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?That noon, Huai Jun accompanied Chen Pu to have dinner in Zhaohe Hall.Although Chen Pu was scruples about the past, he couldn't let go of it completely, and just buried his head in his meal. However, compared to when he just came back, he did not resist Huai Jun anymore, and the faint smile on his face also revealed that he was in a good mood.

Compared to him, Huai Jun was even more open-eyed and smiling, his face full of spring breeze.

After lunch, Chen Pu used to go to the book hall to read for a while, and Huai Jun followed him there.As a result, Chen Pu sat in front of the desk, read two pages of the book, and was hugged from behind by Huai Jun, who harassed him with kisses and kisses. When he reached the third page, he couldn't even read the first word.

At first, Chen Pu was at a loss, and his body was stiff. After all, he had never been so close to anyone in the past three years, but the object was Huai Jun. In this familiar atmosphere, he gradually relaxed, feeling Huai Jun's affection for him. The intimacy, and then a heart fell.

Chen Pu turned his head suddenly, and his lips touched the forehead of Huai Jun who was kissing his neck. This warm touch made Huai Jun stunned for a moment, with infinite emotion in his heart, he raised his head in surprise and joy. Come, put one hand on the back of Chen Pu's head, and kiss his rosy lips.

Before Chen Pu could react in time, he fell into this sweet torture, his tightly closed lips were licked and sucked by Huai Jun, the itchy feeling paralyzed his brain and even his whole body.

While kissing, Huai Jun moved from behind to Chen Pu, his lips were reluctant to let go of this longing man.

Chen Pu also couldn't bear to close those clear eyes, staring closely at Huai Jun's handsome face which was close at hand, and couldn't help stroking his right hand up.

He hoped that this wasn't a dream. He felt that he could let go all these years, but at this moment he really didn't want to let go of the man in front of him who was kissing him so affectionately.

He slowly opened his mouth, Huai Jun stuck his lips and fell into his warmth, the next moment, Huai Jun stuck out his tongue and brushed his teeth, Chen Pu also stuck out his tongue, and the two were entangled .

This long-lost reunion kiss is naturally hard to part. When the kiss was so breathless, the two pulled their silver saliva and separated, took a little breath, then couldn't hold back, and kissed again.

Kissing and kissing, Huaijun's body also felt restless. The person he missed day and night finally returned to his arms. Now he only has one thought - to possess him, he will belong to me.

Huai Jun reached out to Chen Pu's belt, unbuttoned the belt, and the coat came loose. He put his big palm on Chen Pu's chest, caressed his thin chest through the underwear, and then stroked a spot on his chest. , pinch and press again.

Chen Pu shuddered for a moment, came back to his senses, and said in a low voice, "No."

These two words made Huai Jun stop abruptly, distanced himself a little from Chen Pu, thought that Chen Pu was willing to get close to him, but unexpectedly he still resisted him.

Chen Pu also sighed secretly, blushing, and explained in a low voice with his lips that were swollen from being kissed: "I just, don't want to be so fast."

"We're not going fast." Huai Jun said hoarsely.

Chen Pu's face blushed again and again. He thought of the days when they had grown from a teenager who knew nothing about love affairs, to the days when they secretly made love. The two who had just tasted the forbidden fruit seemed to be addicted to it. For a period of time, they wanted to make out once a day.

But this so-called intimacy, it wasn't until later that Chen Pu came to Xuanlou that he realized that it was just intimacy, it was over after venting to each other, it was far from the level of Wushan Yunyu.

Chen Pu didn't dare to think through the steps of those love affairs thoroughly, his face became hotter and hotter, and his voice was a little dry when he spoke: "I just came back, don't be too fast."

Huai Jun was disappointed in his heart, but he just touched Chen Pu's face, kissed his lips again, then bent over to tidy up his loose coat for him, and then tied his belt.

After tying it up, he straightened his back. Chen Pu thought he was unhappy, so he pulled his hand subconsciously, while Huai Jun just sat on the desk, his volleying legs clamped Chen Pu's feet, and said with a smile: "Okay." , let’s not worry, this kind of thing will last forever.”

Chen Pu blushed and nodded.

Seeing his appearance, Huai Jun also heaved a sigh of relief. He could see that Chen Pu was not unwilling to get close to him. After thinking about it, if he said he would give him a chance with Chen Pu's temperament, he would definitely give it to him.

After he figured it out, he happily rubbed Chen Pu's feet with his legs, and said, "I'll read with you."

Chen Pu just picked up the book, and within a quarter of an hour, he put it down again, growling from embarrassment into anger: "Don't grind any more!"

Huai Jun stopped his movements obediently, but his legs still clamped his legs, as if he was afraid that he would leave.

"Pu'er." Huai Jun stared at Chen Pu, and said with those red and swollen lips, "I miss you very much, don't leave anymore."

"En." Chen Pu responded, not agreeing, but not refusing either.

