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Ji Yao was leaning against the door of the kitchen, with an attitude of resignation.He has probably never been so ungrateful in his life. Even though Wen Lin has two big characters of "Reject" written on his hair from his hair to his heels, he still follows behind, rambling on about all the flirtations he has been hiding from Wen Lin recently. up.

From the involuntary kiss with Yu Siyuan to the inexplicable sex with Jiang Qiutong, he explained everything clearly.No matter how you hurt your heart, how did you say it too much, when he finished talking, when he raised his eyes, he saw Wen Lin standing in front of him, looking at him with red eyes.

He couldn't help but shut up, and kept silent.

How could he really be so cruel, just say it all out loud...?In case Wen Lin can't accept the emotional breakdown later, what should he do?

However, there was no movement for a long time, and the slender figure was still standing there upright, stiff like a stone statue.

He suddenly felt a throbbing pain in his heart, but he ignored the feeling, his tone was deliberately relaxed, and he still had the habit of fooling around: "Wen Lin, did you hear what I just said?"

"...Ah, ah," Wen Lin asked without answering, his tone was surprisingly gentle, "Are you trying to kill me?"

Wen Lin in this appearance was a bit intrusive, Ji Yao subconsciously stopped breathing, and was a little frightened—from the bottom of his heart, he was actually a little scared, even a little afraid of Wen Lin—this was probably the same as Wen Lin After being together, he still couldn't really immerse himself in it.

No matter how good Wen Lin is, there is always a voice in Ji Yao's ear reminding him: This person has deep thoughts, you have to be on guard against him.

Sometimes even Ji Yao himself felt that it was really too much for him to think so, like a heartless dog, but he did have a subtle grudge against Wen Lin.

When he thought back then, after Wen Lin discovered his thoughts, in order to get him, he was able to bear the shame, and planned to make mistakes, and set up a four-member team as if nothing had happened, and dealt with him, he felt that this person was pitiful. , and terrible.

He really couldn't figure out what was going on under Wen Lin's gentle face.

Wen Lin seemed to be stabbed by the defense in his eyes, and smiled wryly: "You are afraid of me."

He pinched his little finger again -- several deep pinch marks had already been left on it.Thousands of words were stuck in his throat, but he couldn't say them—he was afraid that if he said those things, they would really be finished.

In the end, he just took a deep breath, swallowed the words that were about to rush to his mouth, and resumed his usual calm and restrained: "You are tired, go to sleep."

But Ji Yao refused to leave, he stood there stubbornly: "What did you want to say just now?" Wen Lin is always like this, he doesn't say anything, endures everything, as if he has tolerance and love that never has a bottom line—— Sometimes when he wakes up in the middle of the night, looking at the man who is sharing the bed with him, he can't help but wonder, is this man real, or just a dummy?

How could someone really do this?impossible.It's too fake.

He told himself countless times to be patient, Wen Lin just has too much burden, just loves you too much, and refuses to give you the bad things.Later, after they got along for a long time, Wen Lin gradually let go, but he always wondered if Wen Lin let go, or was he just doing another "show"?

It seems that what Wen Lin does is wrong, no matter what he does, Ji Yao feels that this is not the real him, he is pretending, he is wearing a mask.

...that's enough.

Wen Lin closed his eyes.

Ji Yao was still chattering aggressively, Wen Lin wanted to cover his ears and cover his eyes, not to listen or to see.Until Ji Yao raised his volume and shouted, "Wen Lin, what are you thinking???"

enough.enough.enough! ! ! !

He finally couldn't bear it anymore, and pushed Ji Yao to the wall, the hand holding the fruit knife was not steady, and the knife fell to the ground with a crisp sound.The blood vessels on Wen Lin's forehead burst open, and his fair face was also flushed. He looked down at Ji Yao who was imprisoned, and finally tore off the mask stuck on his face.

"What am I thinking?" He sneered, he could clearly feel his heart beating wildly, all the blood pouring into his brain, and even his fingers began to tremble because of the continuous high adrenaline.He knew that his emotions were out of control, and he also knew that he had to control himself. If two people want to live for a long time, it is not enough to just vent their emotions. There must be one person who can keep calm, be rational, and settle down to solve the problem——

But, it's too difficult... Really, it's too difficult! ! ! !

He grabbed Ji Yao's collar and gritted his molars. He was still trying to bear it, but he couldn't bear it anymore. He tried to squeeze out his voice from his throat, but the choking made his voice broken. .

"I'm thinking——Ji Yao, are you a fucking whore who can sleep with any man? Or a bitch? I'll enshrine you like an ancestor, and you still——fuck!" He said no After going down, he raised his head in embarrassment, raised his arms to cover his red eyes, and didn't want Ji Yao to see him like this.

Ji Yao looked up at him, from his perspective, he could only see Wen Lin's slightly raised chin and rolling Adam's apple.

Wen Lin's voice came from above: "When I think about you and so many people... and now you are dating people behind my back, I feel disgusting...I'm so disgusting-I just have a fucking dog... After so many years, you should be familiar, right? Ji Yao, are you...worse than a dog?"

Ji Yao was like being slapped in public by a suffering master after doing something bad, he was surprised, ashamed, embarrassed, but at ease.

To be honest, although Ji Yao expected Wen Lin to do something to retaliate against him, but with Wen Lin's upbringing, the most he thought of was that he would probably beat him up. He thought that Wen Lin would not be able to say such insults.He was probably really spoiled by Wen Lin, so much so that when Wen Lin called him a bitch and said he felt disgusted, he was actually a little bit wronged - he was ashamed of his grievance, and he dared to be wronged.

