[Rebirth] Bucket List

Mu Lianxia has been in a very bad mood recently.

Song Anhuai was very sure of this, but every time he asked Mu Lianxia, ​​he always changed the topic, otherwise he would not say anything, making Song Anhuai feel insecure.

The two have been together for such a long time, and it will take seven years... Could it be that Mu Lianxia is going to have a seven-year itch?Song Anhuai would definitely not do it.

Song Anhuai silently went to find Xia Tingyu.

Xia Tingyu could also feel this matter.

Li Ruifeng and Mu Lianxia have such a good relationship, and Song Anhuai and Xia Tingyu are close buddies, and Xia Tingyu and Song Anhuai's relationship is here, and they often come out to have a meal and chat.Among other things, Mu Lianxia was absent-minded throughout the party three days ago, and everyone could feel it.And when he asked him, it was Gu Zuo who said him again, it seems that it must have become more obvious these days, otherwise Song Anhuai would not be able to come to him - since Xia Tingyu's ideas about Mu Lianxia have always been weak.

Xia Tingyu also has nothing to tell Song Anhuai, he and Li Ruifeng are still in the state of going on honeymoon from time to time, if something really happens to those two people, there is no one inside and outside him!So he chose to shut up.

But when he got home, he couldn't help but mention it to Li Ruifeng once.

Li Ruifeng also felt that Mu Lianxia was hiding something from him, or from everyone, but it was not possible to hide it from the state.What Xia Tingyu said had already affected him so badly that he couldn't help calling Mu Lianxia.

"Xia Xia, where are you?" As soon as the call was connected, Li Ruifeng felt that something was wrong.The voice on the other end of the phone was very noisy, and I didn't know what was going on.Sounds... like being in a hospital!

Li Ruifeng didn't know what to think about for a moment, and his whole body became tense.

Mu Lianxia's slightly distorted voice came through the phone: "I'm outside."

Li Ruifeng was really anxious to hear the electronic voice calling his name again: "Mulianxia, ​​are you in the hospital? What's going on!"

"...It's okay, just check your body," Mu Lianxia coughed lightly, "The weather is not very good, I feel like I might catch a cold..."

"Thirty degrees and you said you caught a cold?" Li Ruifeng raised his voice, "Which hospital are you in? Give me the address and hurry up! I'll find you."

Li Ruifeng is in a hurry now, Mu Lianxia can't say no to him, so he can only report the name of the hospital obediently.Sighing, he put his phone back in his pocket and sat on the public lounge chair in the hospital waiting for someone to come.

He was right, of course Mu Lianxia didn't catch a cold in the [-]s.It's just...he's in a hurry now.

No, or it could be said to be anxiety.

It has been seven years since she returned from rebirth.

If counted according to the time of his previous life, now is the countdown.Today is July 28, and the anniversary of his death in his previous life is July 31 this year.

When he was first reborn, he always felt that it was worth picking it up for seven years.But as time passed, as he got more and more things, he was reluctant and didn't want to die, he was afraid, very afraid.

So, the more this time came, the more uneasy and anxious he felt.But he can't tell anyone about it.

The list he made to himself has been completed, but it really makes him look like he was at the beginning... How can he be willing? !Sisi Primary School hasn't graduated yet... Grandma Xia and the others have sent off the black-haired man once, and they are still there, how can she leave?And his friends, his career...he still has a case in his hand, so he can't be irresponsible to the client...and...Song Anhuai.

How could he be willing!

When Li Ruifeng and Xia Tingyu rushed over, what they saw was Mu Lianxia who was sitting on a chair with his eyes wide open.

"Lianxia?" Li Ruifeng lowered his voice, raised his hand and poked Mu Lianxia.

Mu Lianxia regained his composure and blinked: "Ah, you are here."

Li Ruifeng sat down next to him, frowning: "What's wrong with you?"

As he said that, he snatched the receipts that Mu Lianxia put beside him.Looking at one by one, most of them are inspections, some results have come out, and all the data are normal.And based on these, I don't know what Mu Lianxia wants to investigate: "What's the matter with you?"

Li Ruifeng knew that Mu Lianxia was very concerned about his health.He has always had a healthy diet, does not smoke or drink, and has a regular schedule; he does not eat spicy food, and he does not eat food that is too cold or too hot. Work and rest life.

He had the impression that Mu Lianxia came to check his body regularly, but now... it seemed that something had really happened.

Mu Lianxia shook her head: "It's nothing, you saw it too, it's nothing."

Xia Tingyu took the list that Li Ruifeng handed over, and looked through it, but couldn't find anything, but his brows couldn't be loosened: "Don't talk to us, you know what we are related to. Tell brother, what's the matter?"

