[GD] The correct way to eat soft girl
Chapter 52 The Finale (1)
Ding Ying just fell asleep, and when she opened her eyes again, she suddenly saw a familiar head laying on the pillow, and she couldn't react for a while.She raised her upper body and turned her head to look sideways, her goal was the person who was sleeping soundly.
Who is this guy,
Is it G-Dragon... or Quan Zhilong...,
she does not know.At this time, she somehow didn't want to know.
There were only the two of them in the whole room, it was very quiet, and Ding Ying could hear his breathing.It seems that from the first quarrel, the next time is inseparable from the quarrel.It's been a while, it hasn't been like this.It's funny to say, before seeing this situation, I would always kick this person to the ground, no matter whether he is Quan Zhilong or G-Dragon, but now...
Ding Ying stretched out her hand and gently rubbed his hair. The touch felt a little rough. The thin hair that has been permed and dyed many times is very fragile, giving people a feeling that they can be torn off at will, and it also makes people feel very... distressed .However, that's all.Ding Ying was lost in thought, then withdrew her hand.Anyway, decided to leave...
"You still care about me, don't you?" The hand he withdrew was cut off in mid-air by the person who suddenly opened his eyes and stood up on the bed. The raised hair is just her "masterpiece".
Ding Ying did not withdraw her hand as he expected, but stretched it in his direction, aiming at his messy hair.As if he didn't know that she would "do the opposite" like this, or maybe he was conniving, he just let Dingying mess up his hair more quietly, but he held her wrist tightly and didn't let go.
"I just can't get used to your chicken coop."
Without taking up the topic, G-Dragon looked at Ding Ying and said seriously: "It won't happen again, it won't happen."
Now Ding Ying, who can clearly distinguish the two as long as she opens her eyes, knows that the person in front of her is G-Dragon, and said coldly: "Then give me back my necklace."
"..."
Ding Ying struggled with her wrist, but she didn't pull away. Seeing G-Dragon's sullen face and not speaking, she immediately taunted: "This is what you said that what happened yesterday will not happen again? No?"
"..."
"Let me ask you, is it because of the necklace that you got so close to me in the first place? That's why you let me be your assistant? It's not because you like it, it's just because of the necklace."
"Yes." He didn't want to lie to her about this issue, so he decided to tell her. "But……"
"I said why every time I see you must sleep next to me, I thought I had turned into a Marysu...ha," Ding Ying laughed a few times, her voice was a little pale. "I say it one last time, give me back the necklace."
G-Dragon lowered his eyelids, unable to answer.Because he couldn't get anything out at all, after he woke up from the hospital, he found that the stone had disappeared, leaving only a chain with a gap.Maybe it was absorbed by them, he could even feel the gurgling energy in his body and another soul, something that he couldn't feel before, but now he can feel it very clearly.That guy is probably sleeping right now.
Seeing G-Dragon's expression as if he was trying to escape, Ding Ying's heart sank gradually.
For Ding Ying, the stone necklace not only represents her brother, but also her belief.She used to think that if she could find a way to gather her brother's soul, as long as she made money, she would have the time and ability to find a way. That's why she agreed to Quan Zhilong's ridiculous request in the first place.
"Nothing."
"What... nothing?"
"Stone, no more."
G-Dragon pursed his lips and took out a chain with a notch and hung it in front of Ding Ying.
Ding Ying stared blankly at the missing necklace in front of her, and the words of her former brother rang in her mind. [The stone in this necklace cannot be removed unless the stone is gone.Do you know that this stone is meant to protect you when your brother is away? ] When she was young, she also experimented out of curiosity, and it was true, but she couldn't take it off.How could Ding Ying not recognize the chain with neat gaps in front of her?
No more, really no more.
"Ding—" the chain was slapped and flew to the ground, and there was a crisp landing sound.
The back of his hand turned red from being slapped, but G-Dragon didn't notice it at all.Hearing the sound of the chain falling to the ground, he couldn't help but feel a little bit in his heart.It seems that there is something... I can't find it at this moment...
"Get out! Get out!" Ding Ying's tears fell down all of a sudden, and the tears floated to the eye sockets, moistened the eyes, and blurred the person in front of her eyes. "You murderer! Pervert! I really, really hate you know that! Is it fun to push me down the hill, just for the necklace. What's it like being with Kim Eun-ah? Much happier? I'm really fed up with you! You say you want to be together forever, you say you can't look at people other than you, but how do you do it? You don't allow me to look at him, but you are with Jin Enya Together...you say you like me very much, but you want to kill me, you only want the necklace, you don't care about me...I hate you Quan Zhilong! I really hate you!" At this moment, she seemed to be unable to recognize the face in front of her. Who is the person, but he is venting to his heart's content, venting out everything that has happened and endured in the past few days.
G-Dragon's lips turned white, and he said in a hoarse voice with dark eyes: "You said I pushed you down? Do you think it was me who pushed you down?!" His voice suddenly rose at the end.
"It wasn't you? Oh, I fell it myself. Who told me that I would not give you the necklace and seek death?" Ding Ying wiped away her tears and said with her dry lips trembling slightly.
"It turns out that in your heart, I am such a person. For the necklace, I can get close to you or kill you, right?"
"Why, are you guilty?" Ding Ying sneered.Tears that couldn't be wiped away blurred her vision, and she was panting slightly because of the excitement, and she didn't notice that something was wrong with G-Dragon at this time.
"How did I forget?" G-Dragon smiled, "I'm always in your heart, and I can't always please you. I'm always worse than him, no, it's much worse. If you think I have bad intentions, then you Why did you approach me in the first place? Was it out of kindness? We are the same Ding Ying, you have no right to say such things to me. You hate me? In fact, what you hate is yourself. "
The one you hate... is yourself?
That's right... that's right.
Ding Ying did not have regrets and struggles in the later time, it would have been great if she hadn't been involved in their disputes, if not, how wonderful it would have been.During the struggle, she really hated herself.Unable to get rid of that strange emotion, I can only bear it alone.Quan Zhilong doesn't know, and G-Dragon doesn't know.In fact, there is no way to get rid of such emotions. As long as you don't care, as long as you don't love, you won't feel pain or struggle.
"Do you know where the most ridiculous thing about you is? He still knows how to fight, but you can only escape." For the first time, I just stood there and spoke to Ding Ying coldly, not approaching her, but kept Distance, G-Dragon continued: "You fell in love with Quan Zhilong, this person...has two souls."
"I don't love you guys." Ding Ying said seriously.
"Yes, you don't love." G-Dragon didn't refute, but just took a deep look at Ding Ying. "I used to think that the only person you loved was him, but then I thought you also had me in your heart, but now it seems that you don't. You have him in your heart, he is Quan Zhilong, I am not."
"..."
"How nice it would be if I didn't exist in this world? Don't you think so?"
Ding Ying's lips trembled, but she didn't speak.
