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But, slowly, Zhang Zhehan, who had sympathy with Zhou Zishu, found it more and more difficult for him to act, and Ah Xu's loneliness became more and more clear.Since Wen Kexing's suspended animation, in that "meaning in the underworld", at the celebration banquet, everyone was drinking and drinking, but only Axu was covered with a black veil, she couldn't see the slightest bit of anger, and the light in her eyes became less and less.Even in that "old Wen drunk", Zhou Zishu, who was holding Wen Kexing in his arms, felt sorry for Wen Kexing's tragic life experience, and was glad that Wen Kexing's vengeance was avenged, but he still had no choice but to lament the good fortune and look at him. With a drunken red face, watching him rarely open his heart, suppressing reluctance, suppressing grievances, but facing Wen Kexing, he still willingly said "I will accompany you", the tears in his eyes flowed out uncontrollably Gushing out, the pain in my heart, who can relieve it?The beloved old Wen is clearly right in front of me, but I can't bear to tell him the truth or see him sad, so I can only silently arrange everything for him. It turns out that the person who left first also suffers so much.

Gray sweeps through the world, and the rainy night is sad and desolate.

In the darkness, Zhang Zhehan stood in front of the window, quietly looking at the boundless night, listening to the tick-tick of the rain hitting the glass outside the window, letting this loneliness slowly swallow him.I don't know where my thoughts drifted, and I don't know how long I have been meditating, but the tranquility was interrupted by a knock on the door.

Gong Jun stood outside the door, his broken hair on his forehead was slightly soaked with sweat, and he was holding a few bags full of bags in his hand. He smiled brightly at Zhang Zhehan, and kept saying, "Look, you haven't eaten much today. I bought some appetizers and made them for you."

Zhang Zhehan leaned against the door frame, looking at the busy figure in the small kitchen, it was as if a ray of light entered the bottom of his heart, dispelling the gloom, and the corners of his mouth turned up.It turned out that someone cared about being so warm.

After two days of delay, I still remember that day, it seemed that the rare breeze was not dry, and the scene of "bathing in the sun" was filmed.Three times of "Axu", three times of "Old Wen", one to wake up the ears, two to warm the heart, and three to warm the soul. At that table, the rare years are peaceful, surrounded by the bustling crowds, Zhou Zishu He Wenkexing seems to be integrated into this busy city, safe and sound, only each other.

Zhang Zhehan, who only experienced the "parting of life and death" not long ago, is particularly greedy for this time under this warm sun.When the director yelled "Cut", and the staff surrounded him to touch up his makeup, Zhang Zhehan heard Gong Jun's half-smile voice in the hustle and bustle: "Do you want to fall in love, so pay attention to your image?"

Zhang Zhehan looked up at Gong Jun on the other side of the table, and responded jokingly: "It's okay to fall in love with Lao Wen."

Both of them were smiling, but in the other's smile, neither of them could tell which part was true or which part was false.Yes, Gong Jun has seen all Zhang Zhehan's changes. His devotion, empathy, and even his "crazy" are all given to Zhou Zishu, but as Zhang Zhehan, who is the person you love? Not Gong Jun?

Gong Jun has always been a sober person in the world. He understands that even though Zhang Zhehan is falling in love with him with a Wenzhou filter, but at this moment, he loves Zhang Zhehan, and Zhang Zhehan also loves him. The love between each other is better than This layer of obstacles was removed, and the unspeakable differences between the two were also covered up.It's just that the two people at that time did not expect that this disagreement indulged in love would be hidden for almost six months before it completely broke out.

Afterwards, the two ushered in the first two-person shoot and the first two-person interview. Harper's Bazaar, who has rich experience in wedding celebrations, captured the chivalry of the two people to the fullest. Teaser also has love.In the set scene, Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu, Gong Jun and Zhang Zhehan seem to have a dialogue across time and space, but the similarity is that they can live far away from the temple, far away from the rivers and lakes, and only love one couple.

The good times didn’t last long. Shortly after the shooting that day, it was Qixi Festival. The whole country was shrouded in the moonlight veil of "Meeting on the Bridge of Magpies". Gong Jun used the photos taken by Zhang Zhehan when he was in Bazaar, and the card point was 13:14. Tweeted.Two days later, Zhang Zhehan also used the photo taken by Gong Jun that day to post on ins, and in response used the background of Qixi Festival to post a countdown to the finale.After a lapse of one month, the viciousness of rhythmic fans has not diminished at all, and ugly words have emerged endlessly.Although the two of them are closed in the film crew, they can turn their ears off without hearing anything outside the window, but the condemnation on Weibo one after another really upset the two of them.Although it looks the same as before, there seems to be a bit of heaviness between the two. Fortunately, the two can still comfort each other and warm each other with their arms.

