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Xiaoman is standing under the eaves of the old brick classroom. It is raining outside. It is the rainy season. The house behind him for children to go to school is too dilapidated. The muddy ground in the village has been soaked by the rain, and stepping on it is like a footprint. Xiaoman took advantage of the rain to let the children in the village go to school, and took a few days off by the way, and waited for the rainy season to start after the rainy season.Together with Yu Kaize, he mended the roof and put another layer of thatch on top of the tiles, barely leaking so badly.

"Brother Xiaoman, it's almost time, I'll take you home first." Yu Kaize walked to Xiaoman's side with an umbrella, and opened it to cover his head.

Xiaoman wiped the rainwater dripping from his face, looked up at the flower umbrella above his head, turned his head and smiled at Yu Kaize to express his gratitude.

Yu Kaize was rather shy. Seeing Xiaoman smiling at him, his face blushed, and he hesitated and said, "Let's go... let's go, Brother Xiaoman, the rain will be heavier later, the hillside road is difficult to walk, and the road is slippery."

Xiaoman's current village is called Huaxi Village. He has been here for more than a month. Huaxi Village has another name that is wider than the original name - Deaf-mute Village. Because of a rare disease, the village Some people in the village have a certain degree of hearing impairment, and some are completely deaf. Xiaoman accidentally met Yu Kaize in Nancheng. Yu Kaize is a child from Huaxi Village. He is a sophomore in Nancheng University this year, and he is studying special education. Major, what he wants is to go back to the village after graduation and teach hearing-impaired children to read. Now every summer vacation, he will go back to the village. This time Xiaoman came with him.

Leaving the classroom, passing through a terraced field, you need to climb a hill. There is a small bamboo house, which is Xiaoman's dormitory. There used to be other teachers in the village, but now Xiaoman lives alone.

"Brother Xiaoman, do you have time later?" Almost at Xiaoman's dormitory, Yu Kaize tilted his head and asked Xiaoman, "When the rain stops, come with me to Xiaowu's house for a home visit, he hasn't come to class for two days , It is estimated that his father did not let him come to class again."

Xiao Man nodded, Xiao Wu is only seven years old, he is not completely deaf, he is only deaf in his left ear, and he still has some residual hearing in his right ear, he can hear people's words clearly when he is close, but his father doesn't I am willing to let him study, saying that the farm work at home must be done by someone.

When he arrived at the bamboo house, Xiaoman took out the key and opened the door. When he opened the door and entered, he found that the place where he lived was also leaking a lot of rain. There were several puddles behind the threshold. water.

Yu Kaize went to Xiaoman's bed and touched it, "Your quilt is wet, brother Xiaoman, the environment in our village is too bad, I have wronged you."

Xiao Man smiled and shook his head, he didn't feel wronged, he had lived in worse conditions, he walked to the bed and looked, the quilt on the bed was indeed soaked, the wall was also wet a lot, and a piece of it fell off. A large piece of wall covering fell on the bed sheet.

"Brother Xiaoman, the dormitory is definitely not available tonight. You can stay with me in my house for a few days, and come back after the rain stops." Yu Kaize reopened the umbrella, pulled Xiaoman out again, "Let's go , My parents wanted you to come to my house for dinner a long time ago, they must be very happy when you went."

After leaving the door, Yu Kaize continued: "By the way, I heard from my parents that some big leaders from our village will come to our village in a few days. It is said that a new school will be built, but I don’t know if it is true or not.”

Yu Kaize's father is the head of the village. Since he said so, it must be true. Xiao Man thought, I don't know what kind of leader he would be. It would be great if he could really build a new classroom for the children. In class, I always worry that the clods on the roof will suddenly fall.

When I arrived at Yu Kaize's house, I saw many villagers standing at the door of his house from a distance, wearing raincoats, looking in from the door, and the front hall of the house was already full of people.

"What's the matter? Why are there so many people in my house suddenly?" Yu Kaize looked at so many people in a daze. "I have never had so many people come to a meeting in the village."

