Looking back at three lives

"Grandpa, look there! There is a man lying down!"

"He's alive! Quick! Take him into the house!"

The woman looked at the person on the couch with an extremely pale face, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with him?"

Uncle Xu poured out a glass of water and looked up to drink it, then he said with some doubts: "His pulse condition is also very strange, and the rhythm is different from that of ordinary people. It seems that his breathing is unstable, tired and weak. It should be fine. Just a moment."

The woman nodded, "It's fine." When she tucked in the quilt for the patient, she found that there was a bead tied to the patient's ankle. She took it off for fear that it would be tied. It was a rosary with blue light, "Grandpa, this The beads are beautiful."

Uncle Xu took a look, his eyes were dazed, and he was startled, "This...is this a treasure handed down from the Lan family!"

"The Lan family? Is it the Lan family you mentioned?"

Uncle Xu cast a sad look at Yun Shu, "Your grandma used to be a maid of the Lan family. She said that there were two rosary beads, one on each of the two young masters. Unfortunately, it was a time of war and the country was torn apart. Many people fled for their lives. When the enemy attacked and entered the city, the two young masters disappeared until the Lan family disappeared and their mother passed away, so the two young masters could never be found again." Looking at the blue bead in his hand, Uncle Xu suddenly said excitedly: "But now I have found the rosary. This young master may be a descendant of the Lan family..." He folded his hands together, and couldn't help saying, "I really thank God for allowing me to meet the descendant of the Lan family that my mother told me to look for..."

"This life... this life..."

The woman heard Yun Shu's dreaming voice, and looked at him hurriedly, only to see that his brows were tightly furrowed, she didn't know what happened in the dream, the name he kept calling must be someone he was very nervous about.

Putting the blue beads beside his pillow, the woman sat aside and looked at him, her face was stern, but her sleeping face was extraordinary, and there was an important person tied in the center of the dream, and her tenderness was hard to hide.

There seemed to be a flash of sympathy in the woman's eyes.

"Grandpa, maybe it's God's mercy, let us have a chance to meet the descendants of the Lan family."

When Yun Shu woke up, it was just after noon. He looked around and found himself in an ordinary wooden house. He calmed down a little, as if it was just a dream, but he felt that he still couldn't exert himself.

When he saw the figure of a busy woman, he asked in surprise: "Miss Yu'er?"

Yu'er stopped what he was doing, quickly approached him, and said happily, "Master, still remember me?"

"Of course I remember, that day you were injured by a horse on the street, and I sent you to the hospital."

Yu'er smiled shyly and said, "Yeah, I didn't expect that I would save you today, but why did you faint in the woods? My grandfather said your pulse is weak, you need to rest more."

Only then did Yun Shu remember that he wanted to go back to the Heaven Realm, but because he had consumed too much vitality in his previous life and fell into a coma due to his lack of cultivation, he felt that he could not delay any more time, so he had to stay in the bed in a hurry, "Miss Yu'er, thank you for your life-saving help." Well, but I have something urgent to leave first."

Yu'er quickly picked up the blue beads beside the pillow, and said anxiously: "My lord, wait a minute, you are still very weak, even if you want to leave immediately, there is a place you must go to."

"Where?"

"That place is related to your life experience."

Yun Shu followed her to the other side of Fuyu Mountain. He rarely came here, so he didn't know that there was a towering tomb here, and the owner of the tomb was named Lan.It is covered by trees on weekdays, and very few people will come here. Almost no one finds this tomb, but the side of the tomb is still clean, so it can be seen that people often come to clean it.

"This is……?"

Seeing his surprised look, Yu'er was a little disappointed and said: "Sure enough, you don't know the Lan family anymore." She took out the blue beads and said politely, "Your master's blue rosary is from the Lan family a hundred years ago. At that time, there were two young masters in the Lan family. Each of them had one of these rosary beads. Later, they were separated from their families due to the war and their whereabouts were unknown. Today I saw you also had this rosary bead on your feet, so I guessed you Maybe it's a descendant of the Lan family, so I'll take you to see your ancestors."

