understanding the meaning of his words, he asked tentatively: "Uncle Shen's parents are getting old?"
"I don't know." Shen Lingyun looked away, turned around and sat on the bed, lowered his head and said, "It should be because he wanted to open up, and let the other person's wish come true."
??The other party has helped so much, but also expressed their disapproval. Shen Wen shouldn't do anything else after clearing Chengquan.
??Anyway, Shen Lingyun thinks it's the most appropriate way to do this. It's good for both parties and it can be regarded as letting each other go.
??
"Don't worry too much about irrelevant things." Shen Lingyun picked up a book, "Come, let's study together."
"Okay." Qi Yuan immediately gave up, leaned on the desk, and muttered: "It's better to study more easily, these things are really a headache."
??I don’t know what’s wrong with each of them?You have to find yourself unhappy.
??Can't think about it, how can I make myself happy!
?? "Mediocrity." Shen Lingyun chuckled, but his brows were cold and hard, "I always think that I am doing the right thing, and there is one truth after another. Don't you know that no one cares about these things at all."
?? People care about what they think.
??What you think is right or wrong and moral or not may be the deep-rooted grudge of others, which does not meet the needs of others.
?? How can we seek the understanding of others, and how can we achieve the same thinking and stay together for a lifetime.
??Shen Lingyun said: "There is hope and despair, which is unbearable for any individual."
??He put his hands in his pockets, and although he said it lightly, as if it had nothing to do with him, it was inevitable that he could hear a little bit of embarrassment.
"What's the matter?" Qi Yuan asked, "Why are you so sad? Didn't any of us make him angry?"
??Shen Lingyun thought for a moment, and decided to tell Qi Yuan.
?? He told the story of Zhang Shulin and his wife going to work to find Shen Wenqing, focusing on the people who helped Shen Wenqing behind the scenes.
??Shen Lingyun watched his father's expression change, from surprise to bewildered, to dazed, joyful, lost, and desperate.
?? Guess it might be related to Shen Wenqing's severed family.
?? "Since you helped Uncle Shen." Qi Yuan was puzzled, "Doesn't that mean they still care about Uncle Shen, why should they sever ties?"
?? "Blood is thicker than water." Shen Lingyun sighed: "Cutting off the relationship doesn't mean they will watch Dad get into trouble, but it doesn't mean they will forgive and reconcile as before."
??He thought that the other party found Zhang Shulin in a roundabout way, and told him not to speak out. This was to show his attitude.
??Shen Wenqing also understands this, and knows the attitude of his family members, which makes him so sad and desperate.
"Uncle Shen." Qi Yuan pursed his lips and said after a long time: "We don't know why he has such a fight with his family, and there is nothing we can do to help."
?? Qi Yuan bowed his head in a bad mood. He had a good impression of Shen Wenqing, and he was grateful to him for taking him in.
??So I have been trying my best to be nice to Shen Wenqing.
?? But there was nothing he could do about it, and reason told him not to get involved too much. Qi Yuan could only move forward in silence.
"Tonight, I'll talk to Dad." Seeing Qi Yuan's depression, Shen Lingyun smiled and comforted him: "Don't worry, Dad will think about it."
??He didn't want to care about it at first. After so many years, Shen Wenqing should know that some things cannot be easily changed.
?? Should have been prepared.
?? But Qi Yuan cared so much, Shen Lingyun didn't want the two of them in the family to fall into silence together, he hoped to be a happy and warm family like before.
"Yeah." Qi Yuan said: "You persuade Uncle Shen, he still has us."
"That's right." Qi Yuan's eyes suddenly lit up, and he said energetically: "You can ask more, see if we can help, so that Uncle Shen can go home to see his parents earlier."
"I'll try my best." Shen Lingyun said indifferently: "Sometimes having a deep talk with others is no different from exposing the scars in my heart. I would rather my father can think about it by himself or work hard to fight for it."
?? This is why Shen Lingyun is unwilling to talk about this matter.
"Yeah." Qi Yuan nodded, half understanding, but he believed in Shen Lingyun, "You can figure it out, I will try my best to treat your father well and try to make him happy."
"Thank you, Qi Yuan." Shen Lingyun's eyes were full of smiles, looking at Qi Yuan, he said softly: "Father likes you very much, and he talks to you for a while every day, more than he talks to my son. "
"Then I will talk to him more." Qi Yuan raised his head and chest, and said with a smile: "I also like Uncle Shen very much, and I would like to talk to him."
