After becoming a top fake boyfriend, I gained fans because of poverty

Tang Xi really likes Yu Shuang, and Xiao Ji doesn't need to ask Tang Xi for confirmation on this matter, he can tell it at a glance.The relationship between Tang Xi and Fang Xu was basically nothing. Compared with Tang Xi's dependence on Yu Shuang, it was nothing compared to Tang Xi's dependence on Yu Shuang.

Because of this, Xiao Ji didn't dare to tell Tang Xi all these things. It was just that Yu Shuang didn't reply to the message, which made Tang Xi abnormal. If Tang Xi knew about this hot search today, would Tang Xi directly Start to piss off netizens?This effect is not good.

Xiao Ji doesn't think Yu Shuang is bad, it's just that Tang Xi has already experienced a failed relationship, and now he cares so much about Yu Shuang, what if it ends up being nothing?

Xiao Ji regards Tang Xi as his own relatives, and it hasn't been long since he and Yu Shuang have known each other for a long time. After all, there is a difference between closeness and closeness. Tang Xi is willing to make a lot of sacrifices, but Xiao Ji is not necessarily.

But Yu Shuang's friends also know that there is a difference between intimacy and distance. He hopes that Tang Xi will be good, and Mr. Zhai hopes that Yu Shuang will be good.

Xiao Ji was in a dilemma: "This critical moment—"

Zhai Yun replied: "A friend in need is a friend, isn't it?"

Xiao Ji nodded awkwardly, "I'll tell Tang Xi later."

He can't decide this matter, and he still has to reveal it to Tang Xi in the end.

He was hiding Tang Xi for nothing.

With such a waste of time, several scenes of Tang Xi were almost finished filming.Xiao Ji had just bid farewell to Zhai Yun and rushed back to the set. As soon as they met, Tang Xi's first words were: "Did Yu Shuang reply to the message?"

Xiao Ji: "..."

Forget it, don't you all know it's the water that was poured out?

"No," Xiao Ji felt very helpless, and handed him the phone, "Well... I just contacted Yu Shuang's friend... He said he has something to talk to you about, do you want to go?"

Tang Xi didn't understand what happened at all, and was suddenly "interviewed" and was completely confused: "Yu Shuang's friend? Who? Why do you want to contact Yu Shuang's friend?"

Xiao Ji's forehead was sweating: "There is something."

Tang Xi remembered that Yu Shuang said that he didn't have many friends, except for Zhai Yun, only Zhai Yun was left.He stood for a while, slowly sorting out the past few days in his mind, always feeling that something was not right.

Tang Xi asked: "Is it Zhai Yun?"

Xiao Ji felt guilty and surprised: "How do you know?"

Sure enough.

"Yu Shuang took me to meet him last time." Tang Xi stopped in front of the car door, turned to look into Xiao Ji's eyes, "Xiao Ji, do you have something to hide from me?"

Xiao Ji: "Huh?"

Tang Xi seemed to have found a clue from the mess, and stared at Xiao Ji with sharper eyes, not letting go of Xiao Ji's strange expression.

He said: "Zhai Yun's phone number must have been left to you by Yu Shuang. You contacted Zhai Yun because you couldn't get in touch with Yu Shuang? Di Yun said he wanted to see me..."

Tang Xi's face changed slightly: "What happened to Yu Shuang?"

Out.

Judging from Zhai Yun's reaction, apart from the sudden trending, it seems that something else happened.

For a while, Xiao Ji didn't know whether he should explain his concealment first or summarize what happened. He just opened his mouth, and before he could utter a word, Tang Xi dialed Yu Shuang's phone, phone and WeChat voice They dialed again, but this time it's not that no one answered - Yu Shuang's cell phone was immediately turned off.

"Stop calling, if you can get in touch, you don't need to contact Zhai Yun..."

Tang Xi interrupted him: "Give me Zhai Yun's number."

Slightly different from Xiao Ji's imagination, Tang Xi looked calm this time.

Before he gave Tang Xi Zhai Yun's number, he confirmed to Tang Xi: "Zhai Yun means that once you contact him, he will acquiesce that you two are really tied together. Yu Shuang doesn't know that you like him, you--"

"Number." Tang Xi said.

Xiao Ji had already guessed this result.He handed Zhai Yun's phone number to Tang Xi, feeling that the report to the boss this month must be "Boss, I didn't lie, it's really a friend who turned into a boyfriend".

Tang Xi didn't rest for a while, and when he got in the car, he dialed Zhai Yun's number and asked what was going on with Yu Shuang.

