loneliness meets loneliness
Chapter 44
Four years ago, Lin Mixin thought that his younger brother would never find a lover with whom he could spend the rest of his life, but it turned out that the future could never be determined in advance.
It's like she has seen some homosexuals before, but she didn't think that her younger brother would become one of them. It's fine to be gay, and she was cheated by a hateful rich second generation.
Lin Xinxin sighed at that time, as expected, romance novels are written for innocent and ignorant children, how could there be a plot in real life where a perfect gentle, dedicated, rich and handsome just likes you, an ordinary person like Jack Su.
Lin Mixin, who just celebrated her 29th birthday this year, met two scumbags, experienced two emotional turmoil, and saw through the Li Wangxi incident four years ago, so sister Lin also left a lot in her heart Shadows that lead to being single so far.
When the girls around saw the good-looking opposite sex and started to find ways to strike up a conversation and ask for a mobile phone number, Lin Mixin was indifferent to the handsome guy who was beyond the mark.
Now in this world, eleven out of ten people will have a good impression of a stranger because of their good looks. However, Lin Mixin has learned the superb skills of not being impressed by his looks. Neither can be learned.
Therefore, she will not hesitate to believe that the other party is a tall, rich and handsome man who must be stable once in a century because of his appearance, wealth, and net worth.
With the surrounding gossip and his own speculation, Lin Mixin had a rough understanding of what happened to his brother.
The stupid younger brother probably met another tall, rich and handsome man, and was comforted by extremely clever means. He fell in love with the other party, but was splashed with dirty water by the other party. After learning that he was cheated, he was forced to leave helplessly. The city didn't dare to tell itself.
What a silly brother.
Before wanting to scold his younger brother for his lack of brains, Lin Mixin decided to live in this city first, and try to find a way to meet that tall, rich and handsome man, and then get his brother's whereabouts from him.
After all, the other party is a tall, rich and handsome guy. He drove his younger brother away, so how could he find him? What's more, his younger brother might avoid him because he was afraid of criticizing him.
Before he had the chance to meet that tall, rich and handsome man, Lin Mixin had been imagining what he looked like.
There must be good looks, with a tall nose, beautiful lips, and dark eyes, exuding a stern light.
Family background and wealth situation is needless to say.
Famous brands all over the body, a tie clip costs a few million, wearing a high-end suit on high-end occasions, just standing there, there is an awe-inspiring momentum, the gentleness towards you is an illusion, it is his acting skills comparable to the movie king, As soon as he turned around, he opened his lips as a solemn order, which was disgustingly cold and superior.
Although he didn't see Qin Yifeng, Lin Mixin had already imagined it.
Rich people are boring, they will really get close to a person and do something because of a word with their upper-class friends, and the reason in the final analysis is that they want to save face in front of their friends.
Rich people are so hypocritical.
For this kind of "face-changing game" of the rich, Lin Mixin has seen enough from the Li family back then, as ugly as a dead mouse in the sewer.
These days, don't say that rich people all have this face, even the poor, there are some people who are so ugly, they obviously don't have money, they obviously don't have the capital, and they still imitate the rich to pretend to play with their feelings.
Although she, Lin Mi Xinxin, is a poor person who can't do anything and might be beaten up by Gao Fushuai's bodyguards and then thrown out, but she still has to meet that Gao Fushuai who hurt her brother for the second time.
Finally, she read the news of Qin Mu's wife's death in the newspaper. After Lin Mixin visited all the Mutangs in S City, she finally found the place where Qin's family held the funeral.
There was a sign "Qin Mu's exclusive use, no standing" was hung at the door, and the Qin family's bodyguards were guarding them. They were lined up neatly in black clothes, as uniform and dignified as a machine. Sure enough, they were rich, and everyone was so dignified.
The well-informed bodyguard looked at her clothes and could see her thoughts. Facing the bodyguard, she naturally couldn't get in. In desperation, she had to make up that she was Qin Yifeng's lover and she was pregnant with Qin Yifeng's child. lie.
