Shiraishi

There were more people on the street. After eating the wontons, Qin Du put on his padded jacket hat, said hello to the proprietress, and left quietly.

When the proprietress went to clean up the bowl, she found that there was still ten yuan under Ye Zheng's bowl.

In the evening, Ye Zheng propped his head up and looked at Qin Du who was picking out clothes, feeling very complicated.

Of course she hoped that Qin Du would dress up and appear in front of her old classmates, as long as...there was no one named Qu Yang among the old classmates.

"Ye Zheng, why don't you get up and change your clothes? Xiao Jiu is coming soon."

Qin Du put on his coat, adjusted his bangs, and sat next to Ye Zheng, who was clearly passive and slack.

She put on a light makeup, her eyelashes are thinner and longer than usual, her eyes are flickering, clear and bright.The voice is gentle, and the light-colored lips are slightly pursed into a beautiful shape.

Ye Zheng just looked at her without saying a word.

Such a good person, everyone will like it, right?As long as you like it, you have to try your best to approach and fight for it.

Like Qu Yang, who obviously returned to the country so early, and took over all the work of Qin Du so early. Before Ye Zheng, he silently did so much for Qin Du, but he didn't show up for a long time, just waiting for such a natural opportunity , just waiting for Qin Du to find out that he has paid silently one day.

In Lu Jiu's words, he was really calm.This alone is enough to scare Ye Zheng.

She didn't know how many other tricks Qu Yang had, and she couldn't be sure of Qin Du's intentions.Maybe she is the one who is by Qin Du's side at this moment, but whether it will be in the future is really uncertain.

A lover is too good to be considered a good thing at all.Ye Zheng sometimes even thinks that it's fortunate that Qin Du is ill, otherwise, according to her bright and pleasant personality, she should have been held in the palm of another person and coaxed and hurt her long ago, right?Shouldn't it be her turn long ago?

She knew it was wrong to think so.

After all, Qin Du has suffered so much in these years.But she couldn't restrain such thoughts, and she was even grateful for such a cruel fate.

Who said that love is always beautiful, who said that love is always tolerant and fulfilling?In many cases, love is the ugliest thing in the world.

Love is selfish, possessive, shameless, dark, and entangled.

Holding Qin Du's waist tightly with his eyes closed, Ye Zheng sighed in frustration and unwillingness.

"But I'm so tired."

"Why are you tired? I didn't do anything all day, and I just lay down. Get up quickly, or you'll get a spanking." Qin Du looked at his watch, his voice was tinged with anxiety.

"Oh, hurry up, it's hard to get together, so I don't want to be late."

Ye Zheng still didn't let go.

"You obviously didn't really want to go before, why are you so active all of a sudden?"

"Because I have already made an agreement with Xiaojiu, how can I change my mind temporarily?" Qin Du patted her head in confusion, "And I later felt that the opportunity was rare, and I really wanted to know if everyone was doing well."

Ye Zheng didn't speak again, just dragged her waist and remained motionless.

It took a long time before he snorted: "Qin Du."

"Ok?"

"...Can you not go?"

Seeing Ye Zheng's rare waywardness, Qin Du was a little taken aback, raised his eyebrows after thinking about it, and readily agreed.

"sure."

Ye Zheng immediately raised his head and his eyes lit up, but when he saw Qin Du's face, it immediately darkened again.

"But you must be asking me why, aren't you?"

Qin Du nodded.

Of course, right?

"Okay, I'm getting up and changing."

Ye Zheng finally gave up with hatred, let go of his hands, and turned his back to Qin Du, his shoulders collapsed into a lost shape, and he found a piece of clothing to put on.

"Let's go."

The voice was cold.

Qin Du followed behind her, and took the initiative to lead her.She has always been sensitive to the emotions of others.

"I urged you, are you unhappy?"

Ye Zheng stopped, but didn't look back immediately.With a long sigh, he turned around and squeezed out a smile to rub the top of her head.

"I'm not upset."

"Smile so ugly and say you're not unhappy..."

Qin Du hummed very softly, Ye Zheng only saw her lips moving, but didn't know what she was talking about.As soon as his brain got hot, he suddenly leaned over, and said softly at the position where he was almost close to kissing.

"Really do not have."

The hairs all over Qin Du's body stood on end, he was stunned for a long time and stretched out a finger to touch Ye Zheng's chest, pushing her away little by little.

"No, no, don't talk so close."

