Scum smell

Yu Siyuan took Ji Yao's hand, seeing him in a daze, teased, "Why, can't bear it? Do you want to go after him? He must be looking forward to it."

Ji Yao squeezed her sore nose, and swallowed the uncomfortable force: "It would be a lie to say that there is no reluctance. It's just..."

He blinked, smiled again, and swallowed the words that followed.

We are all grown-ups, so we should do our goodbyes beautifully like Wen Lin.

Thinking about it now, the first person to say goodbye to him was actually Xu Yeye.

It's ridiculous that he didn't realize it at the time, and he was still wondering why she went back without eating.

Ji Yao turned to look at Yu Siyuan, with a pair of clear black and white peach blossom eyes: "What about you, are you too?"

"........."

Yu Siyuan smiled wryly.He covered Ji Yao's eyes with his hand: "You look at me like this, how can I be willing to say it."

That's what "yes" means.

Ji Yao took off his hand and clenched it tightly, but Yu Siyuan clasped it backwards, and the two intertwined their fingers.

The mountain road is still the same mountain road, the breeze is still the same breeze, but the person has changed again.

There was no words all the way, only the breeze rustling.

Yu Siyuan's heart gradually began to panic: "Hey, mom, don't you want to say something?"

Ji Yao's heart was very confused and empty, as if a piece had been cut off, but his face was still stable.He breathed a sigh of relief: "Because I'm not surprised."

The calm before was just a stalemate and compromise between each other, it was the sea before the storm, and there was always a result between them.

Intellectually, but emotionally, it is difficult to accept.

"Lao Jiang's gift is really surprising." Ji Yao suppressed the messy thoughts in his heart and murmured, "What did he tell you and Wen Lin?"

Yu Siyuan just smiled: "Secret."

Ji Yao also laughed and forced a smile: "I feel like I'm not celebrating my birthday, but playing a decryption game."

Yu Siyuan shook his head: "It's not decryption, it's RPG."

"Ok?"

Mentioning this, the man perked up a bit, and said in the tone of a promotional advertisement: "It's the most traditional type of rpg game - the brave embarks on an unknown journey, embarking on a fantastic adventure."

His expression and voice were too businesslike, Ji Yao couldn't help but laugh: "So I'm a brave man?"

"correct."

"Then what about you, are you all mobs? Or the gatekeeper Boss?"

"Hmm..." Yu Siyuan rubbed his chin, and said seriously, "Let's forget about it, anyway, it's all experience packs. Or in terms of literature and art, it's a necessary ordeal."

Ji Yao pinched his knuckles with the hands that were clasped together, the warning was obvious, but his tone was mild: "Abba doesn't allow you to say that about yourself."

Yu Siyuan spread his hands, with a rather disapproving expression.

"That's the truth. According to Jiang Ge's words, this level is simply a catastrophe."

Ji Yao burst out laughing: "After the immortals pass the love calamity, they can be ranked in the immortal class again. What good does it do for us to pass the love calamity?"

"It's not us, it's you."

Yu Siyuan grinned, and pointed at Ji Yao like a fool: "The long journey is to get the final reward."

As for themselves?Don't think about it, this life will never pass.

But there is no need to tell Ji Yao these words.

"What's the reward?" Ji Yao asked with a smile, "A breakup meal?"

Seriously, don't be this one.Thinking that Lao Jiang might be waiting for him on the top of the mountain, and there was a high probability that he would have a breakup meal with him, Ji Yao felt his stomach hurt.

"A few years ago, I broke up with Lao Jiang. We had a meal outside and got caught in the rain. After returning home, my stomach hurt all night and I had a fever for two days... If he comes here this time, I will Probably it can create a psychological shadow on the matter of eating out."

Yu Siyuan said mysteriously, "I have to keep it a secret."

"Tch." Ji Yao pouted,

Sweat dripped from the palms of the two, Ji Yao wanted to let go, but Yu Siyuan held tightly instead.

The force was so heavy that it hurt his bones.

Ji Yao finally noticed Yu Siyuan's deeper and more intense emotions hidden under his laughter from this slight loss of control.

He suddenly sighed: "Forget it, Siyuan, let's both stop pretending, it's fine if we can't laugh."

The sudden revelation stunned Yu Siyuan.

He retorted subconsciously: "I didn't pretend—"

Ji Yao pointed to his other hand: "The fist is always clenched, you."