Yun Shu took the beads tremblingly, looked at the grave again with horror, and suddenly a chill enveloped his whole body.He saw part of his past life today, but he didn't see the scene before he became a fairy. Could it be that he was one of the two young masters back then?What about the other one?Did he die, or was he lucky enough to survive like himself...

Yu'er looked up at the shadows of the trees, "This forest was originally the Lan family's mansion, but within a hundred years, it was also turned into ruins, and then a forest grew."

Yun Shu was stunned: "How old were they when they separated?"

"Grandpa said that one is ten years old and the other is seven years old."

Feeling that his whole body became stiff and cold, and the air around him seemed to become heavy, Yun Shu was stunned for a long time, he indeed had no memory of before the age of ten, but how he opened his mouth, he might be one of the young masters?Lived to be a hundred years old?

"I'm afraid no one knows about the Lan family except me and my grandfather. If the young master is really a descendant of the Lan family, they will be relieved to know."

Yun Shu paused for a long time, suddenly his eyes flashed, and Chi asked: "Then, are they... are they human?"

Yu'er was obviously stunned, his eyes flickered, and he told the truth: "Grandpa said that Mrs. Lan was rumored to be transformed by a deer demon, so the child she gave birth to is half human and half deer."

There was a "buzz", and there was no other sound in my head.

Yun Shu, with empty eyes, leaned against the tombstone for a long time in a daze, his mouth squirmed slightly, "Could it be...you are really my parents..." Gently touching the tombstone, the coldness spread from his fingertips to his heart, but it was already gone. I can't feel the affection I once had.

Yu'er's eyes lit up, and he said in surprise, "My lord, is it really a descendant of the Lan family?"

Yun Shu put down his hand, but couldn't hide the sadness in his eyes, "I don't know, this rosary seems to have been on me since I can remember."

"No matter what, the son and the Lan family must be connected. I believe it will be cleared up one day. You don't need to worry about it."

The tombs of his parents stand here so desolately, but he doesn't know why he became a fairy. He has never looked for them for 100 years. Such unfilial piety beats heavily on his heart until he feels that he can no longer live in a daze, so he sighs. walk towards the truth.

Yun Shu, who was full of depression, went back to the heaven to find Luochen. He didn't practice in the Buddhist hall. When he wanted to leave, he found a jade statue on the altar, which looked very kind.

When he approached, he saw a white marble statue. The whole body of the jade statue was crystal clear and white. The carved figure had a serene face, with his hands on his chest, full of blessings and hopes.

In an instant, he calmed down all the emotions in his heart, as if he could see his past through time and space.

It wasn't until the light coughing sound behind him that he was relieved, and Yun Shu turned around, "True Monarch."

"What's the matter? Back to the heaven, just to stare at this white marble statue in a daze?"

"No, I just think this jade statue looks very kind, as if I've seen it a long time ago."

Luo Chen paused, "You had a fairy fate in your previous life. This jade statue has been in the heaven for thousands of years. It's not surprising that you are attracted to him."

Yun Shu changed the topic, and said bluntly: "I remember Zhenjun once said that you were originally one of the gods in the three realms of heaven, and you have long been separated from the appearance of men and women. You are the ultimate heavenly venerable, why did you choose to descend to the two realms? Could it be that you are against yourself? Is there still nostalgia for this skin?"

Hearing this, Luochen laughed a few times, "I have already passed a thousand years in the heavenly realm, and I have long forgotten what this body looks like, but you, do you still have nostalgia for the fate of Fuyu Mountain? Let's see when you descend to the realm. When you come back, your eyes are full of nostalgia, do you know it?"

Yun Shu was stunned, and said with deep eyes: "Zhenjun, to tell you the truth, I went back to the heaven this time to find out one thing, can you tell me what happened before I was ten years old, why did I do this?" The only memory in my life is the heavens?"

Luochen pondered for a while, "Why do you ask that?"

"It is precisely because of the fate of Fuyu Mountain that it seems to affect my long-hidden memory. I have seen fragmentary pictures, but they disappeared in a blink of an eye, so I mobilized my vitality to find the relationship with the deer demon. previous life."

