Assisting the male partner, he took the female lead route

?? Guan Lin put the thermos bucket in his hand on the table next to him, narrowed his eyes and said: "The girl you rescued before, you didn't take away the gifts and red envelopes from her family, so her mother boiled chicken soup and brought it over. , I happened to meet."

?? "Drink now?"

?? As he spoke, he was about to open the thermos, with his head half down, so that Lu Yu couldn't see his expression clearly.

?? Lu Yu sighed: "Guan Lin..."

?? "I promised you that if you don't want to say it, I won't force you to say it."

?? Guan Lin's hand to unscrew the lid froze.

??He closed his eyes, opened them slowly after a long time, and finally turned his head to meet Lu Yu's eyes.

?? "Bao Yongyi is right." Guan Lin's voice was calm, but thunderous, "I am indeed a murderer."

?? -

?? Guan Lin has no father since he was a child.

??When he was young, he was ignorant and didn't have a clear definition of this matter. Later, when he was a few years older, when he hugged his mother and asked why there was no father, all he got was a sad smile from his mother.

?? From then on, Guan Lin understood that their family only had mother and sister, and there was no so-called father.

??As he grew older, Guan Lin also pieced together some stories from some gossip.When his mother was young, she was a well-known beauty in ten miles and eight villages. She was hardworking and motivated. After graduating from high school, her family did not allow her to study, so she went to work in Nancheng, and the money sent home every month was more than her parents. Earn more monthly.

??But she returned to Longying a few years later, but she was leading a child with a big belly.

?? It was also from then on that she was cast aside by her family and became the laughing stock of her neighbors.But she just moved out of the house silently, working three jobs alone, supporting a family with two children.

?? Years of hardships have made her body gradually weak, and she is aging quickly. The stunning features of her eyebrows and eyes are gradually smoothed by the years. Before she reaches forty, her temples already have gray hair.

?? Later, when Guan Lin was 12 years old, she suddenly fell down while working.The factory manager was afraid of losing money, so he procrastinated before calling 120. No one dared to help her. When Guan Lin and his sister arrived, she was stiff.

?? That day, my sister's eyes were red, and she pressed Guan Lin's shoulder and said, "We two have to be good, so I can help my mother."

??The compensation of several thousand yuan, the money they saved from delivering newspapers, milk, and buying plastic bottles during the winter and summer vacations, as well as the donations from neighbors, barely maintained their life for a period of time.

?? But they all have to go to school, and this little money is not enough to support their lives.Neighborhood committees in small places don't care about their affairs. Sometimes a steamed bun is broken in half, and cold water is enough for a day's food.

?? At the most difficult time, my sister lowered her head and led Guan Lin back to her mother's natal home.And their grandma said that the girls should not go to school when they are so old, and they happened to have a marriage introduction.And the man in that marriage was a fool in his 30s who hadn't married a wife in the next door. Looking at his sister, he smirked, and the saliva from the corner of his mouth flowed into his collar without even noticing it.

??Guan Lin took his sister and ran out of the so-called relatives' house. When they returned, they were walking on the country road in the middle of the night. Guan Lin, who was just a freshman in junior high school, could only reach his sister's chest because of malnutrition, but he raised his head, Tell my sister that he will not go to school and he will support the family.

?? Guan Lin was scolded by his sister crying that day.My sister said that my mother couldn't stay in Nancheng because her family didn't allow her to go to college.She said they had to go to school and none of them could leave.

?? He and his sister have good grades. In Longying County No. [-] Middle School, they have always been the first in both grades.Longying is not considered a poverty-stricken county, and they couldn't find the so-called education aid. Just when Guan Lin felt that he couldn't survive and wanted to drop out of school to support his family, his sister suddenly ran home nervously, with a happy smile on her face. .

??She stretched out her hand that had been shrunk inside her coat, and showed Guan Lin what she had been holding tightly.

??Five pieces of bright red RMB coins are enough to provide their family with enough money to live for a long time.

?? My sister told him with a smile that she had found a way to make money, and they could all go to school.

?? Guan Lin was a little nervous at first, because his sister only came home early in the morning, and his eyes were still tired. He was afraid that his sister would be led astray by the villains and do something illegal.

?? He endured it for a long time before expressing his inner worries. He was kicked by his sister and brought him to the Internet cafe where he worked.It wasn't until Guan Lin found out that his sister went to school during the day and went to an Internet cafe to work as a network administrator at night for self-study. During her time as a network administrator, she accidentally played games for customers.

?? She finished her homework when she was a network administrator, and had nothing to do, so she played the moba game to the highest level, and began to accept Internet cafe customers to play on behalf of her.This is actually considered private work during working hours, but she is diligent and sweet-talking, and the boss knows her family's difficulties, so he doesn't care about her.

