full of love for you

On the third night, Xiaoman didn't listen to Wang Mingxia, and didn't go to the train station. To be precise, he didn't go to the train station for three days, didn't go anywhere, and just waited in the small hotel room. Fortunately, Wang Mingxia didn't go to the train station. Forced him, just babbled a few words when I saw him, and finally increased my tone, warning him that if he didn't work, he would have no food.

Xiaoman was full these days, Li Xiwei told him to eat well before he left, so he would eat well.

But he didn't tell him to sleep well. He didn't sleep well these days. On the last night, Xiaoman fell asleep and woke up, woke up and slept again, and repeated several times. It was still dark, and there was no moon outside, and he couldn't see his fingers. , The sycamore leaves were blown down by the wind, blown into the room along the window, and fell to the bottom of the wall without any sound.

Occasionally, Xiaoman could hear the tenants walking and closing doors in the corridor, and in the middle of the night, even these unnecessary sounds disappeared.

Xiaoman stared at the night too hard, felt his eyes a little sore, rubbed with the back of his hand, closed his eyes again, the night in front of him slowly extended, it should have been a long time, Xiaoman himself felt this way, he realized that time is not static , every second now seems to be suddenly stretched several times, he lay on the upper bunk, turned over a few times, his body rubbed against the sheets, the rustling sound was played loudly, filling the whole room , Pressed on the sycamore leaves at the root of the wall.

After a long time, Xiaoman vaguely heard footsteps outside the door, followed by a few light knocks on the door, he opened his eyes suddenly, stared at the wall, held his breath, and listened for a while, very quiet , there is no sound at all.

"Dong dong dong..." The voice sounded again.

This time, Xiaoman was sure that he heard correctly. He touched the railing of the upper bunk, turned over and stepped on the edge of the lower bunk, put on his shoes, walked to the door, and opened the door. The lights in the corridor were dim, and Li Xiwei was standing Under the dim light, standing outside the door.

"Did it make you sleep because of the noise?" Li Xiwei took off the baseball cap on his head, pinched it in his hands, and finally put it on Xiaoman's head.

Xiaoman began to think that he had not slept well and had hallucinations. It was late at night and he was prone to dreaming. He blinked hard, and it became even more sore, but the weight of the hat on his head was clearly pressing on the hair on his forehead, a little blocking his eyes. He could touch the brim of the hat with his hand raised, it was black, and through the hair that blocked his eyes, Xiao Man could only see Li Xiwei's shoulders and the base of his fair neck.

Li Xiwei got closer and closer, and then Xiao Man felt that there were hands on his back.

"Can I hug you?" Li Xiwei's voice reached Xiao Man's ears from the top of his head, "I don't know how to comfort friends, I just want to hug you."

"Xiao Man, were you afraid at that time? At that time, you must have suffered a lot." Li Xiwei hugged him, and his arms gradually tightened his strength. He just wanted to simply hug Xiao Man, and felt that he might be able to Going back in time, you can hug the person hiding in the closet, and you can make Xiao Man feel his existence at that time.

Xiao Man didn't know when Li Xiwei was asking, but he just thought he was asking about the past few days. His forehead was on Li Xiwei's shoulder, and the brim of his hat was lowered, covering all his sight. He shook his head on Li Xiwei's shoulder. Shaking his head, he was not afraid, and now he is even less afraid.

The three days he said hadn't arrived yet.

Li Xiwei came out from home in the middle of the night. Li Pei was not at home. Before he came out, he got Wei Ran's consent. Withdrew all the guards. He probably thought he would not go out again. They walked through the gate, and it was dark. Before he went out, he packed a sweet porridge. The aunt at home cooked sweet porridge for dinner. , very delicious, he thought Xiaoman would like it.

Li Xiwei let go of Xiao Man, took off his hat, and stroked the top of his hair, "Are you still blocking the door, won't you let me in?"

Although it was late at night, it wasn't a dream or a hallucination. Xiao Man turned his side, and Li Xiwei picked up the insulated lunch box on the ground, entered the room, and closed the door.

He went to the bed and pulled the light cord. When the light was on, Xiaoman raised his hand to cover his eyes with the back of his hand, and then lowered his arm after he got used to it. The room was so big. Li Xiwei stood beside the lower bunk, looked back and forth, The quilt on the lower berth was neatly folded, and there was no trace of being slept on. He asked, "You just came back? Wang Mingxia asked you to go to the train station so late?"

Xiao Man quickly shook his head, pointed to the upper bunk, and then Li Xiwei saw signs that someone had slept on the upper bunk, "Did you sleep on the upper bunk these days?"

Xiaoman nodded, with his hands behind his back, picking at his fingers. He was afraid that Li Xiwei would mind that he had slept, and wanted to tidy up the upper bunk for him. Before he could reach out, Li Xiwei put down the insulated box in his hand, and put down the quilt on the upper bunk. Got the lower berth, "I will sleep with you in the lower berth today."

After making the bed, Li Xiwei opened the porridge he brought, "I brought sweet porridge, are you hungry? Have some?"

