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Wednesday afternoon was the appointment time for Jiang Qiutong.

The two chatted in the consultation room as usual, not to mention that Jiang Qiutong really has two brushes, Ji Yao thought he would be uncomfortable, but when he was actually doing counseling, he was weird... quite calm.After getting used to it, if Ji Yao didn't go to Jiang Qiutong's place for a week, he would feel a little uncomfortable.

One time after finishing psychological counseling, the two had a meal appointment. At the dinner table, Jiang Qiutong uttered indifferently—I can’t remember exactly what, but it was very venomous—Ji Yao almost laughed out loud. Covering his stomach, he pointed at Jiang Qiutong and laughed wildly.Jiang Qiutong was unmoved, as steady as an old dog, and continued to eat calmly.

Ji Yao laughed enough, and then said: "I just like friends like you—" In the middle of speaking, he stopped talking awkwardly, with a rather tangled expression: "I think we are friends—are we friends?"

The man picked up the cup and took a sip of water, then said coolly, "Fan friend, let's force it." This was an admission.

Ji Yao was so moved that he wiped his face and clinked a cup of buckwheat tea with the other party: "Brother Jiang, you are so kind!"

Jiang Qiutong didn't hold back the character, and rolled his eyes at him.

Don't mention the gossip, let's talk about it - today is their usual psychological counseling, in fact, it is to talk about daily trivial matters, vent negative emotions, and then Jiang Qiutong will be in charge of enlightening.And the focus of their attention has always been——

"...I haven't had much contact with Zhang He recently, and I think this is pretty good."

"How long have you been out of contact?"

"About three days. Let me figure it out - the last time we contacted was on the weekend, after nine o'clock...Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, that's right, three full days. He called me to check my online ranking, and I laughed at him It's a dead otaku, and then hung up the phone."

If it weren't for the work status, Jiang Qiutong would have wanted to yell at him directly: "You are almost counting the days on your fingers, and you still don't want him?"

To be honest, just looking at how sticky Ji Yao was when he was young, Jiang Qiutong really found it unbelievable that he was so determined to stay abroad for so long without contacting Zhang He.

But - still the same sentence - in the state of work, he forcefully stuffed these words into his stomach, and continued to chat with Ji Yao to help him soothe his emotions.

And from Ji Yao's mouth, the one he heard the most was Zhang He, followed by Wen Lin.

...Fortunately, he has almost let go of Ji Yao. If he still misses him like his younger brother, he will not be ashamed to hear these things.

Most of Jiang Qiutong's mind was on Ji Yao, the idiot, and the rest of his mind wandered away with no medical ethics.

It's hard for former couples to be friends after a breakup unless they didn't love deeply.Obviously, Ji Yao and Yu Siyuan are the former, and Ji Yao and him are the latter - as for the reason for the latter, it's not that he doesn't love Ji Yao, but that Ji Yao doesn't love him.

Gee, it's really sad to think so.

Thank him for his cold heart and lungs, even if he is bent by Ji Yao—even if he hasn’t come back straight now—he won’t be injured.

Jiang Qiutong was faintly grateful.

Probably people just couldn't help talking, he only thought of his brother in his mind, Ji Yao said: "...Oh yes, I met Yu Siyuan two days ago."

Jiang Qiutong paused while taking notes.After only stopping for a breath, he continued as if nothing had happened: "Has Siyuan changed?"

Ji Yao subconsciously picked his fingernails, Jiang Qiutong couldn't see it, got up and stuffed him with a pillow, he hugged it, and stuffed it in his arms honestly: "It has changed. But the change is not big, and it has changed for the better. Well, I'm very happy for him."

Seeing that Ji Yao didn't torture her fingernails any more, Jiang Qiutong looked better, and continued to chat: "Seeing Siyuan, what do you think in your heart, are you uncomfortable? Or, irritability or something like that."

Ji Yao looked strange.

Jiang Qiutong raised her eyebrows: "Huh?"

So it's really bad for acquaintances to do psychological counseling!

Ji Yao subconsciously wanted to play haha, but the habit of getting along with Jiang Qiutong was too deep in the past, and he was a little scared when he saw the other party raising his eyebrows... In the end, he confessed honestly.

