bodhi rose

Hai ate several meals of these dumplings in a week, and his body has a good environment and recovered well.

He made a decision to continue to get along with Gao Pingxiao with a long-term plan of wanting to live a good life. Because of his soft mouth, he wanted to help his godfather to do what he could, so that he would try not to eat free rice.

But he never expected that Gao Pingxiao gave him a script called "Deer Jiang".

After reading a few pages of the script, he wished he could run away from home again.

But Gao Pingxiao didn't let it go this time, all the work has already started, and there can be no more mistakes.He actively took measures to deal with the sea both hard and soft, and took a two-pronged approach.

"It's just work. Didn't you see that A Mu also filmed it? It's all fake." Gao Pingxiao persuaded.

It would be best if he could be persuaded to come back with words, because he knew that Hai himself had lost his memory and was incomplete in thought, so his principles would not be so complete either.

But if Hay finally refused to obey, he would not hesitate to take violent measures to force him.

Gao Pingxiao originally had nothing, so he placed all his bets on this movie, a gambler who has nothing, will not lack the elements of a desperado.

Hai worked with him for several days, unwilling in every possible way, but compromised before he took extreme measures.

Because it's just work.

Because Gao Pingxiao saved him.

Because in the days to come, I still want to live together well.

He gets along with his godfather day and night, and he also has feelings. This feeling is unique in his world. Without a partner, it will completely wither.

One cannot live without emotion.And in his world, there is no second familiar object for him to pour out these feelings.

Half of the funds from Japanese companies have arrived. In addition, thanks to the eloquence and connections of Hikari Kuwahara, a few sponsors have also been attracted.

Relatively sufficient funds have been invested, and the hardware facilities of the film are more complete than expected. They even have room to choose the location for live shooting.

The final filming location was a mountain in China that is famous for its fog and flowers. It is located in the humid south of the Yangtze River.

A group of people came here in early spring, just in time for the so-called late spring cold, the lowest temperature at the foot of the mountain in the morning even dropped ten degrees, freezing everyone solidly.

The sea is afraid of the cold. In the place where he lived before, Ah Mu was already able to run around in short sleeves, but he hadn’t been able to take off the ragged little padded jacket. It seemed that the coldest place had never been this cold.

Living in a hotel at the foot of the mountain, the room's air conditioner is turned on 24 hours a day, but he is still cold. The chill comes out of his bones, with a tooth-softening acid, covering every inch of his bones and flesh, making him feel cold. I felt an indescribable pain.

Hai has not yet joined the group, and someone will come to talk to him every day and teach him, but his qualifications are obviously too poor, and he was scolded by that character more than once. People are not happy anymore.

Lying alone on the bed at night, he felt a sense of loneliness with no relatives, and silently endured the fine pains in the joints. He completely swallowed the thought of telling Gao Pingxiao about the pain, because he Lonely, don't want to be annoying anymore.

The whole play of "Deer Ginger" is roughly divided into four parts. Most of the first and last parts were filmed in this mountain, and the rest of the filming was shot in a popular film and television base, and the other was shot in a borrowed classical Chinese courtyard. It's a two hour drive from here.

The courtyard is essentially a private villa owned by a Japanese who had dealt with Hikaru Kuwahara.When I first bought it, I was interested in the charm and style of the antique, but after I lived in it, I realized that the black-painted wooden edged windows and doors, the gloomy winding corridors are not as charming as the popular European-style homes, especially in winter. The rainy night looks almost bleak, but the winter in this area is very long and there is a lot of rain.The villa is expensive, there are almost no neighbors around, and it is difficult to sell it, so it has been idle for a long time, and it may still be a little dilapidated.

After more than half a month, Hai bit the bullet and went into battle. The two parts filmed in the mountains are Lu Jiang's life as a beautiful ghost at the beginning like a wild crane, and the end of Lu Jiang's life with the emperor after his death. .

There are two most gorgeous costumes in the two periods of being spirits, one is light purple with embroidered plum blossoms, the other is gorgeous red, like cold blood, and also like the most colorful flower, is a pair of clothes. A vigorous, beautiful and gorgeous death.

There are large and small waterfalls and a turquoise pool on the mountain. In the early morning after light rain, the clouds and mist filled the air, the spring water was tinkling, and the water droplets scattered by the waterfall were wrapped in the wind.