Zhai Yun's voice also sounded a little anxious: "I won't be able to explain his affairs to you for a while. I have to meet you again. There is no big crisis. Don't worry too much. If you don't rush... "

Although Zhai Yun was comforting Tang Xi "don't worry", this person's faster and faster speech has completely betrayed the content of his speech, and the comfort completely backfired. Tang Xi's heart was lifted by him, eyebrows The creases in between never disappeared.

While paying attention to the situation on Weibo, Xiao Ji comforted him: "Don't get excited, don't get excited..."

Tang Xi turned his head and said expressionlessly: "In the future, if Yu Shuang's matter is kept from me, I really want to change my agent."

Xiao Ji immediately raised three fingers and swore: "Don't hide it, don't hide it, and never hide it again!"

Tang Xi and Zhai Yun met once, but they didn't have much to say. But it can be seen that Zhai Yun and Yu Shuang have a strong relationship, and they are not the simple creditors he thought before.

At this moment, Tang Xi suddenly felt a little regretful. He should try his best to learn more about Yu Shuang from Zhai Yun and Zhai Yun.It is indeed a way to catch Yu Shuang and squeeze the toothpaste, but there are too many accidents in life, and no one knows whether the toothpaste will run away before the squeeze is finished.

It's like holding a hydrogen balloon in your hand. Because there is no wind, no cloud and the sun is shining today, you think it doesn't matter if you hold the thread loosely. Who knows that there will be a strong wind and blow away the balloon you didn't hold tightly. up.

You can't blame the wind, you can only blame yourself for not holding it tight.

Zhai Yun didn't know why he went there just now, he seemed in a hurry right now, he was still panting when he sat down opposite Tang Xi: "Hello, we meet again."

Tang Xi didn't care about politeness: "Hello. Where is Yu Shuang now?"

"It should be locked up by his father. I have been blacklisted by his father for a long time. It must have been useless in the past, so I asked others," Zhai Yun said while panting, "I will count on her first. Now I will wait for someone else." Call, if it doesn't work, call his uncle..."

Yu Shuang was locked up by his father?

Tang Xi only felt that the world had changed after he had filmed a few scenes: "His father is...alive?"

"Pfft——" Zhai Yun almost squirted the Coke all over, "cough cough cough... Da Mingxing Tang, you can't talk nonsense, cough cough... Yu Shuang told you that his father is gone?"

Only then did Tang Xi realize that he had misunderstood Yu Shuang's meaning before, and hurriedly said, "No, no, I misunderstood. How could Yu Shuang be locked up by his father?"

What Tang Xi said just now made Zhai Yun choke hard. He coughed so hard that his face turned red, and he tried to calm his breathing: "His father and him have always had conflicts. This time, Yu Shuang may have stimulated him. No matter what happened before It's not like this... Yu Shuang told me that the two of them just look at each other and hate each other, and they can't act like a father, a loving son, and a filial piety."

Tang Xi suddenly realized that Yu Shuang's family seemed to be different from what he imagined.

He originally imagined that Yu Shuang's family may not be rich, but at least they have a gentle and reticent mother and a serious and loving father.It should be an ordinary but warm family.

"By the way, don't you know about Yu Shuang's family background?" Di Yun just remembered this, "Do you know about Yu's family in C City?"

...How could it be possible not to know.

Tang Xi: "..."

Tang Xi knew that he should keep calm now, but he still felt like he was living in a dream: "Well, you mean, Yu Shuang is..."

Zhai Yun quickly explained: "It's normal if you don't know, Yu Shuang didn't manage his family, basically no one knows. Well, you treat him like a poor boy, it doesn't matter."

Tang Xi nodded with difficulty: "Well...it doesn't matter."

It doesn't matter, it means that the person who always thought he was a poor boy has become a rich second generation... that's all.

That is, because of his own brain supplement, he also gave others a subsidy of 10 yuan...that's all.

Tang Xi: Stop, don't think about it anymore!

"Now that someone wants to pick up on Yu Shuang's past, it probably won't be long. But it's a good thing, who dares to provoke the Yu family?" Zhai Yun sighed, "Perhaps the Yu family is glamorous in the eyes of others, right? But in fact, Yu Shuang really—”

He paused, then asked, "Has Yu Shuang mentioned his mother to you?"

Tang Xi was still trying to calm himself down, looking down at his fingertips: "I mentioned it a little bit."

Yu Shuang didn't get along with his father, maybe he had a good relationship with his mother.

Although she said "lack of assertiveness and courage" when evaluating her mother, Yu Shuang's expression was so gentle.

Zhai Yun: "Yu Shuang changed a lot in his third year of high school. His change came after his mother passed away... Let's talk about things, his mother's death has a lot to do with him."