Xiao Man nodded dully, sat on the lower berth, took the porridge handed over by Li Xiwei, Xiao Man stared at the lunch box for a few seconds, and swallowed, Li Xiwei realized that he didn't bring a spoon, and the two of them stared at it together Baiying's porridge in the bowl was in a daze.

"I'll go to the kitchen to get a spoon." Li Xiwei got up and went out. The kitchen was on the first floor, but when he went, the door was locked and the window was open. He ran to the back alley, entered the kitchen through the window, and took a spoon. Go out the window again.

Holding the spoon, Xiao Man looked at Li Xiwei, then at the porridge in the bowl, and finally took a spoonful and brought it to Li Xiwei's lips first. Li Xiwei was not hungry, but he still ate a spoonful. The last bowl of porridge was for two people One person finished eating in one bite.

The last bite was eaten by Xiaoman, and it has been swallowed for a long time, the taste is still sweet in the mouth, and the taste is still sweet in the stomach, the spoon is still in the bowl, the light is reflected under the light, it is a little brighter, reflected in Xiaoman's eyes .

Li Xiwei looked at Xiaoman's eyes, a little lost in thought, he thought, what beautiful and pure eyes, even if they grow on the edge of a cliff, they should only be full of the morning sun and rain, and bloom.

The second half of the night passed quickly, and it was dawn when they opened their eyes. When the two went downstairs, Wang Mingxia stood behind the counter and yawned. Pointing at Li Xiwei.

"Why are you back again?"

"The rent I gave you hasn't expired yet," Li Xiwei said, "Of course I can come back."

Wang Mingxia waved her hand and didn't look at them again, "Okay, you can stay as long as you want, as long as you pay the room fee on time."

When they reached the door of the hotel, Wang Mingxia's voice came out again, "Don't forget to continue soliciting customers tonight, it's been three days, I don't care for idlers..."

Li Xiwei took Xiaoman to the bank first. He checked the money in his card, and it was more than 1. He didn't have much idea about money, but he also knew that it was not a small amount, but compared to his usual For food and clothing, the money in the card might not even be enough for him to buy all his clothes, so he put away the card and took Xiaoman out of the bank.

"Xiao Man, have you ever been abroad?" Li Xiwei asked.

Xiaoman shook his head, the expected answer, Li Xiwei thought, Xiaoman can't speak, even in China, his life will be inconvenient, let alone going to a strange place where the language is difficult.

"My grandfather is abroad. I have been there with my parents several times before, and the longest one stayed for three months." Li Xiwei said, "I don't like the food there."

Xiaoman had never eaten it, so he didn't know what it tasted like, but Li Xiwei said he didn't like it, so he didn't think he would like it either.

Li Xiwei took Xiaoman into a breakfast shop, this time it wasn't a luxuriously decorated place, he just went into a random one on the side of the road, and ordered steamed stuffed buns, fried dough sticks, and soy milk.

Xiaoman ate a lot of buns, and when he was full, Li Xiwei handed him a tissue and said with a smile, "Our Xiaoman can eat so much, what if I can't afford it in the future?"

Xiaoman wiped his mouth with a paper towel, feeling a little embarrassed by what Li Xiwei said, and staring at him, he wanted to say that he didn't need him to raise him, but he felt a little guilty when he thought that Li Xiwei really had to eat these hours.

After leaving the breakfast shop, Li Xiwei asked, "Why didn't you ask me about what happened after I got home a few days ago? Don't you want to know?"

Xiao Man wanted to ask, of course he wanted to know, he wanted to know what happened to Li Xiwei after he came home, why he came back suddenly in the middle of the night, he wanted to know when he would go home again, and how often they would see each other after returning home.

Xiao Man thought, if possible, he would like to see Li Xiwei often, but if Li Xiwei didn't have that much time, three days would be fine, or a week, or a month. Xiao Man began to think about a week, a month.

"My father asked me to go abroad," Li Xiwei continued, "A week later, actually three days later, four days later, I will go to country M, where my grandfather is, and the school has already applied."

After listening to Li Xiwei's words, Xiao Man felt as if he had returned to the state of last night in the dark, his eyes were sore and his body was empty. Only then did he realize how good he had thought before. They might not see each other again for a long, long time, not three days, Not a week, not a month.

Li Xiwei continued: "My dad doesn't want me to be friends with you. But I didn't listen to him, I ran out in the middle of the night."

Xiao Man lowered his head, listening to Li Xiwei's words quietly, his face turned pale, and when he looked up, there was another intersection, another red light, and the red numbers were counting down, making people inexplicably nervous, knowing that the red light would turn into a green light, You can pass.

Li Xiwei was just stating the facts. He felt that Xiaoman's hand was cold in the palm of his hand, and a layer of sweat flowed down his arm. When he looked up, he could see that Xiaoman's lips were trembling.

Li Xiwei didn't expect Xiao Man to have such a big reaction to his words, so he quickly added: "But my mother asked me to continue to be your friend, she is very nice, I didn't sneak out this time, I told my mother I came to you, she planted a lot of roses in the back garden of my house, and I will take you to see them when the time comes, they are all in full bloom now, a large area, fiery red."

The hands in the palms were still cold, Li Xiwei continued: "Don't worry, we are still friends."

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