"Will you be happy if I disappear? Because I shouldn't exist, right?"
"..."
Ding Ying closed her eyes, she didn't know, really didn't know.
After G-Dragon left, Ding Ying also didn't know. She could answer him with certainty about the questions that she would be confused about now.
[Go to die, why don't you go to die?You should not, should not exist in this world. ]
Later, G-Dragon often wondered why he and Ding Ying came to this point.This is completely different from his original idea.Re-acquaintance, re-association, seems to have become his wishful thinking.
In the final analysis, it is just a word of trust.
But why should Ding Ying trust him?
They don't have a relationship of mutual trust, they are just two people who met at an extraordinary time.If this extraordinary period passes, or if one person withdraws, they will cross and leave in different directions like two temporarily intersecting rays.
That's it right now.
Does Ding Ying love him or not?G-Dragon no longer wants to delve into this issue.Whether they love it or not, there is always a gap between them.
All he needs to know is that he loves her.His love was discovered in getting along little by little.One day, he suddenly discovered that in this strange and familiar world, there was such a woman who knew his secret and was by his side, just sitting quietly together. He found that this woman could fill the void in his heart. I thought it might be this guy.From a superficial liking, he gradually felt that maybe he loved her.
Like is possession, love is giving.He never possessed her, nor had he had time to give her.The most self-deprecating thing is that he would choose in the end...
It would be nice if I fell in love with her sooner.
If only he could be a little more selfish...
The only thing he regretted was ending their relationship for no apparent reason.He thought the end was a good thing, but he never thought that such an end would make him lose something very important to him.Canning was invented in 1810, but the can opener was not invented until 1858.It's strange, but sometimes it's like this, important things are sometimes one step behind.
Whether it is love or life.
Inside the apartment.
When Quan Zhilong woke up, he found that he could talk to G-Dragon.Coexisting in one body, they can communicate without any influence. Although the conversation is like talking to oneself, no one will fall into a deep sleep.how so?When he asked G-Dragon like this, G-Dragon smoked a cigarette and smiled wryly instead of answering.
"We're probably going to be doomed."
"What do you mean? This is an apartment, why are you back here..."
"Ding Youqing knows."
Ding Youqing... Quan Zhilong opened his eyes sharply, a few fragments flashed in his mind, he...Damn it!He said those things to Ding Ying, it shouldn't be like this!Thinking of what happened after meeting Jin Enya that day... Quan Zhilong only felt that his heart was tightly held in his hands and he couldn't breathe.
"I'm going to find Ding Ying! I said that to her these days...it shouldn't be like this..."
Sinking into the sofa, G-Dragon felt indescribably depressed, and the smoke between his two fingers was burning with red light, and the curl of smoke rose in front of his eyes.He escaped from the hospital before, so everyone is probably looking for him now.Compared to this, there are more important things to face... "If we don't want to dissipate inexplicably, it's better for us to sit down and think about countermeasures."
When the man left, he glanced at the direction where they were hiding, and his cruel eyes kept circling in G-Dragon's mind.He still remembered the words that had come out of that man's mouth in the night, that he would kill them all.That man was very dangerous. Maybe he left at that time to deal with Jin Enya. He seemed to be torn out of Jin Enya's body by that man because he saw some emptiness because of the stone.Maybe that's Jin Eun Ah's soul.Perhaps, soon their souls will also be torn out of their bodies by Ding Youqing.His instincts are always right.
"Ding Ying is very safe now." G-Dragon extinguished the cigarette with a wry smile, and suddenly even the only light spot in the dark room disappeared. "We're not sure. I don't know what happened to you before, but you are thinking about the past, right? So have you forgotten about Ding Youqing and Jin Enya? We can't afford to provoke you."
"We...?" Quan Zhilong was a little awkward, because of G-Dragon's calmness, as if the two were old friends for many years and not people who once wanted to kill each other because of a body. "What does that have to do with us?"
"It didn't matter at first, but our mistake is that you deceived Ding Ying's feelings, and I not only deceived her feelings, but even wanted her life. The mistake is that Ding Youqing cares about her very much."
Quan Zhilong was stunned, "What is their relationship?"
"I don't know, it's best that it doesn't matter."
Quan Zhilong was silent.As if infected by G-Dragon's calmness, or being able to fully feel each other's emotions when they are in the same body, Quan Zhilong only felt that his restless heart was slowly calmed down.Start to calm down and reflect on yourself.
Always so impatient... You can never learn to be calm when you encounter emotional matters, this is yourself.It's completely different from this person, in the dark night, Quan Zhilong was thinking about it.
"If you don't want to die, you can only resist."
Quan Zhilong noticed that the G-Dragon who said this sentence was already standing in front of the cabinet, the cabinet door was opened, and... he was holding a small knife in his hand, Quan Zhilong looked at the knife carefully , found that this seemed to be... the knife that Jin Enya was about to stab Ding Youqing at that time!
The knife was pasted with familiar yellow paper, it was the talisman paper that Ding Ying used to throw at him...Why was it pasted on the knife?
Sharing the same body, G-Dragon seemed to know Quan Zhilong's question. G-Dragon tore open the paper and said, "It's better to seal the power on this knife first." After speaking, Quan Zhilong felt an inexplicable darkness. Force hit him, and he could feel the fluctuation of his soul.
"How do you know this? And the blood on the knife..."
G-Dragon smiled, as if thinking of something, a stream of light flashed in his eyes, but soon his eyes dimmed. "Ding Ying used to secretly stuff this talisman paper under my pillow when I was in the dormitory. She thought she was doing it secretly, but I knew it and kept a few... The blood on the knife was Jin Enya. Yes." As for why he knew to use the talisman paper to suppress the dark force on the knife, he knew it from the book Ding Ying left him.But G-Dragon naturally wouldn't tell him, because it was left to him by Ding Ying, just like the diamond-shaped talisman necklace, it was only his.
"Will that man really come to kill us? Will the soul be dispelled?" Quan Zhilong said with some depression.
"Let me ask you, do you love Ding Ying?"
"what?"
"Do you love her?"
"...Love, I love her." As if startled by G-Dragon's serious tone, Quan Zhilong hesitated to answer.As if to cover up his embarrassment, Quan Zhilong asked quickly, "What about you, do you love her?"
"I don't love her." G-Dragon replied simply. "I've never loved her." He answered so seriously, without any fluctuation in his tone.
"I do not believe……"
"When I approach her, I will circle around her just because of her necklace. I'm afraid you don't know, that necklace can requiem the soul, otherwise I would have left your body long ago. Remember, I changed it every five days before Sometimes, I can come out late at night, but you can't, because as long as I can come out, I will try my best to get close to her necklace."
Quan Zhilong was a little dazed, thinking about the past, he was not stupid, and he believed it in his heart when he connected it.
"So...you just need to be together." G-Dragon said hoarsely.
"What do you mean?"
