Scum smell

He stood up annoyed, even shy and panicked, and rushed into the toilet in a hurry.

His face was flushed, and he drenched his hair under the cold water, but he still couldn't quench the desire in his heart.

He really longed for that man for too long, like a wheat seedling in dry land longing for rain, and was about to die of hunger and thirst.

Because this man can't move, he can only endure, hold back, suppress, don't look at, listen to, don't want to touch, even the most daily contact, he has to be careful and weigh it over and over again.

He is so obsessed with Zhang He, when facing Zhang He, he is as innocent as a virgin, even if he just touches his hair a little, flicks his forehead, it is enough for the wheat seedlings in his heart to rejoice and be shy and satisfied.

But the more he suppressed it in his heart, the more he wanted it. He usually didn't even dare to have sex/fantasies about the other party, but at this moment, these dirty thoughts came out like a spring, and he couldn't restrain it anymore. After he was barely sure that the door was locked, he took off his clothes, sat on the toilet and started DIY.

…………

Zhang He...

Zhang He...

Zhang He...

...Brother Ah He.

…………

His chest heaved violently, his eyes were out of focus, his mind was blank, and tears were streaming down his face at some point.

—he loves him.

Ji Yao took out the thing he was holding in his mouth, washed it clean, and calmed down his breathing and emotions.When everything was almost done, he got dressed and walked out of the bathroom.

Zhang He was outside, how excited he was by the incident just now, how flustered he is now, he approached on tiptoe, the man buried his head in the pillow, this is his habitual sleeping position, he slept very soundly, unaware What kind of obscenity/obscenity has been carried out by myself.Ji Yao breathed a sigh of relief.

He changed out of his pajamas, took his phone and went out the door.

As soon as he left the apartment, he called Jiang Qiutong.

When he was in the bathroom just now, Ji Yao thought about it, and felt that he should explain this matter to his counselor.

After they met before, Jiang Qiutong suddenly called and suggested that he face up to his feelings for Zhang He instead of avoiding it. He could try to talk to Jiang Qiutong or to Wen Lin. In this way, it would help improve his psychology. Situation will work well.

He and Wen Lin never mentioned Zhang He, and the two had a tacit understanding on this matter, and they were very taboo, even to the point where they vaguely replaced it with "who" whenever they had to mention it.

Ji Yao was very apprehensive after hearing Jiang Qiutong's suggestion, and decided to go back to discuss with Wen Lin after much thought.He wants to change, he knows he has a problem, he wants to get better, he needs help.

Unexpectedly, instead of being angry, Wen Lin was very happy, hugging him and kissing him, and gently agreed.

He was confused, and asked Jiang Qiutong, Jiang Qiutong looked at him with a look of caring for a silly roe deer, and replied: "Because he wants your heart more than yours."

Stop digressing, Ji Yao is a very honest patient now, when encountering this kind of thing, he will obediently call for help.Jiang Qiutong had a cold attitude, and asked him to communicate with Wen Lin first, and go to his place to chat in the afternoon.

Ji Yao hung up the phone with Jiang Qiutong and drove directly to Wen Lin's.

Wen Lin happened to be at home, and after answering his call, he waited in the room. After a while, Ji Yao knocked on the door and came in. The two sat on the sofa. Unspeakable.

Wen Lin's first thought was: Does he want to break up with me?

Then he denied himself, no, no.

However, although his reason is still there, his heart has lifted up. He still has a calm smile on his face, but his mind has become a mess.

Ji Yao would never have imagined that Wen Lin would make up so many things just because of his expression.He crossed Erlang's legs and swayed, trying to calm his embarrassment.

He was worried, how could he tell Wen Lin about this matter.

Think about it, your man doesn't like you, but he is petite, and he shamelessly thinks of him and fucks him!

He is not a shameless person - but ordinary people can't do a lot of stupid things like him if they want to be shameless - but maybe it's because we have been with Wen Lin for a long time, or Jiang Qiutong's enlightenment is really helpful, In short, when facing Wen Lin, he became more and more guilty, and even felt ashamed of himself.

His Erlang's legs were still swaying, and he looked sloppy, thinking about it, and he pretended to be nonchalant and said: "Then what, do you remember, Lao Jiang told me to communicate with you often , Then what—that is, talk more about Zhang He.”