I don’t remember how many times I comforted myself, and I don’t remember how many times I told myself not to care. Zhang Zhehan, who never took these things to heart, was really pissed off. He posted an uninstall Weibo on his ins Pictures, wave goodbye to these opposing voices thoroughly.Gong Jun looked at Zhang Zhehan's appearance, besides watching helplessly, he was more distressed for Zhang Zhehan and annoyed by his own helplessness. At that moment, he realized that the disparity in status between the two was also a great obstacle .In addition to the same-sex love that is not accepted by the world, there is also the identity that cannot be compared with it and the strong alliance. When encountering rumors and attacks, he can only hide behind his back and let Zhang Zhehan who is standing in front of him be hit by open guns and dark arrows. In the past 30 years, Gong Jun, who has been muddled along for the first time, has the idea of ​​wanting to become stronger quickly.

The rain that night seemed to endow everything with a soul, devouring all the light greedily, and the rumors on the Internet seemed to reach a climax. Zhang Zhehan posted a photo of tearing up the calendar on his ins, with the text "You taught me how to do things?" But at this moment, Gong Jun understands that Zhang Zhehan, who has always been strong, also has a fragile side. It turns out that in this hostile world, he will also be sad and helpless.

Yes, in the blink of an eye, the days in the crew have entered the countdown.During the four months in the crew, no one seems to have thought of the melancholy feeling Zhang Zhehan used to have. Instead, Zhang Zhehan is happy and optimistic every day from the bottom of his heart.He knew that it was because there was someone beside him.A person who knows that he is afraid of heat, will hold an umbrella for himself, fan the wind, and even use his body to cover himself from the sun; a person who knows that he has to control his diet to lose weight for drama, will prepare low-calorie food, cook chicken soup, A person who cooks fish meal and brings himself an apple every day; a person who knows that his knee is injured and never lets himself squat down, bend over, or even hold things in his hand; a person who knows how to treat recovery Kenshi hurt his stomach after taking medicine, and he always carefully prepared hot water in his thermos...

As the finale was approaching, the plot of the finale was also filmed. Wu Ku's life-for-life exchange made Gong Jun squat on the ground for a long time after filming this scene.What Wen Kexing said when he sacrificed himself as a stove to save Zhou Zishu was a farewell.Tears filled his eyes, but he still smiled and said to Zhou Zishu, "You are a senior brother, let me do it this time." In his eyes was resentment towards Zhou Zishu, but the corners of his mouth were filled with joy at being able to save Zhou Zishu.Gong Jun grasped the psychological state of Wen Kexing very well. At that moment, Gong Jun had completely brought himself into it. He understood the pain in the heart of the remaining one, the feeling of suffocation and powerlessness.It turns out that to love someone is to feel sorry for him when he is left alone even if he gave up his life for him.

That day, Zhang Zhehan left early. Gong Jun looked at Zhang Zhehan's back, he understood the loneliness in his heart at this time, he understood the loneliness he was left behind again, but he was not Wen Kexing after all, as Gong Jun's But he couldn't comfort Zhang Zhehan who had already passed through Zhou Zishu.

Zhang Zhehan, who left, went to the golf course alone, standing alone under the scorching sun, swinging one stroke at a time. He didn't remember how long he swung, and he didn't remember what he was thinking, maybe he was just letting go.The sun was scorching hot, but his heart seemed to be wrapped in shadows. He really wanted to run away from Zhou Zishu, he really wanted to run away from Wen Kexing, and watched helplessly as the person he loved the most lost his anger little by little in front of him. , again, once again facing his lover's eyes closed and dying in front of him, he was so uncomfortable, he couldn't tell whether he was suffering for Zhou Zishu or for himself.Even though Zhang Zhehan told himself over and over again that this was just a play, Wen Kexing's face still appeared uncontrollably in his mind, and in the end he had no choice but to give up struggling and let his thoughts spread helplessly.