"Kaiser, you're back." Yu Kaize's mother, Tao Xiuhui, just came out and called him when she saw him, "Go to grandma's house quickly and bring some more bacon. The big leader is here today, and he is here In the house, I am chatting with your father, and I have to prepare something to entertain them in the evening."

"The big leader is really here," Yu Kaize muttered, then turned to Xiaoman and said, "Brother Xiaoman, you go in first, I'll go to my grandma's house."

It was only then that Tao Xiuhui noticed Xiaoman next to Yu Kaize. They had only met once before, and when they recognized him, they had already walked to Xiaoman's side and held Xiaoman's arm, "Mr. Ze brought you back for dinner, today is just right."

Xiaoman was dragged forward by Tao Xiuhui, stepped over the threshold, and someone said at the door, "We still have bacon at home, I'll bring you some when I go back."

Voices sounded in twos and threes, "My family has them too, and my family has them too."

Tao Xiuhui smiled at them, "Two leaders came here today. It is enough for Kaiser to go to grandma's house to get a few yuan. After the rainy season is over, I will come to your house to get more."

Once the topic of bacon was over, one of the women said to Xiaoman: "Mr. Xiaoman, my child likes you very much. Thank you very much for coming to teach the child. He was always reluctant to get close to us before, but now he is willing to laugh, too. After learning sign language, he will teach me and his dad when we get home.”

Xiaoman was a little embarrassed by what was said, and nodded slightly to the woman who spoke.

Following Tao Xiuhui into the main room in front, the villagers in the main room were sitting, squatting, and standing. There were a lot of people, but Xiaoman felt that there was a gaze on him. From the moment he entered the door, the gaze became more and more Burning hot, Xiaoman looked over the crowd, followed that gaze, and saw the man sitting on the low bench, the vision in the main room was very dark.

Xiao Man stepped on the ground, wearing a circle of mud-spotted black leather shoes, looking up, there were two long legs wrapped under black suit pants, the trousers were also stained with mud, and his arms were casually crossed. On the knee, the fingertips were congested and red, slightly over the slightly curved back, the sight paused, it was the man's hair hanging on his shoulders, Xiao Man stared at the man's hair tip, it was still wet, it must have been rained, yes, outside After so much rain, a large dark area had already appeared on the white shirt from his shoulders to his chest, and the contours of his muscles could be vaguely seen. Xiao Man didn't dare to look up because he had already recognized Out.

That man was Li Xiwei.

I haven't seen him in three years, even though Li Xiwei is sitting, Xiaoman can still tell that Li Xiwei has grown taller and his shoulders have become wider, but the length of his hair has not changed until it reaches his shoulders. On the Adam's apple, Xiao Man suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his throat, as if being scratched by sandpaper.

Yu Kaize's father, Yu Cong, was still talking to Li Xiwei: "Boss, this time you are here just in time for the rainy season. If you really want to investigate, it may delay you for a few days. In rainy days, the roads are slippery, and the mountain roads are not easy to walk. Some places are easy. There's a mudslide, so we still have to wait until the rain stops."

"It's okay, we'll stay for a while longer, so we can learn more about it, and it's also convenient for us to do better planning work." Li Xiwei smiled slightly. He came here during the rainy season, and he had already worked overtime for a month in advance. The rest of the work was ahead of schedule, and I caught the fastest flight that could be caught. It took three days and three nights on the light road from country M to Huaxi Village. He wished he could stay for a few more days. The rainy season is great. reason.

Yu Congying: "That's good, I'm afraid of delaying the leader's other schedules."

Li Xiwei said, "Uncle Yu, I'm young, so you don't need to call me the leader, just call me Xiao Li."

Yu Cong responded with a few "yes" with a smile, and said, "Xiao Li is really young and promising. I heard that you are only 22 years old this year. It is amazing that you have already established such a large company at such a young age."

Li Xiwei answered with a smile after a while, "No way, the one in my family eats a lot, I need to earn more money to support him."

Xiaoman didn't look at Li Xiwei, but the hoarse, wet voice, as if it had been drenched by the heavy rain just now, was directed in his direction, scratching his ear, it was painful and itchy, he raised his hand and touched it randomly. Earlobe, he didn't know what Li Xiwei meant when he said this, but he always felt that it meant something, as if Li Xiwei was talking about him, because he ate a lot.

