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"The End of the World" was renamed "Shanhe Ling", and the preliminary preparations began. Zhang Zhehan changed his Weibo profile picture for the first time in order to cooperate with the publicity. He knew that he was for Zhou Zishu, Wen Kexing, and Gong Jun.The hand-painted Axu is playful and cute, holding his favorite jug, he has a kind of free and easy "wine does not make everyone drunk".The red dress Wen Kexing put on by Gong Jun has a little evil charm in it. Looking at Wen Kexing's head, Zhang Zhehan can still clearly think of Gong Jun who is shaking his head, shaking his fan, and smiling at the corner of his mouth.

With the sound of firecrackers, the new year is celebrated, Vientiane is renewed, and the new year is refreshing, and the time has quickly entered February.

In early February, Zhang Zhehan and Gong Jun's new dramas were completed successively.Facing the finale again, Zhang Zhehan once again saw his heart clearly. It turned out that I hadn’t changed. I could happily wave goodbye to others after the finale. It turned out that the once difficult finale was just because I can't bear that person.

"The Order of Mountains and Rivers" is also on the schedule and will start broadcasting soon. Zhang Zhehan and Gong Jun both flew to Beijing to record the press conference of the new drama.

Long time no see, Zhang Zhehan!

Long time no see, Gong Jun!

"Leader of Xiaoyao" Zhou Zishu met "Double-faced Valley Master" Wen Kexing again. Under the set process, the two saw the edited new drama for the first time in the recording room.

Zhang Zhehan, who has been on the verge of getting angry and calming down repeatedly, saw Gong Jun again, more or less resentful, angry at his crazy business, angry at him for not knowing his own mind, and even more angry at his clumsy tongue and unable to comfort himself.Even when analyzing the character of the character, Zhang Zhehan complained about Zhou Zishu described by Gong Jun, "I didn't walk into Zhou Zishu's heart from this look", "he said some very vague and superficial things"; even using animals When describing the other party, he changed from the previous "crane" to "ostrich"; when analyzing Zhou Zishu's "naked words", he also bluntly said that "people are alive, not about how much power they have or how much money they make. If there is a chance It is a very happy thing to be able to live simply with the person you like, the person you love. How much money you have to spend, not how much power you have, how much money you earn, to enjoy this kind of life . Plain and simple, like Zhou Zishu, being a beggar is also very happy."In fact, he knew in his heart that what he cared about was not only that Gong Jun didn't understand Zhou Zishu, but also that Gong Jun didn't understand that part of his heart that belonged to Zhou Zishu's soul; Jun didn't dare to put aside all the courage to stand by his side.The relatively paranoid Zhang Zhehan took it for granted that Gong Jun didn't love him deeply, and the fact that he was in a crazy business a while ago made him feel wronged and complained.

But Gong Jun didn't understand. The fundamental reason why he didn't understand Zhou Zishu was because he knew Zhang Zhehan too well.During filming, he never regarded Zhang Zhehan as Zhou Zishu.The rivalry between the two, in Gong Jun's mind, was not Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu, but Wen Kexing and Zhang Zhehan. Zhang Zhehan's influence on him was far greater than Zhou Zishu's influence on Wen Kexing.What made him emotional, from beginning to end, was nothing but Zhang Zhehan.

Knowing the night rain through the window, the plantain first makes a sound.The sound of pedestrians wading through the water can be heard intermittently. Is the heart wet by the rain still the same?

That night, under the dim light, the two sat at the table and quietly ate the food in front of them. The two who hadn't seen each other for a long time felt a little awkward and cramped for a while, even though they had already recorded a new play for a day. Yes, polite greetings don't seem to be able to bring them closer.That meal was eaten for a long time, so long that both of them forgot the time, and so long that the steaming soup lost its temperature.

It was Gong Jun who was the first to break the silence, and his low voice echoed in the empty room, ""Shan He Ling" is about to start operating, and I don't know if this show will be popular, but we should be able to do it during this time." We see each other often."

