Scum smell

The reason why Zhang He and Ji Yao had been arguing for a long time like elementary school students was because of an incident two years ago.

That was what happened when Ji Yao went to a gay bar when he was still in the United States - at that time, it was probably the peak of this guy's most scumbag, messiest, most profligate, and most despicable.

In the past, he called himself a saint of lovers, with taste and sentimentality, what he wanted was affection and heartbeat, self-esteem, self-love and self-esteem, he did not take drugs, did not prostitute, did not gangbang, and did not engage in 419.

However, after being exposed by Xu Yeye in person, he felt an indescribable shame and fear in his heart. He was afraid that Zhang He and his family would know about this matter, and when he was so afraid, he became a kind of indifference like a smashed pot.

How to remedy?have no idea.When will it be discovered?have no idea.Anyway, if you have wine today and get drunk today, just play like crazy.

During that time, he tried blacks, whites, and Latinos, had a one-night stand, spent a lot of money on racing cars, and was once regarded as a VIP in underground boxing rings.

Blood, violence, sex, all of a sudden, life seems to be left with animalistic instincts, and he thinks this feels good.

The most tormenting moment for him was when his parents and Zhang He talked to him.Every time at this time, he felt that he was forcibly transformed from a satiated beast into a human being.

He doesn't want to be human.

At first, Zhang He was irritated by the fact that he sneaked out of the country, and he sulked for a long time before he came back, and then he didn't know what was wrong, but he started to care about him clumsily—like a real brother.Now he knows, because Zhang He was thinking about it at that time, but he didn't know it back then. In his eyes, Zhang He, who usually seemed too lazy to talk to you, suddenly became uncharacteristically, so he must have known it.

"He knows" these four words, in Ji Yao's case, it is not an exaggeration to read it as "the sky is falling".After Zhang He finished calling him one time, Ji Yao was eager to get rid of the shackles of being a "human", wanting to be a beast addicted to desire, and then went wandering.

As a result, the wave was too much and he was hit.

It should be said that that time was purely his own doing.

That night he went to fool around as usual, after taking the numbness, he was all over, playing poker with people in the bar, whoever lost would be a whore, and went to the stage to dance around the pole.

Ji Yao lost.

A group of men whistled and booed, Ji Yao drank a glass of beer, picked up the collar representing his identity from the bar table, buckled it around his neck, and stepped up to the bar.

He can dance, he has a good sense of music, he has a good figure, and he can let go. Although he has never danced before, it seems that his stretched limbs under the light are very attractive at this time.

The atmosphere was very warm.

Ji Yao took off one by one.First, the T-shirt with a large collar that almost exposed the nipples, dangled twice at his fingertips, and then dropped it; then the skinny leather pants, when they took them off, many Xiaoling screamed excitedly; He kicked them away, stepped on the steel pipe with his bare feet, clamped his legs, and climbed up, as if heaving on a man's penis.

All he has left is a pair of underwear.There is also a collar with "I'mabitch" printed on the neck.

The bar was extremely high, and the men under the stands yelled at him to take off, while desperately reaching up, trying to touch his skin.

His black panties were stuffed with dollar bills, and the rest squeezed out through the slit of his buttocks, splashing all over the floor.

Ji Yao was so carried away that he rubbed his legs on the steel pipe while sticking out his tongue to lick the long pillar in front of him. Many people saw that he had stood up in front of him, and the fabric of his underwear was wet, and the waves seemed to be able to Wring out the water.

I don't know if it was because the atmosphere was too high, or because Ji Yao was too hot, or because he took too many drugs, a brown-haired man finally couldn't hold back, stretched out a strong arm from below, grabbed Ji Yao's ankle, and grabbed Ji Yao's ankle. People ripped it off!

The security guard suddenly changed his expression, and rushed towards this side while shouting loudly.But now no one cares about him, once the rules are broken, it is very difficult to recover, everyone flocked to Ji Yao's direction frantically, countless hands lifted Ji Yao up, they stroked his body, ripped off his underwear, play him.

something seems wrong

Ji Yao's body was extremely excited, but his mind, paralyzed by both alcohol and marijuana, finally moved a bit. He felt faintly afraid and wanted to run away.

At this time, the order of the bar was completely messed up. Countless men who were drunk and high were crowded together, kissing, caressing, male hormones dissipated, and the music and lights almost made people's heads explode.

can't go on like this

Ji Yao struggled to break free from a man's hand that parted his buttocks, knowing in his heart that the situation was out of control, and relying on a few guards alone would not work, and if it went on like this, he would have to confess to this tonight.

have to escape

When the guard finally managed to stabilize the situation and began to ask for responsibility, he found that the instigator of this small accident, the Asian boy, had fled.

But the fact is that Ji Yao didn't run away, but was pushed out of the crowd by several men taking advantage of the chaos.

After being thrown on the bed, and immediately after hearing the sound of the door being locked, even Ji Yao, who was not fully conscious, felt a chill in his heart.

I thought, it's over.

He knew that if he was captured, he would be disabled even if he didn't die, so he tried his best to protect himself, but he also paid a huge price for it, and was almost sent back to his country.

No one in the family knew about this matter, but Zhang He came to solve it.

When he called the other party for help, Ji Yao was completely disheartened.Things always seem to be like this, he is just a waste who can only blame himself and cause trouble, and every time he has to send Xiao to clean up the mess.

This matter is too big, Zhang He was furious when he learned about it—or, this person had never been so angry in his life—he hurried over, and in Ji Yao’s ward, pointed at Ji Yao's nose roared angrily, and the emotions that had been stable to almost indifferent for 20 years were swept away: "Ji Yao, you have only been in the United States for a few years, and you dare to play so crazy? How old are you? Do you have to be watched and controlled? Are you fucking cheap, you have to tie a chain around your neck, and you will go to heaven as soon as no one is looking at you? I’ll take care of you if I’m done, right? How shameless? Huh??”

