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At 05:30 in the evening, Fang Yan was already waiting in the secret forest parking lot.

Watching the people coming and going in the parking lot, Fang Yan was in a good mood.

Fang Yan is not a person who likes to wait, whether as Party A or Party B, he is not the one who is willing to wait.

But maybe he has been waiting for Song Lei for so many years, so he doesn't mind waiting a little longer.

It's just that the waiting in the past was boring and never fixed, but now the waiting seems to have been pointed out in the direction and the end is already doomed.

A lot of documents came before the end of get off work, Song Lai thought about it and let the secretary's office close early, and took the pile of documents back with him.

Ye Yuanhong wanted to send him off, but Song Lai refused.

Song Lai felt that it was time to tell Ye Yuanhong, but he couldn't think of what to say for a while, so he finally chose to wait another two days, and it would not be too late to tell him when the project was established.

After everyone in the secretary's room left, Song Lai took the documents and left.

The staff elevator leads directly to the parking lot in Zone D. Song Lai saw Fang Yan as soon as he stepped out of the elevator.

He parked the car at the place closest to the elevator, leaned against the side of the car, put his hands in his pockets, crossed his feet casually, and smiled to himself shallowly, his tenderness was self-evident, and he seemed to be in a trance. Can overlap with Lu Yan in the past.

Song Lai also smiled, and he waved to Fang Yan, signaling him to get in the car first.

Fang Yan knew his scruples, but he didn't make it difficult for him, and got into the car first.

Song Lai stood there and waited for a while, then walked over and opened the car door.

"Waiting for a long time?" Song Lai asked casually.

Fang Yan shook his head, "Not long."

Seeing that he still brought the documents, Fang Yan frowned slightly, "Why is it so hard?"

Song Lai followed his gaze and said "Oh", "Thanks to you, there have been more cooperation talks recently, although they are not big clients, but it is better to deal with me than Song Yuan. "

Song Lai knew that Fang Yan must know about the Song family's affairs, and also heard about the current personnel structure of the secret forest, so he didn't shy away from him.

The main reason is that Song Lai also needs someone to listen to him.

Song Lai didn't have many friends. Because of the Song family, he was always afraid of getting hurt, so he was somewhat alienated from others.

When I was young, I didn't know how to be flexible, so I didn't make many friends. When I went to college, I became tactful, and soon entered the secret forest. Every friend I made was beneficial to the secret forest, and it was nothing friend.

Later, when he really took power in the secret forest, he couldn't make friends even more.

Song Lai sat in the car, staring at Fang Yan's face in a daze.

He suddenly felt a little pitiful.

I can't hide that little thing in my heart, but only Fang Yan can say it.

He was obviously so far away from him, and he was obviously not an important person in his life.

Fang Yan was moved by his gaze, pursed his lips and chuckled, "What do you think of me like that?"

Song Lai shrugged, looking a little tired.

"nothing.

It's just that I didn't expect that one day I would tell you about the Song family. "

Fang Yan knew the wounds in his heart, and those were the scars that Fang Yan wanted to heal for him.

"Song Lai."

Fang Yan called him softly, with a sincere expression.

"I will never betray you no matter what.

You can trust me unconditionally, you can be anything in front of me.

No matter what you look like, I know which one is the real you. "

Song Lai's throat was dry and itchy, and he wanted to cough but couldn't make a sound.

Looking at Fang Yan's devout eyes, Song Lai was uncontrollably moved.

Just like he once asked himself if he needed him, now these words are only said to himself.

Song Lai's eyes were sour, and the end of his eyes gradually turned red.

He looked away from the window and said nothing.

Fang Yan looked at him for a while, gave him a quiet space, and started the car.

Fang Yan drove the car back to Dingyun directly, Song Lai saw him drive the car home, and asked him unexpectedly, "Have you eaten tonight?"

Fang Yan shook his head and pointed to the two large paper bags on the back seat, "I reward you for taking care of me last night, and I will cook today."

