Beautiful strong and miserable boy group

They quickly notified the police, the person was found, and the contact issued a statement. In order to protect the privacy of the girl, her photo and name were not disclosed.

At Ruan Mengxi's insistence, the girl Awan was sent to the hospital for a comprehensive examination.

There was nothing wrong with her health, but the medical record clearly stated severe depression.

This is the first time Ruan Mengxi has come into contact with this disease. Unlike the rumors that have been circulating on the Internet before, patients with depression look exactly the same as normal people.

Even now, the girl is still very excited to chat with Ruan Mengxi, and even naturally discusses how she usually takes a lot of medicine and so on.

But there were clear marks of self-mutilation on her wrist, and with this suicide, Ruan Mengxi knew that there was definitely more than that hidden in her heart.

"The college entrance examination is coming soon. Didn't you say that you still want to go to the same university as me? Then stop working hard?" Ruan Mengxi pulled a bench and sat by the bed, peeling apples for the girl.

Awan stretched out her hand to pinch herself. In fact, this was the nth time she had done this tonight.

Ruan Mengxi said "Huh?" and gave up the action. She smiled happily and said embarrassedly, "I'm just afraid that this is a dream. I still think that if I die, maybe I can see Ruan Ruan. I didn't expect to see you before I died..."

"Bah, bah, what are you talking about, you can't die." Ruan Mengxi immediately interrupted her, "When you die, you lose everything. There are so many beautiful things in this world that you can only experience when you are alive!"

"Yes!" Ah Wan nodded emphatically. "Actually... I have very good grades and can be recommended to Beijing University, but I gave up the recommended quota before."

Awan concealed the fact that she was isolated in school because of her good studies, and she didn't say that she didn't give up the quota voluntarily.

Ruan Mengxi didn't get to the bottom of it either, he learned some things from Awan's private message, and of course he knew that the school was really not a good place for Awan.

He found another angle, "Then take the college entrance examination together. The college entrance examination is a rare experience in life. If you miss it, you won't be able to come back."

Ah Wan was immediately convinced, and nodded with a smile, "Okay, then let's take the Beijing University exam together!"

"How do you know I'm going to be admitted to Peking University?" Ruan Ruan handed over the peeled apple.

"I've watched every one of your shows, and you mentioned one episode of the show." Awan took a bite of an apple, quite proud.

In fact, she also fantasized that one day she would meet Ruan Ruan on the university campus. At that time, she would not be so inferior, and she could bravely step forward and tell him her name. Also, she liked him very much and his smile. I like his songs, I like him singing with a smile and cheering up his fans.

Until the recommendation list came down, his name was erased, and endless darkness rushed over his face in an instant.

She told herself over and over again that it was okay, and she would just try her best to take the exam, but the feeling of powerlessness and suffocation still enveloped her, like a pair of invisible hands dragging her into the abyss.

But now, she looked at Ruan Ruan sitting in front of her, smiled and said to herself, they should go to the same university!

She felt that maybe if she persisted, everything would really be fine.

At least until the college entrance examination is over, at least Ruan Ruan can't be worried.

Ruan Mengxi chatted with Awan for a while, urged her to go to bed as soon as possible, then helped to turn off the light, closed the door, and walked out of the ward.

Shen Shushi and his party were waiting at the door.

Seeing him coming out, he immediately surrounded him.

"Is it better?" Tan Xiaowu asked with concern.

"Well, have all the news on the Internet been resolved?" Ruan Mengxi was a little worried. Awan's information should be kept secret, otherwise it would cause great trouble to her in the future.

"Don't worry, the company has already started to solve it, and nothing will happen." Bi Sheng gave a reassuring look.

"You've been tossing so late, haven't you eaten yet? Drink some milk first, let's go eat something." Shen Shushi handed his younger brother a bottle of milk, but he didn't know where he found it.

……

Several people drifted away while talking.

It wasn't until the sound of their footsteps disappeared that the lights in the ward came on again.

Awan hugged her knees and curled herself up under the quilt. She hugged herself as much as she could, in an extremely insecure posture.

The fluorescence of the mobile phone shone on her face, and she searched for news about her on the Internet.

After being rescued, she has been in anxiety and worry after a short period of excitement. She did not expect that her word "suicide" would attract so much criticism.

She is afraid of what people on the Internet think of her, afraid that those strange netizens in Chaohua think she is a drag on Xinghuo, and even more afraid that even if she wants to die, she will unintentionally hurt the softness she cares about.

Although she was very happy to see Ruanruan, she couldn't even die now.

If she still insists on committing suicide, it is foreseeable how much public opinion pressure Xinghuo will bear and how Ruanruan will be affected. This is too unfair to Xinghuo, and she can't bear to let the person she likes be cursed because of her death.

but……

She is really tired. If she is deprived of the right to die, what else can she decide for herself?

Closing his eyes, Ruan Ruan's words just before he left suddenly appeared in his mind, "I want to write a song and I need your help. If possible, can I add you as a friend?"

No one can refuse an idol's friend request.

Even if Awan knew that Ruanruan was trying to comfort him, if it hadn't been for this suicide, Ruanruan might never read his news for the rest of his life.

But when Ruan Ruan opened his dog's eyes and looked at the other party pitifully and solemnly, Ah Wan's heart suddenly softened.

She thinks that maybe death can be postponed, at least until she and Ruan Ruan take the college entrance examination together, at least let her listen to Ruan Ruan's new song, at least let her see Ruan Ruan get married...

She is like an old mother who is seriously ill. When she suddenly hears her child's call, she suddenly regains her energy.

Although I still have self-doubt, self-denial, thoughts of suicide, and fear of the dark, but when I think about it softly, everything has hope.

She would still die, she thought, until the star of limpness ceased to twinkle her light, until this event was over, until the world abandoned her once more.