??As soon as he was about to get home, Shen Lingyun remembered another thing.
?? "There is a textile factory business." Shen Lingyun said: "The money earned will not be small, enough for us to spend. In the future, we should focus on studying and don't think about other things."
"I know." Qi Yuan nodded obediently, "I'm not that greedy. You see, Boss Chen said that he wanted to do the mountain goods business with us, but I didn't agree."
??Because Shen Wenqing had participated in this matter, Qi Yuan was very careful and decided to completely separate from this matter.
?? At the same time, he quietly glanced at Shen Lingyun, feeling that his thoughts were right, Shen Lingyun just didn't care much about making money.
??As long as you earn enough, you won't want more, which makes Qi Yuan particularly headache.
??He opened his mouth to say: We don't have a house yet, we live in your father's house.
??But after thinking about it, they shut up again. They couldn't leave Shen Wenqing alone and go out to live, and they didn't have the money to buy a house in their pockets.
??Let's talk about it later.
??Shen Lingyun was preoccupied with how to talk to his father at night, so he didn't pay attention to Qi Yuan's expression, let alone the rich expression of the phlegm boy × Cheng Suiyu's speechless expression.
?? Qi Yuan is a big-hearted person.
?? Seeing the family courtyard from a distance, he jumped up and cheered: "We are home."
??He dragged Shen Lingyun to the family courtyard, "Let's go back quickly, it's too cold outside."
??The wind was blowing for a while, and the feeling of cold and damp was very uncomfortable, which was different from the cold and dry wind in the north.
??Qi Yuan was a little uncomfortable.
??Shen Lingyun ran after him, saw that the tip of his nose was red, thought it was already November, and said, "Take out the hat and scarf, and remember to put it on next time you come out."
"Well, I got it." Qi Yuan said, "It's time for us to wear cotton clothes."
??He looked at the occasional passers-by in the family courtyard, wearing thin clothes, and asked curiously: "Why do they wear so little, aren't they cold?"
?? "They are used to it." Shen Lingyun stopped trotting and walked slowly, "One side of the soil and the other side of the people, you are not used to feeling cold, it is normal."
?? But when I think of northerners, they wear thick clothes in winter, like cotton bags.
?? "Do you wear a lot in winter?" Shen Lingyun asked casually.
?? Then he added: "I'm used to the northern weather, and I wear a lot in winter."
"I also wear a lot." Qi Yuan said: "I'm afraid of the cold, so I'll wear a padded jacket tomorrow, and I won't wear the sweater inside if it's not warm."
?? "Okay." Shen Lingyun nodded, "It's better to wear thicker clothes."
??He is looking forward to what Qi Yuan will dress like??
?? It's just that he has other things to do right now, so he didn't say anything more.
??…
??"dad."
??After dinner, Shen Wenqing went to the study as usual, but was followed by Shen Lingyun, "I have something to do with you."
"Come in and talk." Shen Wenqing pushed open the study door, "What's the matter, so solemn?"
?? He smiled and asked: "Just now at the dinner table, you didn't say a word, but now you think about it again."
"It's nothing important." Shen Lingyun smiled, followed into the study and sat opposite Shen Wenqing, with a desk between them, "It's just that Qi Yuan said that Dad seems unhappy, let me ask if it's where we are?" I made a mistake and made you unhappy."
"No way." Shen Wenqing was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head and smiled, "This kid is careful, no wonder he kept talking to me just now to make me happy."
??Shen Lingyun didn't speak, he waited for Shen Wenqing to realize his purpose of coming.
??Shen Wenqing looked at his son silently for a moment with puzzled eyes, and then his expression suddenly changed.
?? "You want to ask?" Shen Wenqing said half and kept the other half.
"Actually, I don't want to ask." Shen Lingyun said: "I just don't want Dad to be unhappy."
??His eyes were sincere, his face was frank, and he said bluntly: "What can be important to our family? We all hope that Dad has something unhappy to say."
"If you don't want to say it." Shen Lingyun thought about it and said, "I hope you can think about it or forget it."
??Shen Wenqing was silent.
??The two sat silently facing each other, and no one spoke. The study room was filled with silence, as if there was no one in it.
??After a long time, Shen Wenqing sighed: "It's impossible to think about it or forget it, but what can I do!"