Luochen was surprised and said, "What? No wonder I felt that your breath was not stable when you came back this time. Have you adjusted it?"

"No, cultivation takes time, I can't wait."

"You've exhausted your vitality, and if you don't cultivate well, you will hurt your heart!"

"I have no choice but because I saw some unbelievable pictures and wanted to figure it out as soon as possible."

Luo Chen's heart froze, he raised his eyebrows and said, "Then... what did you see?"

"I can't see it completely, I can only vaguely see that we seem to be involved in many past lives, and, in every life, there is always a figure, it seems to be you..." After finishing speaking, Yun Shu gently Looking at Luo Chen, he did not miss the surprise in his eyes, and immediately asked in surprise, "Could it really be you?"

Luochen walked up to the jade statue, and said calmly, "I thought that if your memory is sealed, you won't be able to remember anything."

Yun Shu was shocked and said: "What? You sealed my memory? Why did you do that? Is there really any ulterior secret in this?"

"It's not a secret, but since you have become a fairy, why should you be obsessed with this worldly past?" Luo Chen spoke plainly, without a trace of disturbing thoughts.

Yun Shu frowned, and his expression became serious, "Then it's not an attachment if Zhenjun puts a seal on me? If Zhenjun refuses to tell me, then I will solve the mystery of this life experience and past life by myself. "

Hearing his resolute tone, Luochen pursed his lips, but seeing his persistence as in his previous life, he sighed again: "I knew I couldn't escape this doom in the end, it's good for you to understand everything, and there should be It's a choice..." After saying that, he sat down beside the piano table calmly, and plucked the strings, and the thick strings directly passed through Yunshu's heart.

Yun Shu was startled suddenly, his eyes fixed, he forcibly passed through countless pictures, and was awakened from ancient memories.

The jade statue in his mind magnified infinitely until he returned to a space where the world was peaceful and the sky was clear. There was a monk playing the lyre beside the jade statue. Everything was quiet and deep at first, but a woman with a red shadow suddenly lit up to the jade statue. In the red lotus fire, the Yuanshen in the jade statue was torn apart. The monk used his whole life to return the Yuanshen to its place, but it still failed to integrate. The Yuanshen split into two and scattered in the world. The monk left a phalanx relic.

Smoothing the strings, Luo Chen seemed to have nothing happened, and An Ran said: "What you saw just now is the scene before your first reincarnation."

"What...?" Yun Shu's eyes were full of horror, and he couldn't return to reality for a long time, "But why is it this jade statue?"

A trace of pity flashed across Luochen's eyes, and he said helplessly, "Because your predecessor was this jade statue, and you also saw that it was destroyed by that woman, and your primordial spirit was scattered in the world. I thought I would let you reincarnate in the world. Nothing major will happen in the reincarnation, but that woman has too much resentment, and has gone through countless previous lives with you. I deduce that this life is your last reincarnation. If the soul cannot return to its place, it will be wiped out. The memory of the previous life and the previous life is sealed, I just don’t want your feelings to influence your judgment, but I still failed, your obsession with each other has exceeded my imagination, and I have no way to stop it.”

What the ghost said, what he saw, what Luo Chen said, all can be connected together. Yun Shu felt that there was some emotion surging out of his body, and his brows were stained with pale and sad. Wen Wen said slightly stiffly: "You just said, what does it mean that the primordial spirit returns to its position?"

"You shouldn't have existed in the first place. It was I who continued to bless the jade statue during my lifetime of practice, and inadvertently injected my mana. Therefore, the jade statue not only possessed the life I bestowed, but also had a sense and understanding of the world. The return of the soul is to make you become one and be a normal person, but either you or he will disappear, and only one will be left in the end."

A few words are enough to make Yun Shu's blood freeze into ice, and the terrifying chill continues to flow to every corner of his body, leaving only grief and shock in his eyes.With heavy steps, he slowly backed away and slumped on the chair, staring blankly at the floor tiles with colorful auspicious clouds, with bitterness gushing in his throat, he smiled sadly, until he burst into tears.

I just found my parents, I just knew who I am, I just met this life, and I haven't had time to talk to him properly, and I haven't had time to make up for the regrets of the previous life, but the truth that was told in an instant is like the ghost of the ghost. The red lotus fire easily burned all these thoughts into nothingness.