Seeing the bodyguard's staring eyes, Lin Mixin snickered in his heart.
Everyone knows that the young master of the Qin family, who is almost 25 years old, doesn't even have a wealthy daughter who is a little better with him, and scandals like pregnancy are even rarer.
Sure enough, the bodyguard hesitated for a moment, then went in to report.
Lin Mixin stood there triumphantly, feeling that her aura was instantly different.
The bodyguard next to him, who had serious eyes, looked at him differently.
Lin Mixin herself admired her own intelligence.
Although it is not good to casually insult the other party's reputation, she met Qin Yifeng, the tall, rich and handsome man she had imagined for many days.
In order to prove his attitude, Lin Mixin immediately stood up straight and put on a cold expression.
Back then, the Li family's actions were terrific. If it wasn't for my parents to prevent me from not caring, I might have been harmed by the Li family. That's why my younger brother was hurt alone.
Rich people will do anything to cover up their scandals.
Lin Mixin spoke ahead of Qin Yifeng, and his unceremonious tone was just a word of criticism.
Although he was not polite on the surface, Lin Mixin felt a little uneasy.
Maybe it's because of the habit of pretending over the years, or because his fierce appearance is too real, Qin Yifeng doesn't seem to see his anxiety.
She looked at each other carefully.
Sure enough, it was exactly as she had imagined, wearing an expensive suit that even a person like her could afford, with a slender figure and handsome features, standing in front of her, felt a bit oppressive.
There was no emotion on his face, with a bit of indifference, but his beautiful eyebrows kept sinking slightly following his words.
But suddenly, he stepped forward and grabbed her arm, Lin Mixin shut her mouth in fright, she thought he was going to hit her, but he didn't do it for a long time.
Lin Mixin looked up at the man in front of him suspiciously.
The other party's expression also became strange, his Adam's apple slid up and down, as if he was overly nervous, he opened his lips, and a trembling voice floated out of his lips.
"You... who is your brother?"
Lin Mixin was taken aback when the words came out.
Doesn't he know Lin Miluo?How can it be.
Lin Mixin frowned, and answered his question in a gentle tone. Seeing his puzzled expression, Lin Mixin explained everything to him patiently. The volume said a few more words loudly.
But instead of being angry, he lowered his head slowly, showing a somewhat sad expression.
Lin Mixin was stunned.
Is he sad, sad for his brother?
Things... seemed to be different from what I imagined. After hesitating, Lin Mixin and Qin Yifeng made an appointment at a restaurant.
This time he changed into casual clothes, a gentlemanly yet cute polka dot shirt and slim trousers, which set off his slender figure very well, and his waist and legs were slender.
The smooth lines of his eyes are like the elegant lines in an ink painting, and there is a clear stream of light in his black as ink eyes (it's a heritage mother ̄▽ ̄), plus he changed into casual clothes, this time it's not It didn't have the serious temperament of last time, but it had a delicate and youthful feeling.
But Lin Mixin still spoke calmly and expressed his attitude again. Unexpectedly, he explained loudly, "I seduced him!"
Suddenly, the corners of Lin Mixin's mouth twitched.
After a while of questioning and answering, he still didn't get the truth. Looking at the anxious and embarrassed expression of the other party, he wanted to win his favor, but at the same time was difficult to show affection. Lin Mixin also guessed that there must be some unspeakable secret.
People in the upper class always have some nasty past that can't be seen on the table.
How could my younger brother be involved in such a thing.
Lin Mixin deliberately carried the bag to give the illusion of leaving.
Sure enough, the other party shouted to him anxiously, just when Lin Mixin proudly decided to sit down and listen, the other party suddenly said everything loudly and in a breath, causing everyone in the restaurant to turn their heads Onlookers.
It's completely different from the last time we met, it's really a bit confusing, my brother actually fell in love with such a person?My younger brother has always liked gentle and warm men.
