The white moonlight of the paranoid male protagonist is reborn

Lin Yuerong questioned again, with a loud voice, and finally let Jiang Chaoyun's soul return to its place, "Mom, I don't know what you are talking about..."

Lin Yuerong's voice was cold, "Yun'er, you know what mother is talking about. You are still young and ignorant. Tell me honestly, did the nursing home deceive you!?"

Jiang Chaoyun wanted to defend himself, but seeing Lin Yuerong's ugly face, he was really frightened.

"Answer me!" Lin Yuerong continued to press.

Jiang Chaoyun took a deep breath, and said in a small but serious voice, "Mother, I took the initiative, he didn't trick me."

Lin Yuerong's face turned pale when she heard this, and she looked at him almost sadly, "You're lying, are you covering him up?"

Jiang Chaoyun lowered his eyes, but did not look at Lin Yuerong's face, "I am not lying, and we are not what you think."

"It's not what I thought, do you know what I'm thinking?" Lin Yuerong's voice choked up, "I said why you are always moody recently, it turns out that you are trapped by love! You have a heart disease, you have done so many things behind your back, and you still hide it Look at me! Do you remember that I am your mother?"

Lin Yuerong didn't use harsh words to force Jiang Chaoyun to confess, but they turned into soft knives, which made Jiang Chaoyun's heart ache.

Jiang Chaoyun's eye circles were also red, "Mom, don't do this."

Lin Yuerong wiped away her tears and said, "Forget about the past, you are not allowed to have any contact with that nursing home in the future."

He said again: "You move into my yard today."

Jiang Chaoyun suddenly felt strong resentment in his heart.

Probably because he grew up with Lin Yuerong since he was a child, Jiang Chaoyun is actually dependent on Lin Yuerong, but he is naturally independent and likes to have his own private space, so he and Lin Yuerong have had a relationship very early on this point. disagreement.

The difference at the beginning was when he was very young, about three or four years old. Although he was ignorant at this time, he already had a very natural shyness. This kind of shyness is manifested in the fact that he likes to go to the latrine alone, and the nanny bathes him. He would also cover the little bird so that Mammy would not see it.

At this age, he already had a sense of shyness, but Lin Yuerong watched him very closely, and regarded his shyness and persistence as lighter than fog.

As he grows up, he finally has some space for people to breathe. He doesn't need to take a bath without a nanny, and because the etiquette of the difference between men and women covers the relationship between mother and child, Lin Yuerong is a little more taboo. It is considered to be reduced to a microscopic level.

The difference after that was Lin Yuerong's control over his food, clothing, housing and transportation. In his teens, Lin Yuerong seemed to treat him like a child.

Jiang Chaoyun's heart is also soft and empty, and he has not cultivated his hobbies. He subconsciously accepts everything Lin Yuerong arranges for him. Report some of his daily life. After all, Lin Yuerong didn't hide it. She even knew how much he ate for lunch and what kind of soup he used. So when he went to eat at her place at night, she would stagger the energy and lunch meals in good time. The food that restrains each other, this is also revealed in her words, without concealing it.

Jiang Chaoyun knew in his heart that such things violated his space and life to a certain extent, but he didn't say anything, after all, he also knew how much Lin Yuerong had worried about him.

This is also the result of his own laissez-faire, there is nothing to say.

But now, Jiang Chaoyun's health is much better, and the pessimism in his bones has gradually dissipated, and there is a kind of vigor and vitality. The belated puberty has returned to him, and what he said to Lin Yuerong produced a feeling that seemed inappropriate. Bored and disgusted.

He also knew in his heart that Lin Yuerong was really doing it for his own good, which was beyond reproach, and a son of man should not question his decision to rebel against his parents, but he couldn't control his words, "I don't want it." These three words were so straightforwardly captured by Jiang Chaoyun I said it.

Rationally, he should accept it, and he should listen to the words of his mother who loves him the most. However, this burst of vitality seems to have given him abundant and free emotions.

Lin Yuerong was surprised by his refusal, her expression froze for a moment, "What did you say?"

Jiang Chaoyun's true thoughts overwhelmingly prevailed, "Mom, I don't want to live with you."

He didn't dare to look at Lin Yuerong's face, and said with some difficulty: "I also have to get in touch with Han Jiangmu, he will go crazy."

Lin Yuerong's chest heaved violently, "Aren't you listening to your mother now?"

Jiang Chaoyun said: "I listen, but if I listen to my mother in everything, I will be looked down upon."