He smiled bitterly again, and his clear vision blurred again.

Back to the boulder, it was the same sunset again, and it was a pure white and flawless deer. The moment he saw him, he ran towards him, gradually flashing white light, and turned into a human form and threw himself into his arms.

The man's momentum made Yun Shu take half a step back, and he smiled sadly.

A round of red sun was slowly falling, dyeing the sky red, the afterglow reflected on the two of them, like a layer of gorgeous gauze curtains, all the scenes of their cuddling each other in the previous life reappeared before their eyes one by one, allowing But the book can only bear the pain in his heart.

Holding a blue rosary in his hand, Luochen's words echoed in his ears.

"This rosary belongs to him. You died protecting him when you were ten years old. After death, you entered the heavens directly. I took this opportunity to seal your memory. He...is your younger brother."

His eyes were sore, and right now he just wanted to embrace this life tightly, and find the family affection and time that were once happy but long gone under the setting sun.

"Last night I dreamed that you were injured trying to protect me. I was very scared, afraid that you would..."

The tone of this life was full of worry, and Yun Shu felt a little sad in his heart. He could only bury the matter of the jade statue in his heart.

Yun Shu put on his clothes again, patted him on the shoulder, and said softly: "It's okay, you will be fine in the future." After finishing speaking, he looked at the rosary in his hand, and remembered what Luochen said about the return of the soul Bit, he knew, he had no choice.

I'm not here, you can live a good life.

In this life, he touched the Buddha bone through his clothes, and his eyes dimmed.

If I leave, you won't die for me again.

Yun Shu found Yu'er, handed two blue rosary beads to her, and said seriously: "As you think, Mrs. Lan is half human and half deer, her two sons are not human, and I am her eldest son." son."

"What...?" Yu'er was shocked for a while, looked him up and down, then looked at the two blue rosary beads, and then asked in a trembling voice: "Why two, and the other one...?"

Yun Shu said solemnly: "I would like to ask you to do me a favor. There will be a person or a white deer hanging around that big rock in the woods to the west. Maybe I won't be there after a while. If he keeps waiting for me , you tell him, don’t wait for me anymore, go live your own life.”

From Yunshu's eyebrows and eyes, it seemed that Qianzang's sadness could be felt, and Yu'er couldn't help being a little worried, "Where are you going?"

Yun Shu sighed deeply: "I've always been there, but I can't let him know, because...he won't see me again."

Hearing his sad tone, passing by Yu'er's ears, she couldn't help but feel a little sad, "Why? Is there anything I can't tell him directly?"

Yun Shu clenched his palms tightly, hesitantly said: "No...it will only add to the sadness."

Yu'er looked straight into his eyes, although he was so calm that there was no trace of frown, but it was not difficult to find that his eyes deeply reflected his heart, which was in severe pain. "Doesn't your heart hurt?"

Yun Shu said weakly: "If you don't have a heart, you won't know the feeling of this injury..."

Yu'er watched him quietly walk towards the direction he was obsessed with, but his back was full of sadness.

In this life, I never imagined that our past and life experience would be involved in the relationship with you, but we can't save it, or even have no time to reminisce about it, because this is not a fate, but a calamity...

"Why did you bring me out?"

Yun Shu took this life for a walk in the crowded night market, seeing him happily walking through the crowd, he knew that he rarely felt the excitement and bright lights of the people, and couldn't help but feel sour in his heart, only felt that the time spent with him in this life was too much It's too short, even if there are countless past lives, it's not enough for him to recollect, and even his eyes became hot, and he almost shed tears.

After a while, he finally replied, "Because I think you seldom go down the mountain, and you are always on the mountain, and you find it boring."

This life smiled, "That's right, it's not in the woods, it's on the mountain, and there are very few opportunities to come out."

"It seems that I am also, not in the heavens, but in the mountains."

This life glanced at him, "Why do I feel that you are the one who came to me because you were bored..."

"Isn't that good? Let's go over there and have a look."