Although Lin Mixin suspects that he is pretending, but think about it, his younger brother is just an ordinary citizen with no money and no power. Mi Xin could see that his eyes were not deceiving.
Although he is a bit strange, but if the younger brother likes it, that's fine.
The reason she came to look for her brother at the beginning was also to make him happy, not to force him to marry a woman for a rule and then live a lifetime of unsatisfactory life.
Since he was able to refute loudly for his younger brother and the father he had always been afraid of, and persuaded his father, then her elder sister was relieved to hand over her younger brother to him.
And now that the younger brother is back, everything is settled, and the younger brother has found true love.
Lin Mixin stood quietly at the door of the apartment, looking at Qin Yifeng who had just rushed downstairs, and his younger brother who rushed over,
The younger brother reached out and stroked Qin Yifeng's hair, hugged him and pressed his face against his face, saying something, the corners of his smiling mouth fluttered like a pomegranate in autumn.
Lin Mixin turned around silently and entered the apartment, not intending to watch the loving behavior of couples who hurt single dogs.
Lin Mixin let out a long sigh, started to pack his luggage, and ordered a ticket back to K city.
The author has something to say: I haven’t updated it for 2 days in a row, so I’m sorry TAT, but no one came to remind me to update it, right? (Whisper...)
This chapter mainly writes about my sister's state of mind, and the following is Lin Qin's more roles.
This week I have to take a test, and I have to take additional classes, and it is very troublesome to fail the test
Starting next week, I will work part-time for about 2 days a week, I want to make money to buy the skirt I want
And recently, I can't find the feeling of code words, I always feel that I can't write, no matter how I write, I can't write well.
I am a person with relatively large mood swings, and my mood is easily affected, and my writing is also affected by my mood, so sometimes the writing is sad, and sometimes it is very happy.
Today I saw a Weibo post by the author, which said, "People in the society, if the things they write are not profitable for a long time, they have to spend their rest time and rack their brains to create. In many cases, it is A torture."
Although I am a student now, I used to work, but now I continue to go to school.
Think about it, the most relaxing estimate is the period before graduation from college, with few classes, no pressure, and plenty of time to code words, and it is small and transparent, so no one will blackmail you, and you can say anything without any scruples, and live It's easy, but no one is watching it, and there is no income, but it doesn't matter now. After graduation and work, it will probably not be like this again. The reason is as mentioned above.
I used to work as a cashier in a shopping mall. At that time, my mother said, "Do you want to do this kind of work for the rest of your life?"
Although I haven't graduated yet, I have already imagined what the future will look like, and I feel like I don't know anything.
I feel that I will not be able to find a suitable job after graduation, and no one will read my code words. Since I can’t support myself with code words, I can only do low-level jobs and get the kind of meager salary that guarantees that I will not starve to death. I have to give up because of livelihood and reality. Code words, and finally live a life in embarrassment, this kind of life is not as good as it is, it's so boring.
I really don't want that.
When I was a child, I always imagined that if I could have a house in the future, I would not worry about food and clothing, and I would be single-minded in coding, and there are many people who like my own coding. How happy it would be, it is simply heaven.
Only after I grew up did I realize that it was not realistic for me at all. To become a professional writer or even a writer was a dream for me. Even if it was a free article, no one would read it, let alone a career.
Although everyone writes about Tanmei because they like it, not because of money, it is more realistic about living money.
While working hard to support myself, I am trying my best to code with zero income, which also affects my own work. I don’t think I can code like I am now.
Oh, how do you put it so heavy... I'm just imagining the future...
The future is so gloomy
It's like she has seen some homosexuals before, but she didn't think that her younger brother would become one of them. It's fine to be gay, and she was cheated by a hateful rich second generation.
Lin Xinxin sighed at that time, as expected, romance novels are written for innocent and ignorant children, how could there be a plot in real life where a perfect gentle, dedicated, rich and handsome just likes you, an ordinary person like Jack Su.
