forbidden to imagine

Fang Yan's confession made Song Lai's chest heavy and painful. He opened his mouth and wanted to say a lot, but the thousands of words disappeared between his lips and teeth.

Feeling Fang Yan's warm and humid breath, Song Lai's heart beat faster, and he slowly raised his head to meet Fang Yan's hot eyes, and he could see his own shadow in those clear eyes.

It was only a split second, and Song Lai suddenly understood a truth.

To be moved is not to be moved.

But at this second, the heartbeat is also moved.

Song Lai raised his head slightly, and kissed Fang Yan's thin lips lightly.

The kiss came suddenly and gently, and before Fang Yan recovered, Song Lai had slowly left his lips and lightly touched his forehead.

"Now I allow you to stay with me."

Fang Yan's throat clenched, he grabbed Song Lai's shoulders, and looked at him with eyes full of surprise and panic.

Seeing him worrying about gains and losses like this, Song Lai suddenly blamed himself.

I seem to be really harsh and serious to him.

"Is it because you have changed your mind that you don't speak?" Song Lai joked, "Is this the so-called constant turmoil of those who cannot get it, and those who are favored have nothing to fear?"

When Song Lai spoke, his tone was brisk and clear, which was very different from his usual serious appearance of avoiding suspicion, which made Fang Yan unable to move his eyes.

The person in front of him at this moment made Fang Yan seem to have returned to Song Lai's 20 years old through the jungle.

At that time, he was still alive, not like a delicate and beautiful porcelain doll that was shelved but could only be seen from a distance like now.

Fang Yan's heart was beating violently, he couldn't help but retracted his hand, clenched his fists tightly on his knees, his back was straight, like a child waiting for a reward.

"So, you're going to favor me now, brother."

Fang Yan's cry of "brother" made Song Lai's heart melt. He couldn't help covering his chest, and his eyes were trembling.

"Didn't I favor you before?" Song Lai deliberately interrupted.

Fang Yan frowned beautifully, as if he was thinking seriously, and finally, he shook his head firmly, "Even if there are, there are very few."

"Except for honey citron tea."

Fang Yan added.

Song Lai blushed when he said that, and coughed embarrassingly, "Yeah, that's not it..."

Seeing Song Lai softened his tone and lost his battle, Fang Yan approached him a little proudly, hugged him gently, and rubbed his hair like a clingy puppy.

"Since my brother allows it, I will always stay by your side."

Song Lai was hugged firmly by him, with his arms around his waist, "Mmm."

He nodded.

"In this case, do I not have to pay the rent?" Fang Yan asked with a smile.

"That won't work."

Song Lai flatly refused, "You are richer than me."

"But aren't you used to being an elder? Why can't elders love juniors? Huh?"

Song Lai was speechless by Fang Yan's rascal's words, and when he pushed him away, he rolled his eyes at him, "Who told you that the elders should suffer?"

Fang Yan pursed his lips and suppressed a smile, "Then I will still pay the rent, and you will be responsible for pampering me?"

Song Lai squinted his eyes, always felt that what he said was strange, "Why does it hurt?"

Seeing that he was fooled, Fang Yan raised his head and smiled, grabbed his hand, and suddenly leaned forward and pressed it against his ear, "I'll teach you."

This ambiguous teasing made Song Lai instantly understand what he was thinking.

Song Lai gritted his teeth and stood up "Hoo", with a vicious look, "Be honest with me, don't be shameless."

Fang Yan didn't take it seriously, and stood up and wanted to hold his hand, but he avoided it.

"Seven emotions and six desires, love, hate, anger, and ignorance are all human emotions."

Song Lai thought he couldn't explain Fang Yan's eloquence, so he could only stare at him, and walked forward without ignoring Fang Yan's shouts and jokes behind him.

"Why did brother leave? Isn't he trying to escape if he walks so fast?"

"Why are your ears still red? Could it be that you are thinking about something again?"

"Hey, walk slowly, do you want to hurt me if you don't talk about it?"

"Brother, brother, can't I make a mistake?"

Fang Yan behind him really liked Song Lai's angry back.

He shook his head and chuckled, feeling very relieved.

Melting an ice sculpture's heart with heat came faster than Fang Yan imagined.

But this step is too slow for the waiting that devours loneliness in the dark night.

Fang Yan was worried about Song Lai's leg injury, so he quickly caught up with Song Lai, holding his hand involuntarily.

Song Lai struggled a few times, but when nothing came to fruition, he simply complied with him and let him hold her hand.

Seeing Song Lai no longer evading, Fang Yan couldn't help laughing, and changed the subject as soon as he saw it.

"The story is not over yet, don't you want to hear it?"

As Fang Yan expected, Song Lai paused, looked sideways at him, and then realized, "That's right, you haven't said anything about your going abroad yet."

Seeing Song Lai's rare confused appearance, Fang Yan's heart trembled uncontrollably, he tightened Song Lai's hand, and told him everything while taking him for a walk slowly.

"It was only when people from the Fang family came to me that I found out that I have a rich grandmother's family who are in the jewelry business in France.

At that time they just wanted to take me back, saying that grandma was dying and wanted to see me, but I had no feelings for that place, I just wanted to stay by your side.

But you don't want me. "

Fang Yan's speaker has no intention, but Song Lai's listener has intention.

Even though he knew that Fang Yan was not blaming himself, Song Lai still blamed himself a little.

"At that time, I was young and wanted to be strong. I didn't want to be looked down upon by you, and I didn't want to stay in Linjiang. When Kangyuan was taken over by the government, and the Fang family was so kind, I wanted to go to France with them. When I saw my grandmother Come back later.