??One time, a customer noticed her astonishing hand speed, and introduced her to another game that was just out two years ago and was difficult to get started, but the arena player paid a lot of money.

??So, the great god "Gu Ying", who didn't charge a penny, only wore school uniforms and system equipment, but later occupied the top of the master list, was born.

?? In the past three years, as the elder sister has become more and more sophisticated in the field of games, their lives have become better and better, and they can even eat meat often.Guan Lin was successfully admitted to Longying No. 3 Middle School in the high school entrance examination, and her sister successfully received the admission notice from Nancheng University. At the same time, she received an official invitation from Jianghu [-], asking if she would like to be their game tester.

?? That was the first official job invitation that my sister received in her life. That day she took Guan Lin to the best hotel in Longying for dinner.My sister smiled and bit her favorite braised short ribs, and told him that the hardest days are over, and from now on, all you eat will be sugar.

??But Guan Lin didn't expect that they would meet Bao Liguo again.

??Bao Liguo is a teacher at Longying No. [-] Middle School. His family used to live upstairs in Guan Lin's house. At that time, Guan Lin was in elementary school. At the age of seven or eight, his mother was still there, and he was still ignorant and naive.

??Guan Lin's house has a brother who is a few years older than him and has just entered junior high school. Guan Lin calls him Brother Jiang.Brother Jiang is not always in a hurry like boys of the same age. He has a gentle personality, is patient in doing things, and can write well. Guan Lin likes to follow his sister to talk to Brother Jiang whenever he has time. Give each of the siblings a piece of candy.

??In the mottled childhood, that sweet toffee was his rare and precious memory.

?? During lunch break one day, Guan Lin went to look for Brother Jiang and found that he was not at home.

?? He knew that Teacher Bao upstairs sometimes called Brother Jiang to his home to help him with problems.

??Guan Lin went to Baoli National Middle School with his textbooks in his arms. The wooden door of the old-fashioned building was not closed tightly, leaving a gap.He wanted to knock on the door politely, but accidentally saw a scene he would never forget through the half-closed door.

?? He had never seen such a fragile Jiang brother, his always gentle face was blank, his eyes were red and swollen, and he was bloodless.

??Like a lifeless puppet doll, under the control of Bao Liguo, it seems that it will be broken into countless pieces in the next second.

?? With a "snap", the textbook in Guan Lin's hand fell to the ground.

?? Bao Liguo noticed the movement, packed his clothes and walked towards the door.Guan Lin wanted to escape, but his whole body was stiff and he couldn't move. Brother Jiang's eyes that seemed to have lost his soul flashed through his mind over and over again. His throat seemed to be choked, and he couldn't say a word.

?? "Teacher Bao!"

??My sister's crisp voice sounded behind me, and Bao Liguo popped out half of his face from behind the door, and smiled kindly at the siblings: "Why are you here? Are there any questions you don't know?"

??Guan Lin could feel his sister walking up to him and grabbing his hand, "We are here to find Brother Jiang, teacher, have you seen Brother Jiang?"

"Oh, no, maybe I went out to play with my classmates." Bao Liguo picked up the textbook that fell on the ground with a smile, and handed it to Guan Lin, with deep eyes, "Linlin, come, take it."

?? That night, Guan Lin told his sister what he saw.My sister is only 11 years old, she is a precocious girl and knows a lot about these things, but I just told Guan Lin not to talk casually, she will find a time to talk to Brother Jiang.

?? But before that day, Brother Jiang jumped off the roof.

?? Immediately afterwards, news came that Bao Liguo's family had moved out.

?? Brother Jiang was judged to have committed suicide. Later, Jiang's parents moved back to their hometown because they were too sad.This incident was like a nightmare, lingering in Guan Lin's mind all the time, and because of this, he began to loathe contact with the same sex.It wasn't until Guan Lin learned about sexual behavior and homosexuality in junior high school physiology class that he ran out of the classroom halfway through the class and vomited in the bathroom sink.

??He was tortured by nightmares for several years, but after reuniting with Bao Liguo, the rapist acted as if nothing had happened. When he saw him and his sister, he came to say hello. Ying No. [-] Middle School also warmly introduced them to their family, as if they were old acquaintances.

?? Later, Guan Lin always felt that the number of times he ran into Bao Liguo increased.But he is busy with tutoring and previewing high school content, and my sister is also busy with Internet cafes. She switched to a day shift during the summer vacation and can go home at seven or eight every day.In mid-July, when she is officially full, she will sign a contract with the game official, and she will no longer need to be a network administrator.

??They were all too busy, so although Guan Lin was guarding against Bao Liguo, he didn't devote his energy to him.

?? Until the day before my sister's birthday.

?? She went to get the cake after get off work, but the new baker in the cake shop accidentally broke the cake, and it was not until after nine o'clock to make it again.

??The elder sister was thinking of her younger brother who was waiting for her birthday at home. In order to hurry, she took a small road.