"I don't have any negative emotions, I'm actually... irritable or something, nothing. If I really want to say it, when I saw him for the first time, I thought of another problem-the kind that couldn't be solved-I- —May I not say it." He stammered miraculously, then raised his eyes and pursed his lips to look at the indifferent man.

Jiang Qiutong looked at Ji Yao with a calm expression on his face, but he couldn't take it anymore.

... Or, we can change the word for this kind of unbearable, which is probably called "bleeding from being sprouted".

He has always thought that Ji Yao's temper, which is hard on the outside and soft on the inside, is very interesting. When he was with this person before, he was often jealous because Ji Yao's attitude towards him was completely different from that of Zhang He Wenlin and even Xu Yeye. It was only after he became himself who treated him so softly and kindly that he realized why this child was so tender.

In fact, Ji Yao didn't do anything, he didn't try to be cute, and he didn't act coquettishly, but from his tone, Jiang Qiutong could feel that he was pampering him-it was the kind of "Actually, I don't really want to, but if it's you If it’s okay, okay, I’ll take care of you”, faintly... pampering.

Jiang Qiutong's perception has always been keen. When he realized this, he felt a little bad all over.

what is this?Is he... spoiled by a boy who is more than ten years younger than him?

But how to say to be fine is to be fine, even if you are old, you still do it.After Jiang Qiutong found out about this little favor that even Ji Yao himself didn't realize, he didn't take a step back understandingly, but smiled aggressively, and said reservedly: "I can't." It means that it must be said.

Ji Yao's eyes twitched.Then he glared at Jiang Qiutong.

Jiang Qiutong was unmoved, feeling inexplicably happy.

Ji Yao was silent for a while, probably because he regretted what he said just now, and he was also preparing his mind, which made Jiang Qiutong even more curious. When the three of them met, the two men were just busy getting jealous of each other, leaving only one Typhoon Eye Ji Yao...what was he thinking?

I saw Ji Yao was silent for a while, then suddenly covered his face, only showing the tip of a red ear, and said in a voice not much louder than a mosquito humming: "The first time I saw Yu Siyuan, I thought of him. Next...then, I subconsciously compared... with Wen Lin."

The old driver Jiang Qiutong didn't react for a long time, thinking hesitantly, next?What the hell—tsk, you brat.

When he saw Ji Yao's expression, he suddenly realized.Even though this old bastard always kept his mouth shut, he couldn't help but choked, and looked at Ji Yao for two seconds, not knowing what to say.

Jiang Qiutong: "..."

Ji Yao: "..."

Seeing that Jiang Qiutong didn't speak for a long time, Ji Yao became a little anxious, and broke the jar and said, "Wen Lin was beside me at the time! We were whispering there, my ears are sensitive, you don't know, but I was distracted Well, as soon as I raised my eyes, Yu Siyuan stood in front of me, with such a good-looking face, and such a figure, fuck——I almost stiffened politely!"

It's not like you don't know what it means, I'm sorry he doesn't know - what the hell should he know as an old bachelor who has been dumped for four years.

He also politely hardened...to be polite to his uncle.

This is annoying, tsk.

"—Stop." Jiang Qiutong rubbed his temples, "This patient, you probably don't know that what you said just now is already considered sexual harassment."

Ji Yao rolled his eyes to the sky, but he was secretly relieved. Seeing that he didn't say anything, Jiang Qiutong started another topic, and didn't hold on to this, so he let him go.

And Jiang Qiutong secretly glanced at the other party's ear tips, which had not faded from the blood, and knew Ji Yao's somewhat violent reaction.

In fact, men, who don’t know who, are full of such things, and it’s normal to have fancy thoughts in their minds when they suddenly see their ex-lover who has had sex with countless sheets before and is still handsome.

Ji Yao is so thick-skinned, it won't make him blush, ashamed and embarrassed just because he said this.

What he was embarrassed about was the person he was talking to—but he would never be so embarrassed if it was another person.

After all, apart from Yu Siyuan, who had sex with Ji Yao countless times, kissed and touched everything, and Jiang Qiutong.

Ji Yao's unintentional words just now broke the window paper between the two of them - they have longing for each other's bodies.

Why does the incumbent always hate the ex?Why are divorced couples still entangled?

Because even if the thread of love is cut off, the joy of skin-to-skin contact has been engraved into the body. As long as I see this person, I can't help but think about it, and think of the past.