"Yes, you are going to start business again." Zhang Zhehan replied without raising his head.

Gong Jun didn't seem to understand what he meant. He didn't know whether the business he said meant before or now. "I explained to you what happened before. I just want to catch up with you quickly."

"I said I don't care, and I've said it many times." Zhang Zhehan's voice was steady, as if he was stating a fact without any surprise.

Gong Jun looked at Zhang Zhehan, and patiently continued to explain: "But I have to care, I can't hide behind my back every time. Besides, isn't filming and publicity just a kind of work?"

Zhang Zhehan looked up at Gong Jun, smiled wryly, and seemed a little helpless, "Okay, it's very good. So, every drama is just a job for you, and even four months won't let you I understand Zhou Zishu. Zhou Zishu is a part of my soul, I can't use him to do business, use him to curry favor with the audience, and turn him into a tool for profit." After a pause, he spoke slowly word by word, Throw out all the doubts, grievances, and complaints that have been lingering in your heart during this period, "Gong Jun, do you really love me?"

"What about you? Do you love Wen Kexing or Gong Jun?" At this point, Gong Jun's eyes were red, and he didn't know what he was awkwardly caring about.

At this time, Zhang Zhehan's eyes also turned red, and he stood up suddenly, slamming each word, "Zhou Zishu loves Wen Kexing, and Zhang Zhehan loves Gong Jun. You really don't understand Zhou Zishu at all, and you don't understand Zhou Zishu at all. I don’t understand Zhang Zhehan.” Zhang Zhehan felt that his fingertips were numb, and his body was as stiff as if he had been electrocuted, but the remaining rationality told him to run away from all of this.

Seeing Zhang Zhehan get up, Gong Jun subconsciously wanted to grab him, but his raised hand was empty.With red eyes, Gong Jun shouted at the back of Zhang Zhehan who was about to leave, "I don't understand Zhou Zishu, because from the beginning until now, I only have Zhang Zhehan in my heart."

And Zhang Zhehan also stopped his steps to leave after hearing these words.The voice of the person behind him was trembling, but he was still trying to say every word, "I will be afraid that the person you are in love with is Wen Kexing and not Gong Jun, I will be afraid that I am not good enough for you, and I will also be afraid that others will say that I am It is to use you, I am even more afraid that one day I will crush you because I can’t share it for you, and then lose you. My life, for nearly 30 years, has passed by, and everything has been done step by step, but you... It’s an accident, but I understand I knew it would be difficult to go down this road, but I still chose, because I... really can't let go."

Zhang Zhehan turned around, took three steps in parallel, tapped his toes and hugged Gong Jun tightly in his arms, thank you for being willing to stay by my side through all obstacles, thank you for loving me as always.Zhang Zhehan turned his head and whispered in Gong Jun's ear: "From now on, let's walk slowly together, okay?"

At this time, Gong Jun had already burst into tears. Zhang Zhehan's appearance of leaving just now really scared him. He couldn't remember whether there were any logical words in the conversation. For a while, he couldn't control his emotions about to collapse.Finally, after feeling Zhang Zhehan's temperature and hearing Zhang Zhehan's voice, he slowly let go of the trembling and tension all over his body, and stuck to the familiar warm neck, Gong Jun nodded vigorously, and passed It took a long time before he added, "Also, the ring on your ring finger must belong to me in the future."

Zhang Zhehan was taken aback, and got up from Gong Jun's embrace, he was very surprised, "What ring?"

Gong Jun held Zhang Zhehan's left hand and pulled it from the side to his eyes. The ring shone brightly with a metallic luster.

"Isn't it good-looking?" Zhang Zhehan glanced at the ring, then looked at Gong Jun and smiled with the corners of his mouth raised. He intended to tease Gong Jun again, but after seeing the corners of Gong Jun's slumped mouth, he soft-heartedly went to coax him , "Got it, idiot."