"She only likes you. So, you just need to be together." G-Dragon said darkly again.A low voice lingered in the room, "He's probably coming soon?" G-Dragon began to talk to himself, "It's better for you to sleep now, and it will probably be over when you wake up."
Everything is over.
His instincts are always right.
Ding Youqing made Jin Enya into a doll, an ugly doll.The doll in his hand has huge eyes, and the eyes alone account for half of the doll's face. It looks like a Japanese anime image. It's not cute but it gives people a sense of horror for no reason.
"How does it feel to be made into a doll?" Ding Youqing asked the doll in a good mood.
It took a lot of work to seal Jin Enya in the doll forever, a life where nothing but imprisonment was left except for disappearance.Transferring the soul power to Ding Ying and confronting Jin Enya until now, the excessive consumption of spiritual power made Ding Youqing's complexion not very good at this time.
The doll couldn't respond, its eyes just looked straight at Ding Youqing, as if watching affectionately, but also as if pity.
Ding Youqing suddenly felt very boring, he casually threw the doll in his hand to the ghost girl who was always behind him and said: "You can deal with this as you please."
After taking the doll, the ghost girl tightly clenched the doll in her hand and said respectfully: "Yes." The ghost girl naturally resented Jin Enya in her heart, she was a ghost, and she had a lot of resentment in her heart when Jin Enya made a doll.When Ding Youqing left, and the ghost girl who watched Ding Youqing leave didn't notice that the corner of the baby's mouth slowly raised an arc.
[You can't escape, Young Qing. ]
The knife was stained with her blood, her breath, not all of her soul was taken away by Ding Youqing, and Jin Enya, who kept a part, watched G-Dragon take the knife away.If this knife stabbed into Ding Youqing's heart...if it was possible...
[I just love you. ]
There is a kind of love, not giving, not being silent, but destroying.Jin Enya loves Ding Youqing, and she also thought about giving, but in the end, the long time and inner entanglements made her fall into a strange circle.
[I love you so much, why am I the only one suffering?I also hope that there is someone who loves me... only looks at me, only loves me... why doesn't Youqing love me?Don't look at me?I am also very cute, I can also... be with you all the time...]
But human beings are like this. Once you have identified one thing, you can't see other things, and you can't see other people.It's not that I can't love you, but that I already have someone to protect, and I can be satisfied just loving her, and I don't need or want to look at other people.For Ding Youqing, that's it.
When Ding Youqing saw Ding Ying again, she saw that she was sitting on the bed with her head down, not knowing what she was thinking, as if she didn't hear the sound of him opening the door and coming in, she was only immersed in her own world.The body in the hospital gown was a little thin, until seeing the crystal clear liquid dripping from her chin, Ding Youqing choked for breath.
she cried?
why?
After a few steps to the bed, Ding Youqing stretched out his hand to lift Ding Ying's chin, wiped the tears on her cheeks and said softly, "Don't cry. If you cry, you will become ugly..."
If you cry, you will become ugly.
Ding Ying blinked her eyes, shed a few tears, and when she saw the person in front of her clearly, Ding Ying pushed Ding Youqing's hand away.Although they said the same thing, they were not the same person after all.No more, no more people who would say this to her, no more brother, no more stones, no more Quan Zhilong, G-Dragon, no more.
"Did someone bully you?" Ding Youqing asked cautiously. Seeing her tears, she felt pain in her heart.
Ding Ying was silent for a while, and then said: "You lied to me before, saying that he pushed me down because of the stone, that he pushed me down and then left. You lied to me." Ding Ying was very sure. .
Ding Youqing frowned, "Why do you think so. Why should I lie to you?"
"Why are you being so nice to me?"
Touching Ding Ying's head, Ding Youqing smiled when he heard this question: "Because it's you." It's just because of you.
"Don't say such misleading words anymore. I really... don't like this..." Ding Ying lowered her eyelids, "I said, I will leave Korea. I don't think we will have any more intersections. After I leave the hospital, the medical bills I'll give it back to you."
"Why are you crying?" You used to cry, for life, for me, now?Ding Youqing's eyes were full of danger, "Are you crying for your brother, or those two guys? For Quan Zhilong?"
Hearing Ding Youqing's words, Ding Ying suddenly opened her eyes.But Ding Youqing laughed softly, and then sucked the tears that had just been wiped off her face with his fingers into his lips.At this time, Ding Ying felt an unspeakable strangeness in her heart, and she didn't ask how he knew about her brother, but said sharply: "This is none of your business!"
"Is it none of my business? If it's none of my business, what else is it about me? You can't cry for them, not for anyone but your brother. After something like that, you You still shed tears for them? They don't deserve it, they don't deserve your tears."
"Enough! It's up to you whether you deserve it or not. My own tears can be shed as I want. I want to..."
"Your tears are mine." Ding Youqing stretched out his hand and pulled her up from the bed with the strength Ding Ying could not resist, and hugged her in his arms, "I think I should let you give up completely." After so many years, it is finally possible Meet, why can't her eyes see him?
Those two guys were really an eyesore.
"Enough! You make me sick, let me go!"
Ding Youqing, who carried Ding Ying and set off towards Quan Zhilong's apartment, smiled at Ding Ying and said, "From now on, I will always be by your side."
[In the future, I will always be by Xibao's side. ]
This is his promise, and he will never break his promise.
On the way, Ding Ying kept struggling, until she got closer to the destination, she realized that the place he was going to take her to was actually Quan Zhilong's apartment!What the hell is he trying to do?Not having the strength to resist also made her extremely irritable.She didn't know what was going to happen, but only knew that a bad feeling was lingering in her heart.
When she took Ding Ying to the door of the apartment, Ding Youqing whispered in Ding Ying's ear: "Brother will take care of everything soon, you wait here for me. It will be fine soon."
elder brother……?
Ding Ying saw Ding Youqing enter through the wall like this, her eyes widened immediately.He can actually... there is someone inside, right, who is it?Who will it be?Quan Zhilong or G-Dragon?what happens?Ding Ying still remembered Ding Youqing's words clearly, took a few breaths and then began to reach out to pull the doorknob, but the door didn't move at all.
Can't open, why can't open!
Open the door, why don't you open the door?
Ding Ying kept banging on the door, and didn't stop until her hands were red and swollen.key!By the way, she needs the key!She was wearing a hospital gown and nothing, but even if it was ordinary clothes... she would not have the key to this apartment on her body, she had put the key in the apartment a long time ago.
Knowing that the guard recognized her, Ding Ying rushed towards the stairs.
It's not that Ding Youqing underestimated the enemy, he just didn't expect that this life-saving G-Dragon would fight against him regardless of his life, let alone that this person was prepared.There was a sharp knife stuck in his chest, and Jin Enya's aura was attached to the sharp knife. Ding Youqing couldn't help frowning in disgust.