Ji Yao was so fresh and stood alone in front of Jiang Qiutong. He once bent him with one hand and reset his preferences for bed matters. It's all according to his taste.

Even if he thinks he has come out and doesn't like Ji Yao anymore, as long as he is a healthy man, Ji Yao's existence is a kind of temptation.

He believes in Ji Yaona, and it may be the same way-probably not as strong as him, but there must be.

Sometimes when he was holding a cup to drink water, he could see Ji Yao's eyes drifting unconsciously, and then avoided his hand and turned away.

Ji Yao likes his eyes, likes his hands, he knows it all.Sometimes he couldn't help thinking, what was going on in Ji Yao's mind when he looked at his hand?Thinking about the way it holds the chalk, or the way it walks with the chalk, or... the way it rubs and strokes?

This is probably not considered cheating, the physiological instinct is not controlled by others, and there is nothing to do about it.

After Ji Yao left, Jiang Qiutong also packed up his things and prepared to eat. When he opened the gate to release the water, Ji Yao's words popped up again in his mind, and he almost peed outside without holding his hand firmly.

He lowered his eyes, peeked at his things secretly, and... couldn't help but compare.

The last time he and Siyuan peed together should have happened several years ago when both of them were studying in the United States. At that time, Siyuan was much younger than him, and that kid had been depressed for a long time, well, he remembered it very clearly.

But so many years have passed... I don't know if Si Yuan has long...

Even if it grows longer, it probably can't surpass him, after all...he is quite satisfied with his hardware.

I just don't know that kid Wen Lin...?

He silently thought, in fact, when Ji Yao said that just now, if he hadn't held back his identity, he almost wanted to ask Ji Yao "who is bigger".

After thinking about it for a while, I just finished peeing.He put it back, washed his hands, and the face in the mirror was still the same as always, looking terribly cold and ascetic.

When walking out, he thought angrily in his heart, that bastard Ji Yao was just trying to beat him.

——Poor Jiang Qiutong, who is like a narcissus flower, when he meets Ji Yao, it's like being dragged into the mud, filling his head with bad thoughts, which can't be washed away, which is also miserable.

Ji Yao couldn't get it out of his mind, he closed his eyes, and planned to recite a passage of poetry silently to calm down.

Taozhiyaoyao, scorching its flowers - so when Ji Yao met him for the first time... Tsk, stop, don't think about it - Qingqing Zijin, care about my heart - Ji Yao wouldn't be thinking about these things at that time Just kidding - don't even think about it! ——There are trees in the south, I can't stop thinking about it——Ji Yao, this little bastard, tsk——so why is his mind full of love poems——That cunning child——

He is cunning and childish, so he won't eat with me.

Because of Weizi, I can't rest.

He pressed his chest, where it was swollen and hot, and it seemed to be beating again.

Tsk.Jiang Qiutong thought blankly.pill.

Ji Yao broke up with him, and he insisted that he didn't think much of it. He was neither looking around like Wen Lin who was almost crazy, nor like Yu Siyuan who was not close to men and worked hard. He felt that he hadn't changed much. How was the day before, now it is taken.

It's just hard for him to feel happy and uncomfortable. The original intention of opening this nursing home is just that he needs "empathy" - but he thinks there's nothing wrong with it.

It's like a child with a dull sense of taste who suddenly recovers one day and tastes a lot of flavors, and then becomes even duller than before on a certain day.It is true that the sweetness makes people linger, and the hot and sour taste is also very stimulating, but what he tastes the most is the bitterness that permeates his heart.

So bitter, really, so bitter.

He wasn't sure if he could take that again, so there was nothing wrong with being dull and numb.

But the most embarrassing thing for him was that the right to choose never seemed to be in his hands.

It's such a sad thing.

While thinking about it, he dialed the number, it was Ji Yao's.The other side was quickly connected, and the other party's voice came over, looking very energetic: "Old Jiang, why are you looking for me?"

"It's not big or small." He subconsciously said something, and then slowly said, "About the matter of you and you...I have an idea, do you want to listen to it?"

Jiang Qiutong slowly clenched the hand holding the phone, the skin at the joints turned pale.He said to himself—

I don't like him, let alone love him, I just...

I just feel sorry for him.