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When Li Xiwei talked about chasing people, he was really serious about chasing people. Even the old couple Yu Cong and Tao Xiuhui finally figured out what was going on. Cong also understood that when Li Xiwei said "that person from my family" and "I came here this time to find him", that person was referring to Xiaoman, and he also knew that Li Xiwei was able to visit the village because of Xiaoman, and he was also grateful.

Li Xiwei knew that Xiaoman's heart was twisted, and if he couldn't untie it, he would keep twisting. Xiaoman cared about him, and it was easy to see that he cared about their previous relationship and his leaving without saying goodbye three years ago. Whether it was when I was a child, whether it was three years ago, or now, it was because I cared about him that I twisted myself. Xiaoman was not only screwing with him, but also screwing with himself.

Li Xiwei also remembered the stupid words he asked Fang Zheng to convey when he left three years ago.

He said that he was most interested in what he couldn't get, and felt boring after he got it.

He said that he is not definite as a person, and he was not clear with Su Yu before, nor with Xiao Man.

He also said he was not a very good adult.

He told Xiaoman not to look for him.

Li Xiwei remembered what he said, and when he came back, he also saw that Xiaoman had always had him in his heart, so he didn't dare to ask Xiaoman directly if he would like to reconcile with him, and he couldn't ask, he felt that it was too irresponsible Responsibility is too unfair to Xiaoman, so he only dares to ask himself one more chance to chase him. Whether he can pursue him or not depends entirely on himself.

The two separated for three years, more than three years, he had to let Xiaoman get over the tension in his heart, so that he could truly, purely accept him without the slightest grudge, not just because of a momentary obsession .

"Xiao Man, drink some water?" Before going to bed, Li Xiwei poured Xiao Man a glass of water.

Xiaoman licked his lips and shook his head. Li Xiwei brought the water glass closer to Xiaoman's lips, "Open your mouth, I know you are thirsty. Aunt Tao's cooking tastes stronger than yours. Drink more water and want to go to the toilet." Just tell me, I'll take you there, don't be embarrassed."

In the past few days after Xiaoman sprained his ankle, Li Xiwei helped him to go to the toilet, so he drank less and less water these days, and just wanted to reduce the number of times he went to the toilet. Li Xiwei felt a little embarrassed when he saw what was on his mind, but still The obedient one opened his mouth and took a few sips.

Li Xiwei didn't remove the water glass, "Drink more."

Xiao Man drank a few more sips, and Li Xiwei saw that he had drunk more than half of it before taking away the water glass.

That night, Xiaoman tossed and turned on the bed several times, but finally couldn't hold back, and patted Li Xiwei's arm.

"what happened?"

Xiaoman pursed her lips and pointed to the door.

"Want to go to the bathroom?"

Xiaoman nodded, Li Xiwei got out of bed, helped him to go to the bathroom, and after returning to the room, Xiaoman lay with his back to Li Xiwei, and Li Xiwei sighed at Xiaoman's bent neck.

Hearing the voice, Xiao Man turned around and glanced at Li Xiwei. Xiao Man used sign language to ask him why he sighed. He answered irrelevantly. He said, "Xiao Man, you are so kind."

"Why is it so good?" Xiaoman asked.

Li Xiwei said, "You are too soft-hearted, and you are too kind to me."

Xiaoman didn't know what Li Xiwei meant when he said this, and he didn't know what he meant by being too nice to him. Instead, he felt that Li Xiwei was too kind to him. He wanted to get closer, but he was afraid that one day Li Xiwei would suddenly walk away again. So he couldn't help but want to hide.But I also know that he doesn't seem to be able to go anywhere, which is very contradictory.

Li Xiwei moved his body to Xiao Man's side, put his arms around Xiao Man's waist, took him into his arms, and kissed the top of his head, "Sleep, I hope tomorrow will be sunny."

Xiaoman wanted to push away the hand on his waist, but Li Xiwei felt his movement and hugged him even tighter, "Don't move, I'll just hug you to sleep and don't do anything."

The next day did not go as Li Xiwei wished, and it was still raining. Xiaoman didn't see Li Xiwei after breakfast, so he didn't know where he went.

Li Xiwei came back at noon, holding a bunch of emerald blue platycodon flowers in his hand, and presented it to Xiao Man, "Do you like it? I just picked them on the mountain."

Xiaoman smelled a faint fragrance of flowers, a large bunch of blue lisianthus flowers clustered together, crystal raindrops hung on the small petals, just as his hand touched the slender flower stem, the petals shook tremblingly After shaking, the raindrops on it slid down and landed on the back of Li Xiwei's hand, drawing a shallow trace, and finally dripped on the ground, shaking tremblingly along with his own heart. He put the flower in his arms , asked in sign language, "It's still raining outside, how did you pick it?"

"Kaiser took me there. I went there when the rain was not heavy, and I came back before it rained heavily." Li Xiwei added, "Wearing a raincoat."

Xiaoman lightly touched the petals of the platycodon flower with his fingers, and there was a faint fragrance again. He looked up at Li Xiwei, his eyelashes were wet, it should be from the rain.His hair was still dripping, his jacket was wet, and he was wearing rain boots, which should have belonged to Kaiser.

Li Xiwei looked into Xiaoman's eyes and asked again: "Xiaoman, do you know what the flower language of bellflower is?"

Xiao Man looked at the bouquet in his arms and shook his head. Li Xiwei continued, "The flower language of platycodon flower is eternal love, Xiao Man, I love you."