Seeing a shop, they felt that a strange air was attracting Yun Shu, so they walked in, and the shopkeeper immediately greeted him with a smile.

"The two young masters are very friendly. This shop has everything you need for calligraphy and painting."

Yun Shu looked at a painting on the wall, the woman in the painting was as pure as water, quiet and beautiful, he couldn't take his eyes off for a moment.

This life looked suspicious and said: "What's the matter? Do you want to buy calligraphy and painting?"

Yun Shu said quietly: "The woman in this painting has a pretty face and affection in her eyes, she seems to have seen it somewhere..."

The shopkeeper immediately replied: "This painting is not the real one, it was copied by later generations. The original painting was destroyed hundreds of years ago with the demise of the Ling family."

"The Ling family? Did this woman really exist?"

"The woman in this painting is named Qianhua, and the person who wrote the pen is named Ling Ce. Qianhua was originally a maid of the Ling family who is extremely wealthy. Who knows that she is in love with Young Master Ling Ce, but this kind of The rumor spread that the reputation of the Ling family was damaged, so the master of the Ling family broke up the pair of fateful mandarin ducks. When they were broken up, he learned that the maid was pregnant and had to let her give birth to a child, but in the end they separated. It happened hundreds of years ago, and the old man can’t remember the details.”

Hearing this, she seemed to be delusional in this life, and faintly called "Young Master".

"What?" Yun Shu was called out by him, and a picture appeared in front of him.

He saw that he was Ling Ce, painting in a garden, and the woman in the painting was Qian Hua. When he looked up, although Qian Hua was a woman with a pretty face, he had a strong feeling that she was this life!

what happened?Is what I see someone else's past life, or is this my own past life?

Too much effort to find the past life caused a pain in his head, and he endured it for a while.

"What's wrong?" Seeing this, this life asked with concern.

"I just saw some strange pictures..."

"What picture?"

"I saw that I was drawing a picture for you..." Yun Shu even wanted to close his eyes to see the cause and effect clearly, but he couldn't see it anyway.

This life was stunned and said: "I also saw that you were helping me draw..."

"what?"

Seeing their reaction, the shopkeeper didn't think it was strange, so he pondered for a moment and said, "Oh, by the way, you two, today's shadow puppet show is the story of Ling Ce and Qian Hua. If you are interested, you can go and see it."

This life happily held Yun Shu's arm and said, "Okay! Let's go and have a look!"

Walking out of the shop, Yun Shu frowned as if he was still thinking, absent-minded.

After walking for a long time, I asked this life: "Are you still thinking about the picture you saw just now?"

Yun Seo was still thinking hard, "I feel like someone wants us to know their story."

"I also find it strange that we can see the same picture, and you didn't use the fairy method this time. Could it be that is also our previous life?"

"I do not know."

"Then let's go to see the shadow puppet show, don't we know?" Zensheng turned around and took his hand and ran towards the crowded place.

In the shop just now, there was an extra shadow beside the shopkeeper, staring at the painting just now, dissatisfied: "You have tampered with the painting to lead them into the previous life, but in this way, your original seal, Isn't it unnecessary?"

The shopkeeper seemed to have returned to Luochen's real body, with a solemn expression, "Since they already know, there is no need to hide it anymore. I don't want them both to disappear. Besides...they still have another relationship, which has not yet been opened."

Pingle sneered: "Do you not want them to disappear, or do you not want to lose them?"

"When did I ever have them?"

Pingle swept Luochen's shoulder casually behind Luochen, rested his chin on his shoulder, sighed loudly, and said with a sour mouth: "Luochen, it's really Luochen, I can understand Jiuniang's hatred."

Luochen's eyes froze, and he stared sideways at the pair of proud and beautiful eyes that were close at hand, "Why do you mention Jiuniang?"

Ping Le raised his eyes and glanced at him, "You have always been concerned about them in your past and present lives."

Luochen faced the front, but his tone was very calm, "Why do you only see my obsession, but not what is my obsession?"

"If you don't have this obsession, where does Jiu Niang's hatred come from? If you don't have this obsession, how can they let you care about you from the past life to this life? If you don't have this obsession..." Ping Le simply put his hands together Surrounding Luochen, his tone was sour.