Ye Zheng watched her face turn red to the base of her neck, and for some reason, she felt better again.With a faint oh, he continued to lead the person forward.

After receiving the two of them, Lu Jiu expressed her appreciation for Qin Du's outfit, and then looked at Ye Zheng's face, and she understood everything.In order to avoid embarrassment, he took the initiative to start the conversation again.

"That Qin Du, both of you are public figures, I don't worry about Ye Zheng, if someone at the table asks you some inconvenient questions, just smile and don't talk, I will block it for you .”

"What topic is inconvenient to answer?"

"Uh... such as your private life, and your future work plan. There are also some acid words and so on, don't worry about it." Lu Jiu curled her lips and snorted coldly.

"These classmates, although they were innocent in the past, but after so many years of not seeing each other, it's hard to guarantee that they won't mutate into a few sluts. If someone insults you, you should treat it as a jealous sarcasm. Don't bother with them, and lose your own for nothing. Worth."

Qin Du smiled, didn't take it seriously, but reached out to rub Lu Jiu's hair.

"You're talking nonsense again."

"He didn't talk nonsense this time." Ye Zheng frowned, and grabbed her restless hand back into his own, "Don't bother with those bitches."

The last two words are so heavy that it's hard to believe that she didn't mean something.

Qin Du rolled his eyes, but didn't say anything more, just nodded slightly.

The three of them arrived late, and after taking their seats, looking at the unfamiliar and familiar faces, Qin Du became a little nervous again.

Contrary to the expected joy and peace, after actually sitting down, Qin Du's heart has been suffering.Surrounded by so many old friends, she seems to have met her former self again.

They looked at her now, and what they thought and talked about in their hearts were all about her in the past.It was as if there was a Qin Du sitting among them.

And even though Qin Du had been staring at his former self, the former Qin Du would no longer look at her now.

She didn't live according to the ideas in their minds, and she couldn't live according to the ideas in their minds anymore.

This gap made Qin Du very depressed, and this depression was also noticed by Qu Yang.

Duan Ji was sitting on her left, and Ye Zheng and Lu Jiu were sitting on her right. Qu Yang couldn't get close to either side.These must have been deliberately arranged by Ye Zheng, right?

Do you see me as a scourge?

Qu Yang held the wine glass and smiled.

Qin Du has been silent the whole time, his gaze is fixed, he rarely glances at him, probably he hasn't even noticed that he is there yet, right?

"Ouch~ Baby don't cry, be good, there are so many aunts and uncles here."

Back then, Han Han, a quiet girl, already had a child who was only over one year old. This time she also brought the child.Qin Du didn't react until he heard the child's babbling, and secretly stretched his neck to look here.Qu Yang looked at her itchy look, raised the corner of his mouth, and stretched out his hand to Han Han who was sitting beside him.

"Can I give you a hug?"

Han Han put a pacifier on the baby and handed it over generously.

"Okay, hug me, be careful."

Qu Yang took it carefully, only to hear someone on the table sigh.

"Hey, come on, we were all in the same class back then. Now, Qin Du and Ye Zheng are a big hit. As for Han Han, he already has children. I don't even have a partner yet. Do you think it's miserable?"

"Hey, whoever made you feel unsatisfied, it's divided up after several talks. There is no definite conclusion."

"It's not like that. We have an ordinary life, but I think it's good. Although Qin Du is famous, he is tired of life. I read the news before saying that she is depressed..."

"Don't talk nonsense if you don't understand."

Duan Ji interrupted the talkative girl, and knocked on the table like a head teacher.

"Do you know what depression is? You just talk nonsense. Look at her, she looks so fresh, how does she look like depression? The news is too complicated now, don't listen to the wind and rain all day long, use your brain."

"That's right." Lu Jiu also chimed in, "Qin Du is doing well now, and she won't be depressed if you have to."

The girl's face turned red and white, glanced at Qin Du, and moved the steps for herself bitterly.

"Hey, I'll just say it casually, I know she's doing well..."

"Oh, we are all ordinary people now, the monitor, that must be different from us." A fat man covered in flesh smoothed things over for her, stood up and toasted Qin Du in a funny way, causing everyone in the room to laugh .

Even Qin Du himself laughed, but Ye Zheng didn't.

Qu Yang looked at Ye Zheng's face again, thoughtfully.

"Hey, speaking of monitors, isn't there a monitor sitting here?" The fat man stood up again and wanted to respect Qu Yang, "Oh, why are you sitting so far away? Come here! Stand next to our monitor Qin .”