Jin Enya is actually a successful witch, at least the curse on the sharp knife made Ding Youqing feel pain every time he took a breath.Feeling the loss of strength, Ding Youqing slowly straightened up, no matter what, the man in front of him, he couldn't live on.
"No one can argue with me, Ding Ying belongs to me alone." G-Dragon wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, stood up tremblingly and slowly approached Ding Youqing.
Ding Youqing chuckled twice, "Did you treat her as a doll to fight for? You really, damn..."
"The one who treats her as a doll is you. With a great appearance, a guardian appearance, does she know your existence? Like a dead spirit, you can only appear by her side at night. You asked her what she needed you?"
"Of course she needs me."
As Ding Youqing approached, G-Dragon could clearly see the calmness and confidence on this man's face.It seemed that when he entered through the wall at the beginning, he told him that none of them would survive today, and Ding Ying would watch them die.
In other words, Ding Ying will watch another self die.
G-Dragon glanced at the door, there was a rapid knock on the door, and Ding Ying's anxious voice.Sure enough, he still cared, when G-Dragon looked away, there was a smile on the corner of his lips.It's fine if she doesn't come in, at least let him think that he is also included in that worry.G-Dragon, who can vaguely use the power of the stone hidden in his body, made Quan Zhilong fall into a deep sleep.One more person will get in the way.
G-Dragon stood in front of Ding Youqing, although he didn't know what the man in front of him was laughing at, but everything was over.The throbbing of the soul tells G-Dragon that he'd better go to sleep right now.But it's not enough, if this man doesn't die, he can't sleep in peace.
When reaching out to hold the handle of the knife in front of Ding Youqing's chest, G-Dragon turned around and saw the person standing at the entrance with the creaking door.All he saw in his eyes was that woman, G-Dragon pulled out the knife vigorously, then aimed at Ding Youqing's chest again and stabbed fiercely in it without any hesitation.
For some reason, G-Dragon felt as if he saw the weird smile on Ding Youqing's face getting bigger and bigger, and Ding Youqing, who was losing his vitality, even told him with the shape of his lips that it was over.
When Ding Ying got close to them, G-Dragon drew out his knife. At this time, Ding Youqing, who fell on the ground, already had more air intake and less air output.Ding Youqing raised his eyelids and smiled when he saw Ding Ying, "Xibao, I will always be by your side from now on. Brother, I will never break my promise." Slowly, a soul floated out of Ding Youqing's body.The soul was similar in shape to the person lying on the ground, but the face was completely different.When Ding Ying saw that face, she was stunned there.
"elder brother……"
The soul quickly disappeared, drifting through the roof to the sky.Ding Ying turned her head to look at the familiar and unfamiliar people on the ground, what should I do... what should I do?Could it be my brother...is it my brother...?This person said his name was Ding Youqing, he would always appear around her, he would cook her favorite food, he said he would always be by her side...
Ding Ying stretched out her hand blankly, wanting to touch the person on the ground, but she didn't want the person on the ground to disappear like ashes soon.
No more.
This time it is really gone.
"Don't cry..." G-Dragon reached out and touched Ding Ying's face, with cold tears.
"Do not touch me!"
Noticing that he was holding a sharp knife in his hand, Ding Ying shook her lips, grabbed the knife and pointed at G-Dragon, "You killed him, right? Didn't you!"
"……Yes."
"I hate you! I hate you! Why did this happen! Why!" Ding Ying held the sharp knife tightly in her hand, crying as if breaking down. "Do you know, how long have I been looking for my brother, I always thought that as long as I work hard like this, I can always find him, but it's gone, there's nothing, the stone is gone, and my brother is gone. I'm so stupid, It turns out that he has always been there, but I don’t know, I don’t know anything! I love you! Why don’t you die! Why didn’t you die!”
"That's right...why wasn't I the one who died?" G-Dragon smiled wryly, and said softly with imperceptible tenderness: "Put down the knife, this knife is very sharp, be careful that it will hurt you."
"Damn you!"
"I'm going to die, you still want Quan Zhilong to live, right? You want Quan Zhilong to live, you want me to die, put down the knife."
"Quan Zhilong...?"
"Yes. I lied again. In fact, I am not Quan Zhilong at all, nor is Quan Zhilong from another world. I am just a ghost from another world." This is a lie. "I'm the despicable person. I lie... more than you. I'm going to die soon. After I die, Quan Zhilong will come back. He's the only one, okay?"
"I don't believe you." Ding Ying's cold voice sounded in this quiet and dark living room.
"I won't... lie to you again..."
Really, I won't lie to you again.
You can't weave love with lies, he thought, is it because he approached her with lies in the first place that he couldn't get love?Probably like this, in the end, he won't lie to her anymore, really.
[I won't lie to you again. ]
G-Dragon is not a saint, as if he could sacrifice for them fearlessly, but he is not.He originally had the idea that he could survive to be with Ding Ying in the end.If all she likes is another him, then be another him and become the him in this world.
But Ding Ying told him to die.
why don't you dieJust go to hell.
It seems that even the only motivation to work hard has disappeared.
He is a loser.
He lost.
When Ding Youqing died in that time and space, he also died.Sentenced to death by Ding Ying, he finally understood why the man knew he was going to kill him, but still had a winning smile on his lips.
That man probably didn't really dissipate.
Ding Ying sure enough, still belongs to that man, always has been.Not one's own, nor another's.
I can't fucking let it go.Maybe because of this obsession, when he opened his eyes in the original world, G-Dragon's heart beat suddenly.Boom, boom, boom, every beat carries the tension of life, which is the best proof of being alive, G-Dragon even listened to the heartbeat with some fascination.Because only by being alive can one do what the soul cannot.
He has always believed that important things are sometimes one step behind, whether it is love or life.
He was looking for this belated love.
[Sooner or later I will find you. ]
One year later, Tokyo, Japan.
Ding Ying got off the plane wearing loose casual clothes and carrying a travel bag.A year later, it didn't bring much change to her, as if it was no different from a year ago.But only she knew that it was different.
At that time, she resigned from YG's assistant job, and Ding Ying cut off all contacts in Korea, and returned to China to continue working as a translator.There is no entertainment industry, no Quan Zhilong, no G-Dragon, no brother, just her and the ghosts that often appear around her.This is her original life, and it is also the life she should live the most.
During this year, she didn't deliberately learn about Quan Zhilong's news, but once there was an imprint in her heart, how could she really not care about it at all, she still knew some scattered things.
The person in the body now is Quan Zhilong, Zhipiao, whom she favored before, and G-Dragon... She really felt that there was a breath missing in Quan Zhilong's body that day, and G-Dragon was... dissipated Alright.That's great...everything is going in the direction I hoped for at the beginning.
When Ding Ying left a year ago, Quan Zhilong was still in the hospital, always arguing to see her, but now, Ding Ying thought of the rumored news about Quan Zhilong and Suwon again, and felt very calm.Just really calm?If she was calm, if she didn't care, how would she know about Quan Zhilong... Obviously, she had never heard of him before.