Huai Jun stayed with Chen Pu for an afternoon like this, and he went back to Renfu Palace after dinner.Chen Pu looked at his receding back, half happy and half sad in his heart, but when he stroked his lips, thinking of today's events, and the purely happy time in the past, those sorrows were no match for joy, He was forced to the bottom by force.

He looked at it for a while, and was about to ask Ah Fu to pass on a meal, when someone came from Qihe Hall, saying that Song Leyu had invited him to have a meal.He was in a good mood, so he decided to go and get together with Song Leyu and others.

When they stepped into the Hall of Harmony, Song Leyu and Zhao Tianbao were sitting at the dining table, but Yao Ziyu was nowhere to be seen.

"Where's Ziyu?" Chen Pu sat down and asked.

Song Leyu replied: "The fifth prince came here just now, and when he left, Ziyu also followed."

Zhao Tianbao added: "I can't stop it."

Speaking of Minxuan, Chen Pu couldn't help but think of the look that he loathed him. That day he kept saying that he would not return to Huai Jun's side, but now he is with Huai Jun again, and he also understands that Minxuan hates him so much that he must be punished. The reason for the death.

Come to think of it, he really deserves to be damned.

"Come on, let's eat." Song Leyu picked up a pair of chopsticks and picked up a piece of chicken for Zhao Tianbao.

Chen Pu recovered from his thoughts, in order to get to Huai Jun, he suppressed all the uneasiness and guilt in his heart, leaving only sweetness, which turned into a smile on his lips.

Seeing Chen Pu's flamboyant smile, Song Leyu asked, "A Pu, it seems that you are in a good mood, did something good happen?"

Chen Pu's hands froze, the smile on his face faded, and he fell into endless struggle in his heart.However, the joy in my heart at this moment is like an indestructible shield, and everything I have said and done in the past has been overturned.

He has only one wish now, which is to let him and Huai Jun spend at least half a year well.

After some hesitation, he said, "I have reconciled with him."

Both Song Leyu and Zhao Tianbao knew the "he" in Chen Pu's mouth, and they also knew what they meant by reconciliation.The former nodded, but the latter couldn't accept it from the bottom of his heart.

The outspoken Zhao Tianbao asked, "What about the Crown Princess?"

"Tianbao!" Song Leyu yelled, and the next moment he realized that he had frightened Zhao Tianbao, he put another green vegetable into his bowl, but Zhao Tianbao pushed the whole bowl away.

He put down the chopsticks in his hand, and said seriously to Chen Pu: "A Pu, it's wrong for you to do this."

Chen Pu's face turned pale, and the guilt in his heart picked up a weapon, intending to break through his shield of Xinyue, but was stopped.

"Tianbao," Song Leyu lowered his voice, pressed Zhao Tianbao's hand, shook his head and said, "Don't do that."

"But, this matter is obviously wrong!"

"Well, I know." Chen Pu lowered his head and said quietly, "But I did it anyway."

Song Leyu answered immediately, but still in a gentle tone: "Why did you change your mind?"

The next question should have an answer, and Chen Pu had countless explanations in his mind, but none of the answers worked. He just asked, "Tianbao, why did you forgive Le Yu?"

"Because he loves me..." Zhao Tianbao replied naturally, but suddenly stopped, and said anxiously: "A Pu, this is different, do you accept that he has a wife and children?"

He shook his head and asked again: "If Le Yu marries a wife, will you still follow him?"

"will not!"

"why?"

Chen Pu has rehearsed the answer to why after this sentence many times over the years, and without Zhao Tianbao's answer, any one of them is enough to be his reason to leave his lover and go far away, but now he has overthrown all these reasons one by one.

It is always easier to overthrow yesterday than imagined, and it is not difficult to betray one's conscience.

So without waiting for Zhao Tianbao's answer, he answered directly: "Because I can't be jealous with a woman, because I can't tolerate other people around him, because I can't destroy the relationship between him and his wife."

"Since you know everything, why go back to him?"

"I didn't want to come back." Chen Pu raised his head and stared at Zhao Tianbao, his eyes were more bright than before: "But I'm back, Tianbao, I love him, and we should love each other to the end."

Zhao Tianbao sneered, "If you wanted to love each other to the end, you wouldn't have left." After finishing speaking, he stood up with a "huo" and left angrily.

After a good meal, Zhao Tianbao, who is always good-tempered, got angry. Chen Pu had no choice but to apologize to Song Leyu: "It's all my fault."

Song Leyu knew what Zhao Tianbao was thinking, so he was not in a hurry to chase him back, but instead comforted Chen Pu.

"It must have taken a lot of courage for you to make this decision."

"Not big," Chen Pu sighed, "but not small either."

"Yes." Different from Zhao Tianbao's unforgiveness, Song Leyu wore a tolerant smile from the beginning to the end, "Since it's decided, A Pu, I hope you are happy."