Lin Yuerong said: "Who would look down on you?"

Jiang Chaoyun didn't speak.

Lin Yuerong held her chest, managed to stabilize her emotions, then lowered her voice, and said to Jiang Chaoyun: "Yun'er, think about it carefully, I have never seen a man with a man in this world, you can play with him , but you have to figure it out, who is playing with you when you are with that nursing home... Mother is for your own good, I am the only one in the world who will not harm you. "

When Jiang Chaoyun came out of Lin Yuerong's own yard, he realized that his legs were as soft as cotton.

He was also in a bad mood, Bi Xin didn't dare to ask him even if she wanted to, so she could only silently follow him back to her yard.

In fact, Jiang Chaoyun is not without personality, he likes to be alone very much, and Bixin only appears by his side when necessary, and the rest of the time is his alone time.

Jiang Chaoyun tried his best to get rid of his feelings of shame and guilty conscience towards Lin Yuerong, and imagined that in the future she would arrange for him to be a housemaid, marry a wife and have children, and these people would fill up his space with excitement.

Thinking about it this way, continuing to rely on Lin Yuerong has begun to become a painful thing for him.

Jiang Chaoyun actually has no enthusiasm for marrying a wife and having children.Lin Yuerong wanted to hug her grandson and ask him to spread out, but he really couldn't do it.He felt scared and tired just thinking about how many people would occupy his space in the future.

He felt that he could not bear the responsibility, whether it was the responsibility of the husband or the father, it was too heavy for him.

At this time, Jiang Chaoyun thought of Han Jiangmu.

Han Jiangmu said that he deserves to be loved.

Compared with taking on the responsibilities of husband and father, being someone else's wife is a lot easier at once.

Thinking of this, Jiang Chaoyun suddenly paused, and his cheeks flushed instantly.

What is he thinking, does he want to be Han Jiangmu's wife?

He couldn't help but patted his cheek lightly, and said to himself: "Wake up, you are a man, how can you have such a worthless idea!"

But his thoughts about being a husband and father were, after all, just as unpromising.

Which man doesn't want to marry more wives and have more children, at least those of his cousins ​​are like this.

Even his cousin Jiang Qingjue, who has always been upright and reserved, once told him solemnly that when he became famous, he would marry a wife, have six concubines, and sleep with one every day.

It seems that the more women there are, the more masculine they appear.

It may be that he has been ill for a long time, and his masculinity has been lost.

There was a moment of peace in Jiang Chaoyun's heart, he suddenly thought of nothing, had a good sleep and passed away without any worries.

At night, Han Jiangmu came in from the window, and he said to Jiang Chaoyun, "The Lin Mansion is under martial law recently, is it because thieves have entered?"

Jiang Chaoyun glanced at him and said, "Aren't you?"

The corners of Han Jiangmu's lips curled up slightly, he smiled and said, "I am the young master's lover."

Jiang Chaoyun blushed, turned his head away, and did not speak to him.

Han Jiangmu said: "There are people guarding outside the young master's yard. Has a thief broken into the young master's yard?"

Jiang Chaoyun froze for a moment, got up and looked at him, "Is there someone guarding me outside the yard?"

Han Jiang murmured, "Inside and out."

Jiang Chaoyun's face became a little ugly, he got out of bed, walked outside the room and saw a man who looked like a courtyard guard talking to the cat.

Bixin was peeling beans in the yard, and when she saw Jiang Chaoyun coming out in obscene clothes, she quickly clapped her hands, went up to her and asked, "Master, what's the matter?"

Jiang Chaoyun pointed to the nursing home and asked Bixin, "What is he here for?"

Bi Xin said in a daze, "Madam said that it's not safe outside now, and she's afraid that there will be thieves in the house, so she sent someone to guard it."

No matter how stupid Jiang Chaoyun was, he knew that he was here to stare at him.

His eyes turned dark, and he staggered a few times. He was quickly supported by Bi Xinyan, and asked worriedly: "Master, are you still recovering from illness? Go back and rest quickly, and I will make medicine for you."

Jiang Chaoyun used her shoulders to stand firm, covered her face and said, "No, I'm going to rest."

After speaking, he walked back into the room and closed the door behind his back.

Han Jiangmu stood in front of him and looked at him, his dark eyes were dark, his thin lips seemed to provoke a smile, but it was fleeting, and he said to Jiang Chaoyun in a particularly low tone: "Master, let's elope Bar?"

The author has something to say: Teacher Han: Mother-in-law, thank you