Lin Mixin, who just celebrated her 29th birthday this year, met two scumbags, experienced two emotional turmoil, and saw through the Li Wangxi incident four years ago, so sister Lin also left a lot in her heart Shadows that lead to being single so far.
When the girls around saw the good-looking opposite sex and started to find ways to strike up a conversation and ask for a mobile phone number, Lin Mixin was indifferent to the handsome guy who was beyond the mark.
Now in this world, eleven out of ten people will have a good impression of a stranger because of their good looks. However, Lin Mixin has learned the superb skills of not being impressed by his looks. Neither can be learned.
Therefore, she will not hesitate to believe that the other party is a tall, rich and handsome man who must be stable once in a century because of his appearance, wealth, and net worth.
With the surrounding gossip and his own speculation, Lin Mixin had a rough understanding of what happened to his brother.
The stupid younger brother probably met another tall, rich and handsome man, and was comforted by extremely clever means. He fell in love with the other party, but was splashed with dirty water by the other party. After learning that he was cheated, he was forced to leave helplessly. The city didn't dare to tell itself.
What a silly brother.
Before wanting to scold his younger brother for his lack of brains, Lin Mixin decided to live in this city first, and try to find a way to meet that tall, rich and handsome man, and then get his brother's whereabouts from him.
After all, the other party is a tall, rich and handsome guy. He drove his younger brother away, so how could he find him? What's more, his younger brother might avoid him because he was afraid of criticizing him.
Before he had the chance to meet that tall, rich and handsome man, Lin Mixin had been imagining what he looked like.
There must be good looks, with a tall nose, beautiful lips, and dark eyes, exuding a stern light.
Family background and wealth situation is needless to say.
Famous brands all over the body, a tie clip costs a few million, wearing a high-end suit on high-end occasions, just standing there, there is an awe-inspiring momentum, the gentleness towards you is an illusion, it is his acting skills comparable to the movie king, As soon as he turned around, he opened his lips as a solemn order, which was disgustingly cold and superior.
Although he didn't see Qin Yifeng, Lin Mixin had already imagined it.
Rich people are boring, they will really get close to a person and do something because of a word with their upper-class friends, and the reason in the final analysis is that they want to save face in front of their friends.
Rich people are so hypocritical.
For this kind of "face-changing game" of the rich, Lin Mixin has seen enough from the Li family back then, as ugly as a dead mouse in the sewer.
These days, don't say that rich people all have this face, even the poor, there are some people who are so ugly, they obviously don't have money, they obviously don't have the capital, and they still imitate the rich to pretend to play with their feelings.
Although she, Lin Mi Xinxin, is a poor person who can't do anything and might be beaten up by Gao Fushuai's bodyguards and then thrown out, but she still has to meet that Gao Fushuai who hurt her brother for the second time.
Finally, she read the news of Qin Mu's wife's death in the newspaper. After Lin Mixin visited all the Mutangs in S City, she finally found the place where Qin's family held the funeral.
There was a sign "Qin Mu's exclusive use, no standing" was hung at the door, and the Qin family's bodyguards were guarding them. They were lined up neatly in black clothes, as uniform and dignified as a machine. Sure enough, they were rich, and everyone was so dignified.
The well-informed bodyguard looked at her clothes and could see her thoughts. Facing the bodyguard, she naturally couldn't get in. In desperation, she had to make up that she was Qin Yifeng's lover and she was pregnant with Qin Yifeng's child. lie.
Seeing the bodyguard's staring eyes, Lin Mixin snickered in his heart.
Everyone knows that the young master of the Qin family, who is almost 25 years old, doesn't even have a wealthy daughter who is a little better with him, and scandals like pregnancy are even rarer.
Sure enough, the bodyguard hesitated for a moment, then went in to report.
Lin Mixin stood there triumphantly, feeling that her aura was instantly different.
The bodyguard next to him, who had serious eyes, looked at him differently.
Lin Mixin herself admired her own intelligence.
