loneliness meets loneliness

The second floor of the bar is much quieter, probably because of the VIP boxes.

This is Lin Miluo's first visit to the second floor of the bar. The light in the corridor is fairly bright. After opening the door of the box, the light is dim, and the furniture can hardly be seen clearly.

In the dim light and the pitch-black room, Lin Miluo subconsciously put his whole body on alert.

"Why are you in a daze, come in."

One sentence brought Lin Miluo back to reality, and he slowly walked into the room.

In the dark room, came Qin Yifeng's voice, with an unusually low voice: "I was shocked, I didn't expect you to have a relationship with Li Shi, but you don't know, Li Shi's previous paragraph Time has gone bankrupt"

"What?" Lin Miluo exhaled in surprise, obviously not knowing about it yet.

Qin Yifeng crossed his legs, put his left hand on the ridge of the sofa, his eyelashes drooped, skillfully bit the cigarette and lit it with a lighter.

"I'm not afraid to tell you that Mrs. Li has been doing illegal business in private in recent years. She is very ambitious, and even threatened my dad with some vile means to swallow Qin Mu. In the end, he reaped the consequences. Old man Li was imprisoned. I just went to ask them for the videotape. , very convenient."

Lin Miluo listened quietly, pinching his thigh with his hands, feeling that his breathing was extremely rapid in the narrow space.

Qin Yifeng took out a video tape and stuffed it into a small VCR.

As the picture appeared, Lin Miluo held his breath and stared at the screen, fearful but anticipating, waiting anxiously.

After flashing a few snowflakes, it began to play slowly.

In the dusty dilapidated warehouse, a video camera was flickering, and noisy swearing kept ringing out: "Hey, take a picture of this too! Maybe you can become an porn star!"

In the picture, a young boy is lying naked on the ground, the air is full of bloody smell, the broken clothes are still on the side, a few rough men are laughing and atrocious, with the xx coming in and out, the blood slowly flows out Flow down through the cracks.

"Quickly zoom in and shoot."

The man laughed out loud.

As the bloodshot wounds split open, blood continued to flow out, staining the ground red. From time to time, the young man let out low-pitched whimpers. His strength had already dissipated, and he looked miserable like a cat.

Lin Miluo stared straight at the screen, his right hand clutching his thigh was already frozen, as if he would not move, his eyes were only filled with the atrocities on the screen, his heart tensed up and down following the scene of blood spurting, like A frozen statue.

"Although this was not ordered by Li Wangxi, the young master of the Li family, he also knew that maybe he had stopped him, but he still did not disobey his father's order in the end. Be obedient and weak, and watch you being raped."

Qin Yifeng put his left hand behind Lin Miluo, feeling his stiff body, leaned over and whispered in his ear, "He's a coward, otherwise you wouldn't be bullied."

The atrocities on the screen are still going on, only a few traces of consciousness remain. The young man stares at the camera with his eyes slightly open, his lips quivering, but he makes no sound. His gaze, like an animal on the verge of extinction, is faintly about to disappear. , but stubbornly want to live.

His body was forced into several embarrassing poses, bright red blood gushed out of his body, and the broken fragility shattered all over the floor.

"When I went to ask for the videotape, the young master of the Li family thought I was an enemy and hid under the table. He brought the videotape to me without hesitation, like throwing away a piece of trash."

Qin Yifeng moved his hands on Lin Miluo's shoulders, like a child who couldn't calm down.

Lin Miluo lowered his head slowly, and those pictures kept repeating in front of his eyes. His eyes were empty, his body trembled slightly, and he muttered: "I've almost forgotten..."

"Forgot?" Qin Yifeng frowned slightly, shaking his head gently, "You haven't forgotten, you still remember, the sweetness you once had with Li Wangxi, you can remember it more deeply, but it's the pain after happiness, four years, You still haven't forgotten, otherwise, you wouldn't go to the Venus Bar every Wednesday."

"I'm not wrong, that should be the place where you and him met for the first time, insist on going every week, Lin Miluo, what are you expecting?"