Xiaoman pinched his chest by Li Xiwei's sudden confession, and unconsciously clenched the stalk of the platycodon flower with his fingers. Somewhere in his chest, warm air was slowly gathering and expanding.

Li Xiwei pinched the tip of Xiaoman's nose and said with a smile: "Xiaoman, I don't want you to respond to me now, don't feel pressured, I will tell you every day in the future, you don't have to do anything, you just use your habits good."

Still every day?The tip of Xiaoman's nose, which was pinched by Li Xiwei, was a little red, and the redness slowly faded away, and finally his entire cheeks were red. Fortunately, it was rainy outside, the weather was gloomy, and the indoor light was not enough. He comforted himself like this in his heart, but he didn't know Li Xiwei's own appearance fell into Li Xiwei's eyes, and he was deeply impressed.

"It's raining again outside, when will the rainy season end!" Li Xiwei walked to the window, lay down on the narrow balcony and looked out, "I can take you home after the rain stops."

Xiaoman remembered the things he bought for the children in the town, and walked to the window, stood beside Li Xiwei, and said to him in sign language: "After the rain stops, I will go to the town. I bought a batch for the students earlier." Book, I have to get it."

"I'm with you, I'll find someone to bring it back." Li Xiwei said.

Xiaoman nodded. He bought a lot of books and some stationery. He originally planned to hire a few people in the town. There was a section of the mountain road where cars couldn't get in, so he could only ride a motorcycle. There are many special motorcycles in the town to transport goods. work.

"Can you stand up? Let me see your feet." Li Xiwei knelt down and held Xiao Man's ankle to see that the swelling had subsided, but there were still obvious bruises. "Looks like we have to wait a few days." , does it still hurt to walk?"

Xiaoman shook his head, the foot held by Li Xiwei was a little itchy, he pulled it back, went to the bed and sat down, he could still feel a little pain when he walked, in order to get better quickly, he tried his best these days unless necessary Do not walk on the ground.

At the lunch table, Yu Kaize complained about today's home visit: "Xiao Wu's father didn't listen to him at all, and he was unwilling to let Xiao Wu go to class again, saying that Xiao Wu was the eldest child in the family, and that he had to help the family with work. "

Yu Cong sighed, "The situation in his family is a bit difficult."

"Xiao Wu wants to go to school. When I was at his house today, he cried and secretly pulled my sleeve several times." Yu Kaize grimaced and sighed, "If he doesn't go to school, the child will be ruined. He can only stay in the mountains all his life. He told me before that he really wanted to study, he wanted to go out and see."

Li Xiwei glanced at Xiaoman, remembering that he had promised Xiaoman to take him to school, but he failed to take him away in the end, he was troubled, and said, "It would be great if all the children could go to school."

Tao Xiuhui put down her chopsticks, sighed, and said, "If a child in the village is born with an ear problem, even if there is only one ear, most parents are unwilling to let the child continue to study."

"I know that this genetic disease is being studied in medicine. I can ask later, if there is a good treatment or can be avoided fundamentally, that would be great. The environment and conditions can be improved with money, but the most important thing is Solve it at the source." Li Xiwei said.

Xiaoman agreed with Li Xiwei's statement and nodded. Suddenly there was a rapid knock on the door. Yu Kaize opened the door. The sound of rain was mixed with a man's anxious voice, "Kaiser, is the village chief at home? My little Wu ran away." I just ran out of the house in heavy rain because I didn't let him study."

The man outside the door was Xiao Wu's father, who was wearing a plastic raincloth casually. After he finished speaking, he put his hands on his neck, squatted at the door with his head in his arms, and began to sob and cry.

"Father Xiao Wu, don't worry, you come in first." Yu Cong also walked to the door, "You just said that Xiao Wu ran away? It was raining so heavily outside, when did he leave?"

Hearing Yu Cong's voice, Xiao Wu's father felt as if he had met a savior. He stood up, crossed the threshold, and held Yu Cong's hand, "Village Chief, you have to help me find the child. With such heavy rain and slippery mountain roads, I am really afraid that something will happen to my child, I have been searching in the mountains for more than an hour just now."

After Xiao Wu's father finished speaking, he turned around and began to cry in a low voice, "It's all my fault, if only I allowed him to go to school. It's all my fault."

He said, raised his hand and slapped himself, Yu Cong grabbed him and wanted to continue to slap his hand, "Don't worry, I will call the people in the village to help find the child, and I will definitely find it, don't you Worry."

Li Xiwei and Yuan Huai also joined the team looking for children. Yu Cong was afraid that something would happen if they were not familiar with the mountain roads, but the two insisted, so he let Yu Kaize go with them, and in the end he didn't stop him.

Xiaoman wanted to go, but was stopped by others, because his feet were still not well.

"Xiao Wu's hearing is weak. Even if you call him from a close distance, he may not be able to hear you. It's not easy to find him. Everyone save your strength and don't need to call him by name. You can only find people little by little." Yu Cong He gave instructions to a few villagers who got together, and asked Xiao Wu's father, "Is there any place Xiao Wu likes to go to?"

Xiao Wu's father shook his head and sighed, "Apart from seeing him at home and in the fields, I don't know where he usually likes to go."

"Then let's search separately, one mountain after another, two or three people together, take care of each other in rainy days, we must pay attention to safety, after finding Xiao Wu, take him back to my house quickly." Yu Cong made arrangements for the villagers, wearing a raincoat, carrying With a flashlight, he went out with the others.

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