Xiaoyuji and big stars

The author has something to say: I have to go out temporarily, so today is a little less. . =w=Changed some typos

The entertainment industry is a circle that says it's not small, but it's not that big. Even though Jiang Lin deliberately avoided Yan Tu in the past few years, he still met him at various award ceremonies and charity dinners.Sometimes there happen to be people who have mutual acquaintances around me, and I can't help but kindly introduce them to each other.At the beginning, the two of them often had embarrassment on their faces, but in the end they really seemed to be strangers. They nodded politely and alienated each other, and then one of them waited for the opportunity to leave.

The first love mixed with sincerity was torn to pieces together, but the remaining residue still laughed at him in some corner.Jiang Lin once wanted to seal up this memory, but he had no choice but to meet Yan Tu once or twice a year, so every time he saw Yan Tu, he couldn't help but replay the scene of being rejected at that time.When I think about it later, the suffocation that I couldn't breathe at the beginning is gone, and the depths of my memory seem to be filled with crushed wood residue, leaving only numbness.

In the first two years, he felt that he came and went naked without any worries, and he no longer had to drag his family with him. How should the money be used to improve the food for that person in the family.He can hang out with an unknown little actor until midnight, and after he gets distracted, he will completely delete his memory, repeating the cycle.The current rumors in the circle that he is gay probably leaked out at that time, but there is no evidence to confirm his sexual orientation.

However, within two years, he got tired of this kind of life, especially after his popularity gradually increased, and the script gradually came to him. He basically took the position of the hero of the movie, and gradually established contacts in the circle.Looking at those little actors again, they all had ulterior motives in their eyes, naked and undisguised, reminding him of Yan Tu back then.With such a good-looking and harmless face, and looking at Director Lan with such eyes, he felt disgusted from the bottom of his heart.There was even one time when a young actor posted it up without knowing his face, and he pushed her away before he could last long, ran to the bathroom and retched. Bitterness in the mouth.

He remembered being at the breakfast table with Shen Mingyu that day, and he was surprised that he knew his sexuality since junior high school. At that time, Shen Mingyu said: The main thing is to have an opportunity, and you provided me with such an opportunity.

Yan Tu, who once provided him with an opportunity, now reminds him of angina, and he has never thought about it before, seven years ago, in a certain weather, whether it was gloomy or sunny, he would also provide others with such an opportunity. An opportunity, and now this person was picked up by himself by accident.

What a coincidence, he once sighed in his heart.But now I want to add another sentence: good luck.

I'm not an insider, and I don't want to enter the entertainment industry. I don't have that kind of greedy look in my eyes, but I am always full of obsession with myself, very much like myself who hadn't stepped into the entertainment industry back then.but……

The music changed again at some point, the tune was soft, but it didn't have the sadness just now.Jiang Lin leaned his head on the back of the chair, closed his eyes, and laughed at himself for the moment of turbulent thoughts: Escape from the entertainment industry?If Yan Tu had said this to him four years ago, he would have agreed without blinking an eye, but the entertainment industry has been struggling for nearly four years, and he is no longer the one who easily said "I will not enter the entertainment industry" back then. silly boy.

He is Jiang Lin four years later, impeccable and comprehensive.

No matter how good the relationship is, for him now, it can only become an embellishment of life.

"Here we are." Xiao Zhu parked the car downstairs of the hotel, turned off the car, and the music also stopped.

Jiang Lin nodded and walked back to his room.The sheets were replaced with new ones, the floor was swept clean, Shen Mingyu packed up and took away all his belongings, the windows were wide open, the outside air squeezed in through the screens, and the smell of the day had long since disappeared.After eight days of sweet life, he couldn't find any traces. Jiang Lin felt a little empty in his heart, as if in this empty room, a little sound could trigger an echo.

Jiang Lin buried his head in the pillow, trying to expel all thoughts from his mind.In these years, he has been acting steadily, but after meeting Shen Mingyu, various thoughts often pop up, which disturb him every time.

He raised his body, shook his head vigorously, trying to get rid of all these thoughts, and then leaned over to the small table next to the bed, trying to get familiar with the lines.Suddenly seeing a piece of note paper pasted on the table, Jiang Lin thought it was written to Shen Mingyu before, so he wanted to reach out to take it and throw it away.When I got it in front of my eyes, it was not my own font, it said:

Miss you.

all the time.

Shen Mingyu

The font is beautiful, but it can be seen that each word is written heavily.

It turned out that something was left behind, Jiang Lin thought, and a smile unconsciously hung on the corner of his mouth.He took out the phone on the side, found Shen Mingyu's column, and wrote: Miss you.all the time.Jiang Lin

That's good too, he thought, with a concern in his heart, and thinking about him when he was free, it seemed that he would not be so easily defeated.