forbidden to imagine

Brother, why are you blushing.

The Manchester M&A project finally ended with the successful acquisition of Secret Forest. The actual income of the entire project was maximized, far exceeding expectations, and became a good story in the industry.

Although there are different opinions and different opinions on how Manchester completed such a huge merger and acquisition through industrial accidents, smart people don’t believe in a piece of paper, and they don’t speculate wildly. Most of them pretend to be confused Anyway, the fire that started the prairie fire has already burned himself, or has burned up the grassland, so what is the truth is no longer important.

The complete success of the M&A case caused Manchester's stock price to soar, and Fang Yan became a hero who can be remembered in Manchester's history. Whether it is the awards from the headquarters or the reports from the outside world, they all revolve around Fang Yan, but Song Lai is gradually forgotten. .

Song Lai has not been at work for half a month, and he is deaf to the voices of the outside world. He has been with Fang Yanli for the past half month, but he has experienced the sweetness of passionate love.

After Song Lai rested at home for more than half a month, Fang Yan and Song Lai returned to Century City together.Since Fang Yan and Song Lai left Century City last time, Fang Yan asked Lin Shen to arrange for someone to clean and ventilate the house. After tidying up, he took Song Lai back.

Although the distance between Century City and Dingyun is not too far, even in the same city, when Song Lai followed Fang Yan back to Century City, he always felt that it was more like a trip.

The two returned to Century City with great enthusiasm, pushed open the door and saw that the not-so-spacious bachelor apartment was the same as before, everything was as bright as before, Song Lai couldn't help but feel a little disappointed, as if the leap of so many years was actually not the same. It doesn't exist, it's just a big dream, and when I wake up, it's still the stubborn boy who was by my side.

Song Lai stepped into the room first, followed the traces of the past, walked around the living room, and then walked to the dining table hidden behind the entrance, and saw rows of photo frames placed on the dining table.

Song Lai is not a person who likes to take pictures, so he didn't put framed pictures in his room before, let alone a table full of pictures.

Song Lai was inexplicably nervous. He looked back at Fang Yan and saw him standing behind him with a smile on his face and gentle eyes.

Feeling warm in Song Lai's heart, he turned around and walked to the table, looking at each photo frame one by one.

The photos framed behind the mirror are not exquisite or delicate, but are just random snapshots, and the characters inside are messy, making it hard to tell who the protagonist of each photo is.

Fang Yan came forward from behind, stood beside Song Lai, and picked up a photo frame along his line of sight.

The photo was taken at an event, and many people were in the shot, but Fang Yan could only see a shadow of their back in the corner.

"This is a charity gala in 14. It should be the first time you attended such an event on behalf of Secret Forest that year. You still seem a little young and nervous."

As Fang Yan said, he took the one in hand again, looked at it twice, and then laughed, "This is the bidding site for the 17 Secret Forest rectification, look, you are already like a complete successor at this time .”

"There is also this one, which was last year's Greenhouse Conference. At first I didn't see Secret Forest in the list of participants, so I was surprised to see you at the scene."

Hearing this, Song Lai stiffened all over, "You...are you there too?"

Fang Yan nodded, pointed to the person in the photo with only half of his back, and said with a smile, "This is me."

Song Lai took the photo frame and carefully studied the back view on it. The incomplete figure was far away from himself in the photo, but Song Lai could tell that where his line of sight lay was his own direction.

Song Lai's eyes gradually turned red, and he couldn't help stretching out his fingers to rub it lightly, as if he had eaten a whole basket of unripe watermelon, whether it was sweeter or more sour.

Seeing Song Lai staring at the photo in a daze, Fang Yan didn't bother him, just talking to himself.

"This photo of the secret forest signboard was actually taken by me. It was the first time I returned to China after three years abroad. I didn't plan to go to the secret forest, but I couldn't help but pass by there when I was driving. I couldn't help but stop on the side of the road and wait to see if I can see you in the flow of people after work. But unfortunately, I didn't see you that day, and I was posted a ticket instead."

"This, this is a photo of Secret Forest signing a contract with a company not long after I first arrived in France. In fact, you are not in the photo, but I always feel that through the angle of this photo, I It seems that I can see you through the lens."

"Oh yes, I almost forgot this one. It's a screenshot of the video you were interviewed after you were appointed as the general manager. I edited it out. You see, you haven't changed much over the years."

"and also……"

"Lu Yan..."

Song Lai stretched out his hand to hold Fang Yan's wrist, looked at him with red eyes, and blocked his next words.

Maybe Fang Yan didn't know that every word that overflowed from his mouth was a lingering towards Song Lai.

The uncontrollable love between the lines is a wonderful Pandora's box, which makes Song Lai happy, but also makes him sad.

Song Lai's teeth were closed tightly. He took Fang Yan's hand and stepped forward to hug him.

"Lu Yan...I'm going to cry..."

Fang Yan's nose was sour and his heart trembled like an electric shock. He hugged Song Lai's waist tightly and took a deep breath.

"Brother, in fact, I have never forgotten you for a day in all these years."

"Sometimes I tell myself that I should let it go, but every time I think I've let it go, I think about it inadvertently. I can't bear you, and I can't bear myself."

"I've always loved you where no one is."