Gao Pingtaka and Kuwahara Hikari both studied photography. Before that, Gao Pingtaka had been obsessed with shooting laborious and unpopular literary films. He paid attention to every frame to the point of strictness. culled.

He wants to capture every detail that he thinks is beautiful.

The clouds and mist in the mountains, the clear spring water, the dew buds, the amber eyes of the sea, the slender and white neck of the sea, the thin and ethereal back of the sea.

Hai was wearing that light purple costume, shivering from the cold.The costume is good-looking, but it is thin and not cold enough. His face is pale from the cold, his eyelashes and eyebrows are covered with tiny drops of water, and his eyes are so wet that they seem to burst into tears at any time. He is completely unable to meet the requirements of the script. Expressions and movements.

Splashing drops of water stained his face and hair, and he sat down stiffly on the wet and slippery stone by the pool, stiffly displaying a contented and comfortable look while absorbing the aura of the weather.

Gao Pingxiao failed to guide him many times, so he became completely angry. He stepped forward and kicked without warning. He only heard a "plop", and Hai was kicked into the icy cold pool by him.

Hai's limbs were stiff and cold, and after struggling twice, he quickly sank to the bottom of the pool.A string of bubbles came to the surface, and he opened his eyes, feeling like he was going to die.

Not by drowning, but by freezing to death.

The water is so clear that you can see Takata Koheira's face covered by the waves.

He still couldn't react and refused to believe, so his godfather just kicked him down.

Godfather also beat him many times, and he would bleed every time. His right hand never healed after being stepped on by him once; he still slept with him, and it hurt him several times. I've been to the hospital.

If he died like this, he would hate him very much.

Hai wanted to love him, but the hatred was so strong at this moment, uncontrollable, and suddenly broke out.

The water wave was messy and agitated, and someone started to enter the water.

Hai did not die, he opened his heavy eyelids on the small bed in the hotel.

The body is very heavy, and the mind is also very heavy. I don't know if I was frozen stupid. The whole person is extremely numb from the body to the mind.

Hai was covered with two quilts, and a hot water bottle was placed on each of his hands and feet, blowing on the hot air conditioner above his head.

Time froze in his mind, it took a long time to be active, and he remembered the hatred for Gao Pingxiao just a moment ago.

When he was in the water, the hatred almost destroyed the world. If he really died, it would be enough to turn him into a fierce ghost.

But now, his whole body is numb, his hatred is very light, and his love is also very light.On the contrary, he vaguely didn't understand why the hatred suddenly came so violently.

He closed his eyes again, feeling that he was going to die of exhaustion, he didn't have the energy to hate any more, and he didn't want to continue to love.

Although Gao Pingxiao saved his life and gave him food, he was the only one, but it was not easy to love him.

Hai's body was fine. After warming up, it was the same as before, and the pain that should have been there was still there, neither increased nor decreased.

He slept for a long time, missed a dinner, and got out of the bed with mental preparations. He was unwilling to be bitter, tired and hungry, so he decided to go out for food.

Inside the pocket of his own coat, there is 200 yuan in change that he secretly hid.Gao Pingxiao didn't take anything away from him, and he saved the few dollars between his teeth, and it took half a year.

Taking ten yuan to go out, I wanted to go to a grocery store outside to buy a box of instant noodles and a few braised eggs, but met A Mu on the way.

Amu is in the show, he is dressed casually in spring clothes, compared with Hai Yi, he can be regarded as a fashionable boy, and his mental outlook is completely different from him.

"You fell into the water today, how is your body?" he asked.

"I'm fine."

"Still going out?"

"Ah."

After chatting politely, Ah Mu understood the purpose of his going out, and then whispered "You are stupid" as if talking to himself.

He took Hai away without knowing it, and took him all the way to the small restaurant in the backyard of the hotel.

After taking the menu and ordering several dishes, A Mu finally closed the menu and said to the waiter, "All will be credited to the crew."

Hai admitted that he was stupid, and waited for his meal without saying anything.

A Mu looked at him, smiled and said, "I didn't eat it by chance, let's eat it together." Then, as if he was going to do something bad, he lowered his voice a little, "What do you want to eat in the future, just like I said just now. Spend yourself money, are you stupid?"

Hai and Amu have never been close to each other. The long-term isolation made him almost have social phobia when he suddenly returned to the crowd. , still don't know what to say.