??He seems to have suppressed it for a long time, and the words that have been buried in his heart for a long time seem to be unable to hold back anymore, rushing to his mouth.
??Shen Lingyun also knew why he severed ties with his family.
??It turned out that it was because of his mother, Shen Wenqing's family resolutely severed ties with Shen Wenqing, drove him out of the capital and never had any contact with him.
"Why?" Shen Lingyun asked.
"Because I didn't marry your mother voluntarily." Shen Wenqing said helplessly: "It was your mother and the whole family begging me on their knees, and I agreed as soon as my heart softened."
?? "Your grandfather has a strong temper and doesn't rub the sand in his eyes." Shen Wenqing rubbed his eyebrows, and said a little tiredly: "He thinks that your mother and her family are repaying kindness, and such people don't need pity."
??Shen Wenqing just graduated and came to Shanghai to participate in a research project. By chance, he rescued Shen Lingyun's mother who was intercepted by hooligans one night.
?? Who would have thought that the hooligan would beat him up and say that Shen Wenqing and the others had an undecent style of messing with men and women, and that he was the victim.
??Finally, finding out the matter also brought great trouble to Shen Lingyun's mother's family.
??The whole family knelt down and pleaded, hoping that Shen Wenqing could marry Shen Lingyun's mother and save their family.
?? Avoid rumors and harassment from that rogue family.
??Shen Wenqing was young and soft-hearted. After considering some conditions, he agreed to the marriage.
?? As a result, the whole family opposed it, thinking that the family was repaying their favor and deliberately clinging to their family.
"You are soft-hearted, so you persevere." Shen Lingyun said: "Maybe I didn't expect my family to be so decisive that I could sever ties with you."
"Yes." Shen Wenqing sighed: "I have already made a promise, if they don't like your mother and the others, I will come to Shenshi and not take her back."
??Unexpectedly, even he refused to let him in, and refused to forgive him for many years.
"If you thought about it, would you still agree to this marriage?" Shen Lingyun was a little curious, "Have you regretted it all these years?"
"Regret." Shen Wenqing said without hesitation: "But if I do it all over again, I will still choose this way."
?? "You don't know how important reputation is to a person and a family." Shen Wenqing said: "It will destroy them, and even kill them."
"I am ashamed of your grandpa and the others, but they will live well." Shen Wenqing said: "You don't know, your grandma was hit by a car because of this incident, but she didn't even have money for medical treatment .”
"There are still a few very young children." Shen Wenqing recalled the tragic situation of the family at that time, "I really couldn't bear it, so I decided to help them after negotiating terms."
"What conditions?" Shen Lingyun frowned, he really didn't know anything about it, "They really agreed, and they did the same afterwards?"
"Other people should be." Shen Wenqing smiled and said indifferently: "It's just that your mother has become more and more vain and enjoys herself. But it's nothing, no one doesn't like a comfortable life, What's more, I can also give these."
"Your conditions?" Shen Lingyun raised his eyebrows without commenting and asked: "What conditions do you have, that you will agree to marry someone who you don't like and who doesn't match your family's conditions in all aspects?"
?? "I like research, and I decided to dedicate my life to scientific research. I never thought about getting married." Shen Wenqing said: "My condition is that I don't have any objections because of my work, and my bottom line Yes, I will try my best to help them, if you can’t and don’t bother with me.”
?? It's just that something happened later, it seemed that Shen Wenqing didn't expect it. His wife did something behind his back and was caught.
??At the same time, due to the birth of one child after another, Shen Wenqing also gave understanding and made compensation for his objections to the nature of his work.
?? "She said you lack fatherly love." Shen Wenqing said: "Although I try my best to accompany you, but compared to other fathers, I really have very little time, so I decided to leave the research when you need father's teaching most. Place."
?? In this way, it is even more difficult to be caught in the wrong place, and to be exposed and reported.
"Why bother!" Shen Lingyun was unable to make a judgment, "People's hearts are changeable. Dad, you were indeed young and lacked training, and you didn't even keep your own career."
?? Lost his family this sentence, he did not say it.
"Really." Shen Wenqing smiled, and did not refute Shen Lingyun's words, "However, I still thank your mother."
??He said: "At that time, most of the marriages were without emotion. You may not understand this."
Shen Wenqing paused, "After all, she guarded a home for me. She insisted on not going out of line even when we got together less often, maintained the integrity of the family, and gave me a few children. I I am grateful to her."