But there is no way to see him again, as long as I see him, I will think of G-Dragon, my brother, and them
Who is this guy,
Is it G-Dragon... or Quan Zhilong...,
she does not know.At this time, she somehow didn't want to know.
There were only the two of them in the whole room, it was very quiet, and Ding Ying could hear his breathing.It seems that from the first quarrel, the next time is inseparable from the quarrel.It's been a while, it hasn't been like this.It's funny to say, before seeing this situation, I would always kick this person to the ground, no matter whether he is Quan Zhilong or G-Dragon, but now...
Ding Ying stretched out her hand and gently rubbed his hair. The touch felt a little rough. The thin hair that has been permed and dyed many times is very fragile, giving people a feeling that they can be torn off at will, and it also makes people feel very... distressed .However, that's all.Ding Ying was lost in thought, then withdrew her hand.Anyway, decided to leave...
"You still care about me, don't you?" The hand he withdrew was cut off in mid-air by the person who suddenly opened his eyes and stood up on the bed. The raised hair is just her "masterpiece".
Ding Ying did not withdraw her hand as he expected, but stretched it in his direction, aiming at his messy hair.As if he didn't know that she would "do the opposite" like this, or maybe he was conniving, he just let Dingying mess up his hair more quietly, but he held her wrist tightly and didn't let go.
"I just can't get used to your chicken coop."
Without taking up the topic, G-Dragon looked at Ding Ying and said seriously: "It won't happen again, it won't happen."
Now Ding Ying, who can clearly distinguish the two as long as she opens her eyes, knows that the person in front of her is G-Dragon, and said coldly: "Then give me back my necklace."
"..."
Ding Ying struggled with her wrist, but she didn't pull away. Seeing G-Dragon's sullen face and not speaking, she immediately taunted: "This is what you said that what happened yesterday will not happen again? No?"
"..."
"Let me ask you, is it because of the necklace that you got so close to me in the first place? That's why you let me be your assistant? It's not because you like it, it's just because of the necklace."
"Yes." He didn't want to lie to her about this issue, so he decided to tell her. "But……"
"I said why every time I see you must sleep next to me, I thought I had turned into a Marysu...ha," Ding Ying laughed a few times, her voice was a little pale. "I say it one last time, give me back the necklace."
G-Dragon lowered his eyelids, unable to answer.Because he couldn't get anything out at all, after he woke up from the hospital, he found that the stone had disappeared, leaving only a chain with a gap.Maybe it was absorbed by them, he could even feel the gurgling energy in his body and another soul, something that he couldn't feel before, but now he can feel it very clearly.That guy is probably sleeping right now.
Seeing G-Dragon's expression as if he was trying to escape, Ding Ying's heart sank gradually.
For Ding Ying, the stone necklace not only represents her brother, but also her belief.She used to think that if she could find a way to gather her brother's soul, as long as she made money, she would have the time and ability to find a way. That's why she agreed to Quan Zhilong's ridiculous request in the first place.
"Nothing."
"What... nothing?"
"Stone, no more."
G-Dragon pursed his lips and took out a chain with a notch and hung it in front of Ding Ying.
Ding Ying stared blankly at the missing necklace in front of her, and the words of her former brother rang in her mind. [The stone in this necklace cannot be removed unless the stone is gone.Do you know that this stone is meant to protect you when your brother is away? ] When she was young, she also experimented out of curiosity, and it was true, but she couldn't take it off.How could Ding Ying not recognize the chain with neat gaps in front of her?
No more, really no more.
"Ding—" the chain was slapped and flew to the ground, and there was a crisp landing sound.
The back of his hand turned red from being slapped, but G-Dragon didn't notice it at all.Hearing the sound of the chain falling to the ground, he couldn't help but feel a little bit in his heart.It seems that there is something... I can't find it at this moment...
"Get out! Get out!" Ding Ying's tears fell down all of a sudden, and the tears floated to the eye sockets, moistened the eyes, and blurred the person in front of her eyes. "You murderer! Pervert! I really, really hate you know that! Is it fun to push me down the hill, just for the necklace. What's it like being with Kim Eun-ah? Much happier? I'm really fed up with you! You say you want to be together forever, you say you can't look at people other than you, but how do you do it? You don't allow me to look at him, but you are with Jin Enya Together...you say you like me very much, but you want to kill me, you only want the necklace, you don't care about me...I hate you Quan Zhilong! I really hate you!" At this moment, she seemed to be unable to recognize the face in front of her. Who is the person, but he is venting to his heart's content, venting out everything that has happened and endured in the past few days.
G-Dragon's lips turned white, and he said in a hoarse voice with dark eyes: "You said I pushed you down? Do you think it was me who pushed you down?!" His voice suddenly rose at the end.
"It wasn't you? Oh, I fell it myself. Who told me that I would not give you the necklace and seek death?" Ding Ying wiped away her tears and said with her dry lips trembling slightly.
"It turns out that in your heart, I am such a person. For the necklace, I can get close to you or kill you, right?"
"Why, are you guilty?" Ding Ying sneered.Tears that couldn't be wiped away blurred her vision, and she was panting slightly because of the excitement, and she didn't notice that something was wrong with G-Dragon at this time.
"How did I forget?" G-Dragon smiled, "I'm always in your heart, and I can't always please you. I'm always worse than him, no, it's much worse. If you think I have bad intentions, then you Why did you approach me in the first place? Was it out of kindness? We are the same Ding Ying, you have no right to say such things to me. You hate me? In fact, what you hate is yourself. "
The one you hate... is yourself?
That's right... that's right.
Ding Ying did not have regrets and struggles in the later time, it would have been great if she hadn't been involved in their disputes, if not, how wonderful it would have been.During the struggle, she really hated herself.Unable to get rid of that strange emotion, I can only bear it alone.Quan Zhilong doesn't know, and G-Dragon doesn't know.In fact, there is no way to get rid of such emotions. As long as you don't care, as long as you don't love, you won't feel pain or struggle.
"Do you know where the most ridiculous thing about you is? He still knows how to fight, but you can only escape." For the first time, I just stood there and spoke to Ding Ying coldly, not approaching her, but kept Distance, G-Dragon continued: "You fell in love with Quan Zhilong, this person...has two souls."
"I don't love you guys." Ding Ying said seriously.
"Yes, you don't love." G-Dragon didn't refute, but just took a deep look at Ding Ying. "I used to think that the only person you loved was him, but then I thought you also had me in your heart, but now it seems that you don't. You have him in your heart, he is Quan Zhilong, I am not."
"..."
"How nice it would be if I didn't exist in this world? Don't you think so?"
Ding Ying's lips trembled, but she didn't speak.
"Will you be happy if I disappear? Because I shouldn't exist, right?"
"..."
Ding Ying closed her eyes, she didn't know, really didn't know.
