Scum smell

Rewind time to a few hours ago.

Dr. Jiang——Professor Jiang—Boss Jiang—well, whatever, Jiang is rarely in bed, lazily planning to make two small clay pots in the afternoon.

That's right, Jiang Qiutong has a small hobby called pottery.

Unexpectedly, he received a call from Ji Yao early in the morning. He was a little surprised: "What's wrong?"

At this time, Ji Yao had just come out of the house and was eager to confide.Afraid that he didn't explain it well, he looked around and found an empty place, and carefully recounted everything just now, including how hard he was, how he masturbated while hiding, how he touched himself, and how he ejaculated Come out... After finishing the book, the content is quite detailed and exciting.

He has very little shame in front of any man other than Zhang He, and he feels that he is following the doctor's order, and he is not embarrassed at all... only Jiang Qiutong who is on the other side of the receiver is suffering.

Jiang Qiutong closed his eyes and pressed down the small flames in his heart, but his body, which had been abstinent for many years, couldn't help him at all. He lifted the quilt with a headache, and the hard thing was congested and swollen, so hard that he ached. His voice was still chattering about how cool he was.

This voice, and this description, easily evoked Jiang Qiutong's memories of this body, and his desire became more and more vigorous. Jiang Qiutong felt helpless towards Ji Yao. He couldn't listen to anything now, but his sense of responsibility reminded him again and again that he must focus .

Suddenly, there was a hoarse curse on the other side: "Fuck, I'm hard again."

——This is as exciting as phone play!

Jiang Qiutong was going crazy. He endured until the veins on his forehead popped out. After he calmed down deeply, he said, "I have something to do here for the time being. You can communicate with Wen Lin first, and then we can talk about it in detail."

After hanging up, he went to the bathroom to masturbate. After he was finished, he lit a cigarette, entered the sage time, and began to think seriously. The self who was already on the [-]th, casually described masturbation for a little boy It's hard to hold on to the scene, isn't it a bit too sad.

Then he calmly denied that love and desire are all controlled by hormones, there is no such thing as pathetic.

Then he asked himself again, Ji Yao, you fell into this pit four years ago and then climbed out with great difficulty, why did you fall down again.

He contradicted himself again, no, I just...

I just what?

Jiang Qiutong couldn't think of an answer.

After smoking a cigarette, he finally admitted helplessly, okay, he jumped down again.

From their meeting four years later, from their closer conversations, from Ji Yao's growing confidence in him, from Ji Yao's smile to him after the consultation.

How to control, can't control.

Love but not see, ask for but not get, insincere words, involuntary, no one understands Ji Yao better than him, because they are the same.

It's over.He slumped headfirst into the soft bed, and rarely indulged himself to abandon his image, and he didn't even care if his hair was up.

...How should he face his silly brother.

In the afternoon when Ji Yao came to do psychological counseling, Jiang Qiutong had already calmed down and turned into that fake fairy again.The two are very familiar with each other, and the one-hour tutoring can be called relaxed and enjoyable. After the end, Jiang Qiutong nodded while observing the previous record: "Very good, Ji Yao, keep this state, your mood has been very stable recently, even if you Zhang He is about to start a new relationship, and you have no signs of breaking out or breaking down, which is very good, indicating that you are gradually letting go and continuing to hold on."

Ji Yao immediately smiled: "Emma, ​​really."

He has always felt that his feelings for Fa Xiao are too dirty, and he looks forward to returning to a pure friendship with Zhang He more than anyone else. Back then, Zhang He must have had a wife and son, full of children and grandchildren—then one day when they were sitting together in a rocking chair and basking in the sun, he could mention the past with emotion: "Do you know, I still liked you back then."

This is the best future he can imagine.

Seeing that Ji Yao still refused to leave, Jiang Qiutong teased, "Why, do you want to have a date?" He also asked casually, because today is Friday, and Ji Yao and Wen Lin will have a regular date tonight.

Unexpectedly, Ji Yao actually agreed, he said with a smile: "What I'm waiting for is your words! Old Jiang goodjob!"

What's wrong with Wen Lin?Don't let it be because of your own suggestion, the two people quarreled because of Zhang He, right?

Jiang Qiutong glanced at Ji Yao subtly, and with a little bit of guilt and a little bit of joy, picked up the car keys and got up: "Okay, what do you want to eat?"

In the end, Ji Yao was still glued to the sofa and refused to move. Jiang Qiutong glanced at him, and Ji Yao forcefully explained: "I think the food in your clubhouse is quite delicious... How about we just eat here, you call to come in .”

Because he knew that Jiang Qiutong liked cleanliness and didn't like the smell of vegetables in the office, so he said this with a lack of confidence.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Qiutong nodded and agreed.

The food was delivered quickly, and Ji Yao moved to the table step by step, with a strange posture.Then I found that what Jiang Qiutong ordered were all light dishes, and even the staple food was not rice but a porridge, and I was a little embarrassed.

Jiang Qiutong took out his chopsticks and set them up for him, and said leisurely: "I saw you walking with a limp just now - as your doctor and former teacher, I have to remind you that even if you can't help yourself, you should be careful when you have sex, don't mess with it." hurt yourself."

Thinking of him thinking about Zhang He making himself like this, Teacher Jiang felt a little sour in his heart.But his airs are so steady that no one will be able to tell.

Who would have thought that it would be good if he didn't mention it, but when it was mentioned, Ji Yao instantly became angry.He sneered, and pulled off his collar—on his slender neck, there were several purple-red hickey marks.He said angrily—it was only then that Jiang Qiutong realized that Ji Yao's voice was also hoarse: "Is this the fucking fault of mine? It was done by Wen Lin's animal! Eat a dick vinegar, and say you understand and return him." Mom fucked me to death, I was also stupid, I actually believed your evil!"