……

In front of the hospital in the middle of the night, there was only one food stall selling fried cold noodles.

Tan Xiaowu ordered four bowls, and several people squatted on the steps beside them, eating with cardboard boxes in their hands.

Even if there are passers-by in a hurry, no one recognizes that these are members of the popular boy group.

Holding disposable chopsticks, Ruan Mengxi stirred the ingredients in the cold noodles and ate the crushed peanuts.

"I want to have a fan meeting."

Tan Xiaowu gulped down the noodles, and said in agreement, "Let's go."

"Before the exam." Ruan Mengxi said again.

"No." This time the three of them said in unison.

"Is there anything that can't wait until the exam is over, and it will take at least a month to prepare for the fan meeting with our current enthusiasm." Bi Sheng objected.

"The college entrance examination is very important. Don't think too much about it now, just concentrate on preparing for the exam." Tan Xiaowu also rarely became serious.

"Are you worried about that girl?" Shen Shushi thought about his brother's thoughts.

Ruan Mengxi nodded, as if feeling that her sudden thought was a bit abrupt, she lowered her head in disappointment.

"But have you ever thought that besides her, we have many fans who are also taking the college entrance examination. If we hold a fan meeting now, will it affect them too?" Shen Shushi shook his head, but still refused.

Ruan Mengxi knew, but...

After chatting with Awan, he could clearly feel the despair under her smile, so he took the initiative to add friends, told her about the college entrance examination, and even asked her for help under the guise of writing songs.

He just hoped to give Awan some hope of living.

The college entrance examination is important, but life is more important.

But the brothers are right, he should not only notice one Awan, there are countless fans, even himself, who needs to face the college entrance examination a month later.

"Then let's wait until the college entrance examination is over. We'll be in charge of the preparations. As for you, just prepare for the exam." Shen Shushi patted his younger brother on the head, "I won't be your tutor for the last month, you come How about being Awan's teacher?"

"But Ah Wan's grades are very good. She was going to be recommended to Peking University." Ruan Mengxi said distressedly.

"Stupid, what I mean is, no matter if you are her teacher or she is your teacher, when you are free, you can take care of her by asking questions, at least let her give up the idea of ​​suicide." Shen Shushi finished eating, packed up Disposable bowls and chopsticks, patted his pants and stood up.

Ruan Mengxi's eyes lit up, and he finished his meal quickly, as if he was full of strength again.

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, there is only one day left in the countdown on the table.

Ruan Mengxi sent a set of stationery to Awan, and also drew a thousand sets of stationery from Xinghuo's fan group to give to fans who are preparing for the exam.

In the afternoon, the brothers helped to check the stationery, exam admission ticket, water cup, facial tissue...

Ruan's mother also personally cooked three meals a day, and even Ruan Xintong sent cordial greetings.

To sum it up, "Don't be nervous, it doesn't matter if you fail the exam, anyway, my sister will support you in the future."

Of course, when she said this, Ruan's mother snapped her back, "It's fine if you don't have good grades, and you're going to spoil my younger brother."

Even Bi Sheng didn't stand by her side this time, "Ruan Ruan is amazing. If you don't fail the mock exam once, you will definitely pass the exam!"

Ruan Mengxi was surrounded by a group of people for a whole day, and her head was buzzing.

Fortunately, in the evening, no one said anything. After dinner, accompanied by Shen Shushi, they went out and walked around the community twice.

With the evening wind blowing, Shen Shushi was more nervous than Ruan Mengxi, but he didn't dare to ask, for fear of affecting his younger brother's mood.

Ruan Mengxi saw his discomfort, reached out and touched his brother's head, and teased, "Tomorrow is my exam, why are you more nervous than me?"

"You put too much pressure on yourself, that's why I'm nervous." Shen Shushi was the person who accompanied Ruan Mengxi to study for the longest time. His younger brother's foundation may indeed be poor at the beginning, but he is definitely the hardest working person I have ever met.

Probably because two of the Starfire members are from Beijing University, so Ruan Mengxi set the goal of Beijing University very early.

Many people are unwilling to talk about their ideal colleges and universities, and even hide them when filling out their volunteers.

I am afraid that others will laugh at me for being overwhelmed, and I am afraid that if I fail the exam, I will become a laughing stock.

But Ruanruan never hid it from the very beginning, he never gave himself a way out, not only the people around him, but even many media on the Internet knew his goal.

Some praised him for his lofty goals, and some insinuated that the higher he stood, the harder he fell.

"Pressure is motivation, and I really want to go to the same school as you. The title of top student, graduation from a prestigious school is not important." When no one is around, Ruan Mengxi will bluntly express her love.

I want to be in a school with you, and I want to be in a school with you is different.

But when Shen Shushi heard this, his heart tightened. He knew that his younger brother must have seen those rumors on the Internet.

"Just like Ah Wan wanted to meet me on campus, in my heart, you are also my idol, so if there is no spark, no chance, I used to imagine that the time I met you would be at Peking University." Ruan Mengxi looked straight at brother's eyes.

"But at that time, I was not so lucky. I was able to be tutored by Mr. Shen personally." Ruan Mengxi changed his voice, "Is Mr. Shen not confident in your favorite student?"

"I see." Shen Shushi's expression relaxed, "When you enter Beijing University, let's get married. From school uniforms to wedding dresses, didn't you tell me that you envied Teacher Dabai before?"

"Hey! Brother, are you proposing marriage? How can you be so hasty!" Ruan Mengxi was a little mad, "No, no, I didn't hear it, you can repeat it next time!"

The boy ran away in a jerk, leaving Shen Shushi standing still and scratching the back of his head with a confused expression.

Shen Shushi, who was always smart and calm, would only show this expression at such times.