Song Lai burst into tears, wet Fang Yan's shirt, and also wet Fang Yan's heart.

"I was wrong... I shouldn't let you waste so long, and I shouldn't waste myself so long... Lu Yan..."

"If, if I told you that I needed it that time, would you stay by my side without hesitation?"

Fang Yan gently pushed Song Lai away, he lowered his head to look at Song Lai's eyes covered with tears, and nodded with a smile.

"No matter when, as long as you open your mouth, I will be by your side without hesitation."

Song Lai pursed his lips tightly, trying to hold back the surging tears, but felt that the tears were like a flood that could overwhelm mountains and seas, unstoppable.

Song Lai could no longer see Fang Yan's face clearly, but he seemed to be able to see Fang Yan's passionate heart through the blur of tears.

"I'm really not a person who underestimates myself... But sometimes I really feel that I don't deserve it... I'm not good at all, and I don't deserve you at all..."

Fang Yan couldn't help but chuckled at Song Lai's words. He bowed his head and kissed Song Lai's lips, and then kissed the tears at the corners of his eyes.

"Brother, you are very nice, I like it very much."

"You don't know how much you mean to me because I don't know either."

"In the years when no one cares, you are the only voice."

"The time when no one cares about you is over, will I still be your only voice?"

Fang Yan looked at him deeply and nodded heavily.

"Always will be."

Before he finished speaking, Fang Yan held Song Lai's fingertips with one hand, and took out two platinum rings from his jacket pocket with the other.

The rings are couple rings. The seemingly simple rings are low-key and restrained, but each ring is embedded with a diamond.The diamond is not big, nor does it shine much, and it doesn't even look rich, but it is enough to make Song Lai breathless.

Fang Yan looked at Song Lai with a smile, knelt down on one knee while holding his hand, and held the ring in front of him.

"I have fantasized about this scene today many times in the past 12 years, and even there are countless nights. I just fell asleep thinking about this scene. I staged a self-directed and self-acted love drama in my dream, and I never thought about it. It will be a grand opening one day."

"Brother, thank you for making my dream come true."

"Now I ask to dedicate the rest of my life to you, please accept my sincerity, treat my life well, and never be separated from me again."

Song Lai's eyes were already filled with tears, he couldn't even see the appearance of the two rings clearly, but he always felt as if he had practiced it thousands of times in his dream.

Song Lai didn't even want to wait for a moment, he touched the two rings with trembling hands, nodded desperately, and was already sobbing.

Fang Yan's eyes were red, and the tears were finally crushed. He tremblingly put the ring on Song Lai's right ring finger, then took Song Lai's hand and kissed deeply.

"So, today is the first day."

Fang Yan's appearance at this moment reveals the childishness of getting what he wanted, and Song Lai couldn't help but laugh out loud.

He nodded slightly, although there was no verbal answer, he held Fang Yan's face and gave him a protracted kiss.

It is a compensation for the past and an extradition for tomorrow.

After the deep kiss was over, Song Lai put the pair of rings in his palm on Fang Yan's left ring finger. He leaned his hand against Fang Yan's hand in satisfaction, looked at the twinkling light on the pair of rings, Song Lai squinted and smiled.

"I thought you would buy a pigeon egg like that if you were so extravagant."

Fang Yan was startled, and looked at him provocatively, "If you like, you can use an ostrich egg instead."

Song Lai waved his hands again and again, "Just kidding! Don't spend money recklessly, now I have to rely on you as an unemployed person."

Fang Yan nodded, took his hand, and took him into his arms and hugged him tightly.

"There is still money to support my brother."

"But brother, shouldn't we be talking about this now?"

Song Lai froze for a moment, then looked up at him, "Then what are you going to say?"

Seeing Song Lai's innocent appearance, Fang Yan couldn't help laughing.

"Needless to say, just do it."

Before Song Lai could react, Fang Yan's kiss had already flowed in. Song Lai was not given a chance to breathe, nor was he allowed to refuse.

In this way, Fang Yan possessed Song Lai forcefully and irresistibly, from the corner of his mouth to the bottom of his heart.

This is his dream for 12 years, and it is also a regret he has never forgotten.

Although it took Fang Yan too many years to come to Song Lai's side, but fortunately they are in love now, it's not too late.

Although accepting love and being loved has wasted many years of Song Lai, but fortunately they are in love at this moment, it is not too late.

Finish.

From January to the present, more than six months, nearly 30 words, suddenly felt very long.In fact, this book runs through a very expectant but also very difficult moment in my life for me. It is a long stage of giving up and persisting, growing up and being forced to grow up, so I wrote it a little slowly and also It's a bit difficult, I often get stuck, and I often don't know how to write it down.But I am a stubborn person, I don't like to give up, no matter what I like to persist.Because for me, giving up is harder than holding on.

Just like Brother Yan, it is more difficult for him to give up loving Xiao Song than to give up his life.

It has not been an easy journey to this day. I am grateful for all the support, all the companionship, all the tolerance, and all the encouragement.

Thank you for meeting, thank you for fulfillment, thank you for believing in this love, and thank you for your willingness to wait for this love.

I think Lu Yan and Song Lai are still passionately in love in a place where there is no one else.