A Mu is obviously not the lively and talkative type, but he is quiet and contented with his will, so it is not awkward to eat together.

After eating, the two went back to the room together.

As if remembering something, Hai suddenly raised his head and gave him a fixed look.

Amu was inexplicably stared at by him, touched his face, and asked with a hesitant smile, "Is there rice grains on my face?"

Hai shook his head before turning his eyes back.

He remembered Lu Jiang's script, he couldn't tell what it was like to act in that kind of play with A Mu.

During the pause, he faintly heard his name.

"...Hai has never wanted to make a film. Do you think it was his intention to act so badly?" It was the voice of Hikaru Kuwahara sighing.

It turned out that Gao Pingxiao's room was next to him, and the door was not closed tightly.

Hai stopped involuntarily.

Then I heard Gao Pingxiao's vicious response: "Intentional? If he really refuses to shoot, insists on doing it with me, do you believe that I beat him to death? I'm not afraid to tell you the truth, you already knew it, I Saving him and raising him is just for such a day, since it is useless, let him die again!"

Hai lowered his head, and after these words, his complexion completely darkened.

A Mu stood beside him at a loss for a moment, then patted him on the shoulder, and the two of them didn't stay for long, and continued to walk forward.

Hai bowed his head all the way without saying a word, and finally reached the door of his room.A Mu suddenly asked: "Did he pay you for the film?"

"Pay?"

"You made this movie, will Gao Pingxiao give you money?"

Hai shook his head.

A Mu followed him into the room, the door was ajar, and he whispered: "You can talk to him about the salary, ask him for money, this is what he should give you. Gao Pingxiao values ​​this film so much, have a good time with him Talk about it, it’s not enough to fight you for the salary that should be given, you really can’t make it, the trouble is still him.”

After Amu said these words, he added one last sentence: "With money, you can do whatever you want."

The two looked at each other silently for a while, and he turned to leave when Hai suddenly said, "Amu, teach me."

A Mu tilted his head: "What will I teach you? How to talk to Gao Pingxiao? Or how to act?"

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Hai was so confused for the first time.

Since he could remember, his heart had never been so messed up, it was as messy as a typhoon passing through, and everything that was built before was blown into chaos.

A Mu later taught him both, how to talk about money with him, and how to play this role.

Except for the first part of the story, the rest of the story is played with his opponent. In the play, he leads him to guide him. Outside the play, they tried to get familiar with the script and each other in advance.

In the small room of the hotel, Amu tried to kiss him.

As written in the script, he stared affectionately, then he lowered his head slightly, and his warm lips touched his. After a slight pause, there was an eager and lingering stick, kissing while stroking like a comforting small animal his hair.

Hai and Gao Pingxiao had never tried this kind of kiss before. After the kiss was over, he looked at him in amazement and disbelief, which made Amu couldn't help laughing. He really regarded him as a kitten or puppy. He hugged him tightly in his arms and strangled him.

There were further plots to follow, but they didn't continue.If you really want to continue, things are not right.

It is true that Hai does not know how to act. He has too obvious a personal style. This style is far from the lively and happy Lu Jiang at the beginning of the story, but it plays a role in fueling the flames in the middle and later stages of the story.

Lu Jiang, who has gone through the world, is desperate, vicissitudes, and no longer happy, but has an eternally beautiful and innocent mask.

When Hai put on that bright red dress and stood in the forest surrounded by flowers flying and falling, another deer Jiang came alive through his body without saying a word.

Hai and Gao Pingxiao became estranged. Even though he still had some concerns, he still couldn't digest the other party's bad words and deeds.

The several indoor scenes with A Mu were all filmed in the rented Chinese-style courtyard villa. The building complex has a large area, and it is indeed a pavilion without a trace of modern flavor.Since the owner is Japanese, the design of some courtyards also has a little Japanese style. For example, a unique bamboo is set among the lush vegetation.

In front of the courtyard is a hut, all four doors of the room are opened, there are a few low stools inside, and a vase is placed on the niche in the corner, inside the vase are peach blossom branches with buds.

Under the watchful eyes of the camera and a group of staff, Hai scattered his skirts and lingered with Amu on a low table.

