God of my family

Shen Yanjing booked a very romantic restaurant for dinner.Beautiful and melodious love songs were played in the restaurant, and as soon as U Dan entered, he smelled a tangy rose fragrance.It’s really Tanabata, and you can’t avoid seeing bright red roses wherever you go. On the way here, I also saw young lovers in the car, holding hands, very sweet.On this originally warm and beautiful day, who knows how many people are like him, in a gloomy mood?Shen Yanjing pulled a chair for him to sit in a gentlemanly manner, and Wu Dan thanked him with a smile.Shen Yanjing raised his glasses and sat opposite him, and the waiter came over with the menu.

"Wu Dan, see what you want to eat." Shen Yanjing handed the menu to Wu Dan.

Wu Dan shook his head quickly: "Mr. Shen, just order whatever you like, I'm not picky."

Shen Yanjing remembered that Ning Xi was also like this when eating with him. He always said that he was not picky about food and let him order. After ordering a few times, he knew what he liked to eat, and every time he came out, he ordered some of his favorite dishes.Shen Yanjing suddenly blamed himself a little, they have been together for so long, he still doesn't know what Ning Xi likes to eat and what he doesn't like.It seemed that he was right to leave. Leaving such a selfish person was the happiest choice for him.

"Mr. Shen?" Seeing Shen Yanjing in a daze, Wu Dan called him.

Shen Yanjing casually ordered a few dishes, then leaned on the chair with folded hands and stared at Wu Dan.Wu Dan looked a little embarrassed, he touched his face: "Mr. Shen, is there something on my face?"

Shen Yanjing shook his head.In fact, he was just looking at Wu Dan's appearance. Their appearances were not alike at all, but he could always see the shadow of that person in Wu Dan. What kind of coincidence is this?What does he think of U Thant now?Does he really like him?Just looking at this face, he didn't feel any emotion, unless this face smiled brightly, just like Ning Xi smiled at him, unless this face said something like Ning Xi, he would feel that this face The face is cute, can be loved, can be loved by him.Shen Yanjing was in great pain, he just wanted to find someone to spend the Qixi Festival with, so that he could get rid of Ning Xi, and let him stop thinking about the man he thought he would never see again, but this face that was completely different from Ning Xi could Recalling his memories, if someone else still had a completely different face from Ning Xi, would the situation improve?Shen Yanjing smiled bitterly, he realized that his plan to use one person to try to forget the other was really idiotic.Especially seeing that Wu Dan was absent-minded and preoccupied even though he was sitting across from him, Shen Yanjing regretted his stupid actions even more.

"What are you thinking?"

Wu Dan seemed to be fascinated by his thoughts, and suddenly he was startled when he heard someone talking to him. He looked at Shen Yanjing in a daze.

"Let me guess," Shen Yanjing looked at him, as if he had seen through his thoughts, "You are thinking of Liu Xiangyang."

Wu Dan hurriedly waved his hands and shook his head and said no, but Shen Yanjing's tone just now was obviously not a question sentence, he already knew what was on his mind.Wu Dan looked at him and looked at himself firmly, and no longer tried to deny it.Shen Yanjing couldn't stand Wu Dan dating him and still thinking about other men. Although he knew that he didn't love the man in front of him, he still regarded this behavior as a kind of betrayal. He felt that he seemed to be attracted by this innocent man. The harmless young man played with the applause, he was very angry, but more angry that his behavior was not like Ning Xi, even though he still thinks that Ning Xi and him are all extraordinary and charming acting skills, But at least Ning Xi will act decently instead of being seen through by him.He hid his irritability and turned his eyes away from Wu Dan.Ning Xi's voice, appearance and appearance were constantly revolving in his brain, which made him more anxious, and even seeing all kinds of people in the restaurant felt their uneasiness and kindness, this kind of awareness made him restless, he must Divert your attention, even if you don't love, you have to force yourself to love someone who is not Ning Xi.

"I love you." He said to U Thant suddenly, but his eyes were looking elsewhere.

Wu Dan was stunned for a moment: "Mr. Shen, stop joking."

"It's not a joke," Shen Yanjing said, "When I gave you that rose in the morning, I already decided to confess my love to you."

"Those roses...are they sent by Ning Xi?" Wu Dan asked knowingly.

Shen Yanjing didn't want to admit it: "Without a signature, I don't know who it is."

"But besides Ning Xi, who in the world can care so much about Mr. Shen?"

Shen Yanjing looked at Wu Dan. At this moment, he felt that this face was a bit hateful. The things he tried to deny were just said in a calm and reasonable tone, as if he believed that there was only Ning in the world. Xiqiu could only be Ningxi who loved him so much, like saying that one plus one equals two, which is a matter of course recognized by the whole world.

"No, I love you." Shen Yanjing said, but without any confidence, his voice became very soft because of timidity.It was the first time Wu Dan heard Shen Yanjing speak in such a tone, and every time Ningxi was mentioned abnormally, he understood Shen Yanjing's inner thoughts.Ning Xi didn't do anything to offend Shen Yanjing, but because of a misunderstanding, the two hurt each other, and they clearly loved each other.

Yes, we are clearly in love, but hurt each other because of a misunderstanding, isn't it the same with me and the master?That. ． ． ． ． ．Must be a misunderstanding?If I can't even trust him, am I still qualified to love him?Wu Dan's gloomy mood suddenly brightened, and he decided to call and ask Liu Xiangyang to come out and have a talk after telling Shen Yanjing the truth.