After G-Dragon left, Ding Ying also didn't know. She could answer him with certainty about the questions that she would be confused about now.
[Go to die, why don't you go to die?You should not, should not exist in this world. ]
Later, G-Dragon often wondered why he and Ding Ying came to this point.This is completely different from his original idea.Re-acquaintance, re-association, seems to have become his wishful thinking.
In the final analysis, it is just a word of trust.
But why should Ding Ying trust him?
They don't have a relationship of mutual trust, they are just two people who met at an extraordinary time.If this extraordinary period passes, or if one person withdraws, they will cross and leave in different directions like two temporarily intersecting rays.
That's it right now.
Does Ding Ying love him or not?G-Dragon no longer wants to delve into this issue.Whether they love it or not, there is always a gap between them.
All he needs to know is that he loves her.His love was discovered in getting along little by little.One day, he suddenly discovered that in this strange and familiar world, there was such a woman who knew his secret and was by his side, just sitting quietly together. He found that this woman could fill the void in his heart. I thought it might be this guy.From a superficial liking, he gradually felt that maybe he loved her.
Like is possession, love is giving.He never possessed her, nor had he had time to give her.The most self-deprecating thing is that he would choose in the end...
It would be nice if I fell in love with her sooner.
If only he could be a little more selfish...
The only thing he regretted was ending their relationship for no apparent reason.He thought the end was a good thing, but he never thought that such an end would make him lose something very important to him.Canning was invented in 1810, but the can opener was not invented until 1858.It's strange, but sometimes it's like this, important things are sometimes one step behind.
Whether it is love or life.
Inside the apartment.
When Quan Zhilong woke up, he found that he could talk to G-Dragon.Coexisting in one body, they can communicate without any influence. Although the conversation is like talking to oneself, no one will fall into a deep sleep.how so?When he asked G-Dragon like this, G-Dragon smoked a cigarette and smiled wryly instead of answering.
"We're probably going to be doomed."
"What do you mean? This is an apartment, why are you back here..."
"Ding Youqing knows."
Ding Youqing... Quan Zhilong opened his eyes sharply, a few fragments flashed in his mind, he...Damn it!He said those things to Ding Ying, it shouldn't be like this!Thinking of what happened after meeting Jin Enya that day... Quan Zhilong only felt that his heart was tightly held in his hands and he couldn't breathe.
"I'm going to find Ding Ying! I said that to her these days...it shouldn't be like this..."
Sinking into the sofa, G-Dragon felt indescribably depressed, and the smoke between his two fingers was burning with red light, and the curl of smoke rose in front of his eyes.He escaped from the hospital before, so everyone is probably looking for him now.Compared to this, there are more important things to face... "If we don't want to dissipate inexplicably, it's better for us to sit down and think about countermeasures."
When the man left, he glanced at the direction where they were hiding, and his cruel eyes kept circling in G-Dragon's mind.He still remembered the words that had come out of that man's mouth in the night, that he would kill them all.That man was very dangerous. Maybe he left at that time to deal with Jin Enya. He seemed to be torn out of Jin Enya's body by that man because he saw some emptiness because of the stone.Maybe that's Jin Eun Ah's soul.Perhaps, soon their souls will also be torn out of their bodies by Ding Youqing.His instincts are always right.
"Ding Ying is very safe now." G-Dragon extinguished the cigarette with a wry smile, and suddenly even the only light spot in the dark room disappeared. "We're not sure. I don't know what happened to you before, but you are thinking about the past, right? So have you forgotten about Ding Youqing and Jin Enya? We can't afford to provoke you."
"We...?" Quan Zhilong was a little awkward, because of G-Dragon's calmness, as if the two were old friends for many years and not people who once wanted to kill each other because of a body. "What does that have to do with us?"
"It didn't matter at first, but our mistake is that you deceived Ding Ying's feelings, and I not only deceived her feelings, but even wanted her life. The mistake is that Ding Youqing cares about her very much."
Quan Zhilong was stunned, "What is their relationship?"
"I don't know, it's best that it doesn't matter."
Quan Zhilong was silent.As if infected by G-Dragon's calmness, or being able to fully feel each other's emotions when they are in the same body, Quan Zhilong only felt that his restless heart was slowly calmed down.Start to calm down and reflect on yourself.
Always so impatient... You can never learn to be calm when you encounter emotional matters, this is yourself.It's completely different from this person, in the dark night, Quan Zhilong was thinking about it.
"If you don't want to die, you can only resist."
Quan Zhilong noticed that the G-Dragon who said this sentence was already standing in front of the cabinet, the cabinet door was opened, and... he was holding a small knife in his hand, Quan Zhilong looked at the knife carefully , found that this seemed to be... the knife that Jin Enya was about to stab Ding Youqing at that time!
The knife was pasted with familiar yellow paper, it was the talisman paper that Ding Ying used to throw at him...Why was it pasted on the knife?
Sharing the same body, G-Dragon seemed to know Quan Zhilong's question. G-Dragon tore open the paper and said, "It's better to seal the power on this knife first." After speaking, Quan Zhilong felt an inexplicable darkness. Force hit him, and he could feel the fluctuation of his soul.
"How do you know this? And the blood on the knife..."
G-Dragon smiled, as if thinking of something, a stream of light flashed in his eyes, but soon his eyes dimmed. "Ding Ying used to secretly stuff this talisman paper under my pillow when I was in the dormitory. She thought she was doing it secretly, but I knew it and kept a few... The blood on the knife was Jin Enya. Yes." As for why he knew to use the talisman paper to suppress the dark force on the knife, he knew it from the book Ding Ying left him.But G-Dragon naturally wouldn't tell him, because it was left to him by Ding Ying, just like the diamond-shaped talisman necklace, it was only his.
"Will that man really come to kill us? Will the soul be dispelled?" Quan Zhilong said with some depression.
"Let me ask you, do you love Ding Ying?"
"what?"
"Do you love her?"
"...Love, I love her." As if startled by G-Dragon's serious tone, Quan Zhilong hesitated to answer.As if to cover up his embarrassment, Quan Zhilong asked quickly, "What about you, do you love her?"
"I don't love her." G-Dragon replied simply. "I've never loved her." He answered so seriously, without any fluctuation in his tone.
"I do not believe……"
"When I approach her, I will circle around her just because of her necklace. I'm afraid you don't know, that necklace can requiem the soul, otherwise I would have left your body long ago. Remember, I changed it every five days before Sometimes, I can come out late at night, but you can't, because as long as I can come out, I will try my best to get close to her necklace."
Quan Zhilong was a little dazed, thinking about the past, he was not stupid, and he believed it in his heart when he connected it.
"So...you just need to be together." G-Dragon said hoarsely.
"What do you mean?"
"She only likes you. So, you just need to be together." G-Dragon said darkly again.A low voice lingered in the room, "He's probably coming soon?" G-Dragon began to talk to himself, "It's better for you to sleep now, and it will probably be over when you wake up."