Faced with the furious Ji Yao's accusation, Mr. Jiang, who was always eloquent and quick-witted, was suddenly speechless—he didn't want to see Ji Yao being treated like this by another man.

He hardly knew whether it was Ji Yao thinking about Zhang He being fucked that made him feel uncomfortable, or whether Wen Lin took the opportunity to eat Ji Yao up and wiped him off, which made him feel even more uncomfortable.

…… Haha, in short, he really still hates that bastard Wen Lin.

The two chatted while eating, halfway through the meal, Ji Yao suddenly asked: "Mr. Jiang, are you still interested in me?"

The timing was very good. Jiang Qiutong presided over an exhausting consultation in the afternoon. After being tense, Jiang Qiutong couldn't help but relax in the topic of food aroma and relaxation. In fact, it was true. During the 10 minutes, Jiang Qiutong couldn't help laughing several times.

When Ji Yao asked, Jiang Qiutong was pouring tea, if his mood fluctuated slightly, his hand would be unstable, and the beautiful and smooth water column would have flaws, and Ji Yao would see it.

However, Ji Yao is still a little tenderer than Jiang Qiutong.

Jiang Qiutong had already seen that this kid was talking to him intentionally or unintentionally, and he had long been on guard. When he heard Ji Yao's question, he felt a sense of relief.

The water column pouring out of the teapot draws a beautiful arc and falls into the cup lightly.

Jiang Qiu's voice was cool: "After so many years, your face is getting bigger and bigger."

Ji Yao was suspicious: "No way, I really don't like it? Then you are so kind to me."

...So you also know that I treat you well, little white-eyed wolf.

Jiang Qiutong stretched out his hands like alms, and patted a few times miserly to show his admiration: "Put away your delusional delusions, why do you always think that men all over the world will like you? Let's stop dreaming, four years ago That's all, after so long, you still think I'm stupid? Am I not as good as Zhang He?"

I'm worried, old man.

"...Okay, that's good." Ji Yao also felt that he was narcissistic again, he was distracted by Zhang He, bowed his head and continued to eat, contented.

It's good not to like it.

He is not worth it.

While eating, he suddenly raised his head in doubt: "Why do I feel that this conversation is a bit familiar...?"

Jiang Qiutong said firmly: "Eat your meal."

Ji Yao hesitated for a second: "Oh."

He ate obediently, but Jiang Qiutong couldn't eat anymore.He put down his chopsticks, held the teacup like a veteran cadre, and snorted in his heart, what a fool.

Isn't it familiar? Four years ago Ji Yao also asked him this way, hey, do you like me? He also replied without hesitation, you grew up as a narcissist, right?

Ji Yao believed it back then, and now Ji Yao believes it again.

While he was delighted by this complete trust, he couldn't help feeling uncomfortable.

How do you trust me so much?Aren't you very suspicious, very vigilant, very wrong with me?

Why do you believe everything I say, are you stupid?

In fact, I really don't blame Ji Yao for being stupid, but Jiang Qiutong has already seen this guy through.

As I said before, Ji Yao has a flaw that is too fatal-although he is very wary, as long as it is someone he approves of, he will have no defense at all.

Complete trust, he believes what the other party says.

For someone like Ji Yao, relatives are not counted, Zhang He is the first, and then Wen Lin - Jiang Qiutong had a stomachache because of this at the beginning, but now it is finally his turn.

After so many conversations, analysis, and diagnosis and treatment, Ji Yao's trust in him has been increasing without knowing it. When Ji Yao made a mistake this morning and subconsciously called him the first time, Jiang Qiutong realized that Ji Yao You have completely trusted him.

He didn't intend to break that trust because it felt so good.A large part of the reason why he couldn't help himself this morning was because of this matter—when he thought about it, Ji Yao believed in himself like that, and when something happened, he subconsciously called himself, and there was no timidity or panic in his words. If he didn't hide it, he felt that it was ironic, that he didn't like this person in vain.

And the interaction is always mutual, when Ji Yao is moved by him, so is he.

The more you get to know Ji Yao, the more you understand how soft and fragile the core of this person is under his prickly appearance.

If in the past he was fascinated by Ji Yao's arrogant and presumptuous demeanor, and was aroused by Ji Yao's most primitive desire to conquer and control, then the current him is actually being struggled by Ji Yao in contradictions. Moved by the tenacity of willing to give up.

Like a butterfly breaking out of its cocoon.

Undoubtedly, Ji Yao has many shortcomings, he is fickle, selfish, cowardly, extreme, vain, and hypocritical, however, he is changing now.

Those bad, despicable things, Jiang Qiutong watched Ji Yao cut off his body with a knife.

The reason why diamonds are moving is because they have been cut and polished time and time again.

He couldn't help but sigh in his heart, look at him, how beautiful he is.

Of course, he didn't think many of Ji Yao's actions were right—it was ridiculous logic to hurt others because he was pitiful.

Yet he couldn't help but want to protect him.

This feeling is probably not only due to uncontrollable emotions, but also the elders' instinctive maintenance of the younger generation.

He wanted Ji Yao to face up to his past mistakes, correct them, break free from the shackles he had put on himself, and embrace a new life.

He was willing to use his body to cover those spikes, and told Ji Mao, it's okay, you can come out of the cocoon now.

He's starting to age, he's a rigid, boring old-timer and a control freak—and he's a brother of Ji Yao's ex.

He probably really dislikes the other party, and it should be - he is still intervening in Ji Yao's life wishful thinking.

He also didn't intend to ask Ji Yao to like him.

Ji Yao is still very young.

He deserves better.