I don't remember how long it took, but Zhang Zhehan received a call from the producer, saying that they would have a meal together before the finale, and specifically said that it was Mr. Gong's treat.Zhang Zhehan thought for a few seconds before responding that he would go, but he was still on the court now, and it might be later.When Zhang Zhehan returned to the hotel, he quickly took a shower and changed his clothes. When he saw his sunburnt face, he smiled wryly at himself in the mirror, took out a mask and stuck it on his face, and strode out the door .

When we got to the place, the others had already arrived.Zhang Zhehan put on a mask, like a mask, but he didn't have to make so many expressions that violated his mood at the moment.He nodded to Gong Jun as a greeting, and sat diagonally opposite Gong Jun.Listening to the producer's speech and seeing these people in the crew again, Zhang Zhehan secretly ridiculed himself in his heart. It was really a waste of filming so many scenes in the past ten years. Reluctant to part with, four months have such a harmonious atmosphere, and four months have such enthusiastic and sincere partners.Zhang Zhehan tried his best to calm down the soreness in his heart, he could only eat the hot hot pot in front of him mouthful by mouthful, swallowing mechanically.

Gong Jun sat opposite to Zhang Zhehan, watching Zhang Zhehan kept eating with his head down, he keenly realized that his appearance was not because he was hungry, so he put a cup of hot water in front of Zhang Zhehan, and said in a low voice "Eat slowly", and then put a few napkins in front of Zhang Zhehan.The people around were still discussing livelyly. When someone noticed that Zhang Zhehan had been silent, Gong Jun took the initiative to take over the topic with a smile, and the circle replied, "Mr. Hahaha".

Not long after, Zhang Zhehan suddenly got up and rushed to the bathroom. Gong Jun was taken aback, and hurriedly followed behind Zhang Zhehan, and also Zhang Zhehan's assistant, Jian Faxiao.Holding the toilet, Zhang Zhehan vomited violently, his stomach was writhing in pain, wishing he could vomit out all the food he ate just now, after a long time, the nauseating feeling of nausea was suppressed.He got up and sat on the toilet, looked up at Gong Junhe Faxiao standing behind him, and smiled wryly, "I seem to be ashamed."Gong Jun took a step forward, squatted in front of him, and gently wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue.

Seeing the two of them like this, Zhang Zhehan thought that he must have something to say, so he coughed lightly, "I'll go talk to the producer and director, so they won't worry."

When the assistant left, Gong Jun got up, hugged Zhang Zhehan with red eyes in his arms, just like the drunken Wen Kexing hugging Zhou Zishu in the play, patted Zhang Zhehan's head one after another, remained silent for a while, and then slowly opened his mouth , "Fool, why do you torment yourself like this?" After a pause, he said, "Zhe Han, you have me, and I'm still here."

Zhang Zhehan took a few deep breaths, and then said "I want to go back" like a baby, but the voice was exhausted and weak.

Gong Jun nodded, and gently lifted Zhang Zhehan up from the toilet and put his arms around him, "I'll take you back, let's talk to the others first."

That night was silent. Although the two embraced each other, they kept looking blankly at the darkness.Neither of them seemed willing to break the silence first, or neither of them knew what to say, so they just lay quietly, so quiet that they could clearly hear each other's heartbeat and each other's breathing.

Time can't stop the pace, time can't learn to sympathize, and the day of ending has come just like that.

Just like when it was started, it was bustling and bustling, surrounded by flowers, and everyone's faces were filled with joy. The show has finally completed all the pre-shooting work.Holding flowers in his hands, Gong Jun never left Zhang Zhehan. In four months, a lot has changed. Gong Jun seemed to have changed from an ignorant boy to a mature and stable man. He kept finding topics in Zhang Zhehan's ears. While chattering, Zhang Zhehan, who was depressed, would occasionally echo a few words.Gong Jun reached out and patted Zhang Zhehan's shoulder, and said in a voice that could only be heard by the two of them, "Be happy, you can finally have a good rest."

When the crowd gathered together again and faced the camera again, it was just like four months ago, but they only shouted "Finishing!"All of a sudden, the start-up scene seems to have happened yesterday, with anticipation, entrustment, unfamiliarity and restraint.But now, facing the most familiar people, they have to say goodbye.

Yes, goodbye.

During the four months, scene after scene, there were laughter and tears, just like a movie played at double speed, one frame after another, strung together the hot summer in Hengdian.I don't know if I wear the sword properly, but I can only turn my back on the people of Jianghu, wave my hand generously, and say goodbye to Jianghu.

The four months of buyout are over!

Goodbye, Hengdian!