Wen Lin breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly realized that his back was wet with cold sweat—he was frightened: "Well, what?" He asked with a smile, "What else do you want to confess to me today?"

Ji Yao is very interesting. After Wen Lin agreed to Jiang Qiutong's proposal, he took it as a task to complete. Every time he talked about it with Wen Lin, he always looked like a primary school student who made mistakes when facing the class teacher. ——Sitting honestly in front of Wen Lin, with a dejected look on his face, as if he had done something terribly wrong, the first sentence is always: "I confess..."

"I confess, Zhang He ordered Zhou Hei Ya's takeaway today, and ordered it for me as well. I am very happy."

"I confess, Zhang He and Xu Yeye seem to have a relationship again, but I'm actually quite uncomfortable."

"I confess, I... Then what, when I faced Zhang He today, I somehow thought of you... Tell me, am I getting better soon? Am I not liking him anymore?"

That's it.

In fact, at the beginning, Wen Lin only agreed to Jiang Qiutong's suggestion out of reason. From the heart, he was really annoyed by Zhang He, so annoyed that he didn't even want to hear his name.And every time Ji Yao balked at Zhang He's incident in front of him, he was so angry that he had to pretend to encourage Ji Yao to continue.

But later on, he probably became numb after being pricked too much, and he gradually realized some benefits.Ji Yao's extraordinarily honest and submissive attitude after each confession is on the one hand, and on the other hand, I don't know if it's an illusion, he seems to feel that Ji Yao... seems... really not that obsessed with Zhang He anymore?

When Ji Yao said last time that he saw Zhang He thinking of him, and hopefully asked himself if he didn't like Zhang He that much, he only felt happy and sad in his heart, and tears burst out of his eyes suddenly uncontrollably.

"You..." Ji Yao looked at him in surprise, in a daze.

With tears in his eyes, Wen Lin hugged Ji Yao into his arms with a smile on his face, kissed the top of his hair repeatedly, and called to Mommy repeatedly: "You don't know... How long have I been waiting for this day?" .”

From that day on, their relationship suddenly improved a lot. Not only did most of the seemingly invisible barrier melt away, but even Ji Yao seemed to feel the feeling of love in a vague way.

It's not a seduction for the purpose of collecting stamps, it's not for the pursuit of each other, it's not for the catharsis of desire, or to find someone else's substitute, and it's not because of guilt and helplessness, it's just, the most primitive and purest, for a certain Personal, heartfelt feelings.

After tasting the sweetness, even though Wen Lin still felt sore when Ji Yao mentioned Zhang He, he was able to face it calmly—after all, even a snail like Ji Yao started to work hard, let alone him Wen Lin?

He lit a cigarette and signaled Ji Yao to continue.

Sure enough, Ji Yao put on that awkward expression of a primary school student again.He put away his Erlang legs, sat upright obediently, put his hands on his knees, turned his head and did not dare to open his eyes to look at Wen Lin, and after a long while, he said with difficulty: "I, I this morning, take... Crane's underwear, self-masturbation." Probably because he was too nervous, he stuttered a little.

Then, before Wen Lin could ask any questions, he recounted the whole story from the beginning to the end.

"..." Wen Lin didn't speak, and took a puff of cigarette silently.

He was really angry, he didn't want to talk, and he didn't comfort and encourage Ji Yao like usual.The nature of this matter is different from the past, Ji Yao just had a crush on Zhang He, never overstepped his behavior, and only explained his own psychological state, but this time, Ji Yao was in a clear state, Masturbate using Zhang He's personal items!

This kind of thing must not be tolerated!

Now he has slowly figured out a way to get along with a couple. If your lover does something wrong, you can forgive him, but you can't indulge him unconditionally.

He used to pamper Ji Yao too much, so that while Ji Yao talked about guilt, he trampled his sincerity to pieces.

He had to let Ji Yao understand that he would be angry too.

Sure enough, seeing him like this, Ji Yao became even more anxious. He swallowed nervously, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and asked calmly: "Then, what, you...are you angry?" In fact, His thick eyelashes, against the will of the owner, fluttered a few times like a timid butterfly.

Seeing him like this, how could Wen Lin still get angry.

He sighed in his heart, thinking that his bottom line was really too low, but his face was still calm, and he continued to smoke in silence, looking uncomfortable and stuffy but holding back his anger.

Sure enough, Ji Yao looked even more disturbed.

