Scum smell

This long-lost "Brother Ah He" made Zhang He's heart numb, and then he mourned.

Ji Yao is so strong, don't look at him usually being good at acting like a baby, but when something happens, he can resist it better than anyone else.Since Zhang He went to primary school, he hadn't heard much of this kind of greasy and crooked appellation—it's even more serious now. Ji Yao has a silly son on the left and a father on the right. In front of the elders, he squeezed his nose and called "Ahe".

In elementary school, little Zhang He, who had just been deprived of his elder brother's rights, was still a little unhappy. When he asked him why he called himself "Zhang He" and "Zhang He" by name, Xiao Jiyao said that it was a girl. He's called, he's a boy, so don't call him that.

Later, in junior high school, Ji Yao wrote a composition, but he tore up the draft by himself.Zhang He was a little curious, picked it up and looked at it, it was written that he wanted to be a girl.

At that time, they didn't know about Ji Yao's sexuality. Zhang He read that composition and felt sour in his heart, thinking that you said you said you were a boy so you stopped calling me brother, but you still didn't want to be a girl in your heart.

After a long time, he thought about it. When Ji Yao came out to him in high school, he had always regarded Ji Yao as his sister for a long time, and there was probably a reason for that essay.

Ji Yao, who was treated like a girl by him, didn't say anything, she was still laughing and laughing every day, and Zhang He didn't notice anything. Later, he was a little impatient by Wen Lin, and Zhang He didn't know why.It wasn't until he was in college that Ji Yao accidentally said that he was tired of Wen Lin thinking of him as a woman.

After blurting out, he suddenly froze for a moment, subconsciously glanced at Zhang He, and then changed the subject as if nothing had happened.

Zhang He didn't notice it at the time, but after a while, something happened. He looked back and realized after a while that Ji Yao must have been injured by him in high school.

But Ji Yao never said it.

Say nothing.

But now, Ji Yao seems to have removed layers of shells from him, returning to the time when he was young and immature.

He usually looks down on the lovely and pitiful Bai Lianhua the most, and he doesn't like to pretend to be pitiful. He has one thing to say and another to say two things. If he says it's uncomfortable, it's really uncomfortable.

Zhang He circled him, his face was still numb, but his heart felt uncomfortable.I don't know what stimulated this idiot, so he couldn't bear it anymore, so Baba ran over to ask for comfort.

Damn it, it must be that thief Wen Lin.

He patted Ji Yao's back lightly: "What happened, brother will help you out."

Zhang He's bedroom is very large. When he first renovated it, he knocked out the wall with the best view and installed glass instead.The moonlight is not very good tonight, he didn't draw the curtains, and a few beams of silver light came in, making the whole room even more empty.

Probably because the night is extraordinarily quiet, and after being injured, people are extraordinarily fragile and easily sad, as is Zhang He, and so is Ji Yao.

Hearing Fa Xiao's words, Ji Yao's eyes became hot, and for some reason, two lines of hot tears suddenly poured out silently.

It's strange—it's obviously not him who was wronged, why is he so sad.

Just so weird.

Zhang He felt his shoulders get wet, and when he realized what it was, he suddenly felt bad.He had hardly seen Ji Yao cry, how could Ji Yao cry - this scumbag was so shameless, skinless, heartless, how could he cry.

... He didn't even make a sound when he cried, like a thief.

His Adam's apple twitched, and in the end he still didn't know what to say, so he hugged him even tighter in silence.

The warm wet marks on the shoulder continued to spread, and Zhang He was restless. He really wanted to press Ji Yao's head, forcing him to explain everything honestly, but his fingers twitched, but he still didn't do anything in the end.

After finally waiting for Ji Yao to finish crying, he poked the other person's waist and whispered "Hello" twice.

Ji Yao was still nestled in his arms, quietly.

He clicked his tongue, carefully opened Ji Yao, and looked at the other person's face.Ji Yao's eyes were closed tightly, her breathing was slow, and there were still some tears on her face, as if she had fallen asleep.

Ha ha.

Zhang He knew him better than himself, and when he saw him like this, he knew he was pretending to sleep.

He was a little frustrated - he really couldn't do anything about Ji Yao - in the end he could only sigh, stretched out his hand, and roughly wiped Ji Yao's face clean, pulled the ball into his arms, and closed his eyes. eyes asleep.

Before falling asleep, he thought wretchedly, Ji Yao's mouth really couldn't be pried open, probably it was a clam shell.

When I woke up, it was already bright.Zhang He yawned, his mind still not quite sober.Thinking about Ji Yao running over last night, but there was no one in his arms, so he didn't open his eyes, and reached out to touch the bed beside him, it was cold.

He suddenly woke up, and wanted to find someone in the bathroom, and then found a note on the pillow next to him, which said "I went to find poetry and the distance", and a smiling face was drawn on the signature.

Zhang He: ...

He crumpled the note, laughed angrily, cursed crazy, but he was relieved.

Damn Shi and Yuanfang, obviously went to find Yu Siyuan - he asked him to cover up again!

I was so sad last night that I went to find Xiao Qing'er early this morning. This mother is really a scum, and I love him only when he is blind!

