love is speechless

Until many years later, Shen Shi also remembered what Ling Yi said to him in the dormitory: "Let's go, go to another place, go to another place, how is life?"

And then, he said.

"No, Ling Yi. I have to take care of my dad, how can I go so far?"

In fact, Shen Shi didn't want to give up anyone, such as his father, such as Ling Yi.But now he has to drop one.Because Ling Yi was determined that he must leave.

Later Shen Shi chose Ling Yi.

He also remembered the scene when he and Ling Yi went to find his father.

Shen Shi's father, who was lying on the bed, gasped heavily, and looked at Shen Shi: "Are you really going? I won't stop you, but where can you go? Without family, without money, you can't do anything." What's more, both of you are still young, only in your early twenties, how will you live and get married in the future, have you thought about it?"

Shen Shi knew that his father was doing it for his own good.However, he just heard this feeling in his father's words - if he left, he didn't know when he would come back.

I don't know if I will be able to see his father when I come back.

"Have you figured it out?" Shen Shi's father asked.

"Well. Think it over, let's go."

Shen Shi's father sighed again, "Let's go then. I can't stop you. You will be promising in the future, come back and have a look. If you have a daughter-in-law, bring it back and let Dad see how it goes."

"Hmm..." Shen Shi whispered, "Not getting married..."

"What?" Even though the voice was very low, Shen Shi's father could still hear what Shen Shi said.

"I said, don't get married." Shen Shi raised his voice, but still felt a little lack of confidence.

"Not getting married? Why? You bastard, want our old Shen family to have no descendants?" Shen Shi's father said angrily.

"I'm not married..." Shen Shi's voice gradually weakened. "Dad... I like Ling Yi..."

Later, Shen Shi said that that may be the most courageous day in his 23 years of life.

"You... You are leaving your father and me for this reason, and following that kid? Good, good!" Shen Shi's father blushed, obviously very excited.He looked left and right, picked up the teacup next to the bed, and threw it out, "You don't recognize me as a father!"

Shen Shi didn't hide, and was hit by the teacup.

Standing outside the door and listening to all this, Ling Yi trembled.

"Dad, I..."

Shen Shi suddenly felt that the decision he made was too naive and impatient?

His father was right.I don't have anything, so I just left?

"You...you made up your mind to leave, right? You won't listen to your father and me? Xiaoshi, I've always felt that you are very obedient. Since you were young, you haven't let me worry about it. So This time, listen to Dad once, stay and live a good life, okay?"

Shen Shi's father spoke cautiously.

Shen Shi's heart is very complicated.

Indeed, he shouldn't be so arbitrary.He couldn't give up on his father who had raised him all his life.Not to mention that now, his father is still sick in bed, if he leaves, how will his father live?

His father is supporting him with his life and understanding him.

And what about Ling Yi?

We've known each other for four years, and we've spent four years of fighting and fighting. I know what kind of people they are.Shen Shi didn't understand what Ling Yi was good for.rich?good looking?Can fight?This is not an advantage, is it?In fact, Ling Yi is at best a scumbag who has nothing to do but is very loyal.Without family members, even his future job will be a problem.

But Shen Shi just felt that this kind of Ling is also good.do not know why.

"Dad..." Shen Shi said slowly, "In the past four years of university, you don't know that I have killed people..."

Shen Shi's father trembled.

Ling Yi at the door was also stunned.

"I was also impulsive at the time, so I did it unconsciously. At the time, I didn't know what the consequences would be. I didn't want to kill him at all! But he was dead! Dead! I have never seen a scene again. I It's not to excuse yourself, if you kill someone, you kill someone." Shen Shi said. "Later, Ling Yi helped me deal with this matter, and none of us told anyone else. Two years passed like this."

"Then you..." Shen Shi's father asked tremblingly, fine wrinkles appeared on his face.

"I just want to say that I think Ling Yi is a very trustworthy person." Shen Shi said.