Wen Lin continued to smoke, his white and slender fingers, coupled with his dark eyes that looked especially affectionate because of his melancholy, made people feel sad.

Ji Yao fidgeted for a while, then walked over abruptly, squatted at his feet, raised his head and said, "Wen Lin, I was wrong...you, I will agree to whatever you ask me to do...don't ignore me, I will never Again..."

Ji Yao has a clean and sunny aura.

This is very strange, he is obviously such a depraved and corrupt person, but his temperament is so clean, when he looks up at you with pleading eyes, it makes people want to dig out their hearts for him.

Wen Lin had already given him his heart, so seeing Ji Yao like this, he had only one thought.

Think day.

He looked down at Ji Yao, took a deep breath, and then opened his mouth, exhaling the smoke into the other's face.

"..." Wen Lin had never used such a frivolous attitude towards him before, Ji Yao looked at the man and was a little dazed.

Wen Lin was well aware of Ji Yao's thoughts, so he didn't expose it, but looked at Ji Yao coldly, and repeated: "What do you want...you agree?"

Ji Yao swallowed again, Wen Lin's aura was too strong at this time, he had never seen it before, he was apprehensive and unfamiliar for a while, and a little strangely amazed, his mind began to wander inappropriately, and he couldn't help feeling weak again One point, did not dare to say anything.

Wen Lin would not really make excessive demands, such as coming out of the closet, seeing his parents, not being allowed to meet Zhang He again, etc. He didn't even think about it. Between them, hand it to Ji Yao: "Take a breath."

Ji Yao had never smoked before—Zhang He forbade—but when he stayed abroad, he learned to smoke marijuana—even if he quit later, but in comparison, cigarettes are already pediatrics.

He skillfully took a puff of the cigarette, then boldly approached Wen Lin, and fed it to the man mouth to mouth.

Wen Lin was obviously pleased, lifted him up and sat in his arms, reached into his clothes, and took Ji Yao's clothes off after a while.

Like a skilled old whore/client, the man kneaded his naked body in his arms, while lowering his head from time to time to smoke the cigarette in Ji Yao's hand.

This was a side that Ji Yao had never seen before.

In fact, he can understand that everyone is in the business world, and if they want to talk about business, they can't talk about business without eating, drinking, smoking, singing, singing and playing with women-especially within the system.

Wen Lin can be abstinent, but when the whole room is full of smog, he can't stand alone and be the only one sober.

So Ji Yao imitated those princesses, leaning forward obsequiously and courteously, responding to Wen Lin's movements.

Wen Lin clasped the back of his head, and gently stroked the exposed skin on the back of his neck with his fingers, implying: "I am willing to do anything...then...fuck you?"

Ji Yao nodded quickly.

Wen Lin leaned over and bit his ear, his muffled breath was wet and sticky, like the sound of mucous membranes being squeezed during sex: "It's not like before, when you are a lover - it's about punishing you , treated you as a plaything, a bitch... raped you to death."

When did Wen Lin say such things to him!

Ji Yao couldn't believe it, but Wen Lin had already pulled out the cigarette from his hand, pinched it between two fingers, and put it into his mouth.While sucking, he squinted his eyes and looked at him deeply.

Wen Lin's idol is very burdensome. Although Ji Yao used to laugh at Jiang Qiutong for carrying it, the old man was really open-minded in front of him. He wanted to do whatever he wanted, otherwise he wouldn't be so hated—— The most secretive one is the one in front of him.

Dare to believe?He has been with Ji Yao for so long, let alone other things, Ji Yao has never even seen him fart.

Not to mention this dark and cold look.

Ji Yao...Ji Yao thought that Wen Lin was so handsome. He seemed to be obsessed with lust, so he cupped Wen Lin's face in a daze, and kissed it indiscriminately.

He moaned vaguely: "Fuck me...brother...fuck me..."

Wen Lin could no longer show his posture, stubbed out the cigarette, hugged the naked Ji Yao to his shoulders, and strode towards the bedroom like a bandit who robbed his bride.

Next:

——Jiang Qiutong stretched out his hands like alms, and patted a few times miserly to show his admiration: "Put away your delusional delusions, why do you always think that men all over the world will like you? Let's stop dreaming, four It’s just a few years ago, after so long, you still think I’m stupid? Am I not as good as Zhang He?”