It turns out that hugging can really cross mountains and seas and resolve all misunderstandings and barriers.

"The Order of Mountains and Rivers" is officially released. The time and place are favorable for people. This drama, which did not put too much extravagant expectations in the first place, suddenly became a hit.The exquisite camera work, the beautiful background, and the stunning leading actors are enough to be discussed individually for a long time.Suddenly, Shanren, Langlangding, Gong Jun, Zhang Zhehan, Wen Kexing, Zhou Zishu, and Axu swept all major online platforms, and they were caught off guard.Accompanied by the sudden surge in popularity and popularity of the two, large and small business and interviews, and a tightly arranged itinerary, it was suddenly difficult for the two who had been tepid to adapt.

Because it is still in the publicity stage of the new drama, the topic of "Shan He Ling" will be closely centered during the interview.In fact, Zhang Zhehan didn't want to recall it. The tear and loneliness that belonged to Zhou Zishu had been sealed in a box deep in his memory. If he recalled it again, he would have to reopen it again and experience the pain of bone erosion again.

In a one-person interview, Zhang Zhehan said, "The role of Zhou Zishu should be a character that I have been more impressed with so far, or a character that has hurt me more. His heart, his life experience, and his experience, It’s just that sometimes when I think about it, I finally forget it, and then this drama broadcast reminds me of this person, this person is really difficult.”

In the play, Qin Huaizhang compares Zhou Zishu to a plum blossom. Although the plum blossom is crushed by seven nails and turns into catkins and floats into the dust, but "the scattered pieces are turned into mud and dust, only the fragrance remains the same." Chengling saved Lao Wen.

After the interview that day, Zhang Zhehan couldn't help but think of the cold war between himself and Gong Jun after the interview was over. But he is also a mediocre person who will be trapped by love.However, after this interview, Zhang Zhehan suddenly saw the light of day.

Zhang Zhehan thought of the "limited flowering period" Weibo he posted a few days ago. He always believed that the sense of ceremony is an attitude towards life, and the limited flowering period means that he solemnly bid farewell to Zhou Zishu in his own way. Zhou Zishu stayed in that river and lake, stayed on that Changming Mountain, and left it to Wen Kexing.

And the "limited flowering period" that day not only caused ripples on the Internet like a stone falling into a quiet lake, but it was also difficult to calm down in Gong Jun's heart.It turned out that the first concert was so important to him, it turned out that he was so disappointed after the first meeting, it turned out that he felt so uncomfortable when he was crazy about business, it turned out that he had endured so much silently in a place where he could not see, it turned out that he had a clear conscience, but "I thought".

During the interview on the second day, Zhang Zhehan and Gong Jun both changed into costumes.Zhang Zhehan looked at himself in the mirror, and he didn't understand why he looked so cute and weak now. This drama really changed him a lot.When seeing Gong Jun again, Zhang Zhehan knew that familiar appearance, that broken hair on his forehead, that gentle smile, and that bright expression, but Zhang Zhehan understood that this person was Gong Jun, not Wen Kexing.And Gong Jun kept beating drums in his heart. After half a year, showing Wen Kexing's face again, would it bring back Zhang Zhehan's memories, and would it make him trance again?Coupled with the "limited flowering period", it really made him feel ashamed.