"Xiao Shi, you are worthless. Stay here...now. No one else knows that you have killed someone. How are you? Nothing happened." Shen Shi's father said.

Shen Shi knelt down and kowtowed, "Dad, I'm sorry."

"So, you don't listen to me?" Shen Shi's father asked in disbelief, "You don't listen to me?"

An alarm clock flew over and hit Shen Shi's head impartially.

Shen Shi's father also wanted to keep him.But it didn't work.

and then?

Then, Ling Yi ran in.Like Shen Shi, he knelt down and kowtowed to Shen Shi's father.

Shen Shi's father said that something evil happened to the old Shen's family.

Shen Shi sat on the train, feeling very complicated.

"I suddenly felt that what my dad said was right. I was wrong. Without me, how difficult my dad's normal life would be..."

"It's my fault." Ling Yi buried his face in his hands, "I was wrong."

Shen Shi turned his head, glanced at him, and said nothing.

"Shen Shi." Ling Yi asked suddenly, "Do you want to go back?"

"You drive me away?" Shen Shi asked.

"Your father is right. You should have a better way out. So go back." Ling Yi smiled.

Shen Shi was stunned.After a while, he said, "OK."

Many days later, Shen Shi went back.

But his father said he no longer accepted him.

In fact, it's all my willfulness.Shen Shi thought so.

Later, Shen Shi left again and went to look for Ling Yi again.Because he suddenly remembered, if Ling Yi was alone and couldn't find a job, how would he survive?

Later he learned that Ling Yi had gone to work.I found several jobs and worked part-time at the same time.

Then he got a business license and opened a small clinic.

Later, he also found a girlfriend and planned to fall in love once for the purpose of marriage.But then gave up.

It was the woman who gave up first.

Shen Shi also knows that he is not good enough, so it is normal for him to leave, right?

Later, he also met Zi Min.At that time, Zi Min had been married for several years, and the husband was a teacher.

"I like him." Zi Min said, "Don't look at him looking dull and stupid, but he actually knows how to take care of others. At the beginning, I thought he was very considerate. Later, I found out that he is really a good person. I You have to settle down, right? You're in your twenties, so let's marry myself first."

"I can see that you listen to happiness." Shen Shi said.

"By the way, when do you plan to get married? I heard that Man Ting plans to get married at the end of the year." Zi Min said.

"That's coming soon." Shen Shi smiled.

It was several years later that Shen Shi went to look for Ling Yi again.At that time, Ling Yi was already doing well.

"Don't you think that I came to you because I saw you in the top?" Shen Shi said viciously.

"Of course." Ling Yi also smiled.

Ling also planned to go out to find Shen Shi.

It was past one o'clock in the morning and it was quite cold.Ling Yi was running all over the street in a thin sweater.After going around in a circle, Shen Shi was not found.

Just when he was about to call the police, he found Shen Shi sitting on the steps at his feet shaking.

"Hey, didn't you see me?" Shen Shi asked with a smile.

"It's wrapped like a big rice dumpling, I really didn't see it." Ling Yi squinted at him, "What's going on?"

"I just want to see when you can find me. It's pretty fast."

"It's pretty fast, two days." Ling Yi pulled Shen Shi up, "Let's go, let's go back."

"Yeah." Shen Shi smiled, "You know, I went back by train."

Ling also stopped.

"My dad is dead. It's been a long time." Shen Shi smiled a little sadly, "I don't even have a dad, am I being self-willed?"

"Go back." Ling Yi turned his head and continued to walk back.

"it is good."

--Finish--

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Shen Shi felt that it would not be bad for the two of them to live together.

At least no one is annoying, and it's quiet.

It would be nice if it was still like this in a few decades.

At Man Ting's wedding, Shen Shi saw Man Ting's husband. He was a strong man, and it was said that he was an ordinary employee.

"It's pretty good." Shen Shi patted the groom's shoulder, "Be nice to us scapes. Many people liked her in college!"

"Well, yes!" The groom nodded, smiling happily.