He is already a half-useful person, no matter how devoted he is in acting, no matter how ecstasy he screams, his body will not feel the slightest pleasure, so he will not react at all, but Amu is a normal person, in the unavoidable rubbing of his lower body, he You can clearly feel the heat and hardness of the other party.

Kissing and caressing have reached the extreme, and the two of them are almost completely naked, only the last step.

Originally, I didn't say that I would really do it, but I changed my tune halfway through.

Gao Pingxiao and Kuwahara Mitsuchi took away other staff members and asked them to do it to the end.

Hai glanced at them and saw that the crotch of the two men was sticking out, and felt ridiculous for a moment, really ridiculous.

The two people set up a tent and carried a camera to shoot them, and A Mu pressed him down. Seeing that his expression was not right, he lowered his head in a kissing posture, and sent a voice in his ear with airflow: "We can borrow a seat by ourselves, I don't want to." will really go in."

Instead, he kissed his lips, and stretched his hand down into his inner thigh, panting and whispering: "No, I have to retake the shot again, it's already here, you think about it... don't be afraid, open your legs One point, trust me."

Hai tightened his wrist, and suddenly closed his eyes and let out a moan, as if he was going to cry, he was really desperate.

Amu supported his erect penis, stuffed it between his buttocks, and lay half-lying on his hips, letting his buttocks hang slightly in the air. The hot object rubbed against his tailbone little by little, and was finally caught by his lower body bag covered by the bag.

A Mu supported his waist, and began to slam into him, thrusting and slapping him one after another, causing redness and pain in his area, almost breaking the skin.

I don't know how long it took, he heard a "sorry" in a daze, and then his lower body became hot and wet, and it was Amu who caught him off guard and shot him.

Not far away, Xingzhu made a "click", pulling back his scattered thoughts.

Gao Pingxiao is very satisfied with today's scene.In fact, after Hai entered the state some time ago and was able to perform the "Deer Jiang" he wanted, he has changed his attitude towards him, but Hai seems to have a grudge and has always been lukewarm towards him.

Taking advantage of the gap between filming, he went to see the resting Hai, wanting to play the emotional card with him and encourage him to make persistent efforts.

Hai moved a chair and was sitting alone under the grape arbor eating eggs.

There is a house behind the grape trellis, which is where he lived when he was filming here.Since this classical villa is indeed quite large, the crew also cleaned out a few rooms for the staff to live in, except for a few places for filming, which can also save a lot of money.

Hai remained silent, her bright red costume hadn't changed yet, and she was naked in the chilly environment.

He had one leg on the ground and the other on a chair, sitting in a somewhat lazy manner.

There was a pile of egg shells on the ground, and Gao Pingxiao asked with a smile: "Why do you eat so many eggs? You should not eat more."

Hai swallowed the last bite without looking at him, and replied nervously: "I have some pain there, I need to make up for it."

Gao Pingxiao looked at him up and down again, and behind the nervousness, he seemed to see his half-dead, distraught spirit.

Just about to use the sugar-coated cannon to pop out a few words of comfort, Hai patted the eggshell on his hand and stood up lazily.

"Godfather, I want to talk to you. I'm filming "Deer Ginger". How much do you plan to pay me?"

When Hai asked this sentence, his tone and heart were extremely calm.

From the time he finished filming this scene to the moment he ate two hard-boiled eggs, the past with Gao Pingxiao flashed through his mind like running water in a short period of time.

He found the answer to the previous question - "What's wrong?"

Yes, what is wrong?It had left him in a mess.

But now that the movie is filmed here, Gao Pingxiao has already given the answer - nothing is wrong, from the beginning to the end, it has never been right.

This is a bureau, a net, good and bad, all have a purpose.

Rescuing him and raising him, sleeping with him, not sleeping with him, speaking bad words to each other, and comforting him with nice words are all just selfish desires.

Those messy and entangled were swept away, his heart is now silent and empty.

Gao Pingxiao only has "Deer and Ginger" in his eyes, day and night, just for this day, for making such a movie.Now, the play has helped him film so much, and he seems very satisfied.Then, follow what A Mu taught, and talk to him about the salary he should pay.

On one side is his dream of "Deer Ginger", which is about to be finished, and on the other side is a necessary expenditure that should have been included in the calculation.

Amu asked him to "talk about it", but he found that it was not necessary.