Although it is not good to casually insult the other party's reputation, she met Qin Yifeng, the tall, rich and handsome man she had imagined for many days.
In order to prove his attitude, Lin Mixin immediately stood up straight and put on a cold expression.
Back then, the Li family's actions were terrific. If it wasn't for my parents to prevent me from not caring, I might have been harmed by the Li family. That's why my younger brother was hurt alone.
Rich people will do anything to cover up their scandals.
Lin Mixin spoke ahead of Qin Yifeng, and his unceremonious tone was just a word of criticism.
Although he was not polite on the surface, Lin Mixin felt a little uneasy.
Maybe it's because of the habit of pretending over the years, or because his fierce appearance is too real, Qin Yifeng doesn't seem to see his anxiety.
She looked at each other carefully.
Sure enough, it was exactly as she had imagined, wearing an expensive suit that even a person like her could afford, with a slender figure and handsome features, standing in front of her, felt a bit oppressive.
There was no emotion on his face, with a bit of indifference, but his beautiful eyebrows kept sinking slightly following his words.
But suddenly, he stepped forward and grabbed her arm, Lin Mixin shut her mouth in fright, she thought he was going to hit her, but he didn't do it for a long time.
Lin Mixin looked up at the man in front of him suspiciously.
The other party's expression also became strange, his Adam's apple slid up and down, as if he was overly nervous, he opened his lips, and a trembling voice floated out of his lips.
"You... who is your brother?"
Lin Mixin was taken aback when the words came out.
Doesn't he know Lin Miluo?How can it be.
Lin Mixin frowned, and answered his question in a gentle tone. Seeing his puzzled expression, Lin Mixin explained everything to him patiently. The volume said a few more words loudly.
But instead of being angry, he lowered his head slowly, showing a somewhat sad expression.
Lin Mixin was stunned.
Is he sad, sad for his brother?
Things... seemed to be different from what I imagined. After hesitating, Lin Mixin and Qin Yifeng made an appointment at a restaurant.
This time he changed into casual clothes, a gentlemanly yet cute polka dot shirt and slim trousers, which set off his slender figure very well, and his waist and legs were slender.
The smooth lines of his eyes are like the elegant lines in an ink painting, and there is a clear stream of light in his black as ink eyes (it's a heritage mother ̄▽ ̄), plus he changed into casual clothes, this time it's not It didn't have the serious temperament of last time, but it had a delicate and youthful feeling.
But Lin Mixin still spoke calmly and expressed his attitude again. Unexpectedly, he explained loudly, "I seduced him!"
Suddenly, the corners of Lin Mixin's mouth twitched.
After a while of questioning and answering, he still didn't get the truth. Looking at the anxious and embarrassed expression of the other party, he wanted to win his favor, but at the same time was difficult to show affection. Lin Mixin also guessed that there must be some unspeakable secret.
People in the upper class always have some nasty past that can't be seen on the table.
How could my younger brother be involved in such a thing.
Lin Mixin deliberately carried the bag to give the illusion of leaving.
Sure enough, the other party shouted to him anxiously, just when Lin Mixin proudly decided to sit down and listen, the other party suddenly said everything loudly and in a breath, causing everyone in the restaurant to turn their heads Onlookers.
It's completely different from the last time we met, it's really a bit confusing, my brother actually fell in love with such a person?My younger brother has always liked gentle and warm men.
Although Lin Mixin suspects that he is pretending, but think about it, his younger brother is just an ordinary citizen with no money and no power. Mi Xin could see that his eyes were not deceiving.
Although he is a bit strange, but if the younger brother likes it, that's fine.
The reason she came to look for her brother at the beginning was also to make him happy, not to force him to marry a woman for a rule and then live a lifetime of unsatisfactory life.
Since he was able to refute loudly for his younger brother and the father he had always been afraid of, and persuaded his father, then her elder sister was relieved to hand over her younger brother to him.
And now that the younger brother is back, everything is settled, and the younger brother has found true love.