……

"Again, I hope you can live freely... go where you want to go... pursue the person you like..."

"I'm very happy to be able to tell you this... really happy..."

During the period when she came back from her third year of high school, Yu Shuang would dream whenever she squinted for a while.

He would dream of his teenage self arguing with his mother.That is very rare, because in childhood, his mother Wen Lu was the only one who was not good at expressing but tolerated everything about him and told him "take a break and take a breath".

She would often whisper to Yu Shuang, "I'll tell you when your father is here" when he was riding his horse. At that time, a cunning color would appear in the young woman's eyes, and her whole person would be much more lively than usual.

But Yu Shuang, who had reached the rebellious stage, began to question her: "Why do you always protect me after I am punished?"

Young Yu Shuang felt it was unfair.Zhai Yun's parents would quarrel over "should we keep Zhai Yun at home to study?" His parents always quarreled when they disagreed. Zhai Yun sat on the sofa and listened, but the result was always that both parties took a step back. Zhai Yun finally became the biggest winner.

He is so envious.

Why is his father not like other fathers, his mother is not like other mothers, his family is envied by others, but it can't make him feel happy.

"He won't scold you, and he won't beat you," the young Yu Shuang asked her, "Why don't you blame him? Do you really want to help me?"

Then the woman falls silent and the matter is over.

They even quarreled once in the third year of high school.Wen Lu found that Yu Shuang was a little abnormal during that time, and his mind was always distracted.She jokingly asked Yu Shuang if she had fallen in love with a little girl, and Yu Shuang simply said frankly, "I like boys."

Then his dad got angry—his dad scolded him, saying, "You really can say anything."His mother was watching from the side, with complicated emotions in her eyes, Yu Shuang didn't understand and didn't want to understand.The day before he ran away from home, he went to Mother Yu's room alone again. He felt sad and needed to vent.

He was really a jerk and useless when he was a kid, and he was afraid of Dad, so he pointed the finger at someone who was gentle with him.

"Do you also think I can't like boys?"

His mother avoided answering: "Your father and grandfather are also doing it for your own good. In the future..."

Yu Shuang lost her temper in her room: "For my own good? You just hope that the Yu family can be passed on from generation to generation-yes, you all have various difficulties! He has difficulties, he wants to listen to grandpa; you also have Difficulties, you can’t speak for me. Right? I want to pay for your difficulties, right? But it’s none of my business! Don’t you think it’s unfair?!”

After getting angry at his mother, he said coldly: "You can do whatever you want, as long as you are happy. You might as well have another child. Leave me alone."

Then he made up his mind and borrowed money from Zhai Yun. This time he ran away from home and went far away.

Teenager's impulse is always momentary.In a strange city, after the anger in his belly was extinguished, he felt empty and confused, and regretted what he said to his mother.

But Yu Shuang was embarrassed to go back in such a disheveled manner. The shame that only works in front of his relatives made him insist on staying in a strange city. He bought a new mobile phone and cut off contact with his family. In the end, he lost his temper More like a distraction.

He knew that Yu Cheng would not rush over to look for him, he was used to being raised like this, so he felt at ease outside.

But he didn't expect that Wen Lu would sneak out to find him.

In his memory, his mother Wen Lu always followed Yu Cheng, put on the most beautiful and charming smile, and acted like a little bird in front of guests, but usually said nothing, obedient and silent.

Mingming looked like a dodder flower, and when faced with his questioning, she only knew to be silent, and she didn't dare to speak for him in front of Yu Cheng, but she dared to sneak out to find him without telling everyone.

It's not because Yu Shuanghui suddenly went home because he ran out of money, it was Zhai Yun who contacted him and said that his mother was in a car accident.

Mother Yu's health was not very good after giving birth to Yu Shuang, and the situation after the car accident was really not optimistic.Yu Shuang didn't even know how he went back and how he stood in front of Wen Lu. He was like a walking corpse, and for the first time in his life, he was at a loss and his hands and feet were cold.

Yu Shuang asked the woman beside the hospital bed: "Why did you come out to find me?"

Wen Lu said, "I'm afraid you really don't want to be my child anymore."

Yu Shuang didn't remember exactly what mood she was in at the time.But he still remembers feeling like he had a rock stuck in his throat.The stone was cold and hard, choking him very uncomfortable, he couldn't even say "I'm sorry", and for a while he felt like he had turned into a stone statue.

It was Wen Lu who said "I'm sorry".She said slowly: "I'm sorry, being a daughter, wife, mother for the first time... I didn't do any of them well."