We met with a heavy heart, and began to accept interviews with a heavy heart.Zhang Zhehan was not as depressed as he expected, instead he smiled coquettishly and said, "Why are you chasing me?" Then he said to the host naively, "I forgot the question", seeing Zhang Zhehan like this Such a performance made Gong Jun secretly relieved and listened to his analysis quietly.When the host asked "How similar do you think you are to the character", Zhang Zhehan thought for a while and gave the answer "It's not too bad, not too high". Gong Jun laughed when he heard such an answer Get up, and then said with a little thought, "Basically...no, 1%".What should come will still come. When the host asked "How do you understand your own role and the other party's role in the play", Zhang Zhehan analyzed Zhou Zishu thoroughly as before. Profound, more and more detailed; and when it was Gong Jun's turn, Zhang Zhehan's previous sentence "You really don't understand Zhou Zishu at all" kept spinning in his mind, so full of anxiety that he didn't know how to organize his words , He tried hard to recall and describe, but he was as clumsy as he was, and he was still at a loss for words. In his panic, he was a little afraid of hearing Zhang Zhehan's complaints, but unexpectedly, Zhang Zhehan actually said to himself coquettishly "Hey, when it comes to Zhou Zishu, you just hesitate and babble." Such a cute appearance made him laugh unconsciously, "I'm thinking of words."

Putting aside his anxiety, doubts arose again, and Gong Jun didn't understand why he was so awkward today.When testing the details in the play, Zhang Zhehan blurted out that after the quarrel in the rainy night, there were four women who accompanied Wen Kexing when he got drunk. Be careful.Moreover, he really cared, and even remembered his supporting roles clearly.

At the end of the interview, you need to answer the question left by the previous creator-do you believe in love?

Gong Jun and Zhang Zhehan repeated the question one after another, but Zhang Zhehan turned his head slightly in Gong Jun's direction when he repeated it, as if he was asking Gong Jun.After Gong Jun heard Zhang Zhehan's repetition, he said without hesitation, "Of course I believe in love". I have seen it with my own eyes, how can I not believe it?

After the interview that day, there was also a recording of interviews with five main creators.Gong Jun found that Zhang Zhehan would often support himself when he was poor in words, and would playfully coax him to sing. Watching Zhang Zhehan sometimes laughing and sometimes making trouble, his frank and lovely appearance is just like last summer, blooming under the scorching sun smile.Different emotions gradually emerged from the bottom of Gong Jun's heart. This person has been strong to protect himself in a worry-free place, but he has endured a lot silently. Long.

Fortunately, everything is still in time.

After the day's arrangement was over, the two of them unloaded all their disguises and burdens.How could Zhang Zhehan, who is so thoughtful, fail to notice Gong Jun's restlessness all day long?Seeing that he, who had always been an optimist, had changed from the past, and was cautious in every way for fear of saying the wrong thing, Zhang Zhehan hesitated and said, "Junjun, you don't have to be so cautious in front of me."

"I'm afraid you'll be angry, and I'm afraid you'll leave again." Gong Jun raised his head and looked at Zhang Zhehan, his eyes were clear but worried.

"No, I won't leave. There was something wrong with my behavior before, and I should apologize to you." Zhang Zhehan reached out and held Gong Jun's hand, but his slender and slender fingers were not warm.

"During this period of time, I was also thinking. In fact, I was a little eager for quick success. I didn't give you enough sense of security." Gong Jun looked into Zhang Zhehan's eyes, which reflected his tenderness with tenderness. Then he said: "Shanhe Ling is very important to you, and it is also to me. If you don't want to use it for business, then we won't do business. Everything will come naturally. As long as the two of us are together, we will be fine."

Zhang Zhehan nodded, and the warmth was conveyed by the fingertips of the two, just like their hearts, completely breaking the ice and completely driving away the haze.

After that, although Zhou Zishu was often mentioned, Zhang Zhehan always said: "I was lonely in the four months after filming." But he knew in his heart that this loneliness belonged to Zhou Zishu, because he brought himself into Zhou Zishu, but Gong Jun did not regard him as Zhou Zishu, so during those four months, Zhang Zhehan was definitely not alone, but a rare joy. Even those injuries that belonged to Zhou Zishu in the play were covered by Gong Jun outside the play cured.Yes, Gong Jun always took care of his own feelings, which caused Gong Jun to always regard Zhou Zishu as Zhang Zhehan, and never thought about what kind of person Zhou Zishu was in the play.

Time will tell the truth, and as time goes on, the burden will be reduced and the truth will be revealed.