They used to read a book by a Japanese writer together.

Yu Siyuan's personality and thinking are more westernized, and the things written by Japanese are usually too delicate and tactful, which is often difficult for him to appreciate.

Including the book they read, Yu Siyuan sneered at it, calling it "a meaningless self-confession other than pouring out negative energy."There is only one sentence in the whole novel, which he finds interesting.

"It's impossible for a human to smile while clenching their fists. Only a monkey can do that. That's the smiling face of a monkey."

He was still very angry at the time, and he said to Ji Yao after seeing it: "I have seen many people like this in normal times. They gritted their teeth and forced themselves to laugh even though they didn't want to laugh. Some of them not only wanted to laugh, but also laughed. You have to laugh happily, it's pretty pitiful when you think about it."

Really lofty evaluation.

At that time, he must have never thought about it, and now he has become one of them.

Yu Siyuan loosened his clenched hands like an electric shock.

Ji Yao treats Yu Siyuan far less cautiously than he treats Wen Lin.He was so happy.

After the two sides were silent again, Ji Yao let out a long sigh: "It stands to reason that at this time, I should say some touching advice to make it look more formal, but I really have nothing else to say to you."

This is not an insult.

There was no misunderstanding, no confusion, no hesitant words between them, and even the past of each other was completely dismissed.

What should be said, what I want to say, has already been said.

Yu Siyuan scratched his cheek: "Grass, me too."

So be it.

It's rare to be able to walk together for so long, holding hands in peace, and it's good not to talk.

Although it will be a bit regrettable.

Yu Siyuan's expression also showed this point.

Ji Yao is a person who is good at observing facial expressions, and he can understand it at a glance.He thought about it for a while, and said that if you are not old, you can hum a song for me.

Yu Siyuan is going back, what song do you always want to hear.

Ji Yao raised his face, the face illuminated by the sun was so handsome that it made people weep.Yu Siyuan stared at his brows and eyes unconsciously, and couldn't help feeling crazy.

He pretended to think, and said after a while: "I want to listen to "City Of Stars"—Siyuan? Old Yu? Are you listening?"

He still remembers that many years ago during the New Year, Yu Siyuan rushed to City A just to see him.

He heard the other party's long whistle, which was so moving in the silent night.So he followed the sound and separated the noisy flowers and trees in the courtyard, and when he turned his head, he saw a man who looked like a sloppy man, tired and embarrassed.

But the man's eyes are very bright, looking into his eyes, it seems that the whole heart is also brightened.

Even if he's a scruffy bum, he's the handsomest guy in the world.

Ji Yao has always liked those bright eyes.

Yu Siyuan suddenly came back to his senses: "Huh? Ah, oh oh, I'm listening, I'm listening."

There are several versions of this song, and what he sang was naturally the version sung by the movie actor Raven.He coughed lightly and hummed the prelude softly.

Ji Yao closed her eyes lightly, and couldn't help but smile: "SuchaBeautiful."

He omitted the last noun, is song (song)?Is man (person)?Is it day (one day)?Or finish (end)?Except for Ji Yao, no one knows.

Yu Siyuan's whistle stopped.

"City of stars, are you just shining form?"

Yu Siyuan looked at Ji Yao, and Ji Yao also looked deeply at him.

The man suddenly took several quick breaths back and forth, but he couldn't hold it back.

"Oronemoredream...thatIcannot...maketrue..."

His voice was distorted, shattered like glass falling on the ground.

He pressed his face tightly, suppressing his choked sobs: "...Sorry, I can't continue singing. What about City of Stars... We are obviously "It's Over"."

Ji Yao's eye circles were also a little red, he leaned over and gently pulled Yu Siyuan's hand, and wiped the tears from his face.

"Has Lao Jiang ever told you that you are such a crying bag? How can a big man cry so much?"

Yu Siyuan turned his face away to prevent him from looking at him, and said angrily, "I'm a spoiled child, what's wrong with crying so much?"

Yu Siyuan was a spoiled child, and his journey went unbelievably smoothly, except for Ji Yao, he never stumbled in other places.

Even when he was with Ji Yao at the beginning, he was very lofty.

The random start, the confused entanglement, and the fiery emotions constitute a frenzied joy.

But violent happiness will inevitably produce a violent ending.

Yu Siyuan had nothing to say about this situation.