Qin Yifeng looked at Lin Miluo's pale complexion, lowered his head and sighed, "After less than a month of dating, you were discovered by everyone. He said that you seduced him and he was forced, so you were expelled from school. In order to prevent the scandal from leaking out, the Li family found someone to hug you and threatened you with a video tape, and your family and friends didn’t want you anymore, so you left there and came to this city to live alone until now.”

Qin Yifeng's words were like a knife, stabbing back and forth on his body, it was still the wound from four years ago, or the place where the pain had scabbed and bled again, but it had nothing to do with Qin Yifeng, what he said were all facts .

Yes.

The father threw himself out of the house with his own hands, like throwing a piece of garbage, staring at himself with dirty eyes: "If you come back again, I will kill you."

He whispered to himself with apology: "Milo, I'm sorry, let's break up, you know, I can't help it..."

At that moment, no one wanted me anymore, I was abandoned by the whole world, and everyone wanted to die by myself.

Just because I love someone.

At that time, I didn't feel pain, I just felt sad.

If you will be punished if you love someone, why would you feel sad if you don't love someone?

Lin Miluo lowered his face and said, "I came here in the past, maybe I was looking forward to it, maybe I wanted revenge, but today I am here because of you."

Qin Yifeng was taken aback for a moment, showing some joy.

Lin Miluo's tone was stinging, his lips trembled, and he said, "But why did you investigate these, why did you investigate me! I don't want you to know! Are you trying to laugh at me!"

Lin Miluo's breathing was short, his hands trembled slightly, and he couldn't calm down no matter what. Like a wounded animal, he shook his head stubbornly to confirm some facts.

He was hoarse, almost out of control, exhausted his breath, and said in a cold tone: "I know, you rich second generations can do whatever you want, but don't mess with me! I don't want to play these games with you"

Qin Yifeng was a little flustered, he just wanted Milo, and helped him get rid of the dark past, otherwise, the consequences of this tape in the hands of the Li family would be unimaginable, not to mention that they said they were bankrupt, and they didn't know with this tape will do. .

He immediately grabbed his restless hands and said calmly: "Your past has nothing to do with me, but from now on, your future is all about me."

Lin Miluo was startled.

"But..." Lin Miluo hesitated, with a melancholy expression, the dark light condensed a small spot on the bridge of his nose and eyelashes.

Qin Yifeng stood up, pulled out the video tape, slowly pulled out the magnetic strip in the video tape, and sighed: "If you want to forget the past, you must first have the present."

"My father acts vigorously, viciously and viciously, and is never soft on what he wants, so he has many enemies. As his most important son, I will naturally be targeted by his enemies."

Qin Yifeng threw the magnetic disk on the ground, stomped on it at will, and the magnetic box fell to pieces

Lin Miluo didn't know what he was talking about, so he could only listen quietly.

"When I was 8 years old, I was kidnapped by my dad's enemies. They tied me up in a small dark room and only gave me water. They didn't ask for money. I was just repaired by my dad and lived a poor life. He refused to submit to my dad so sincerely, so he kidnapped me, and wanted my dad to bow his head. My dad was mighty, and he refused to be threatened by them like this, so he kept going around. After being locked up for three days, they pulled me out and beat me up. It was not enough for me to give me a meal, and then they forced me to help them XX with my mouth."

Lin Miluo's eyes widened in disbelief, "You are only eight years old, they are simply beasts."

Qin Yifeng put his legs on the coffee table, leaned lazily on the sofa, and let out a few mocking laughs, "Of course I don't want to, they forced it into my mouth and hurt him, they were so angry took off my clothes, and then stuffed all kinds of things into my body, sticks, bullets, bugs... I was bleeding."

"What about your dad, won't he save you?" Lin Miluo shouted in surprise.

Qin Yifeng nodded slightly, and said, "Yes, I have a positioning system on my body. On the fourth day, my dad found me and saved me."

"Then why are you still locked up for four days? Why didn't your father rescue you earlier?" Lin Miluo, who breathed a sigh of relief, was puzzled.

"My dad was afraid that they might have some secret weapon to make a comeback, and his foundation would be affected. He felt that I was their only bargaining chip, and I would definitely not get hurt, so he observed secretly to make sure they didn't threaten to come to rescue me."