"Le Yu, you, don't you blame me?"

Song Leyu couldn't help laughing, "How could I blame you? You accepted even the most unacceptable things, A Pu, the most important thing is that you feel happy."

Such considerate words actually broke the shield of joy in Chen Pu's heart, and those complicated emotions came suddenly, joy, sadness, happiness and guilt, from confrontation to entanglement.

Chen Pu lowered his eyes and said softly, "I don't know if this decision is right or not."

"Based on my experience, it's the right time to make a decision."

After thinking about it, Chen Pu understood the meaning of these words. There will always be many high-sounding reasons for his next decision, so it is always right when he makes a decision.He has made so many decisions over the years, counting them now, but few of them can stick to the end. It is actually very easy to change from right to wrong.

Seeing that Chen Pu was silent, Song Leyu said again: "It's a pity that there is no mirror, otherwise you will see happiness written on your face. A Pu, your decision is right now at least."

"Someone told me that I can have the person I love." Chen Pu smiled helplessly, "I thought of good reasons before I left, and I refuted them one by one with just one sentence, tell me, am I too confused. "

"Love is deep and confused. In this way, you are the one who is infatuated."

Chen Pu shrugged his shoulders, and couldn't help but recall that he wasn't just confused this time, he also chose to be a fool about Ming Luo back then, and blindfolded himself for Huai Jun.

But he never thought that when he came back three years later, he would be willing to be a fool again.He thought it was easy to let go of his feelings, but it turned out that he underestimated Huai Jun and overestimated himself.

"That day, you cried so sadly, was it because of him?"

"Ah."

"Since you can't let him go, you will make this decision sooner or later."

Speaking of it, Song Leyu understood Chen Pu's feelings, but he understood Huai Jun's thoughts even more.Looking at it from another angle, the entanglement between him and Zhao Tianbao in the past few years is the same as that between Huai Jun and Chen Pu. The things are different and the people are different, but in the end there is no difference. He kept Zhao Tianbao by his side and spent many years of hard work. Finally got his forgiveness.

If it were Huai Jun and Chen Pu came back, maybe he would not let him go again, then one day Chen Pu would still forgive him.

But he is not Huai Jun, so he may understand Huai Jun's thoughts, but he cannot agree with him from beginning to end.

Chen Pu let out an "ah", frowned and said, "Le Yu, I'm very selfish."

"I heard that sentence last time."

Chen Pu was taken aback for a moment, and then recalled, but he was a little relieved, "Sure enough, no matter how you walk, you will hurt people."

Song Leyu patted Chen Pu on the shoulder and gave him the support he wanted, "The relationship is yours, no one can tell, just do as you want."

Chen Pu put one hand on his shoulder for support, and said gratefully, "Thank you, Le Yu."

"Between you and me..." Before Song Leyu finished speaking, Chen Pu replaced his voice: "No thanks." After finishing speaking, the two smiled at each other.

"Okay, you go back after dinner, I'll go see Tianbao."

Song Leyu had only taken two steps before being stopped by Chen Pu: "Leyu, apologize to Tianbao for me."

"Don't worry, Tianbao didn't blame you."

At this time, Zhao Tianbao was sitting alone in the dormitory, and the things that happened in his childhood were alternating in his mind.

He thought of his mother, in order to raise him, washing clothes for people during the day until her hands were dry and wrinkled, and at night, relying on the faint candlelight, mending people's clothes stitch by thread; he also remembered that his father brought a woman back, and the woman was showing off her might Face, his mother sobbed with aggrievedness at night; in the end, his mother couldn't bear it and fell ill, and they couldn't bear it because they didn't have money to see a doctor.

Those unhappy past events made him very sad. If it wasn't for that woman, he should have a great family!

He leaned on the table and burst into tears with anger. He blamed that woman, his father, and himself for being too young to be able to do anything!

The door was pushed open, and he was hugged tenderly by someone.

"Silly Tianbao, don't cry." Song Leyu rested his chin on Zhao Tianbao's head, and said softly, "My heart hurts from your crying."

"Leave me alone." He choked out.

Song Leyu had already guessed Zhao Tianbao's move, so he said: "I told you to be quiet, do you remember what you promised me?"

After a long time, he heard a muffled "hmm", and let go of the person in his arms, seeing his red eyes and raising his head.

Song Leyu wiped away the tears from Zhao Tianbao's face, and said softly: "It's all over, those things are over."

"Yeah." He opened his hands and threw them into Song Leyu's arms, resting his head on his chest, listening to his peaceful heartbeat, and finally calmed down.

After a while, Zhao Tianbao said: "If you marry a wife, I will definitely leave."

Song Leyu patted his head and said lovingly: "Okay, then you can never leave me."

Zhao Tianbao thought this sentence was very sweet, and the past events that were stuck in his chest were swept away by this sentence, which made him feel warm in this cold night.