Song Lai was very pleasantly surprised, his eyes lit up, "You know how to cook?"

Fang Yan nodded without humility, "No worse than you."

"So confident?" Song Lai laughed at him.

"You'll know once you taste it, don't fall in love with me then."

After the two carried their things upstairs, Fang Yan asked Song Lai to take a shower first, while he went into the kitchen to get busy.

Song Lai took a shower and smelled the fragrance.

He followed the smell to the kitchen, leaned on the bar and looked at Fang Yan who was busy with the old-fashioned apron that his aunt left here with his back turned.

He was skillful in chopping vegetables, and the way of stir-frying was serious. Even the aroma was not bad, Song Lai was even more pleasantly surprised.

"When did you learn this?"

Song Lai stood outside the door and asked him.

Fang Yan looked back at him, Song Lai who had just taken a bath looked soft and wet, white and tender like a boy in his early twenties.

Fang Yan's bad intentions came up, and he pouted at Song Lai, "Come in and help me."

Song Lai nodded and walked in, "What am I going to do?"

"I have something in my apron pocket, take it for me."

Song Lai didn't doubt that he was there, walked up to him and stretched out his hand to touch the pocket of his apron, but found nothing, "Nothing."

"You switch sides."

Fang Yan said with a suppressed smile.

Song Lai nodded, almost clung to Fang Yan's body, and reached out to touch his pocket, but there was still nothing.

"What are you looking for? In your pocket..."

Before Song Lai could finish his sentence, Fang Yan lowered his head and kissed his slightly raised face.

Song Lai froze for a moment, covered his face abruptly and stepped back, leaning against the sink, "You!"

Fang Yan pursed his lips and smiled lightly, "You've been touching me for so long, I can't even give you a kiss?"

"Didn't you ask me to find something!" Song Lai said indignantly.

"I didn't let you touch me like that."

Fang Yan said, put down the things in his hands and approached Song Lai, "How does it feel? How is my fitness effect?"

Song Lai couldn't do anything about his shameless look. Seeing him getting closer and closer, Song Lai hurriedly stepped aside, "The effect is very good! You're going to be burnt!"

Fang Yan looked at him for a while, and decided to show mercy and let him go for a night.

Anyway, the days are still long, and this day is not bad.

"Okay, there is no such thing as a free dinner in the world, why don't you give me a kiss, or come and help me."

Song Lai shook his head, "You are a liar."

Fang Yan replied to him while cooking, "I won't lie to you this time."

Song Lai didn't believe it, "Really?"

Fang Yan ordered him while cooking, "Take out a plate."

Song Lai nodded, before he came back to his senses, he took a plate out of the cupboard.

Fang Yan took out the shredded pork with Beijing sauce from the pot, put it on a plate, and said, "Taste it."

Song Lai took a pair of chopsticks and tasted them, his eyes lit up.

"It actually tastes good."

Fang Yan raised his head, "Just good?"

"I remember you said that you wanted to consult me ​​about something tonight."

Song Lai quickly changed his words, and gave Fang Yan a thumbs up, "The taste is very good! State banquet level!"

Only then did Fang Yan feel satisfied, "Take it out."

Song Lai hurriedly picked up the plate and slipped away, afraid of being taken advantage of again.

Fang Yan worked one after another for almost an hour before making four dishes and one soup.

Looking at the two sets of bowls and chopsticks on the table, Fang Yan was very happy.

He turned around and went to the wine cabinet to pick out a bottle of wine, opened it and woke up, "I will lend you a bottle of wine."

Song Lai waved his hand and brought out two wine glasses, "No, I'll treat you."

Suddenly remembering Fang Yan who was drunk last night, Song Lai said with a little fear, "I have business tonight, so I can't drink too much, just taste it."

Fang Yan knew what he was afraid of, nodded and agreed, "Don't worry, just have a drink."

"To commemorate our first meal."

Song Lai recalled it, and found that this was really Fang Yan's first meal, and it was also the first meal he and Fang Yan ate at this house.