I'm still a little curious, after all, my parents haven't taken care of me very much, and I want to know something about them. "

Hearing Fang Yan's voice gradually getting lonely, Song Lai pursed his lips and tugged at his hand, "You're not coming back to take revenge on me, are you?"

Fang Yan was amused by him, and his expression brightened.

"What are you thinking, you have to wait until today for revenge?"

Song Lai thought about it, and felt that what he said was reasonable.

With Fang Yan's status in Manchester, if he really wanted to take revenge on himself, he really didn't have to do it himself, and he didn't have to wait until today.

Fang Yan took a breath slowly, slowed down his pace, and looked ahead, looking a little sad that Song Lai was familiar with.

"It was only when I came to France that I realized that my grandmother could no longer recognize anyone, and part of her inheritance was left to my mother. That amount of money was an astronomical figure for me."

"It was also at that time that I realized that they asked me to go to France only because the inheritance came to me after my mother died, so they came to me."

Song Lai has only heard about Fang Yan's parents, but he only knows that Fang Yan's mother and Fang's family broke up a long time ago because of the relationship with Fang Yan's father, and he doesn't know the specifics , Song Lai heard a little strange, and asked him as he walked, "Then your grandma knows you exist?"

Fang Yan nodded and shook his head, "I don't know either.

Maybe you know, but it doesn't make any difference whether you know it or not, and no one cares anyway. "

"Since the inheritance can be carried out by subrogation, then there is no will. Who asked you to change your surname to Fang? Threatened you with this?" Song Lai's eyes turned cold, and his expression was not good. It seemed that he had already guessed seven or eight points.

Fang Yan looked at him sideways, and saw that he was filled with righteous indignation for her, Fang Yan's mind moved slightly, and he wanted to kiss him but held back.

"You know the law of inheritance."

Song Lai shrugged and smiled, "No way, I have to study the situation of the Song family."

"So it was really the Fang family who threatened you?"

Fang Yan nodded, "That's right.

My grandmother passed away on the day I arrived in France, and then they told me that my mother's inheritance belonged to me, but I had to change my surname before I could inherit it. "

Song Lai became angrier the more he listened, "So you changed your surname?"

Fang Yan shook his head, "I'm not interested in that inheritance at all, it makes no difference to me whether it is there or not.

After I rejected them, my uncle called me, asking me to take the money back, maybe it could save Kang Yuanyuan. "

Song Lai recalled the situation of Kangyuan at that time. Although he couldn't remember clearly, he vaguely remembered that the road administrator himself went to negotiate with the government to change it to a public office.

Song Lai opened his mouth, wanting to ask, but didn't say it.

"Although I have always disliked Kangyuan, the deputy principal, and my uncle, I still don't want those children to suffer, so I agreed to change my surname.

They found someone to handle the formalities in China, and they suppressed me and didn't let me go back to China.

After I changed my surname, they told me that I could not control the inheritance until I graduated from university, and they had to keep it for me before that. "

When Song Lai heard this, he became even more angry, "Isn't this clearly deceiving you? Don't you understand the law?"

Seeing his true feelings, Fang Yan couldn't help laughing at him, "Why are you angrier than me? Distressed?"

Song Lai blushed when he said that, and after a few squeaks, he stopped talking.

Knowing that he cared, Fang Yan felt much more comfortable, and his voice was not as gloomy as before.

"Even if you know the law, you can't fight them in a foreign land. There is a huge disparity in strength. It's clear who wins and who loses."

"Afterwards, I wanted to give up my inheritance and go back to China, but they pressed my passport and refused to let me go, forcing me to sign to give up my inheritance, and they also showed evidence that the road administration threatened them."

"So the Fang family notified you to return to France to inherit the inheritance because of the threat of the road administration?" Song Lai was furious, and the more he heard it, the more angry he became.

Fang Yan said "Hmm", "Otherwise they wouldn't even know who I am or where I am."

"At that time, I was young, and I was wronged abroad and just wanted to go back to China. After signing the agreement, they didn't give me the severance pay they originally promised. Helping out in the back kitchen, thinking about saving up enough money for the air ticket back home."

"It was at that time that I met Lin Shen."

"Later, I was dismissed because of stealing, and I found a western restaurant. I went to several restaurants and saved some money.

Originally, I had saved enough money to go back to China, but Lin Shen was hospitalized after his arm was broken, so my money was added to it.

After I had no money, I continued to work in the restaurant. I ran into the eldest son of the Fang family, who was also my uncle. Maybe it was because I was too miserable at that time, and he did not pose any threat to him. He said good things to the restaurant manager for me. Transfer me to serve.

It wasn't long after that that I met Er, helped him a little and was taken to work at the Manchester Hotel. "

"I didn't know until I arrived at the hotel that ER has taken in many people, and they all stayed in the hotel to work. Lin Shen and I just stayed like this. We have worked hard in the Manchester Hotel for many years, and we have achieved some achievements."

As Fang Yan said, he stopped and looked at Song Lai, his eyes were shining, and there were faint tears.

"So I'm still lucky."

Seeing Fang Yan's strong smile and pretending to be strong, Song Lai's heart felt numb and aching.

Those hopes kept in despair, the pain chewed in the dark, seem insignificant in his calm and breezy.

Although he couldn't empathize, Song Lai deeply understood that it was just a trick of self-deception.

"I'm lucky too."

Song Lai smiled slightly at him.