The hookup of the scumbag

Bu Guodong did one thing before dawn, so that he regretted it all his life in the days to come.

Morocco's national economy is developing slowly, the unemployment rate is high, and the people live in poverty. In order to survive, the country's crime rate remains high.Even in the tourist resort of Chefchaouen, theft often occurs, but the most eye-catching thing is the local drug crime. I heard that there are a lot of opium poppies in the rif mountain area, and the drug smuggling and trading are notorious Notable.

That night, while Bu Guodong was sitting by the sea, he saw two people in the crevices of the rocks in the distance conducting a transaction furtively, which seemed to be a drug transaction.After they all left, Bu Guodong picked up his mobile phone and called the local police station to report the drug trade.

Then, it was dawn.He accompanied Eva to watch the sunrise. At the moment when the sun was shining, he knelt on one knee to express his will to Eva. This was not only a confession for the wrong things he did in the past, but also a new life with her. hope.Unfortunately, in the end, Eva still did not agree.

Her eyes were dim with tears, but she turned her back to him and said, "Guodong, give me some time to think about it."

Bu Guodong stood up, and he didn't force Eva to give him an answer right now. He knew that Eva felt inferior because of the disfigurement, and was full of confusion about the future.His confession at this moment is just to let Eva know that he doesn't despise her, on the contrary, he will always silently support her, take care of her, so that she can still have someone to rely on when she is at a loss.

"Are you sleepy? Let's go back to the hotel and have a rest first." Bu Guodong thoughtfully changed the subject.

"Okay." Eva said, still behind his back.

Bu Guodong stretched out his hand, embraced Eva, and walked slowly towards the hotel.

As soon as he got back to the hotel, Eva locked himself in the room, and Bu Guodong stood outside the door for a long time. Finally, he sighed and turned back to his room.

At noon, Bu Guodong stood outside Eva's room again. After hesitating for a while, he reached out and knocked on the door lightly, saying, "Eva, wake up, are you hungry? Let's have lunch together, shall we?"

There was no response from the room.

Bu Guodong knocked again: "Eva?"

Feeling uneasy, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Eva's number.However, it was always her ring tone, and she didn't answer his call.Unwilling to give up, Bu Guodong dialed again. This time, he pressed his ear to the door, but he didn't hear the phone ringing inside.

He lowered his hand holding the phone, knowing that Eva had left.I don't know when she left, maybe she is already on the plane back to Hong Kong, maybe she is standing on the ferry leaving this small town, or maybe she hasn't left yet, and she is dragging her luggage on the path outside , Hearing the call from him, but cruelly ignoring it.He smiled wryly, and walked decadently to his room.

He sat by the bed for a long time before he got up, opened the suitcase, and began to pack his clothes and luggage.

Suddenly, the mobile phone on the bed rang. He picked it up and saw that the caller ID was Eva!

He answered the phone in surprise, "Eva, where are you now?"

But the sound of her intermittent breathing came from the opposite side, and he suddenly had a bad feeling.

"Eva, you talk, what happened?" He was anxious.

Eva seems to have spent a lot of effort to barely speak: "I... I regret it." As if exhausted all the strength, Eva fell silent after saying this, no matter how much he called, there was no response up.

"Eva——" For some reason, his tears fell uncontrollably, and fell to the ground with a "batter".He couldn't care about anything else, just ran out with his mobile phone in his hand, and he didn't even hear the boss at the front desk calling him to stop.

He didn't know where to find her, but he couldn't stay where he was, he was flustered, his normally rational mind went blank, he could only keep running, looking for that person everywhere.

At the foot of the mountain, there are also many people watching at the square where the wedding ceremony was held yesterday.He vigorously squeezed the crowd away, and the open space covered by people appeared in front of his eyes at this moment.

All he could see was a big pool of blood, red eyes, and a blank mind.

"Is this her husband?"

"Yes, I saw them picking olives together yesterday."

"It's so pitiful, I'm obviously happy to travel."

"She was stabbed several times, and she couldn't be saved after being sent to the hospital."