"enough."

With a deep sound, Luochen moved away, leaving Pingle's whole body empty, and Pingle calmly suppressed his laziness, and said sullenly: "I've seen enough by your side. "

Jin Sheng pulled Yun Shu into the theatre, found a seat and sat down, Jin Sheng stared at the white screen of the stage excitedly, but Yun Shu kept looking at his face, as if what he saw just now didn't affect him at all What, but Yun Shu suddenly felt that if that was really the previous life, it must be another painful ending.

"Yunshu, what's wrong? I feel like you're nervous."

"What?" With his words in this life, Yun Shu, who had bowed his head in silence, looked at him again.

"I said... why are you grabbing my hand so hard?"

Yun Shu lowered his head to look, his hands were almost purple red, he said "Oh", and let go quickly, "It's nothing..."

This life rubbed his painful hand, "Don't worry, it's just a show!"

"Well, it seems to be starting soon." In fact, Yun Shu knew that it was definitely not just a shadow puppet show.

Keeping the uneasy emotions in his heart, he didn't look away from Sheng Sheng's face until the lights dimmed and the paper figurine rose up on the stage.

This shadow puppet show is called "One Thought Broken Heart", and the story it interprets is the same as what the shopkeeper just said, but in this life, he watched it very movingly. He stared fixedly at the white screen, for fear of missing a single scene.

In the white screen, Qianhua left a note:

You must take good care of our children, so that I can hear their laughter from afar.

The man secretly made a promise:

You wait for me, I will find you when the child grows up.

The man didn't marry another wife, and he devoted himself to teaching their children. When he reached the age of curly hair, he was allowed to inherit the Ling family's great business, and he could go looking for Qianhua with peace of mind.

But the child died unexpectedly when he was eight years old. The man's father forced him to marry a wife and have children. The man had no choice but to give up his life's happiness for righteousness, for the Ling family, and for the foundation of his ancestors.

Ten years later, the man took his son to shelter from the rain under the pavilion. Looking back, the woman he had been thinking about smiled at him indifferently.

"Master, is he... all right?"

The man held his son's hand tightly, felt a pain in his heart, and said after a while, "He's fine."

"That's good..." The woman turned around, looked at the rain in the sky, and said softly: "But why, I haven't heard his laughter for a long time..." There was no expression on the woman's face, so Standing quietly, his eyes were so calm that there was no ripple. This kind of calm feeling made the man's eyes suddenly clouded with moisture.

Before the play was completely over, a mournful roar suddenly sounded in the quiet auditorium: "No! Don't lie to her!"

Everyone suddenly looked at the present who was so excited that he stood up and shouted, and saw that his brows were bleak, and he was so mentally broken that he wanted to step forward to stop something, "The child is dead! The child is dead! Did you hear that?" He is already dead..." Yun Shu tightly stopped him, and pulled him away from the whispering crowd to an empty corner outside the theatre.

Tears had already fallen on his face, and he sat on the ground in a daze in this life, and said miserably: "That's not a play, that's really our previous life, why didn't you tell me the truth? Why are you still lying to me even after you've seen me? I didn't blame you at all, even if you told me the truth, I wouldn't blame you, but why did you lie to me..."

Yun Shu felt extremely painful in his heart, and the dim lights reflected endless desolation in his eyes, because what was performed on the stage just now was their story, which happened in one of their past lives, which was rarely disturbed by ghosts and demons. everything of.

Yun Shu squatted down, caressing his shoulder cherishingly, and said distressedly: "I don't want to destroy the original peace, and I don't want to disturb the peace on your face. If the relationship between us is destined to be a tragedy, then it will be up to you." I'll take care of it."

In this life, the heartache was even worse, the eyes staring at Yun Shu flickered, but the vision was never clear.

"Haven't you taken on enough? I would rather never see this past life, because... I feel like I have experienced life and death again..."

A gust of wind blew down a few peach blossoms, which fell between them, forming a piece of sadness with the tears of this life.

Standing still for just a moment, I have spent a thousand years of time, but I am obsessed with the nostalgia of the previous life.