But after calming down and thinking about it, they separated three years ago. Li Xiwei left first, and said he didn't need him to look for him. In the past three years, the two of them had nothing to do with each other, and there was no information. A very long fault, the fault is dark, deep and bottomless.

Come to think of it, the "one from my family" that Li Xiwei was talking about couldn't possibly be him.Thinking of this, Xiaoman felt an inexplicable soreness in his throat, which made him want to run away.

"Xiao Li, are you married?" Yu Cong just asked what Xiao Man wanted to ask.

"No," Li Xiwei's voice was still directed at Xiao Man, "I'm here to find him this time."

The soreness in her throat turned into a tangled hemp rope wrapped around her body again, Xiaoman felt suffocated, and suddenly grabbed Tao Xiuhui's clothes beside her, thinking that her actions were too abrupt, so she quickly let go of her fingers, He followed her with his head down.

Tao Xiuhui only thought that he was uncomfortable in a crowded place, lightly patted Xiaoman's arm, and said, "Mr. Xiaoman, there are too many people here, why don't you go to Kaiser's room to rest first, and see if you get wet?" It’s raining all over your body, and your clothes are all wet, I’ll go and find you some Kaiser’s clothes, you go in and change first, don’t catch a cold anymore.”

Xiaoman nodded, just about to follow Tao Xiuhui to the back room, when she heard the voice of scratching someone just now, "Aunt Tao, I was also caught in the rain when I first entered the village, and my shirt was stuck to me, so I didn't feel very comfortable, I want to go too Change into dry clothes, can you take me in with you?"

Tao Xiuhui was a little nervous when she heard Li Xiwei's words, and she took a few steps forward, "Look at me, I'm taking care of you talking, I'll take you and Teacher Xiaoman to my son's room to change clothes, I'll find out more clothes clothes."

"No, my assistant brought me luggage. I brought a lot of clothes. I'm about the same size as Teacher Xiaoman. I'll find one more and let him wear my clothes." Li Xiwei said, already walking to Xiaoman Beside him, the shirt cuffs were rolled up a few times, exposing a section of arm. When he was next to Xiao Man, he gently rubbed the back of Xiao Man's hand intentionally or unintentionally.

Xiaoman swallowed, and felt a warm and moist touch on the back of his hand. He curled his fingers, twisted his index finger and thumb, and finally turned into a fist.

Tao Xiuhui looked at Li Xiwei and Xiaoman standing side by side. She glanced back and forth between them, thinking that they were obviously so different in size, and she didn't know how Li Xiwei could tell that they were the same size. After being ushered into Yu Kaize's room, Li Xiwei's assistant had already found two sets of casual clothes from his suitcase and handed them to Li Xiwei.

The room is not big, with a single wooden bed, two people, closing the door, looking up, Xiaoman couldn't hide, had to look at Li Xiwei, and bumped into a pair of crooked eyes, as if smiling, but there was a layer of eyes behind him The emotions that I don't understand are like grievances, regrets, sadness, after a heavy rain, and like a sunny day after the rain.

Li Xiwei didn't seem to have changed much from three years ago, but he seemed to have changed a lot. His face was a little pale, and his eyes were obviously black and tired, as if he hadn't slept in a long time. Xiaoman wanted to ask him, Anything is fine, but Li Xiwei is already ahead of him.

"Xiao Man, long time no see."

The room was very quiet. Xiaoman waited for a long time, but no deep and hoarse voice fell into his ears. Just now Li Xiwei's fingers wavered in front of his eyes for a moment. Yes, the sound falling on the glass window is much weaker, the room is far away from the main room, there are no noisy human voices, it seems that the room is extremely quiet, so every little sound will be infinitely amplified, Xiaoman heard Li Xiwei's heartbeat, and it took him a long time to react , the phrase "Xiaoman, long time no see".

He saw it.

It was Li Xiwei who told him in sign language.

The author says:

Xiao Li: I'm here