Gao Pingxiao was reluctant to part with "Deer Ginger", and he would not really be willing to give up all his previous efforts and beat him to death who had helped him play so many "Deer Ginger".Because if he moved his hands, he would lose his appearance, and he couldn't take pictures either.

"Godfather, you said it's a 'job', who wants to do unpaid work? I don't want to do it either." He ignored all his reactions and said indifferently: "You value this drama very much. But for me, it’s the same whether I shoot or not.”

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The weather doesn't really heat up until June and July.Probably due to the cold, the soreness in the sea bones did not gradually subside until this season.

Then, he got a sum of money.

The money is not much, and it is part of the amount Gao Pingxiao promised him.After getting the money, the first thing he did was to go to the hospital.

Although the body no longer has that kind of pain, a set of physical examinations was still done.

The result of the examination was nothing serious, all the bones in his body had indeed healed, and the reason for the pain was probably just a sequela.Many people whose bones have been injured will have such sequelae. If they are not properly maintained during the recovery period, the symptoms will be more serious. When it is cold and humid, there will always be a dull pain in the bones.

His right hand was also found to be faulty during this inspection.

The pink wound could not heal for a long time, the doctor performed a minor operation on him, opened the wound again, and squeezed out two glass shards from the bone and flesh.

The debris had grown together with the flesh, and when it was taken out, it was bloody and fleshy, which made him very painful.

A good spot on the palm was crushed and then healed, healed and crushed again, over and over again, and finally the muscles and bones were injured, and it could never return to its original appearance.

It’s okay if you can’t lift heavy objects with your hands, as long as you can handle daily writing and writing, it’s fine, but why is it so painful?

Half lying down and letting the doctor treat the wound, he is like a lamb being slaughtered.

The pain spread from the palm of his hand to his heart. Accompanied by unknown fear, he shivered uncontrollably, and his forehead was wet and sweaty.

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At the same time, Liang Yiting has been cultivating in the mountain temple for more than half a year.

He had his hair cut and shaved, chanted Buddha's name, ate fast, and had morning classes every morning, and he was able to recite the entire Ksitigarbha Sutra fluently.Different from other monks, he lives in a luxury single room in the temple, and he needs to deal with company affairs after morning classes, so he cannot avoid business trips for meetings. In addition, he has no burning ring scars.

Buddha abstained from greed, anger, ignorance, arrogance, and doubt, but he couldn’t and didn’t want to.

Master Huiming was once amazed that one day he would believe in ghosts and gods and escape into Buddhism.From the foot of the mountain to the temple, burn incense and bathe, and kowtow three times in one step, as earnestly as the most devout believer.

But later he only recited a sentence of Buddha, sighing that the beauty and bones are all false.

——Liang Yiting never wanted the real four things to be empty, he didn't believe in Buddha.

He donated half of his net worth to charity, just to catch a faint thought, to accumulate good deeds for that person, and beg him to live.He only recites the Ksitigarbha Sutra and the mantra of rebirth, and he recites it for only one person, hoping that he will have an afterlife and be safe and sound.

In early summer, Liang Yiting went down the mountain once with his bodyguard Xiao Shan who had been with him all the time.

A new special restaurant opened at the foot of the mountain, selling local farm dishes, as well as self-brewed Shaodao.The new altar is Kaifeng, and the strong aroma of wine is scattered ten miles away.

Liang Yiting was addicted to alcohol, but he had never smelled such a pure and primitive aroma.He stepped into the restaurant and ordered such a bowl of wine.

The wine was held in an ordinary ceramic sea bowl. After taking a sip, the strong fragrance was like a violent beauty, igniting a string of charming fire between her lips and teeth.

Seeing him drinking, Xiao Shan whispered hesitantly: "Mr. Liang, you, you haven't become vulgar yet, is this a violation of the precept...?"

Liang Yiting paused for a while, but drank the wine anyway.After drinking this bowl of wine, he went up the mountain and returned to the vulgar that day.

There is a huge bodhi tree on the mountain. On the days when there are not many pilgrims, Master Huiming sweeps the fallen leaves under the tree.

The new buds sprouted, the old leaves fell off, and there was a thick layer of fallen leaves. Liang Yiting took the broom and helped him sweep it together before leaving.

Master Huiming knew that he had left the world, and asked him, "Have you let go yet?"