"I heard it's addicts who came to seek revenge."

……

He knelt on the ground with his forehead pressed against the pool of blood, and tears fell drop by drop into the pool of blood that hadn't dried up, scattered and completely merged with the blood.His thick and broad shoulders trembled faintly, and he suppressed his crying, making a weak "woo woo".The hot sun was shining directly on him, but at this moment he could only feel endlessly cold, very cold.

The corridor of the hospital was very dark, and he walked in step by step, as if he had stepped into a boundless black hole, like a ferocious monster, sucking away all his strength and thoughts.

He heard his footsteps echoing around, just like his mood at the moment, empty.When approaching the mortuary, he suddenly felt timid, which he had never experienced before, but his knees were indeed shaking, and he couldn't take a step closer.

Hearing the footsteps behind him stopped, the nurse who was leading the way couldn't help turning around in doubt: "Sir?"

He leaned on the wall with his hands, braced his body, and approached the room step by step with difficulty.

The nurse flipped through the records, came to the last bed, and said to him sympathetically, "The body of the deceased is here."

He saw the nurse slowly lift off the white cloth covering, and Eva's familiar face appeared in front of him little by little.Then, he was left alone in the room.

He stood straight in front of the bed.

The body of the deceased?He mentioned this term to the family members of the deceased many times before, but now it sounds so cruel!Her life has stopped, she will no longer laugh or cry, and everything around her has nothing to do with her. Even her name is collectively referred to as a corpse. In the future, the people she once lived All traces will gradually disappear with time, and soon, there will be no information about her in this world.

"Guodong, you have to hold me for the rest of your life, so you won't be afraid that I will get lost." At that time, I was on the school's sycamore tree pedestrian street.

"Guodong, I won, I'm very happy!" It was outside the door of her first court appearance.

"Guodong, Wenwen is very cute, do you think she looks like you or me?" It was in the obstetrics and gynecology hospital.

"Guodong..."

……

All the memories he experienced with her collapsed in an instant, he bent down, kissed her lips that were still warm, tears dripped down his face, and then slowly slid across her nose, moving down, Disappeared in her loose hair.His hand touched her face, the heat on it was disappearing little by little, and soon, she would turn into a cold and stiff corpse.He lifted the white cloth, lay sideways on the bed, hugged her tightly, and transmitted his body temperature to her.

He closed his eyes, as before, he embraced her, she leaned on him, after the previous night's heart-to-heart talk, the two fell asleep, cuddling and warming each other.

There was a man with disheveled clothes and dried blood stains all over his face, hands, and chest. He walked on the street in a trance, seemingly unable to feel the pointing eyes along the way.For some reason, he returned to the hotel. When he entered the door, the hotel owner called him a few times, but he didn't respond.The hotel owner had no choice but to hold him back and give him what was in his hand.

He looked blankly at the old Arabian man, and only noticed the word "wife" he said, before he looked down and saw the thing in his hand, which was a recording pen, and he recognized that it was hers, the one he gave Super long standby recorder.

He returned to the room, sat quietly on the armchair, and turned on the recording pen after a long time.

Her voice came from inside.

"Guodong, when you hear this recording, I may have stepped on the ferry to leave here. Sorry, please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye, but my leaving is the best choice for you and me .”

"When you proposed to start over with me, I really wanted to promise you, but I couldn't. If I promised you, then every day in the future, I can imagine that I will always be in a state of wanting In the panic of losing you, I will be suspicious and quarrel with you at the top of my lungs, and then you will become more and more tired of me, and I will become less and less like me. I can't bear to be such a sad woman, so , while I still have reason, I chose to leave you."

"You may say, no, you will stay by my side wholeheartedly and will not leave me. But Guodong, what I want is not only your company, but what I want most is your heart. It's a pity , you don’t love me. Every time I see you smile, I feel helpless and powerless. At that time, I know that you really don’t love me anymore. What you have for me is guilt and compensation. When time dilutes this guilt, then there will really be nothing between us."