Qin Yifeng lowered his head and looked at the black magnetic stripe on the ground, like dirty sewage, covered with dust, and gradually forgotten in the garbage dump.

"Why is your father like this? You are his son. What if something happens to you?" Lin Miluo shook his head repeatedly. Sure enough, rich people are cruel.

"When I was 19 years old, I fell in love with a boy. He was a quiet person, quiet and elegant. He liked ancient styles and Hanfu. He was beautiful and indifferent, just like a touch of pure and lonely snow on a snow mountain, but he didn't like it. Me, he thinks I'm an annoying rich second generation who never gives me a good face."

As Qin Yifeng spoke, he recalled his appearance, with a faint smile still hanging on the corner of his mouth.

"When my father found out, he was so angry that he wanted to sever the father-son relationship with me, but in his eyes, I was Qin Mu's only heir, so he couldn't drive me away, so he locked me in the basement, and a group of bodyguards watched me, There is no food or water, the basement is very dark, I don’t know how many days it was closed, one day, my dad opened the door, he asked me if I want to be gay, I said I am not gay, but the person I like happens to be Boy, then, my dad threw him in front of me, the boy I like."

"He was covered in blood, his buttocks and rectum were ruptured, it was horrible, blood was everywhere, his blood flowed to my feet, I looked down at his blood, I was too young to watch in horror, no I can't believe it."

Qin Yifeng lowered his head, and let out a laugh-like sound from his throat, with a little sadness, and dragged on a long sound, like fallen leaves sweeping on the ground.

"My dad said that he has been raped by more than a dozen people for many days in a row. Beggars, thieves, everyone. Do you want to like him or not?"

"In the end, he died, and there was no one I liked, so my dad let me go. From then on, I never dared to like anyone boldly again. He allowed me to be flirtatious, but he didn't allow me to seriously like anyone. "

Qin Yifeng smiled indifferently, speaking very easily, as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

Lin Miluo's scalp tingled when he heard it, and he couldn't imagine the scene, nor could he connect what Qin Yifeng said with the current him.

Qin Yifeng gave himself the impression that he was free and easy, with the atmosphere of sunny youths on the streets of Europe, but also possessed the domineering evil charm of a king, and also had a bit of childlike cuteness. He was a person who would not get hurt or bow his head, and was born with happiness.

Little did they know that there were so many hidden tears under this free and unrestrained face.

Qin Yifeng, who is 8 years old, and Qin Yifeng, who is 19 years old, are much luckier than his 20-year-old self.

"That boy doesn't like me at all. It's just that I have a one-sided love. It has nothing to do with him. But he died because of me, haha."

He propped the sofa with his right hand, lowered his head, his black hair hung down, covering the small half of his face, revealing the graceful neckline. Looking at it from this posture, he was lonely and alienated, and he couldn't help feeling a little distressed. Lin Miluo wanted to say something What to comfort him, but I don't know how to say it.

Suddenly feeling a warm touch, Qin Yifeng was startled, looked up, and saw Lin Miluo who was hugging him, wearing a black and white checked shirt very nicely, gentleman and elegant, black eyelashes trembling slightly under the light , swept under the eyes, forming a faint light shadow in a circle.

"Then you are not afraid, will I be like him?" Lin Miluo put his arms around Qin Yifeng's neck, and lowered his head to his chest.

"As long as you want me, I can give up Qin Mu, leave the Qin family, don't want anything, follow you, you support me, only you don't dislike me."

Qin Yifeng gently hugged the person in his arms, and in the quiet space, the sound of breathing beat his chest up and down, with hot and humid breath, and the breath was ambiguously exhaled from his lips.

Two lonely beasts, each disguised, each licking their wounds, finally met in a corner of the city.

The embrace of loneliness and loneliness must be happiness.

"There is only one Li Wangxi in the world, and you have forgotten him, and there is only one Qin Yifeng in the world." Qin Yifeng leaned over to embrace Lin Miluo, and gently touched his black and smooth hair with his lips, "It's yours. "