full of love for you

Xiaoman was squeezed out of the busy area around Li Xiwei, and it was already afternoon when he returned to the rental house. He took off his basketball jersey and folded it next to the bed. After looking around at his nest, Xiaoman was surprised at this moment It's only been one night, and it's so easy to bridge a layer of barriers in the environment I've lived in for so long, and the feeling of trance is between ups and downs.

That very beautiful and dazzling young man who suddenly appeared in the morning, he heard someone calling him Su Yu in the corner, even though he rarely watched TV, he recognized him as the once smashing singer, his name was Li Xiwei "Xi Wei" Brother", the two looked very familiar, Su Yu's intimacy with Li Xiwei was natural and flamboyant.

Xiaoman suddenly remembered that Su Yu released a song about two years ago, the name was "Xi Wei", and it was presumably written for Li Xiwei, and his intentions were obviously not much.

Li Xiwei once told him that stories or accidents in the world are the result of one coincidence after another. He couldn't help but wonder what kind of coincidences and stories there were between Li Xiwei and Su Yu.

Did they ever have encounters and coincidences similar to those between him and Li Ran?

In the end, Xiaoman stood at the door of the school infirmary for a long time, unable to think of their stories, nor how he should use to enter the world that was incompatible with him. It was too difficult, and he couldn’t think of a better and more effective way. way, simply leave.

After changing clothes and coming out of the rental house, Xiaoman went directly to the school for the deaf.

"Xiao Man, what happened recently? You don't seem very happy, and your face is not very good." Zheng Lan asked him.

Xiaoman thought that his emotions were well received, but Zheng Lan could tell at the first sight when he saw him, since he was accused of stealing things yesterday, then he found Li Ran, and then went to Li Xiwei's house, plus the game in the morning , but in less than a day, too many things happened all at once.

He lowered his eyelids, and said to Zheng Lan in sign language: "Teacher, I'm fine. I've resigned from the hotel job. Can I come to school as soon as possible?"

"What's the matter with me? The hotel resigned quite quickly. The school will officially start next week. You can come here directly next Monday. As for the accommodation, you plan to live outside by yourself like before? I still live in the school dormitory, and the dormitory is shared with other teachers, two people share a room."

Xiao Man hesitated for a while. Yesterday Li Xiwei told him that he wanted him to live in his place, but he couldn't stay there all the time. In the end, he still told Zheng Lan that he wanted to live in a dormitory.

He remembered the wound on Zheng Anning's face again, and asked Zheng Lan again in sign language: "Teacher, do you know how An Ning is?"

Zheng Lan's face changed when Xiao Man mentioned Zheng Anning, and asked: "Have you met An Ning? This child, you haven't told me yet."

"I saw it by accident this morning." Xiaoman said in sign language.

"It turned out to be like this, what a coincidence, that child has grown up and doesn't talk to me very much." Zheng Lan complained in a low voice, "He doesn't come to see me often, I will tell you after I ask him."

After Xiaoman came back from school, he went directly to the night market. The night market was crowded today, and he sold a lot of dolls. Although he lost his job, he still had to live as usual. It was past eleven o’clock when he got home. He rode a tricycle From afar, I saw a black figure blending into the night. It was easy to recognize that it was Li Xiwei. I don't know how long he had been standing here.

With just one glance, looking at the figure in front of the door, Xiaoman's suffocation all day turned into full of grievances, his nose panting, and he mechanically stared at the pedals, the tricycle parked in front of the rental house.

He really wanted to ask Li Xiwei what kind of relationship he had with Su Yu, but he felt like he had no position, not to mention how much Li Xiwei remembered from the past, even if he remembered everything, he still had the freedom to make friends.

But for Xiaoman, this kind of reason is just adding another matchstick to the grievances, making it even more prosperous.

"Where did you go?" Li Xiwei breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Xiao Man on the tricycle, "Why are you back now? It's almost twelve o'clock."

Xiaoman got off the tricycle and took out the remaining dolls from the bucket. Li Xiwei took it from him, "Are you going to sell these dolls?"

Xiaoman nodded, and took out the key to open the door. Li Xiwei felt that Xiaoman was not in a good mood, and followed him into the house, stepping cautiously. He was surrounded by Su Yu today, and he didn't see Xiaoman for a while, but found that he had disappeared up.

With Su Yu's sudden appearance, Li Xiwei was panicked and guilty for a moment, but when he realized that Xiaoman was gone, he immediately turned into anger and had nowhere to vent. He was hugged with others on the basketball court. No matter what, he didn't leave him behind, and now he actually left alone.

So after school, he invited a few friends to meet Su Yu and waited until ten o'clock. Li Xiwei couldn't sit still and left early. He thought that Xiaoman might have been waiting for him at home, but all he had was waiting for him was the dark sky. He didn't realize that Xiaoman didn't have a cell phone or a key, and he might not even remember the exact location, so he had to come to Xiaoman's rental house to look for him, and waited for more than an hour before he saw Xiaoman come back.

After Li Xiwei entered the room, he put the doll bag in his hand beside the bed. Seeing the neatly stacked school uniforms and basketball vests by the bed, he never mentioned what happened today, and said directly, "I'll help you pack your things. Someone has already prepared a copy."