Everything is over.
His instincts are always right.
Ding Youqing made Jin Enya into a doll, an ugly doll.The doll in his hand has huge eyes, and the eyes alone account for half of the doll's face. It looks like a Japanese anime image. It's not cute but it gives people a sense of horror for no reason.
"How does it feel to be made into a doll?" Ding Youqing asked the doll in a good mood.
It took a lot of work to seal Jin Enya in the doll forever, a life where nothing but imprisonment was left except for disappearance.Transferring the soul power to Ding Ying and confronting Jin Enya until now, the excessive consumption of spiritual power made Ding Youqing's complexion not very good at this time.
The doll couldn't respond, its eyes just looked straight at Ding Youqing, as if watching affectionately, but also as if pity.
Ding Youqing suddenly felt very boring, he casually threw the doll in his hand to the ghost girl who was always behind him and said: "You can deal with this as you please."
After taking the doll, the ghost girl tightly clenched the doll in her hand and said respectfully: "Yes." The ghost girl naturally resented Jin Enya in her heart, she was a ghost, and she had a lot of resentment in her heart when Jin Enya made a doll.When Ding Youqing left, and the ghost girl who watched Ding Youqing leave didn't notice that the corner of the baby's mouth slowly raised an arc.
[You can't escape, Young Qing. ]
The knife was stained with her blood, her breath, not all of her soul was taken away by Ding Youqing, and Jin Enya, who kept a part, watched G-Dragon take the knife away.If this knife stabbed into Ding Youqing's heart...if it was possible...
[I just love you. ]
There is a kind of love, not giving, not being silent, but destroying.Jin Enya loves Ding Youqing, and she also thought about giving, but in the end, the long time and inner entanglements made her fall into a strange circle.
[I love you so much, why am I the only one suffering?I also hope that there is someone who loves me... only looks at me, only loves me... why doesn't Youqing love me?Don't look at me?I am also very cute, I can also... be with you all the time...]
But human beings are like this. Once you have identified one thing, you can't see other things, and you can't see other people.It's not that I can't love you, but that I already have someone to protect, and I can be satisfied just loving her, and I don't need or want to look at other people.For Ding Youqing, that's it.
When Ding Youqing saw Ding Ying again, she saw that she was sitting on the bed with her head down, not knowing what she was thinking, as if she didn't hear the sound of him opening the door and coming in, she was only immersed in her own world.The body in the hospital gown was a little thin, until seeing the crystal clear liquid dripping from her chin, Ding Youqing choked for breath.
she cried?
why?
After a few steps to the bed, Ding Youqing stretched out his hand to lift Ding Ying's chin, wiped the tears on her cheeks and said softly, "Don't cry. If you cry, you will become ugly..."
If you cry, you will become ugly.
Ding Ying blinked her eyes, shed a few tears, and when she saw the person in front of her clearly, Ding Ying pushed Ding Youqing's hand away.Although they said the same thing, they were not the same person after all.No more, no more people who would say this to her, no more brother, no more stones, no more Quan Zhilong, G-Dragon, no more.
"Did someone bully you?" Ding Youqing asked cautiously. Seeing her tears, she felt pain in her heart.
Ding Ying was silent for a while, and then said: "You lied to me before, saying that he pushed me down because of the stone, that he pushed me down and then left. You lied to me." Ding Ying was very sure. .
Ding Youqing frowned, "Why do you think so. Why should I lie to you?"
"Why are you being so nice to me?"
Touching Ding Ying's head, Ding Youqing smiled when he heard this question: "Because it's you." It's just because of you.
"Don't say such misleading words anymore. I really... don't like this..." Ding Ying lowered her eyelids, "I said, I will leave Korea. I don't think we will have any more intersections. After I leave the hospital, the medical bills I'll give it back to you."
"Why are you crying?" You used to cry, for life, for me, now?Ding Youqing's eyes were full of danger, "Are you crying for your brother, or those two guys? For Quan Zhilong?"
Hearing Ding Youqing's words, Ding Ying suddenly opened her eyes.But Ding Youqing laughed softly, and then sucked the tears that had just been wiped off her face with his fingers into his lips.At this time, Ding Ying felt an unspeakable strangeness in her heart, and she didn't ask how he knew about her brother, but said sharply: "This is none of your business!"
"Is it none of my business? If it's none of my business, what else is it about me? You can't cry for them, not for anyone but your brother. After something like that, you You still shed tears for them? They don't deserve it, they don't deserve your tears."
"Enough! It's up to you whether you deserve it or not. My own tears can be shed as I want. I want to..."
"Your tears are mine." Ding Youqing stretched out his hand and pulled her up from the bed with the strength Ding Ying could not resist, and hugged her in his arms, "I think I should let you give up completely." After so many years, it is finally possible Meet, why can't her eyes see him?
Those two guys were really an eyesore.
"Enough! You make me sick, let me go!"
Ding Youqing, who carried Ding Ying and set off towards Quan Zhilong's apartment, smiled at Ding Ying and said, "From now on, I will always be by your side."
[In the future, I will always be by Xibao's side. ]
This is his promise, and he will never break his promise.
On the way, Ding Ying kept struggling, until she got closer to the destination, she realized that the place he was going to take her to was actually Quan Zhilong's apartment!What the hell is he trying to do?Not having the strength to resist also made her extremely irritable.She didn't know what was going to happen, but only knew that a bad feeling was lingering in her heart.
When she took Ding Ying to the door of the apartment, Ding Youqing whispered in Ding Ying's ear: "Brother will take care of everything soon, you wait here for me. It will be fine soon."
elder brother……?
Ding Ying saw Ding Youqing enter through the wall like this, her eyes widened immediately.He can actually... there is someone inside, right, who is it?Who will it be?Quan Zhilong or G-Dragon?what happens?Ding Ying still remembered Ding Youqing's words clearly, took a few breaths and then began to reach out to pull the doorknob, but the door didn't move at all.
Can't open, why can't open!
Open the door, why don't you open the door?
Ding Ying kept banging on the door, and didn't stop until her hands were red and swollen.key!By the way, she needs the key!She was wearing a hospital gown and nothing, but even if it was ordinary clothes... she would not have the key to this apartment on her body, she had put the key in the apartment a long time ago.
Knowing that the guard recognized her, Ding Ying rushed towards the stairs.
It's not that Ding Youqing underestimated the enemy, he just didn't expect that this life-saving G-Dragon would fight against him regardless of his life, let alone that this person was prepared.There was a sharp knife stuck in his chest, and Jin Enya's aura was attached to the sharp knife. Ding Youqing couldn't help frowning in disgust.
Jin Enya is actually a successful witch, at least the curse on the sharp knife made Ding Youqing feel pain every time he took a breath.Feeling the loss of strength, Ding Youqing slowly straightened up, no matter what, the man in front of him, he couldn't live on.