A leaf fell off Liang Yiting's body, he picked it up and twirled it between his fingers, he asked back: "Put the thing that you have been holding in your hand all the time, put it in a place where no one can reach and seal it, and slowly, it will be Accumulate ashes and forget, does this count as letting go?"

Master Huiming smiled: "You are showing yourself."

"The green and green bamboos are all Dharma bodies. The lush yellow flowers are nothing but prajna."

Liang Yiting moved his fingertips, and the bodhi leaves drifted away with the wind.

In autumn, the last scene of "Deer Ginger" was completed.

It was a mountain forest under the setting sun, and the flowers withered, replaced by red leaves falling all over the mountains and plains.

Lu Jiang's forehead protruded two gorgeous horns like tree branches. He was wearing a fierce red dress and wandering in the barren mountains and mountains, like a wandering ghost in a happy costume.

His appearance is very beautiful, so beautiful that it makes people sigh and despair, like the rich and cold twilight under the vicissitudes of life under the eaves of the vicissitudes of the roof and on the moss of the old bamboo.

Autumn was followed by winter, and the year passed in unpleasant mediocrity.

The filming of "Deer Ginger" was smooth, but the release encountered some twists and turns, but it didn't seem to be a big setback, it just dragged on for a month.It wasn't until the end of the following summer that a release date was finally hammered down.

During the long wait of nearly a year, Gao Pingxiao played the four words "moody" to the extreme.When he was furious, he beat and scolded Hai like a neurotic, and when he was overjoyed, he talked sweetly to him, kissed and hugged him, almost flattering.

During this period, Hai left home several times, the longest time being four months.Every time he left, he held the courage and determination that he would never return, but every time he finally came back.There are no more than two reasons, one is that Gao Pingxiao caught him and had to go back, and he was beaten violently;

The farthest place Hai left was from the province, and he brought all his family assets with him, which was close to [-] yuan. He was caught off guard by the money, and he was very surprised—at that time Gao Pingxiao drank some wine, and suddenly became amiable to him , Said that I have money, and the meritorious service is indispensable, and the godfather gave you money.Then drunkenly took a bank card, put his arms around him and went to the bank to withdraw money.

Gao Pingxiao seemed sober, every word he said to him was clear and good, but he was indeed a little drunk, nagging in front of the counter that he couldn't remember the password.

There was no one around, so Hai just stood aside and looked at him heartlessly, watching him chanting and pressing the password, taking out tens of thousands of dollars under the teller's impatient reminder.

When all the money was stuffed into his hands, his brain became active for a long time, and sparks flew everywhere. In just a few hours, he made up his mind and packed up a small package, and then put it on his back. Gao Pingxiao helped him to obtain a false certificate, so he set out on the road when it was dark.

He thought that if he had money this time, he would go farther.The plane seems to be more complicated, he can't figure it out, and he doesn't know how to handle it; Gao Pingxiao took him on the train once, and he has an impression, so let's take the train!

He ran secretly at night in a hurry, and the surrounding environment was completely unfamiliar, like an old farmer who had just entered the city in the 70s, asking stupidly and stupidly at the window for a long time before finally buying a train ticket out of the province.

Two days later, with his backpack on his back, he walked out of the train station like a hibernating mole, and came to a new and strange world in broad daylight.

A small 10 yuan, save some money, rent a house to live in peace, even if you don’t have a job, you can still live for a year or two.

But he was unlucky and met a big liar who was very good at disguising.

Just over a month after he settled down, he planned to try to find some work, but with his background and identity, it was not easy to find a job, and then he met this liar.

The scammer opened a small company and expressed that he was willing to recruit him as an employee of the company. The daily work is also very simple, just help him type.There were only two of them in the company, and it turned out afterwards that the company was just a deceptive prop.

In this scam, the scammer spent more than a month getting close to him, and the relationship between the two quickly grew from a colleague to a friend, and even paid him a salary of several thousand before defrauding him of all his property .

At that time, Hai looked forward to the future happily. With a job and a warm friend, everything went so smoothly. In the future, he could find another partner who was willing to live with him.

His dream hadn't been so hot and happy for a long time, but a basin of cold water was poured down quickly, extinguishing this cluster of new flames.

After gaining his trust, the scammer wiped out his limited background, came to his house in the name of having a drink together, got him drunk, and then stole all the cash.