Lin Mixin stood quietly at the door of the apartment, looking at Qin Yifeng who had just rushed downstairs, and his younger brother who rushed over,
The younger brother reached out and stroked Qin Yifeng's hair, hugged him and pressed his face against his face, saying something, the corners of his smiling mouth fluttered like a pomegranate in autumn.
Lin Mixin turned around silently and entered the apartment, not intending to watch the loving behavior of couples who hurt single dogs.
Lin Mixin let out a long sigh, started to pack his luggage, and ordered a ticket back to K city.
The author has something to say: I haven’t updated it for 2 days in a row, so I’m sorry TAT, but no one came to remind me to update it, right? (Whisper...)
This chapter mainly writes about my sister's state of mind, and the following is Lin Qin's more roles.
This week I have to take a test, and I have to take additional classes, and it is very troublesome to fail the test
Starting next week, I will work part-time for about 2 days a week, I want to make money to buy the skirt I want
And recently, I can't find the feeling of code words, I always feel that I can't write, no matter how I write, I can't write well.
I am a person with relatively large mood swings, and my mood is easily affected, and my writing is also affected by my mood, so sometimes the writing is sad, and sometimes it is very happy.
Today I saw a Weibo post by the author, which said, "People in the society, if the things they write are not profitable for a long time, they have to spend their rest time and rack their brains to create. In many cases, it is A torture."
Although I am a student now, I used to work, but now I continue to go to school.
Think about it, the most relaxing estimate is the period before graduation from college, with few classes, no pressure, and plenty of time to code words, and it is small and transparent, so no one will blackmail you, and you can say anything without any scruples, and live It's easy, but no one is watching it, and there is no income, but it doesn't matter now. After graduation and work, it will probably not be like this again. The reason is as mentioned above.
I used to work as a cashier in a shopping mall. At that time, my mother said, "Do you want to do this kind of work for the rest of your life?"
Although I haven't graduated yet, I have already imagined what the future will look like, and I feel like I don't know anything.
I feel that I will not be able to find a suitable job after graduation, and no one will read my code words. Since I can’t support myself with code words, I can only do low-level jobs and get the kind of meager salary that guarantees that I will not starve to death. I have to give up because of livelihood and reality. Code words, and finally live a life in embarrassment, this kind of life is not as good as it is, it's so boring.
I really don't want that.
When I was a child, I always imagined that if I could have a house in the future, I would not worry about food and clothing, and I would be single-minded in coding, and there are many people who like my own coding. How happy it would be, it is simply heaven.
Only after I grew up did I realize that it was not realistic for me at all. To become a professional writer or even a writer was a dream for me. Even if it was a free article, no one would read it, let alone a career.
Although everyone writes about Tanmei because they like it, not because of money, it is more realistic about living money.
While working hard to support myself, I am trying my best to code with zero income, which also affects my own work. I don’t think I can code like I am now.
Oh, how do you put it so heavy... I'm just imagining the future...
The future is so gloomy
You'll Also Like
-
Destined Villain: Choose to threaten the beautiful master at the beginning
Chapter 89 10 hours ago -
Blue Prison: Get a full-level pass at the start
Chapter 129 10 hours ago -
Journey to the West: A Insight Against Heaven, Understanding the Heavenly Gangs and Earthly Evils
Chapter 205 10 hours ago -
Football: Rejecting the Chinese national football team, I won the European Cup
Chapter 135 10 hours ago -
After leaving home, they regretted it.
Chapter 220 10 hours ago -
Marvel: Friendship System, Deadpool is my best friend
Chapter 252 10 hours ago -
Pirate collector, obtains the Conqueror's Haki talent at the beginning
Chapter 103 10 hours ago -
Listen to the advice: Why did I, Sasuke, defect from Konoha?
Chapter 228 10 hours ago -
No kidding, even Rocks had to pass me a cigarette!
Chapter 179 10 hours ago -
Six years of family affection has been wasted. Don't regret it if you dare.
Chapter 228 10 hours ago