"Mr. Shen, there is one thing I must tell you."

"what's up?"

"The time you said that Ning Xi sent Xiangyang Dashen roses to open a room with the Dashen, it was really just a misunderstanding. The bouquet of roses was bought by the Dashen for me, and I was the one who was in the hotel with the Dashen at that time, Ning Xi just came up and sat down."

If Liu Xiangyang's words yesterday were not enough for him to fully believe, then Wu Dan's explanation now has a strong sense of persuasion.Because he doesn't trust Liu Xiangyang, but he trusts Wu Dan more.His eyes were sincere, Shen Yanjing couldn't find any flaws, and he couldn't find any reason for Wu Dan to lie.There was self-blame and sadness hidden in Shen Yanjing's eyes, and his usual iceberg face became so cold that people could only see endless sorrow.

"Mr. Shen, the last time you were drunk at a party, I saw a figure of Luffy in your bedroom when I went to your house."

Shen Yanjing didn't know what he was doing with that figurine at this time, and asked him with his eyes, waiting for him to finish speaking.

"Have Mr. Shen seen the things in that figure?"

"Something?" What else is in that figurine?He didn't even know.

"It seems that I haven't seen it."

"What is it?" Shen Yanjing did not hide his curiosity.

Wu Dan smiled bitterly, but it wasn't for himself: "Mr. Shen, Ning Xi loves you so much, but you don't know anything about it."

Shen Yanjing stood there in a daze, Zhang Xi and Wu Dan both told him how much Ning Xi loved him so firmly, but he himself didn't realize it, he just took it as a joke, thinking that they were just influenced by Ning Xi's superb acting skills. of deception.But there is a saying that "the authorities are obsessed and the bystanders are clear". Could it be that what he always thinks is wrong?

"Is Ning Xi really heartfelt towards me? Really... isn't she acting?" Shen Yanjing asked himself in his heart, he was a little excited, he was a little happy, because it was possible that Ning Xi really loved him , all the good things to him and all the words he said to him are from his heart, but what occupies his heart is more loss and disappointment, because even if he knows the truth now, even if it is true, he has already lose.

"I have something to do, so I will leave first, Mr. Shen." Wu Dan got up and said.

Shen Yanjing didn't keep him, he was completely immersed in his own grief, he wanted to go back, he wanted to go back and see what was hidden in the figure that made Wu Dan assert that Ning Xi loved him.

As soon as Wu Dan came out of the restaurant, he switched on the phone and called Liu Xiangyang, but a female voice came from the opposite side telling him that "the phone you dialed has been turned off".He stretched out his hand to make a call, got in and told the driver the name of his neighborhood, and then opened the text message box, because the text message box showed that there were more than [-] text messages.Liu Xiangyang explained what happened last night from beginning to end, and there were many text messages begging Wu Dan for forgiveness.It's hard to imagine that someone like Liu Xiangyang would beg him in such a humble tone. Through the lines of the text message, he seemed to be able to see the tears in his eyes and the anxiety on his face, and feel how much Liu Xiangyang was. Fear of losing him.Wu Dan smiled, feeling warm and guilty at the same time, because he felt that he had already done harm to Liu Xiangyang.In the past, he always complained about the couples in TV dramas and novels because of a little misunderstanding, and one party refused to listen to the explanation, and the misunderstanding deepened. He always complained that the protagonist like this had a worrying IQ.But when he encountered such a thing in reality, he chose to do the same thing as the protagonists he complained about without thinking.Now, the big god is turned off, is the phone dead, or is he disappointed because his begging was not answered?

For a moment, Wu Dan wanted the driver to turn around and drive the car to Kaiyang Hotel, but now he didn't know how to face Liu Xiangyang.Because he must be as sad as himself now, even more sad than himself. He hurt him, so how should he face him?U Dan can only pray: "I hope he has not given up and will come to me on his own initiative. If he takes the initiative to look for me again, I will definitely calm down and have a good talk with him."

The car soon arrived at the entrance of the community, Wu Dan paid the money, got out of the car and walked inside.The community is not small, but there are not many street lights, and many places look dark. He needs to carefully look down at the road, so as not to stumble and step on dog poop or some unknown garbage.He also wondered if the Great God would be waiting for him at the door of his house, and when he turned a corner, he would see the Great God in front of his house, but he didn't see anything.Disappointed and a little scared, did the Great God really give up on himself?He took out his mobile phone and dialed the number of the Great God again, but it was still turned off.Wu Dan let out a long sigh, and just as he was about to reach out to knock on the door, he was dragged to a dark corner next to his house by someone covering his mouth.

Wu Dan struggled hard but couldn't compete with the man's strength. The man pushed him against the wall and let go of his hand covering his mouth. Just as Wu Dan was about to call for help, his mouth was blocked by something warm and soft.He was very familiar with this breath, and the silhouette of the other party in the darkness was enough to make his heart beat faster.

Wu Dan wanted to stretch out his hand to push him away, but when he touched his arm, a cold touch made him burst into tears.

He is in the night wind after all. ． ． ． ． ．How long have you waited? ． ． ． ． ．

The author has something to say: Shen Yanjing is now in a very contradictory state. He doesn't want to admit that he loves Ning Xi but Ning Xi is always in his mind. He knows that he loves Ning Xi but tries to deny it because he is actually a coward. As a young man, he was afraid to believe that he pushed Ning Xi away.