Mu Lianxia smiled bitterly: "You still don't believe me when I say it's fine."

"It's not just about today." Li Ruifeng looked at him seriously. "The last check-up was last month. If you come to the hospital now, you must be hiding something from us. You don't want to tell us that it's okay...but you trust us next time." Ah, everyone is here, you don’t have to carry it alone.”

"Also, where is Lao Song..." Xia Tingyu opened his mouth, but he still didn't say anything in the end.

Mu Lianxia also knew that he had gone too much recently, but he couldn't speak.

He started dreaming at night, dreaming that he was dead, all kinds of deaths.Sometimes it was the explosion in his previous life, sometimes it was an inexplicable car accident, sometimes it was just a heart attack...but without exception, he would die.

After he was reborn, he cared so much about his body that he didn't suffer from any illnesses, but what if he really died unexpectedly?After he dies, will anyone remember him?What will happen to Song Anhuai?

He clearly knew that he was on the edge of a dead end, but he couldn't get out.

For a moment, the atmosphere among the three was dead silent, and at this moment, Song Anhuai rushed over.He was wearing a short-sleeved shirt and trousers. His clothes were a little messy, and there were beads of sweat on his forehead. He looked a little embarrassed. Looking at the direction, he probably climbed up to the fourteenth floor without waiting for the elevator.

Xia Tingyu waved his hand: "I asked him to come... The matter between you should be resolved by yourself. It must be resolved, do you hear me?"

Mu Lianxia couldn't help but smiled wryly, but this smile happened to fall into Song Anhuai's eyes.

Song Anhuai felt an unspeakable pain in his heart for a moment, he pursed his lips, sat on the other side of Mu Lianxia, ​​but did not speak.

Xia Tingyu stood up when Song Anhuai came over, and dragged Li Ruifeng away: "You two are chatting, let's go first, we need to contact you."

Li Ruifeng wanted to say something else, but in the end he just sighed and followed Xia Tingyu away.

Only the two of them are left in this corner.Song Anhuai held Mu Lianxia's hand a little childishly towards Mu Lianxia, ​​seeing that Mu Lianxia didn't have any rejection reaction, he held both hands together.

In fact, Mu Lianxia was in a daze.

To be honest, he was a little afraid to face Song Anhuai until the warmth of his hands brought him back from his thoughts.

Song Anhuai's hands were very warm, with a bit of moisture in their palms, much hotter than Mu Lianxia's cold hands, as if they were scalding.

He looked at Song Anhuai, opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.

Song Anhuai smiled at him: "It's fine."

Mu Lianxia also had a sad smile on the face that looked better after looking at it for a long time: "Anyway, Lianxia, ​​just tell me, I'll just listen."

"I..." Mu Lianxia opened her mouth, unable to speak.

For a long time, he smiled at Song Anhuai: "Let's go home first."

***

It's a holiday now, and Sisi was taken to Italy by Lei Ming to stay for a while, so Mu Lianxia and Song Anhuai were left at home.

That's right, otherwise with Mu Lianxia's appearance, Sisi would have to make a fuss first.Although the grown-up Sisi is still the soft and cute kid in essence, she has a much more violent personality.Everyone doesn't mind watching the child make a fuss, anyway, he has a sense of proportion.But all his changes were pushed by Song Anhuai on Lei Ming.

If Sisi is here, seeing Mu Lianxia's appearance recently, she will definitely not give up until she solves it.The little witty ghost has a lot of ideas.

In fact, Mu Lianxia didn't care about it at first.But later, until now, the more things I get, the more I am afraid of losing.Especially this past week.Mu Lianxia almost had trouble sleeping and eating.He went to check his body and knew that he was fine. He couldn't say whether he was relieved or more frightened.

After all, the direct cause of his final death in his previous life was not illness, but an accident.

It was already night when I got home, and it was dark when I didn't turn on the lights.Mu Lianxia stopped Song Anhuai from turning on the light, and the two of them went back to the room together in the dark, and lay on the bed without changing clothes.

Mu Lianxia turned over and hugged Song Anhuai's waist, and buried herself in his arms.

"Song Anhuai."

"I'm here."

"I'm afraid..."

"What are you afraid of?" Song Anhuai asked him softly.

"I don't know..." Mu Lianxia closed her eyes, "Will you stay with me for a few days... If... I'll tell you a story."

"Then... am I going to start looking forward to what kind of story it will be now?"

"No," Mu Lianxia put his ear on Song Anhuai's chest, listening to Song Anhuai's thumping heartbeat.The voice was very steady, each sound made Mu Lianxia's erratic mind suddenly calm down, "It's not a very good story, but I want you to know."

"Okay." Song Anhuai said, holding Mu Lianxia's hand.