Ji Yao was lying on the hospital bed, yelling at him with his neck stuck - this was the first time Ji Yao resisted him: "You are cheap? You are even more cheap! I beg you to take care of me? Please clean up the mess for me? You should go away." Ah! Let me fend for myself! Let me rot into stinky mud! Get out!!!”

Zhang He was so angry that his blood vessels were about to burst, he really wanted to leave and let Ji Yao die, so he endured it and wiped his ass.Then he went to Ji Yaona again, and threw the bills, certificates, signature materials and documents of his back and forth activities during this period—there was a thick stack—all at the other party’s face.

The ward was not big, and they were flying in all directions, leaving Ji Yao's head and face on the ground.He was stunned, looking at Zhang He through the slowly falling pieces of paper.

Zhang He looked at him condescendingly, with his hands in his pockets, expressionless, and seemed to have turned into that wooden-faced paralyzed man again. After a pause, he sneered, "I'm really cheap."

After speaking, he took a look at Ji Yao, turned around and left, leaving him with a tall and indifferent back, ignoring half a word.

Ji Yao immediately understood that Fa Xiao was really sad.

He regretted it, regretted it to the point of going crazy.From that back view, his emotions began to break down—during that time, when he was recuperating in the ward, he basically used a mixture of analgesics and tranquilizers.

It was also from then on that he felt that he could no longer go down, cut off all the previous ones, began to actively cooperate with the treatment, and studied hard. In the end, he not only graduated successfully, but also made a few good friends and earned a little money—— It's just that I haven't reconciled with Zhang He all the time-it can be considered inspirational.

"That's how things are." Ji Yao said.He lowered his head, took out the handkerchief in his pocket and started to play - this is Wen Lin's handkerchief, he felt that although Wen Lin used this thing a bit girly, but it was pretty, so he snatched it away - this is a kind of Unconscious behavior, usually because of tension, anxiety, uneasiness, etc., want to relax, in order to distract oneself.

This kind of reaction Jiang Qiutong can understand.Ji Yao's vigilance is very strong, and he is also very closed - he is used to closing himself up as a means of self-protection. For him, it must be a bad feeling to confide these things. To be honest, he feels that Ji Yao ran away without running away. It's already great.

but……

Jiang Qiutong glanced at the handkerchief that obviously did not belong to Ji Yao's style, but said nothing.He abandoned all subjective emotions, thought calmly for a while, and asked casually: "So, what do you want to do now?"

Ji Yao was stunned: "What should I do?"

Jiang Qiutong explained: "The fuse of all things, in the final analysis, is nothing more than four words. As long as you solve this cause, it will be very easy to channel your emotions. Or let me explain more clearly, you want to break up Bend Zhang He?"

In fact, strictly speaking, these things are beyond the scope of Jiang Qiutong's functions. It stands to reason that they are only responsible for soothing, controlling, and resolving the patient's emotions, and making suggestions for the patient. They are suspected of inducing interference with the patient. They do not recommend this.

However, Ji Yao's situation - it's not that Jiang Qiutong has selfish intentions, he can be sure that if he just watches, Ji Yao can play himself off or even die - even if Ji Yao looks like a normal person now.

Ji Yao's eyes lit up: "What do you mean? Can I be with Zhang He?"

Jiang Qiutong asked back: "Do you want to?"

Ji Yao's eyes dimmed suddenly again: "I don't want to——if I wanted to, I would have broken him long ago."

That's right, don't look at Zhang He's invulnerable appearance, but facing his own boy, even though he yelled fiercely, he was actually not at all wary.

As long as Ji Yao thinks about it, it's not difficult to use some insidious means.

Among other things, as long as you are willing to spare, as long as you mix some hallucinogens with wine to make Fa Xiao fall asleep, and then stab Zhang's father and Zhang mother to make the illusion that the other party has sex with you after drinking, the two of them will be happy. We're all together.

There are too many ways to deal with Zhang He.

But how could Ji Yao be willing - he went abroad, half of which was shameless to face his elders and Fa Xiao, and the other half was because he was afraid that he would not be able to restrain himself and attack Zhang He.

He had to remind himself all the time in order to stay sane.

Jiang Qiutong raised his eyebrows, clapped his hands lightly, and smiled: "I'd rather die than trouble passers-by. Why didn't I realize that you are so high-spirited before." The passer-by who caused the disaster is a doctor. He should calm down and stop being so eccentric.

Ji Yao glanced at him strangely, thinking that this person was nervous again: "If I don't break him, what should I do?"

"Then actively cooperate with the treatment, relax and enrich yourself—"

Jiang Qiutong's mood was low, and she lowered her head and brushed something on the paper, probably a medicine list, Ji Yao was not surprised.

Handing the list to the other party, Jiang Qiutong said in a lukewarm tone: "Today's consultation is over, remember to come over next week, take the list in your hand, and prescribe the medicine - you can go."

Then he mercilessly swept Ji Yao out of the house.

Ji Yao: "..."

They didn't even tell the old story--although there was nothing to tell.

Ji Yao thought to himself that the old man was still so cold-hearted, glanced at the list in his hand, but was stunned.

In the drug column, there are a few words clearly written:

Milk 250ml, once a day.

Sweets once or twice a day, no more than 200g at a time, take with milk before going to bed.

Tangerines, strawberries, peaches, etc. three to five times a day, eat less and eat more, and use it more when you are sleepy.

Chocolate 10-20g, you can use it more when you are depressed.

Finally wrote a sentence.

—It’s okay to screw up today, tomorrow is another day.

"..." Ji Yao was stunned for a long time, then suddenly smiled.

"What are you doing, old man?"