Ji Yao kissed his wet eyelashes: "When you cry, the stars will shatter."

Yu Siyuan laughed through his tears: "What kind of metaphor is this?"

But that's it.Ji Yao thought.

In his heart, the image he sketched for Yu Siyuan will always have a bit of dreamlike poetry.

"Remember the Icarus in Greek mythology?"

Icarus, son of Daedalus the artisan.In order to escape from the maze, he used wings made of candles that his father gave him.

In the end, because he flew too close to the sun, the candle melted, and Icarus died at the bottom of the sea.

"Don't be Icarus, Siyuan."

Yu Siyuan is the prince of the stars, Peter Pan on Neverland.

It is Apollo in glory, and Adilina in his heart.

Always proud, unassuming, enthusiastic, wanton, and full of glory.

Even if there must be a character who has always followed between the two of them, Ji Yao also hopes that that person is himself.

"You are not chasing me, but I am chasing you. It is you who gave me courage, supported me, led me, and kept me moving forward. Don't forget this."

"..."

Ji Yao felt the continuous warmth coming from his palm, which belonged to Yu Siyuan's body temperature.He used to be very familiar with the temperature.

So he raised the hands they clasped and shook them lightly twice.

"Siyuan, now, my hand is as big as yours."

As he said that, he stretched out his other hand and made a comparison.

"Here, look."

It was obviously just an ordinary sentence, but it directly made Yu Siyuan completely overwhelmed.He burst into tears.

Four years ago, while smoking a cigarette, Yu Siyuan stared at Ji Yao's sleeping profile.The worries in his heart were so heavy, and he wondered how he should guide Ji Yao, who was still so young and so confused compared to his old fritters.

Now, Ji Yao is already a very mature man.

Although there are still a lot of psychological problems, it is good enough.

No, Ji Yao has always been excellent.

He held the person tightly in his arms, and tears fell down, soaking Ji Yao's sweater.

Ji Yao patted him on the back lightly: "Crying bag."

The sun gradually slanted to the west, stretching the shadow of their embrace for a long time.

When they finally arrived at the destination hand in hand, Yu Siyuan had already sorted out his mood.Ahead is another resting platform, and they all know who is waiting there.

Yu Siyuan wiped away his tears, rearranged his clothes and hair, and put on a smile again. Except for the red eyes, he couldn't tell what he looked like just now.

Ji Yao laughed at him: "Lao Jiang has never seen what you look like, and now I have to save face."

Yu Siyuan snorted: "Who is being polite to him? This is to maintain the last bit of decency in front of you, do you understand?"

Ji Yao smiled and nodded: "I understand, I understand."

They all chose to let go today, because they don't want to tear it up too badly in the future.

"As long as you know it, I won't go up the rest of the way. You can go see Brother Jiang by yourself."

Ji Yao stood alone on the stone steps, turning around to look at him.

"—Then I really left?"

"How did Wen Lin say goodbye to you just now?"

"Aren't you there?"

"I didn't look at it, I hid aside."

"Kiss, give me a kiss and leave."

"Tsk, it's his character. How about me, why don't I kiss you too?"

"Where is my dear?"

"I want to kiss your whole body... Fuck, I'm sorry, I'm too dirty."

"Breakup gun...it's not impossible, but Jiang Jiaxian will probably be pissed to death."

Thinking of Jiang Qiutong's jealousy, but still pretending not to talk, both of them laughed.

"Then forget it... that's it."

"Well, that's it."

Yu Siyuan put his hands in his pockets, smiled with a cigarette in his mouth, saw Ji Yao turn his head, and waved at him: "Let's go."

Ji Yao raised his voice: "Smoking is prohibited in the mountains and forests!"

Yu Siyuan stubbed out the cigarette and scolded with a smile, "Get out of here."

He didn't look back, because he didn't want to see the man in a mess.

Ji Yao stepped on the long steps, stepped up step by step, and finally reached the destination.

Ahead, among the lush flowers and trees, he saw Jiang Qiutong with a straight posture.The other party seemed to have a tacit understanding, and he just looked back.

Like the bright and lonely moon hanging, falling into the quagmire.

Next:

——"I often feel that I am too old, so I am ashamed and unworthy of you."

——It doesn’t matter if it’s a teacher, a brother, or even a father and son.Whatever is fine... If possible, he wants to grow up with Ji Yao.