She called him "Youyou" affectionately, and said, "Youyou, I hope you can live freely...go where you want to go...pursue the person you like...this is my true thought, and I support you. "

"Don't be like me... just listen to them. I can't do anything well... I can't say 'look at me more', I can't say 'I don't want to get married', I can't even say a word for you... ...don't dare to..."

"Don't be sad, I am very happy to be able to say this to you...really happy...it is because of you that I can say these words, I have been holding back for a long time...you are my son, I will always love you... ...I will always care about you."

Yu Shuang couldn't remember whether she cried or not, but Wen Lu told him not to cry at that time, she seemed tired even raising her eyelids, comforted him weakly and at a loss, and finally he left the ward.

When the scene changed, he also dreamed that his uncle was chatting with him, sitting by the field in the afternoon.

His uncle said: "Your mother...maybe because your grandpa and grandma always took care of me, but you ignored her. She became more and more silent and restrained. That's it. Of course, it may also be because I have bullied her several times."

"Every time I bullied her, she didn't dare to tell your grandpa and grandma. Oh, now that I think about it, I was pretty hateful back then."

"To be honest, everyone thinks that she and your father are in love, but I don't think so. Why? Maybe it's because she and I are siblings."

A woman who was neglected from childhood and used to obey others, a woman who said nothing when she married a man who didn't love each other, took the biggest step for her son.

She would sneak out to find me, perhaps for the first time in her life mustering up the courage.

She lacked a little courage, but she used all her courage on me.

Yu Shuang never realized that she was such an asshole.

The more he thought about it, the more sad he became: "...Aren't you uncomfortable?"

His uncle said "Huh?", "Why do you say that?"

Yu Shuang was a little angry: "You don't look uncomfortable."

His uncle rubbed his head vigorously: "So you are a brat—"

He memorized the next sentence for a long time, "It is the kid who is uncomfortable at a glance. The suffering of adults is always unknown, do you understand, kid?"

……

For a long time after that, the woman who made him breathe became a heavy stone in his heart, and Yu Shuang suffered from insomnia day and night because of this, which he attributed to his "retribution" for not cherishing the hard-won maternal love.

When he woke up, he found himself lying on the edge of the bed in Wen Lu's room.Woke up with pain because he had a stomachache.

Yu Cheng didn't know when he came in, and he didn't make a sound after he came in, he just stood in the corner.Seeing Yu Shuang woke up, he said in a deep voice:

"Do you want to starve to death after eating so little?"

"I think you really want me to die," Yu Shuang smiled, "You don't have to be angry every day after I die, how nice it is."

Yu Cheng put the food in front of him: "Do you have the face to see your mother?"

"...I don't know. But she shouldn't dislike me."

The chaotic dreams and constant pain calmed him down. Under the huge oil portrait, he half-closed his eyes, feeling like his mother was watching him.

Yu Shuang sat against the wall, with one leg bent, "After thinking about it calmly, I actually kind of understand why you married her in the first place. You don't care about love, and grandpa introduced her to you, so you just go along with it. It doesn't matter if one of them doesn't refuse, in the eyes of outsiders, the image of a loving couple is just like that."

"My mother must be eager for love but unwilling to say it. There is no woman who does not desire love. Have you ever thought that she may also expect you to love her and expect you to take the initiative to understand her?"

Yu Cheng subconsciously looked at the portrait.

Yu Shuang didn't know what he was looking at—could he be asking Wen Lu "Do you really long for love"?But he won't get an answer, so what's the use of asking?

Yu Cheng looked away, did not continue Wen Lu's topic, and asked him, "Is it because we pushed you too hard?"

It was the first time he spoke to Yu Shuang in such a peaceful voice.

This man is always very strong and self-centered, as if Wen Lu and Yu Shuang are his appendages and must obey his arrangements.Even if Wen Lu died, he didn't think it was his fault.

It was the first time he asked such a question.

Is it because we push you too hard that you say you like boys?

Or is it because we push you so hard that you really start liking boys?

Yu Shuang understood it strangely, and spent a few seconds thinking about this question, "Maybe."

He continued: "In all fairness, sometimes I feel that I am really like you. I don't want to show weakness, I don't want to retreat, I must fight head-to-head, like two angry bulls, neither will give way to the other, and in the end not only hit the head It's blood, and it hurts unrelated people. Thinking of this, I hate myself a little."

Yu Shuang is actually very good at stabbing others in the heart, and Yu Cheng is not as good as him in this respect.Yu Cheng stood for a while, wondering what he was thinking, then turned around and left.Yu Shuang looked at his back and thought: What a crime.

He looked up at the portrait of his mother.

Why didn't I say it then?Is it because I didn't expect it, or because I have no face to say it?

he thinks.

First time daughter, wife, mother...you are doing great.

sorry.You have really done a good job.