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Dark clouds approached, and a heavy rain caught off guard. Xiaoman forgot to bring an umbrella before leaving for work, and was drenched all the way after getting off the bus. When he walked into the office with wet hair and thick dark circles under his eyes At that time, many teachers turned their heads to look at him, wondering that Xiao Man, who usually always smiled warmly, was pale today, covered in a layer of mess and gray from head to toe, and was full of fatigue under the twilight.

An enthusiastic middle-aged female teacher looked at Xiaoman's appearance and felt distressed. Xiaoman was the youngest in the office, about the same age as her son, and everyone got along very well with him. This was the first time I saw such a state Xiaoman who got off took the initiative to find a towel from the bag and handed it to Xiaoman, "Xiaoman, it's raining, don't you have an umbrella? Take a towel and wipe it, this towel is clean, I haven't used it yet. "

Xiao Man reluctantly opened the corners of his mouth, smiled at the female teacher, reached out to take the towel dully, and wiped his dripping hair.

"Xiao Man, your complexion is not very good today," the female teacher asked again concerned, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Xiaoman shook her head and said to her in sign language: "I'm fine, I'll return the towel to you after I wash it."

The female teacher waved her hand, "It's okay, I have a lot of spares here, just use them, you don't have to return them." After speaking, she instructed: "Drink more hot water when you get wet in the rain, and be careful of catching a cold."

A male teacher directly took out a spare set of clothes, "Xiao Man, go to the rest room and change your clothes first, your clothes are all wet from the rain."

Xiaoman finally drank hot water and changed into dry clothes. However, he still caught a cold after get off work. The rain was still falling. He held the public umbrella in the office. As soon as he walked out of the school, he sneezed several times in a row, and his head began to feel dizzy. .

He originally wanted to go back to the rented house to sleep, but remembering Li Xiwei's words last night, he didn't want to bother him again. He wanted to move his things away before Li Xiwei came back. He didn't know what he was afraid of. good.

Xiao Man thought, since he couldn't mention it first, then he left without saying goodbye, it should be considered a breakup!After Li Xiwei came back and couldn't find himself, he would naturally understand.

In the end, it took him two hours to pack up his things and move back to the rental house directly. He brought what he brought with him when he came, and what he took with him when he left. Not much and nothing less—a suitcase , plus a pot of green baskets and prickly pears, the only change is that the green baskets are more vigorous.

Because the rental house has been unoccupied for a long time, there was a damp musty smell when the door was opened, and the wall covering at the corner of the bed fell to the ground again, and the black mold on the wall became more mottled, but it was still raining outside, Xiaoman did not It is impossible to open the windows for ventilation, and only rearrange the green baskets and prickly pears.

Everything returned to the original place, everything was still the same as before, Xiao Man was glad that he did not check out at that time, otherwise he would not even have a place to live now.

The rain and mist leaking in through the doors and windows outlines Xiaoman's panic with no place to rest, the sticky breath in the air becomes sharp, and fine cotton needles grow out, penetrating into every hole, piercing Xiaoman's body, it hurts, but it hurts for no reason .

Xiaoman hadn't eaten all day, but his stomach kept rolling. Xiaoman felt that his feet were floating and sinking. He thought, it might be because he didn't eat, so he didn't have any strength. Maybe eating a bowl of noodles would be better.

He tried the gas stove, and it was still able to light the fire. He opened the cupboard, and there was a tube of dried noodles. The rolling didn't stop, but became more violent. Xiaoman pressed his palm on his stomach and rubbed it gently, but it didn't help.

Finally, Xiaoman couldn't bear it anymore, ran to the bathroom and threw up on the toilet, vomited out all the noodles he had just eaten, and finally couldn't vomit anything, acid water and saliva flowed from the corners of his mouth, physiologically Tears kept pouring out of his eyes, Xiaoman wiped his face with the back of his hand indiscriminately, sat directly on the bathroom floor, breathing heavily, dizzy for a while, his nasal cavity was full of unpleasant smell, his throat was burning and painful, his eyes It was a blur.

Xiaoman waited until the dizziness gradually receded, then put his hands on the ground, stood up slowly, swayed his body, walked to the sink, supported the edge of the sink with both hands, lowered his whole head in the sink, and raised his hand to touch the faucet , turn on the water to the maximum, and the current washes away the filth on the face.

Xiaoman felt that he must have a fever. When he came out of the bathroom, his hair was still wet, so he had no time to take care of it. After taking off his clothes, he lay on the bed directly. When he closed his eyes, he was still spinning. I didn't sleep all night, my temples throbbed, pulling every nerve.

Maybe it was because he was too tired. He thought he would not be able to fall asleep like last night, but he fell into a drowsy sleep not long after lying down.

The sound of "bang bang bang bang bang bang bang" was mixed with the sound of the rain in the dream, as if someone was knocking on the door, and each sound was louder than the other. Apart from the sound of knocking, that person kept calling his name, Xiaoman felt uncomfortable all over, After trying to open his eyes several times, he gave up and pulled the quilt to cover his head and cover his ears. The noise in his sleep was finally much quieter, but he was even more disturbed.

The voice in the dream stopped for a moment at some point, and then there was a loud noise, and Xiaoman felt the bed under him tremble with the sound, a gust of wind blew from the direction of the door, and slipped into the quilt along the gap, making Xiaoman curl up in the cold , arms are trembling.

