The hookup of the scumbag

I miss you no longer

Author, Zhou Xiao

Strictly speaking, Li Xuan is not a very bad husband.

When he was young, he fell in love with Xu Huaying. Even after she married his eldest brother, his love for her never diminished. He was even willing to give up his status and elope with her for her sake. However, what he loved was An ambitious woman.She turned him down.So, disheartened, he obeyed the arrangement of the royal family and married the noble daughter of the Min family.

For the Min family, he never had expectations.All the decency he could give his wife, the only thing he couldn't give was his heart.

Until now, Li Xuan's behavior was not at fault.Love cannot be forced, even if he is her husband.The Min family has something for Li Xuan, she cares about him but he doesn't. If you love someone who doesn't love you, you can't expect anything in return.Loving him is a decision made by Min herself, no matter what the result is, it has nothing to do with Li Xuan, it is her own business.

Min's was too persistent.

Just like all naive women think, she thought, it doesn't matter if he doesn't love me, as long as he allows me to love him, that's enough.Therefore, she is willing to lower her profile and silently love this man whose heart already belongs to him in a humble way.She participated in his life, solved his problems, and even changed herself for him, restrained her temperament, and tried her best to play a dignified and noble mother of the country.Li Xuan couldn't ignore what she had done.As time went on, they gradually began to have eye contact and exchange of ideas.Time is a wonderful magician, even if he didn't try to understand it deliberately, after a long time with her, he would be familiar with everything about her little by little without knowing it.Her devotion is no longer one-sided, he also began to pay attention to her, get used to her, and thus...care about her.

People are greedy.In the past, she had no choice but to comfort herself as long as she was by his side, but now that her love has been responded to by him, those thoughts that she didn't dare to ask for before began to stir again.

But what you can't get is always the best. Even if he didn't love Xu Huaying so deeply before, the regret of losing her has become an obsession after years of repeated tempering. Love this woman so much.Therefore, he can only turn a blind eye to his wife's expectations.

Li Xuan himself didn't realize that after 20 years of living together, he can no longer treat his wife as freely as before, because he is used to love.

His body remembered her breath, and his living habits added her presence. Even if he didn't want to, his body's conditioned reflex made him unable to stop thinking of her.There has never been an unforgettable relationship between them, but love is a mystery, and no one can deny that his dependence and closeness to her derived from getting along day and night is not love.

Li Xuanzha was scumbag because he didn't want to forget his first love, but also asked his wife to love him as always.But love is always selfish. No matter how much you give without complaint or regret at the beginning, if you still can’t wait for the relative response from your lover, so repeatedly, and finally even love can’t resist the already exhausted heart, then give up. became inevitable.

Only those who lose can know how to cherish. Li Xuan has always been a murderer with love.He looked left and right, not only reluctant to part with the beautiful love affair when he was young, but also hard to let go of his admiration for his wife, but the woman he has always been obsessed with just wanted to use him, and his wife completely gave up because of his partiality. In the end, both women turned their backs he.

Love cannot stand a long wait, therefore, love must be timely.

Rating: 70 points.

The author has something to say: the summary of this chapter racked his brains, and he really didn't know how to write it. . .