?? "As for her helping her natal family to do some things that shouldn't be done, I took the initiative to file for divorce after the accident and remarried soon. I don't blame her for these."
??Shen Wenqing is very open-minded, and his gentle eyebrows are exactly the same as Shen Lingyun, but he has never been like Shen Lingyun.
??Occasionally there will be a cold and heartless side, the eyes are calm and unwavering, as if there is no emotion, and he is not interested in anyone or anything.
??He is a true gentleman, gentle and amiable, and always has a kindness towards others, just like Shen Wenqing has never complained to anyone.
"The only person I'm sorry for." Shen Wenqing's eyes were a little moist, he looked at Shen Lingyun and said, "It's you."
?? He didn't try his best to arrange for his son properly, thinking that no matter what a mother is, she will take care of her son.
"It's the first time I feel regret." Shen Wenqing said: "I entrust your safety to only one person. If I don't care about my face and ask for help at home, maybe you won't suffer for so many years. Your whole life... …may be affected."
?? He covered his face. If something happened, he would not just remit a sum of money to his parents, but beg them to help him.
?? Even when you are parting from your son, send a letter to your parents asking them to take care of you.
?? Maybe that kind and innocent son who treats everyone with humility and courtesy, with a gentle smile on his face.
?? It will not become what it is today.
"Okay, Dad." Shen Lingyun didn't know how to talk about himself again, "I'm not very well now, the past is in the past."
??He didn't think about it himself, but his father could think of it all the time. Shen Lingyun was really speechless.
"Okay, let's not talk about it." Shen Wenqing hurriedly said: "Let's go! Dad has also made a decision, but he can't change it. I will give up completely. I won't try to contact your grandpa again in the future."
?? He still tried to contact him today, but no one answered his phone at all, only the nanny said that he was not there as usual.
"However." Shen Wenqing said again: "There is one more thing I want to tell you. Your mother was pregnant for a month when she got divorced. At that time, she didn't know that she gave birth to a younger brother for you."
?? After Shen Wenqing finished speaking, he seemed to feel a lot more relaxed.
?? This matter has always been on his mind, and he wanted to tell Shen Lingyun but found that he was not interested, so he kept silent.
?? This time he really made a decision, all the previous things let it disappear, for bad memories and things that cannot be changed.
??Even if you can't forget it, you should bury it deeply, and you can't let it affect your son's wish to live a happy life as a family.
"Oh." Shen Lingyun silently calculated, he has two younger sisters and two younger brothers, "Got it."
?? He actually didn't want to know this, so he got up and said, "You don't need to give us a lecture tonight, you should go to bed early."
??Shen Lingyun left after speaking.
??Shen Wenqing smiled wryly behind his back, he shook his head and thought helplessly: The son really regards himself as his only family member!
??…
"How is it?" Qi Yuan asked hastily.
??He put down the book in his hand, looked at Shen Lingyun earnestly, "Is your father thinking about it? Are you still sad?"
"Don't be sad anymore." Shen Lingyun stood in front of Qi Yuan, looking down at him, "He will have no parents from now on."
"What do you mean?" Qi Yuan frowned, not understanding the meaning of his words, he asked tentatively: "Uncle Shen's parents are getting old?"
"I don't know." Shen Lingyun looked away, turned around and sat on the bed, lowered his head and said, "It should be because he wanted to open up, and let the other person's wish come true."
??The other party has helped so much, but also expressed their disapproval. Shen Wen shouldn't do anything else after clearing Chengquan.
??Anyway, Shen Lingyun thinks it's the most appropriate way to do this. It's good for both parties and it can be regarded as letting each other go.
??
"Don't worry too much about irrelevant things." Shen Lingyun picked up a book, "Come, let's study together."
"Okay." Qi Yuan immediately gave up, leaned on the desk, and muttered: "It's better to study more easily, these things are really a headache."
??I don’t know what’s wrong with each of them?You have to find yourself unhappy.
??Can't think about it, how can I make myself happy!
?? "Mediocrity." Shen Lingyun chuckled, but his brows were cold and hard, "I always think that I am doing the right thing, and there is one truth after another. Don't you know that no one cares about these things at all."
?? People care about what they think.
??What you think is right or wrong and moral or not may be the deep-rooted grudge of others, which does not meet the needs of others.
?? How can we seek the understanding of others, and how can we achieve the same thinking and stay together for a lifetime.
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