This time Xiaoman couldn't sleep anymore, so he got out of the quilt and sat up. He didn't turn off the light before going to bed. Xiaoman saw that the door was wide open. A person walked in through the rainy door.Xiao Man felt that he must be seriously ill, otherwise he could not hold back his screams at such a weird and frightening scene.

The originally blurred image in front of him gradually became clear as the figure approached. He recognized the person who walked in as Li Xiwei, and he also saw clearly the storm outside in his eyes.

Xiao Man wanted to get off the bed, but Li Xiwei had already clamped his arms, and directly lifted him off the bed and sat on the edge of the bed.

"I came back early and drove five hours by myself. I thought you were at home, but there was no one at home. You left your mobile phone at home. Next time you go out, remember to bring your mobile phone. It is not hard to find you. It is very difficult to pry the door. It’s hard work, but fortunately the door here is still made of wood, not strong, and the hinges are already embroidered.”

The voice was very close, and the person was very close. Xiaoman's originally chaotic vision suddenly became clear, and he even saw the water droplets on Li Xiwei's hair reflected in the light, bloodshot eyes, and the stubble on his chin. The back of his hand was still bleeding, and his ring finger was still twitching. He was very embarrassed. This was the first time he saw Li Xiwei like this.

Li Xiwei looked at the haggard figure in front of him, and his anger was reduced by half. Since the morning, Xiaoman's cell phone has been unanswered. He asked Fangzheng to go to his house to look for it, but there was no one. Finally, he was relieved when he learned that he was working normally at school. Thinking that Xiaoman might have forgotten to bring his mobile phone during the day, but in the afternoon, his mobile phone was simply turned off, and he was still negotiating with the partner at the time.

In the end, he couldn't sit still anymore, and drove back to Nancheng by himself. Secretary Qin took Zheng Anning to accompany the partner for dinner. Before leaving, Zheng Anning gave him a contemptuous smile, but he couldn't care less about it anymore.

When I got home, I looked at the familiar room, and it seemed that everything was there, but when I looked closely, I found that nothing was there. Xiaoman's mobile phone was placed beside the bed, and the bank card he gave him, and the flowers on the balcony. It's gone, the toothbrush cups in the bathroom are couples' models, what's missing is Xiaoman's own, and there's only one empty box in the closet, Xiaoman's white T-shirt is gone, the wool is gone, and the person is gone.

Now that the person was in front of him, he didn't know what to do with him. He sighed and continued, "Your hair is wet, the quilt is wet, and the whole room smells of mold and rain. How can you sleep?"

Li Xiwei picked up the clothes on the bedside and put them on for Xiao Man. After putting them on, he suddenly found that the clothes were not the style Xiao Man usually wears, and the size was not suitable. He took off the clothes Xiaoman had just put on, and threw them under the bed.

"Whose clothes are these?"

Naturally, Li Xiwei didn't get an answer, so he continued on his own, "Don't wear other people's clothes from now on, it smells bad." After he finished speaking, he found Xiaoman's own clothes from the closet and put them on for him.

After tidying up properly, Li Xiwei looked at Xiaoman's blushing abnormally, bent his head down, put his forehead against Xiaoman's forehead, rubbed up and down, nose tip to nose tip, their lips touched together, he maintained this posture , the sound spread on Xiaoman's lips, nose, and ears.

"I have a fever, your forehead is hotter than mine, obediently follow me home and take medicine."

Xiaoman listened quietly, feeling exhausted, so he could only let Li Xiwei manipulate him, but when he heard Li Xiwei said that he would take him home, he suddenly gained strength, his body tensed up, and he tried his best to break away from Li Xiwei's hand that was clamping his shoulder. He backed up, trying to shrink back on the bed, but he just shrank back, and was soon caught by Li Xiwei, and pressed into his arms, "Xiao Man, don't hide."

Li Xiwei's hoarse voice was full of anger, and continued: "This is the last time, there will be no next time, next time if you dare to run again, I will..."

What am I?Li Xiwei didn't finish speaking, he hadn't figured it out yet, if Xiaoman ran away next time, he didn't know what he would do.

The person in his arms didn't move, he looked very obedient, but in fact he was not obedient at all!Li Xiwei tightened his arms in a punitive manner, but his chest was painfully strangled. The pain spread from his chest to the fingertips rubbing against Xiaoman's back. He let out a long breath, and rested his chin on Xiaoman's shoulder , "Xiao Man, be obedient, in fact, we can be very good."

Xiaoman's strength was completely exhausted, and he was carried on Li Xiwei's shoulders in the end. Li Xiwei held Xiaoman with one arm, and held the umbrella with the other hand, and the umbrella was tilted to Xiaoman's side.They didn't bring anything with them this time. Before they left, Li Xiwei tore up the map of Nancheng on the wall that proved that Xiaoman had found someone else, and threw it into the trash can. Crackle.The shallow, narrow and dilapidated rain alley was slowly left in the distance by them.

Passers-by on the road glanced at them strangely, and finally disappeared in the rainy night.

After arriving home, Li Xiwei put Xiaoman in the bathtub and took a bath, then force-fed antipyretics and cold medicine, Xiaoman had no strength to resist, and finally added the effect of the medicine, and soon fell into a deep sleep. This time the dream was very peaceful, There is no noise.

It rained all night, and the next morning was sunny. When Xiaoman woke up, he saw the people around him still sleeping soundly. Everything was still the same. Everything last night was like a dream, but Li Xiwei was outside the quilt, hugging his The large and small, fine and dazzling wounds on the back of the hand all showed that everything last night was true.

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