"No one can argue with me, Ding Ying belongs to me alone." G-Dragon wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, stood up tremblingly and slowly approached Ding Youqing.
Ding Youqing chuckled twice, "Did you treat her as a doll to fight for? You really, damn..."
"The one who treats her as a doll is you. With a great appearance, a guardian appearance, does she know your existence? Like a dead spirit, you can only appear by her side at night. You asked her what she needed you?"
"Of course she needs me."
As Ding Youqing approached, G-Dragon could clearly see the calmness and confidence on this man's face.It seemed that when he entered through the wall at the beginning, he told him that none of them would survive today, and Ding Ying would watch them die.
In other words, Ding Ying will watch another self die.
G-Dragon glanced at the door, there was a rapid knock on the door, and Ding Ying's anxious voice.Sure enough, he still cared, when G-Dragon looked away, there was a smile on the corner of his lips.It's fine if she doesn't come in, at least let him think that he is also included in that worry.G-Dragon, who can vaguely use the power of the stone hidden in his body, made Quan Zhilong fall into a deep sleep.One more person will get in the way.
G-Dragon stood in front of Ding Youqing, although he didn't know what the man in front of him was laughing at, but everything was over.The throbbing of the soul tells G-Dragon that he'd better go to sleep right now.But it's not enough, if this man doesn't die, he can't sleep in peace.
When reaching out to hold the handle of the knife in front of Ding Youqing's chest, G-Dragon turned around and saw the person standing at the entrance with the creaking door.All he saw in his eyes was that woman, G-Dragon pulled out the knife vigorously, then aimed at Ding Youqing's chest again and stabbed fiercely in it without any hesitation.
For some reason, G-Dragon felt as if he saw the weird smile on Ding Youqing's face getting bigger and bigger, and Ding Youqing, who was losing his vitality, even told him with the shape of his lips that it was over.
When Ding Ying got close to them, G-Dragon drew out his knife. At this time, Ding Youqing, who fell on the ground, already had more air intake and less air output.Ding Youqing raised his eyelids and smiled when he saw Ding Ying, "Xibao, I will always be by your side from now on. Brother, I will never break my promise." Slowly, a soul floated out of Ding Youqing's body.The soul was similar in shape to the person lying on the ground, but the face was completely different.When Ding Ying saw that face, she was stunned there.
"elder brother……"
The soul quickly disappeared, drifting through the roof to the sky.Ding Ying turned her head to look at the familiar and unfamiliar people on the ground, what should I do... what should I do?Could it be my brother...is it my brother...?This person said his name was Ding Youqing, he would always appear around her, he would cook her favorite food, he said he would always be by her side...
Ding Ying stretched out her hand blankly, wanting to touch the person on the ground, but she didn't want the person on the ground to disappear like ashes soon.
No more.
This time it is really gone.
"Don't cry..." G-Dragon reached out and touched Ding Ying's face, with cold tears.
"Do not touch me!"
Noticing that he was holding a sharp knife in his hand, Ding Ying shook her lips, grabbed the knife and pointed at G-Dragon, "You killed him, right? Didn't you!"
"……Yes."
"I hate you! I hate you! Why did this happen! Why!" Ding Ying held the sharp knife tightly in her hand, crying as if breaking down. "Do you know, how long have I been looking for my brother, I always thought that as long as I work hard like this, I can always find him, but it's gone, there's nothing, the stone is gone, and my brother is gone. I'm so stupid, It turns out that he has always been there, but I don’t know, I don’t know anything! I love you! Why don’t you die! Why didn’t you die!”
"That's right...why wasn't I the one who died?" G-Dragon smiled wryly, and said softly with imperceptible tenderness: "Put down the knife, this knife is very sharp, be careful that it will hurt you."
"Damn you!"
"I'm going to die, you still want Quan Zhilong to live, right? You want Quan Zhilong to live, you want me to die, put down the knife."
"Quan Zhilong...?"
"Yes. I lied again. In fact, I am not Quan Zhilong at all, nor is Quan Zhilong from another world. I am just a ghost from another world." This is a lie. "I'm the despicable person. I lie... more than you. I'm going to die soon. After I die, Quan Zhilong will come back. He's the only one, okay?"
"I don't believe you." Ding Ying's cold voice sounded in this quiet and dark living room.
"I won't... lie to you again..."
Really, I won't lie to you again.
You can't weave love with lies, he thought, is it because he approached her with lies in the first place that he couldn't get love?Probably like this, in the end, he won't lie to her anymore, really.
[I won't lie to you again. ]
G-Dragon is not a saint, as if he could sacrifice for them fearlessly, but he is not.He originally had the idea that he could survive to be with Ding Ying in the end.If all she likes is another him, then be another him and become the him in this world.
But Ding Ying told him to die.
why don't you dieJust go to hell.
It seems that even the only motivation to work hard has disappeared.
He is a loser.
He lost.
When Ding Youqing died in that time and space, he also died.Sentenced to death by Ding Ying, he finally understood why the man knew he was going to kill him, but still had a winning smile on his lips.
That man probably didn't really dissipate.
Ding Ying sure enough, still belongs to that man, always has been.Not one's own, nor another's.
I can't fucking let it go.Maybe because of this obsession, when he opened his eyes in the original world, G-Dragon's heart beat suddenly.Boom, boom, boom, every beat carries the tension of life, which is the best proof of being alive, G-Dragon even listened to the heartbeat with some fascination.Because only by being alive can one do what the soul cannot.
He has always believed that important things are sometimes one step behind, whether it is love or life.
He was looking for this belated love.
[Sooner or later I will find you. ]
One year later, Tokyo, Japan.
Ding Ying got off the plane wearing loose casual clothes and carrying a travel bag.A year later, it didn't bring much change to her, as if it was no different from a year ago.But only she knew that it was different.
At that time, she resigned from YG's assistant job, and Ding Ying cut off all contacts in Korea, and returned to China to continue working as a translator.There is no entertainment industry, no Quan Zhilong, no G-Dragon, no brother, just her and the ghosts that often appear around her.This is her original life, and it is also the life she should live the most.
During this year, she didn't deliberately learn about Quan Zhilong's news, but once there was an imprint in her heart, how could she really not care about it at all, she still knew some scattered things.
The person in the body now is Quan Zhilong, Zhipiao, whom she favored before, and G-Dragon... She really felt that there was a breath missing in Quan Zhilong's body that day, and G-Dragon was... dissipated Alright.That's great...everything is going in the direction I hoped for at the beginning.
When Ding Ying left a year ago, Quan Zhilong was still in the hospital, always arguing to see her, but now, Ding Ying thought of the rumored news about Quan Zhilong and Suwon again, and felt very calm.Just really calm?If she was calm, if she didn't care, how would she know about Quan Zhilong... Obviously, she had never heard of him before.
But there is no way to see him again, as long as I see him, I will think of G-Dragon, my brother, and them
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