Qu Yang was obviously taken aback for a moment, looked at the child in his arms, then at Han Han, and after getting a nod, he carried the child and walked over.

Ye Zheng's face became more and more serious, but Qin Du seemed very excited. When Qu Yang stood behind her and Duan Ji, he turned to tease the baby in his arms.

The child seemed to fall in love with her too, and stretched out his fleshy little hand, babbling, to grab Qin Du's fingers.

Qin Du didn't dare to move his fingers, so he let him hold it, and looked at the child intently.

Seeing Qin Du's happy appearance, Qu Yang leaned over and said softly, "Do you want to kiss him?"

"Think about it." Qin Du was a little happy, but also a little distressed. "Forget it, adults have bacteria in their mouths, so don't kiss randomly."

There was no prologue, and no polite greetings. With just this one child, Qu Yang and Qin Du started talking, in the natural way he wanted most.

"Hey, I think the two of you are quite a match." Seeing them getting so close, the fat man clicked his tongue and took out his phone, taking a quick photo. "Hey, look, does it look like a family?"

In the photo, Qu Yang hugged the child sideways, but his eyes stayed on Qin Du's body, and Qin Du's fingers were grabbed by the child, full of attachment.

All else aside, it's a really good photo with a lot of emotion.

The whole hall burst into laughter, and everyone had ambiguous expressions.

Qin Du quickly pulled out his finger, turned around and sat down.Qu Yang also stood up very gracefully, walked back to his seat and returned the child to Han Han.

Those people kept teasing the two of them, Duan Ji laughed and patted Qin Du on the shoulder, making her face turn red with embarrassment.

Ye Zheng remained silent.There was no warmth in the eyes, but it was like a fire was burning in the chest, almost burning himself to ashes.

Lu Jiu shook her hand under the table, picked up the chopstick rest on the table, and threw it at the fat man.

"You fucking shut up quickly, just look at the photos, delete them after reading them, and wait if they are leaked out. Believe it or not, you will be bankrupt if you are sued?"

"Oh brother Lu is angry, that's fine, I'll delete it if I'm pretty, and I'll delete it if I'm pretty." The fat man had drunk a bit too much, but he wasn't too confused, so he went down the steps.Qu Yang, on the other hand, found it very interesting to see Lu Jiu's anxious look.

During the banquet, they started laughing and making noise again, but without the child, Qin Du was a little bit unmotivated and felt a little bored.

Leaning weakly towards Ye Zheng, the ice around Ye Zheng's body was instantly melted.

"what happened?"

"It's a bit hot here, and I feel a little tight in my chest. Can I go for a walk?" Qin Du said.

Ye Zheng's expression softened slightly.

"Okay, then I'll accompany you."

"No, no, I want to walk by myself."

"... Oh." Ye Zheng lost his energy again. "Then come back early."

Qin Du went out.

Because he was afraid of being discovered, he left in a hurry and didn't take off his coat.But it wasn't too cold at night, so after thinking about it, I still didn't go back to get it.

What Lu Jiu said is right, the place for the party is very secluded and safe. After leaving the private room, a few steps away is a terrace, with the moon hanging high and the breeze blowing, it is much quieter than the private room.Qin Du enjoyed it very much.

He didn't even notice when there was an extra person behind him.

"You came out too. Isn't it cold?"

Qin Du was startled and turned his head immediately.

"Qu Yang?"

"So you still remember me." Qu Yang smiled slightly, stood beside her, took off an earphone and handed it to her, "Do you want to listen to it together?"

Not affected by the laughter just now, facing Qu Yang, Qin Du didn't feel uncomfortable at all.He raised his eyebrows and reached out to take it.

"What song is this? It sounds so familiar."

"Well, its name is Missing Through Time and Space."

"It's beautiful. It's also very sad." Qin Du said.

"Yes." Qu Yang turned to look at her, "Qin Du, is there anyone you miss?"

Qin Du didn't even think about it.

"No."

Qu Yang laughed again.

"You must be lying if you say no so quickly."

Qin Du was a little embarrassed, and didn't know what to say for a while.Qu Yang didn't ask any more questions, and stood quietly beside her, sharing a piece of music with her in this quiet night.

"What about you, is there anyone you miss?"

It may be that the hustle and bustle is too far away, and the night is too quiet.Qin Du stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to touch the moonlight.

Qu Yang closed his eyes.

"Yep."