Zhang He guessed right, Ji Yao really went to find Yu Siyuan.

Yu Siyuan was on a business trip in City A, Ji Yao didn't say anything, didn't bring anything with him, he booked a plane at [-]:[-], got up early in the morning without making a sound, and went off in a leisurely manner.

He was still injured, he didn't take a shower last night, his body smelled like medicine, and he was still wearing a bandage, which made the stewardess run over repeatedly to ask him if he needed any help, fearing that something might happen to him.

After getting off the plane, he called Yu Siyuan: "Where are you?"

Yu Siyuan was a little confused: "I'm in City A."

Ji Yao smiled: "Where are you in City A? Send me the location. If it's not convenient, send me the address of the hotel. I'll wait for you there."

There was a commotion over there, Yu Siyuan's voice stuttered, and he asked in surprise and joy: "You, are you here?"

Ji Yao laughed, and asked if you stole someone behind my back, why are you so flustered, and I haven't come to see you before.

Yu Siyuan was a little bit crazy.He has been busy for the past few days, no haircut, no bath, no shave, no change of clothes, his whole body stinks, and now he is ugly and sloppy.

Sure enough, people—men—no matter how handsome they are—are slovenly when there is no external stimulation.

Ji Yao said I was smellier and uglier, just don't dislike me, then hung up the phone and went to the hotel.Yu Siyuan had a video conference in the afternoon, but he was fine in the morning, and he was still breeding maggots in his room.Seeing that Ji Yao said that the car had been stopped, the whole person panicked, hurriedly called the room service to disturb the hygiene, and then hurriedly got into the bathroom to take a shower and shave.

As soon as I cleaned myself up, the doorbell rang.Yu Siyuan looked through the cat's eyes and almost didn't recognize it.He hurriedly opened the door, pulled Ji Yao to sit on the bed, anxious and distressed: "What happened to your face?"

Ji Yao blinked: "I was beaten by my parents when I came out of the closet."

Yu Siyuan: "!?"

He became short of breath, holding Ji Yao's hand, his Adam's apple moved, and after a while, he asked as calmly as possible: "Really?"

Ji Yao smiled: "Fake."

Yu Siyuan: "..."

Most of the anger in his heart was vented at once, and he wiped his face sullenly, a little tired: "What's going on?"

Ji Yao didn't answer him, but asked seriously: "You want me to come out, right?"

Between them, this issue has been avoided.Yu Siyuan is a delicate person, he felt Ji Yao's faint resistance, so except for the time when he came to see Yu Siyuan on New Year's Day, they never talked in depth.

"Hmm..." Yu Siyuan pondered for a while, then patted Ji Yao's head with a smile, "I really wanted to, but now I don't want to!"

Ji Yao grabbed his fidgeting hand and asked why.

Didn't he tell him before that people should be responsible for their actions, have a sense of responsibility, and be upright?

Why do you say the opposite now?

Yu Siyuan just looked at him with a smile, lowered his head and kissed his forehead, then his ears, and then the tip of his nose.

"my country's law stipulates that 18 years old is an adult." Ji Yao was a little dissatisfied, she turned her head to avoid Yu Siyuan's kiss, and said flatly, "I have been an adult for a long time, and I can take responsibility and be responsible for my own life."

Yu Siyuan sighed, it seems that Ji Yao came all the way here not to have sex, but to solve a problem.

The weather is so good, why do they want to live up to the spring, instead of talking about those romantic things, but instead talk about such a heavy topic?

But... maybe it's a good thing?

Ji Yao began to know how to reflect.

"I know," Yu Siyuan looked at him with gentle eyes, as if looking at a lost child.

"But you haven't endured many things, and you haven't faced many situations. As a senior, I certainly hope that the less painful things you experience, the better."

Ji Yao stared at the man in front of him, he didn't want to be treated as a child by anyone except Zhang He, but Yu Siyuan patted his head and held him in his arms.

"Hey..." the man sighed in such a low voice, his voice was very soft.

He now has a subtle state of mind that is very contradictory and entangled.On the one hand, he is very pleased with Ji Yao's thinking. Ji Yao is growing up ignorantly and little by little. As long as he continues in this direction, if he pushes again, Ji Yao can become what he wants and admires. The kind, responsible and responsible man.

But on the other hand, growth is always accompanied by labor pains. This little liar's eyes are full of confusion, and deep in his heart is suppressing pain that he cannot touch.Yu Siyuan didn't want to see the sad things in these eyes.

Anyway, when the sky falls, there will be a tall person to support him. Those who he can't bear, whether it's responsibilities or relationships... there will always be someone willing to bear it for him.He didn't want to add any more burden to him, he wanted him to be carefree and heartless all his life, and to be that little liar happily every day.

Yu Siyuan stared at Ji Yao's young and immature face, feeling those fiery emotions surging in his chest.

They are oppressed in Siyuan's heart, he can't vent, can't resort to mouth.In the end, thousands of words turned into a long sigh, Yu Siyuan lifted Ji Yao's chin, and sealed his lips lingeringly.