?? "That was the night I regret the most in my life. I should have picked her up."

?? Guan Lin looked down at his fingertips, his hands were shaking uncontrollably.

?? That day, until after ten o'clock, he didn't wait for his sister to come home.

??He pushed away the test paper, put on his clothes and went to look for his sister. After not walking far, he saw the crowd outside the alley in the distance.

??Guan Lin didn't like to join in the fun, and wanted to bypass it directly, but his sister was still waiting for him, so he didn't have time to stop.

?? But when he walked near the crowd, he heard someone sigh: "I still have a cake in my hand, it just happens to be my birthday, such a young girl...do something wrong..."

??The coldest time in the world is when you discover that the person lying at the scene of the accident is actually your relative.

?? When seeing the blue face clearly, Guan Lin collapsed immediately.

?? He watched his sister being sent to the hospital, covered with a white cloth, turned into a small box and held in his arms.He listened to the policemen telling him that the murderer was careful in committing the crime, and the body was splashed with water, leaving no trace of sex.

??He searched many places and begged many people, but those people shook their heads and said there was no way.

?? Even later, when the Guan family found him, he told Guan Feisheng that as long as he found the murderer who killed his sister, he would return to the Guan family.

??But Guan Feisheng just frowned, and the Patriarch of the Guan family, who had always favored boys over girls, talked to the secretary impatiently: "How long have people been dead, what else can we find out? Waste of time."

??The daughter's life is just a waste of time in the mouth of her biological father.

?? Guan Lin stood up immediately, without looking at Guan Feisheng again.

?? By mistake, after Guan Lin was promoted to Longying No. [-] Middle School, the head teacher was actually Bao Liguo.

??He has always been suspicious of Bao Liguo, but the latter is too cunning, and he has never tested Baoliguo's flaws.He simply took the initiative to ask to go to Baoliguo for tutoring. At first, Baoliguo would give him lectures in a proper manner, and then he began to approach him vaguely.

??Guan Lin suppressed his nausea. When Bao Liguo went downstairs to buy things, he found a booklet in the middle of the bookcase in Baoliguo.

?? Turning to the first page, he almost vomited it out.

??Dozens of pages of the notebook, each page contains records of Bao Liguo molesting different children, some of which were successfully obtained, while others were regretted by him, "I was too vigilant to pick them."

?? Turning to the penultimate page with writing, Guan Lin's expression blanked for a moment.

?? "The pair of siblings are top-notch, but it's a pity that my sister is too old. Fortunately, she has a beautiful face and looks small, and she really sounds nice when she screams... It's just that she struggled too much. There was no other way. It can be solved."

?? and another adjacent page, it reads:

?? "That brother, I wanted to do it in the early years, but boys are different from girls after all, maybe you can try to find a time to prescribe medicine. He looks so white, it reminds me of years ago, that surname Jiang's child..."

?? After Bao Liguo came back that day, Guan Lin left Bao Liguo's home early on the pretext that a classmate was looking for him.

?? When going out, he met Bao Yongyi, the son of Bao Liguo and his classmate.

?? He smiled at Bao Yongyi and asked him if he wanted to go to the video game city together.

?? And in his pocket, there is a small bottle.

??Bao Liguo is old and has a bad heart, so he must always have quick-acting heart-relief pills on the table.

?? "When Bao Yongyi and I went back, he had died of a heart attack," Guan Lin said in a low voice, "But I didn't expect that Bao Yongyi saw the bottle in my pocket."

?? "And he is exactly like his father."

?? Lu Yu's pupils shrunk.

"He used that bottle to coerce me into bed," Guan Lin said with a trace of indifference in his eyes, "I sent his mother the photo of him going to bed with him. His mother came from a scholarly family with a conservative personality. He was sent abroad. But what he may have experienced abroad...caused him to become what he is now."

?? "Everything, that's it."

??He breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly lay down on the bed, his whole body suddenly felt a little lax.

??After telling the secret that had been held back for many years, he seemed to be relieved, even a little dazed.

"Lu Yu," he said softly, "you can scold me, report me, whatever. I don't blame you."

??He is just a little tired and a little cold.

?? Tired because one person has been keeping this secret for many years, and cold because the warmth he hasn't felt for a long time is only temporary and will leave him soon.

??Maybe this is his life.

??Guan Lin put his hands on his eyes, waiting for Lu Yu's answer, as if accepting a final judgment.

??After a few seconds, Lu Yu asked:

?? "Why should I scold you?"

?? Guan Lin's body froze.

?? Lu Yu stared at him with gentle eyes, and curled the corners of his lips, smiling at him:

?? "Although I didn't know that the crime of covering up will take several years..."

?? "But I now choose to be your accomplice."

??The author has something to say: Lu Yu: My wife is not at fault, all faults are scumbags.

??Second update!yeah!