"I think Mandy is the most suitable woman for you. Every time you have a dinner, you will have a great conversation with her, as if there are endless topics to talk about forever, while I can only sit quietly and watch you , I was repelled by your harmonious atmosphere. I thought at that time, maybe I am the most out of place outsider among the three of us. As long as she is around, you will notice her emotions at the first time, and remember that she ate What, what are you doing, but what about me? Have you ever noticed that I am not happy? Am I full? At that time, I was really unhappy, and sometimes I wanted to just divorce, but you have always been my dream Ah, how can I be willing?"

"Finally, my vanity caused trouble, and I divorced you impulsively. At that time, were you relieved? You said that we are not suitable for each other, and divorce is right. Have you ever thought about what I heard? How painful was it when you spoke? You rejected our 15-year relationship with one sentence and completely obliterated our past. I still remember the phrase 'I love you baby, trust in me when I say' you sang when you proposed, and I have been working hard Convince yourself to believe you, but what about you?The person who asked me to trust was the first to break the contract.I can't accept this ending. I always thought that as long as I work hard, I can win your heart back. Until later, I overestimated my strength and wanted to investigate the case by myself. When Zhao Guozhi swung a knife at me, I suddenly understood , It turns out that we are really two-way people. "

"Do you remember the old beggar woman we met when we went to the hotel for dinner together? Seeing the security guard driving her away, I said, the security guard is not at fault, it is human nature and reason for him not to drive her away. Talk, but I can see from your expression that you don't agree with my point of view. You think I am unfeeling and impersonal, but I think you are too naive. Not everyone is selfless, everyone has their own The things to be taken into account are bound to be that he will hurt others consciously or unconsciously, but this is not the only criterion for judging whether a person is good or not. I am a lawyer, and the object of my service is the people who have done harm, and you are the lawyer It is precisely to seek justice for the injured. Just looking at the profession, we are doomed to be the opposite party. Our starting point of thinking is the opposite. When it is manifested in our marriage, we can only be strangers in the end. You Look, even when I traced the tragic case of Mandy's parents, I set out with utilitarian purposes. I want to write this column well. What I want most is to prove to you that I can do justice once. I want you to start again. Know me, fall in love with me. But the ridiculous thing is that the only time I was a good person, I almost died. It seems that I am really not suitable for being a good person." She laughed at herself.

"Having said so much, I just want to tell you that I figured it out." She solemnly said, "Bu Guodong, I let you go. From now on, to me, besides being Wenwen's father, you Land, it’s nothing. That’s it, I’m leaving, don’t come looking for me.”

So her voice was gone.

He kept thinking about what she meant by the phrase "I regret it" before she died, whether she regretted letting him go, giving him up to someone else, or regretting that she would never see him again...even, he I couldn't help myself to guess the possibility that he avoided the most, did she... regret meeting him.

He could no longer be in the room.He really wanted to ask her for clarification, but no matter whether he went up the mountain or went down to the sea, that cruel woman could never be found again, and he couldn't live in peace.He asked the hotel owner to open her room and go inside.

He saw that the slippers she had worn were neatly placed beside the bed, while the bed on that side was slightly sunken and messy.He could imagine her sitting on it, bending over to change her shoes, then standing up to pull the suitcase, and turning around to say goodbye to this place and him for the last time, she still couldn't help but put the slippers in order.Just like her character, she starts well and ends well.

He walked over and sat down in that position. He kept guessing how she felt when she was sitting here, what she was thinking, and what actions she might have made.

Sitting here, his eyes glanced at something faintly shining in the flower pot in front of him.

He walked over involuntarily, and saw a familiar ring mixed among the messy stones.He picked up the ring tremblingly, and rubbed it over and over again until the dust on it was wiped clean, and until the ring became hot from friction, he still couldn't stop his movements.

"sorry Sorry……"

The small and delicate diamonds on the ring were suddenly dyed red, and the red liquid fell drop by drop on the white checkered floor, like bright red flowers, echoing the red in his memory.

She must have been in pain then.he thinks.