It was only two days later that Hai realized that he had been deceived.The liar didn't bother to touch his pocket. He still had 20 yuan in odds and ends in his pocket, so he only had this little money left.

Holding 20 yuan in his hands, he wandered around the house helplessly, and finally he couldn't bear it and cried a lot.

In his limited life, he had never wailed like this.

How much he didn't want to go back, how much he didn't want to starve to death on the street, how much his heart collapsed.

The children's wails are high-profile and full of spirit, while the adults' wails are hoarse and terribly sad.

By the time he was able to calm down completely, it was already ten days later.

He was thinner than ever before, even thinner than when he was sick with a fracture, his cheeks were sunken, his eyes were dark and gray, and his whole body looked like a skeleton.

During the ten days, he didn't remember whether he ate or not. 20 yuan was not enough for him to live through this month. Fortunately, the house was still available.

He went out with a hunched body, regained consciousness, and went out to eat the first steaming meal in ten days.Then when he got home, he took a shower, changed his clothes, and tried desperately to get out and find some lucrative work again.

For the next month or so, he became a zombie.

Death is not really dead, but life is not like a person.

The 20 yuan made him have to find a job where he could get the money immediately within three days at most, otherwise he would starve to death in the true sense. , making this mode an endless loop.

He turned into a frightened spinning top, even if there was a cliff below, he would not hesitate to spin it desperately, spinning continuously, unable to do his best.

After being unable to pay the rest of the rent, he became a homeless man outside.

The money he earns from bits and pieces every day is only for him to fill his stomach. If he wants to save money, he has to starve. When he finally saves 200 yuan again, he stops this kind of life, and then his whole body, from heart to body, Completely exhausted.

At night, he was like a lonely ghost. When he couldn't fall asleep, he remembered the story of "Pinocchio".

He has seen the real reality, and this reality is no more compassionate than Gao Pingxiao.

Under the circumstances of starvation and lack of basic living conditions, the hot meals he was looking forward to always appeared with Gao Pingxiao's face, because of that meal, Gao Pingxiao became less evil .

At the moment when he was about to faint from hypoglycemia and starvation, he even remembered that he personally put the money that was cheated into his hand by Yan Yuese himself.

So Hai went back by himself.

The price of going back was that two front teeth were broken. Gao Pingxiao beat him up and let out his anger, and then his anger subsided, and he took him to the hospital to have two front teeth that cost tens of thousands of porcelain.

After installing the front teeth, I still can't get used to eating.

He ate good food and food, and he was thinking about the fact that his front teeth were interrupted by Gao Pingxiao.

Hai is like a schizophrenic patient who is ready to move. After eating and drinking enough, his mind is overwhelmed again and he begins to loathe Gao Pingxiao, planning to run away from home again.

And Gao Pingxiao, who was poor and white at first, could become a desperado at any time, but now he no longer has the conditions to become a "desperado".

The fact that Hai turned into a white-eyed wolf and left home after taking the money made him extremely angry. Earlier, he might have stabbed him without hesitation and died with him, but now he has something to look forward to——"Deer "Ginger" has been filmed as expected and is waiting to be released. My future is bright.And Hai is closely related to all these, and he will even continue to play a role in his future dream.

Thinking of this, not only can he give up the idea of ​​killing him, but he can even be obedient to him when he is happy.

The two quarreled and quarreled, becoming a mess of wool, wrapped in despair, helplessness, rage and hope, constantly cutting, and the reasoning remained chaotic.

Hai stayed by Gao Pingxiao's side obediently for a few more months. He was seriously injured before, and even if he wanted to escape again, he planned to recharge his energy and make full preparations.

But the world is unpredictable, and this time, he had no choice but to run away penniless.

Because of Gao Pingxiao's ingenuity, he confessed his feelings to him under a bright and bright moon, and put forward basic requirements——

"Hai, don't always think about leaving, it's most suitable to be with me. Do I have less food and clothing than you? Actually, I love you."

"..."

"Hai, why don't you stay with me, maybe we can get married? Godfather has thought about it for a long time, and he has figured out a lot of things."

"..."

"Although you are a man, I have read a lot of information during this time, and the current sex reassignment surgery is quite mature. I will pay for it, as long as you go for such an operation, we can always be together."

Haiben thought he was acting on a whim, but he didn't expect it to be true.

Two days later, Gao Ping Xiaozhun