Song Lai felt a little emotional in his heart, that he was inextricably linked with Fang Yan unknowingly.

He didn't know if he would be able to cut off all these connections that had permeated into ordinary life when they parted one day in the future.

After the two sat down, Fang Yan looked at Song Lai who was tasting every dish like a child waiting for praise. Song Lai couldn't help teasing him with his rare childish look.

Song Lai picked up a chopstick of eggplant with minced meat and put it into his mouth, frowning and wrinkling his face, making Fang Yan's heart tightly squeezed together.

"Not tasty?" Fang Yan asked tentatively.

Song Lai pretended to be unable to swallow, and managed to swallow it.

Seeing Fang Yan resting his hands on the table, with most of his body leaning towards him, Song Lai couldn't pretend anymore, and laughed out loud.

"Are you ever so nervous?"

Only then did Fang Yan realize that he was lying to himself, suddenly felt that it was funny, bowed his head and laughed.

"You're the liar."

Song Lai was in a good mood, Youzai Youzai started to eat, teasing him while eating.

"I thought you were always confident in everything about you."

Fang Yan gave Song Lai Shengtang's hand a pause, and couldn't help but look over.

He seemed to be eating very comfortably, and Fang Yan often saw such a happy look recently.

It seems to be because of myself.

Fang Yan couldn't help asking for credit.

"Do not."

He spoke softly.

"Only in the matter of loving you, I will always be confident."

Fang Yan's sudden confession made Song Lai dare not take a breath, and couldn't catch his breath.

In Song Lai's memory, this seemed to be the first time Fang Yan said such undisguised, vague words.

He stared blankly at Fang Yan's face, and felt a chill down his spine at his serious eyes.

It is false to say that I am not moved, but it is more of fear.

He took a deep breath and calmly met Shang Yan's gaze.

"Lu Yan."

He called him that again.

"Some things should be said, but some things should never be said.

So if you're not sure if you should say it or not, you don't say it, because it doesn't make sense and it doesn't have value. "

"Our time is precious, don't waste it."

"How do you know I'm not sure."

Fang Yan didn't intend to change his words.

Other Fang Yan can accommodate, but he is the only one who will never love himself, and never needs his own love. This attitude makes it difficult for Fang Yan to submit.

Song Lai looked at him deeply, put down his chopsticks and stood up.

"You need to calm down.

I'm stuffed. "

Fang Yan grabbed his hand and looked up at him.

"In your heart, I'm not important to you, whether it's past or present, is it?"

Song Lai shook his head slightly, but didn't look at him.

"You've always been important."

"But not as important as you think."

"Lu Yan, be more mature, there are more important things than feelings, we can't be alone, and we can't get out of the whole body."

Fang Yan held his hand for a long time, and Song Lai's standing legs felt a little sore.

I don't know how long it took, but only a few wisps of steam were left on the dishes on the table, and Fang Yan opened his mouth slowly.

"Have a meal."

"Don't you have something to ask me?"

Fang Yan knew that he was a bit despicable now, and threatened Song Lai invisible with the secret forest.

But this is the only way he can keep Song Lai by his side.

Song Lai sighed, turned and sat down.

The originally relaxed atmosphere solidified into embarrassment and stiffness, and Fang Yan even regretted the words he said unconsciously.

Even if he knew that he was as snobby and shrewd as him, Fang Yan couldn't let go of his attachment to him.

It's not that he doesn't love himself.

Just don't love yourself that much yet.

Fang Yan comforted himself in this way.

The author says:

This seems to be the first time that Brother Yan and Xiao Song are seriously angry. Brother Yan was injured today. I have to add a supper to Brother Yan tonight. As for Xiao Song... I will also add one to him haha I'm going to make peace~

Xiao Song is a more complicated and timid person. Regardless of how much older he is than Brother Yan, he is actually not as brave as Brother Yan~ Brother Yan is very brave today!

This week should be updated every other day~ It’s still begging for collection!Begging for a comment!Kneel for starfish!A day to beg for a reward!

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