A morbid desire grew in his heart, wishing Wen Lin to be more ruthless, more mean, and less merciless.

He heard his own voice, as if it didn't come from his mouth: "Wen Lin, I beg you to fuck me? If I were a dog, what are you - you have worked so hard to do anything, Isn't it just to fuck me, a bitch?"

In the end, he stared at Wen Lin's face, his brows and eyes curved, then he smiled and said two words softly: "You're so cheap."

It's so vicious... These words are really too vicious, Ji Yao.

He was surprised in his heart that he could say such hurtful words, but he was looking forward to Wen Lin's reaction.In the end, he rushed over and beat him severely, better to be disabled, to kill him.

"..." Wen Lin was dumbfounded by this sentence.

He was like a dog who had been beaten with a sap, and he stood there for a long time before he could hold back the pain that tore his heart apart.

Then, he nodded again and again, but smiled instead: "Okay, okay, okay."

After saying the three good ones with a sneer, making Ji Yao think that this was the end, Wen Lin suddenly raised his hand and punched him hard in the stomach!The force was so heavy that Ji Yao directly hit the wall behind him, and then curled up and fell to the ground.

"Uh—cough, cough, cough!" Ji Yao clutched his abdomen, curled up in pain, and even his mouth smelled of blood.Wen Lin didn't give up, he squatted beside Ji Yao, and pulled him up from the ground, his eyes were red, but his voice was still restrained: "Yes, I'm just a bitch, I'm just scheming, I'm just unscrupulous - but Ji Yao, Even if I'm a bastard with a full belly, I still ask myself that I never apologized to you at all—otherwise, do you think you can go abroad and return to China safely, and even have sex with others behind my back???"

As he spoke, he punched Ji Yao again in the face.

"Oh!" Ji Yao's body was brought backward by the fist wind, and finally fell on his back to the ground.His face was hot, and he could clearly feel the rapid congestion and swelling there. He was still coughing, and Wen Lin didn't know where he hit him. Now every time he breathes and pulls his chest, he feels his abdomen pulling excruciating pain.

Wen Lin came over, knelt down beside him, stared at the corners of his bloodshot lips, and then lifted his collar.

"I'm really jealous of those men who have had you, I'm so jealous, but I hate you even more, Ji Yao, I really hate you - I hate you for being ruthless, I hate you for being low. How can a person be willing to degenerate to that point Ji Yao, are you a bitch? Make yourself like this? You are so stupid, dirty, and cheap—sometimes I really wish...I really wish I could take a knife and kill you."

Wen Lin said he hated him and thought he was dirty.

Ji Yao let out a muffled cough, and spat out a mouthful of blood foam with a smile.

That's right, that's right, this is Wen Lin's heartfelt voice, how could those words that gently told him "I don't mind", "I'll wait for you" and "Those are over" come from the heart?

Even he despises himself, let alone Wen Lin?

If it weren't for the wrong situation at this time, he would have wanted to pat Wen Lin's head and tell him that there are plenty of men and women. Since it is so painful, don't force yourself to go on.You are so good, if you find someone as good as you, you must be much happier.

Wen Lin didn't know what he was thinking. At this moment, he was heartbroken by him. With a glance, he saw the fruit knife that fell on the ground during the dispute just now. He picked it up and pressed it against Ji Yao's heart: " I've thought about doing this more than once...sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night and see you sleeping next to me, I think, just strangle you to death—Ji Yao...if I stab it... Will I feel... much better?"

As he said this, the last few words trembled as if they were about to shatter.Tears flowed out uncontrollably, he widened his eyes and tried to stop them, but they still fell on Ji Yao's body.

It was the first time he cried tonight.

He hates him so much.I hate so much, I hate so much, I hate so much that my gums bleed from biting—but...what is stronger than hate is still love.

What a sad thing.

Forget it.

He is cheap, they all know that.

God damn it he did.

Resentful and unwilling, he raised his other hand to wipe away his tears, feeling rather disheartened.When he straightened up and wanted to leave, the hand holding the handle of the knife was clenched tightly.

Wen Lin lowered his head subconsciously, and saw Ji Yao coughed, and then smiled at him.He suddenly realized something, his face changed drastically, he wanted to throw the knife away, but it was too late.

Ji Yao held his hand and stabbed the knife into his chest.

Varied……

His world was completely silent, and someone seemed to say something to him, but Wen Lin couldn't hear anything.Holding his hand was warm and familiar, it was Ji Yao's hand.

No, Ji Yao's hand is obviously cold, so the warm touch on his hand at this moment...the warm touch...

what is that?

"……………………"

Ji Yao stared at Wen Lin, wanting to tell him that you don't have to put yourself in such a low position, such a deformed relationship will swallow you up.

He also wants to tell him that although it is not to the extent of love, in fact, I like you very much.

He also wanted to tell him, don't be sad, this is what I deserved, only in this way can you be completely relieved.

However, the blood gushed out so much that he couldn't utter a word.He breathed hard, and with the last of his strength, he did something he'd always wanted to do tonight.

He stroked the top of the man's head tenderly.

don't cry.

That hand was covered with blood, a long bloodstain was drawn on Wen Lin's face, and then fell in front of his eyes.

“…………………………”

There was nothing but blood red in front of his eyes.

Next:

——The informed consent was taken away from his hands, and Zhang He realized belatedly that the relationship between him and Ji Yao turned out to be at a critical juncture of life and death, and they could not be entrusted to each other.

—— "Ji Yao, you are free."