Xiaoman washed his hands at the sink first. Seeing that Xiaoman was so quiet, Li Xiwei didn't intend to take out the notebook he usually wrote with him to communicate with him, and continued talking on his own.

"You don't need to bring the clothes, I'll ask someone to buy some according to your size, and they're already at home."

"Take the flowers on the balcony with you, too."

"You don't need to bring the rest."

Li Xiwei glanced at the map hanging on the wall. He noticed it last time. There are large and small circles on the map, all of which are evidence that he has looked for Li Ran, so he deliberately ignored the map, "The doll in your box Take it with you, next time I will sell it with you."

Seeing that Li Xiwei had really started to pack his things, Xiao Man had to take out a small notebook and write: "I found a new job, and there is a staff dormitory."

Li Xiwei stared at a line of writing on the small book, and asked, "Aren't you in Nancheng?"

"exist."

"Not in the city?"

"exist."

"It's far from our house?"

It took Xiaoman a few seconds to realize that the "our house" Li Xiwei said referred to the place where they lived yesterday, and did we mean him and Li Xiwei? The word "we" has a strong privacy at this moment, it is exclusive, and it is very powerful, completely suppressing Xiao Man's grievances.

Seeing that Xiaoman didn't write any more, Li Xiwei thought it was a little far away, and then said, "If it's far away, I'll send someone to take you. The dormitory is inconvenient, so you can't let me go to the dormitory with you."

Listening to his words, Xiaoman's mood changed again, and he wrote: "Two people share a dormitory, and there will be another one."

"There's another one? Then it's even more impossible for me to agree to your dormitory."

Xiaoman had no choice but to reply: "Then I won't live in the dormitory."

Xiaoman doesn't have many things, and he doesn't have any valuables. He simply collects a few clothes from the closet and puts them into a suitcase with the things he usually uses. He doesn't move the other things. I paid a quarter's rent, and I can put away the ones I can't take away, and maybe I will come back to live in the future.

"We sent the things out, the driver was already waiting, I asked him to send the things back, and then we went to eat first." Li Xiwei took the suitcase in Xiao Man's hand and walked towards the door, afraid that Xiao Man would regret it.

Xiao Man followed behind him with a green basket and a prickly pear in his arms.There was still water on the ground after the rain last night, reflecting the neon lights above, as if the colorful paint on the canvas had been randomly smeared, scribbled and blurred.

Walking through the potholed alley, Xiaoman couldn't hold back when he was approaching the intersection. He put the flower pot on the ground and tugged on Li Xiwei's sleeve.

"What's wrong? Did something fall?" Li Xiwei asked.

Xiaoman shook his head, found Xiaoben, and wrote: "Is it convenient for me to live with you? Will it disturb you? May I ask about your relationship with Su Yu?"

Under the faint streetlights, Li Xiwei felt distressed by Xiaoman's careful and deliberately suppressed strokes on the paper. He could feel that Xiaoman was not good at expressing. If he didn't want to know the answer too much, he would have kept it in his heart and kept silent.

He bent his body and looked at Xiao Man at the same level, "It won't disturb me, only when others disturb us, Su Yu and I are just ordinary friends,"

The anxiety in Xiaoman's heart disappeared in an instant, and there was no possibility of rebirth, so he wrote on the paper: "Just don't disturb."

Li Xiwei looked into his eyes and asked, "I also have a question to ask you, what do you think is my relationship with you?"

Xiaoman wrote: "Friend."

"Zheng Anning hugged you, so what is your relationship with Zheng Anning?"

Xiaoman continued to write: "Friend."

"I don't care what your relationship is, don't have any contact with him in the future, Zheng Anning is not a good person."

Li Xiwei's tone was not a discussion, but a domineering order that did not allow anyone to leave any room for it. Xiao Man wanted to refute, but Li Xiwei had already asked the third question.

"Then he kissed you?"

Xiaoman shook his head.

"Has Li Ran ever kissed you?"

Xiaoman shook his head again, but this time his face turned red.

Li Xiwei also put the suitcase in his hand aside, held Xiaoman's face in both hands, and approached little by little. The tips of their noses touched, and the two entangled breathing sounds were heavy. He asked again: "Xiaoman, If I can't remember it all the time, just forget about Li Ran, just remember me, Li Xiwei, Li Ran and you are friends, isn't Li Xiwei..."

not what?

Before Xiaoman could finish digesting Li Xiwei's words, he kissed his lips. It was the first time for the two of them. Ever since they met, they had trembled.

In the alley, only the thick breath and slippery tip of the tongue of the two of them entwined together remained. The blurry picture in Xiaoman's mind turned blank. He didn't know what the blankness meant at this time. The brain was only enough for the heart to continue beating. , can no longer do other more work.

Li Xiwei's hands on Xiaoman's back kept tightening. He was afraid that if he kissed again, he would break Xiaoman's bones, so he had to let go.In the end, there was only one conclusion: although the little mute's body was cold, his lips were hotter than fire, and they would melt with just a kiss.

Li Xiwei picked up the suitcase again, and continued what he had just said, "Li Xiwei is not your friend."

"Li Xiwei is your boyfriend now."