Langya Bang Epilogue: The End

(Eighteen)

After the snow stopped, Mangmang Meiling became colder and colder. Feiliu's internal energy was rather cloudy and cold, and he liked cold weather the most. Recently, he flew around in the snow every day, harming the snow rabbits and boars in the surrounding mountains. Sweating all over from playing, he carried the prey and ran to Mei Changsu's military tent to ask Brother Su to wipe his sweat and give him a compliment.

After the Battle of Lvze, the Daliang Army laid the cornerstone of victory. Now it is only a matter of time to expel the remnants of the Dayu Army and gather the rest of the Shangyang Army.Mei Changsu slowly handed over these matters to the other mid-level generals.His time in this world is counting down, and at this time, what he has to do is to teach others and let him go.

It was almost noon, and there was a lot of noise outside the military tent, and the soldiers were preparing to eat.Mei Changsu moved the brazier beside him closer.Even though it was the only military tent where the brazier was lit, Mei Changsu still felt the cold wind leaking in from all sides.

At that time, even though Lin Chen had used 12 points of care, Mei Changsu's skin really couldn't withstand any accidents. This unplanned action made Mei Changsu still have to take the Bingxuan Pill. For the rest of the day he took medicine every day and put on his heavy cloak again.

Mei Changsu looked at the faintly burning charcoal fire. In the past, he felt very good to be able to live with the brazier in his arms. He also felt very good to be able to die as a normal person for three months. However, at this moment, for some reason, his heart surged. With many complicated emotions, he suddenly found that he still had desires. At this moment, he didn't want nothing after revenge as he expected.This desire used to be hidden very deep, so deep that he might not realize it until he died, but Lin Chen's sudden indifference broke his heart open and brought many buried things to light.

While Mei Changsu was deep in thought, Lin Chen opened the curtain of the military tent and walked in.He raised his head, and at the moment that figure broke into his eyes, he felt as if he was punched in the bottom of his heart.

Against the light, Lin Chen looked extraordinarily thin, and his silhouette was so thin that it could be torn apart by the light outside.Mei Changsu suddenly had a strange idea, feeling that something had sucked Lin Chen's blood and life away.

As Lin Chen walked closer, Mei Changsu couldn't bear to look directly at his sunken cheeks and sunken eye sockets.Since he came to the border, he hadn't talked to Lin Chen properly, but he knew that there could be no other reason for Lin Chen to become like this.

All for him.

"What's wrong with you?" Mei Changsu heard Lin Chen ask, his usual lively and frivolous voice became calm and calm, but it still touched his heart.

Mei Changsu raised his head and looked at Lin Chen suspiciously?

What's wrong with me?he wants to ask.

Then the touch of water droplets across the cheeks was clearly conveyed to my mind.

Mei Changsu lowered his head, big tears fell on the back of his hand because of his actions.He cried.

Why am I crying?

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"What's the matter with you?" Lin Chen's voice had a lurking panic, "What's wrong?"

Mei Changsu raised his head slightly, through the hazy tears, he vaguely saw Lin Chen walking over quickly, sitting opposite him, grabbing his wrist to feel the pulse, Mei Changsu blinked, trying to squeeze out Tears, seeing Lin Chen's face clearly, but his eyes seemed to be out of his control suddenly, more and more tears.

"Where does it hurt?" Lin Chen's voice became a little anxious: "Tell me."

Mei Changsu sat stiffly. He wanted to tell Lin Chen that he was fine, but there was indeed a terribly painful place in his heart. That kind of dull pain could not be put into words, but crushed all his perceptions.

He seemed to have lost the ability to speak, opened his mouth, and only drew out a heavy airflow. He felt the contraction of the heart, the blood was flowing back, and the uncontrollable tears covered the face of Lin Chen in front of him, and the tears poured out continuously. His thoughts suddenly became clear.

Mei Changsu clearly remembered the last time he burst into tears like this uncontrollably.That was 12 years ago, he chose to completely detoxify the fire and cold poison, he endured the pain of cutting out the bones several times while pulling out the poison, but one day when he was lying on the bed completely changed and powerless, he suddenly collapsed.

He remembered that it was an early morning, he woke up from a long sleep, and lay in an increasingly familiar room, outside the window was the ever-changing sea of ​​clouds in Langya Mountain, a feeling of despair hit him unexpectedly.He lost everything, relatives, friends, comrades-in-arms, faith, and glory. He didn't know whether the vow of revenge he just made could be fulfilled. He cut off all retreats, cut off the past, but could not see the future.

He suddenly started to cry, silently but unable to hold back, tears obscured the shape of the sea of ​​clouds, he gradually couldn't see anything, he seemed to know why he was crying, but also seemed to know nothing, emptiness and despair occupied him at that moment Heart, he almost lost the courage that he thought he would never disappear.

"What's wrong with you? Where is your pain?" At that time, young Lin Chen suddenly appeared in front of his bed, he asked himself concerned, and wiped away his tears with his hand.

"Don't be afraid, you will get better, and I will help you." Lin Chen said at that time.For the next ten years, he kept his promise and stayed by his side all the time.

Gradually, the young man who was thin because of the twitch overlapped with the abnormally thin young man in front of him, and they asked him at the same time: Where does it hurt you.

It's just that the current Lin Chen will no longer reach out to wipe his tears away.

Mei Changsu suddenly trembled and let out a low-pitched cry.He suddenly understood why he was crying at this moment.

He bears the burden of humiliation, he struggles every step of the way, and he suffers painstaking efforts.so what?It is he himself who wants to wash away his grievances, and it is himself who wants to regain his reputation.This road was chosen by himself. How hard he walked on this road, how many people he helped and how many times he planned, it was all his own will.

He is so self-pitying, but going back to the source, what does his ups and downs in Daliang have to do with Lin Chen, the young master of Langya Pavilion?

Lin Chen saved him, accompanied him, helped him, and tolerated him. In fact, it had nothing to do with what he thought was a great cause. What Lin Chen did was nothing but Mei Changsu.

Mei Changsu thought of Lin Chen's overflowing joy when he planned to leave, and the anger and disappointment he tried to suppress when he handed over the Bingxuan Dan.Those pictures cut his heart like a knife edge.

Lin Chen doesn't know Lin Shu at all. Lin Shu's feelings and Lin Shu's responsibility have nothing to do with him. He spent 13 years helping Mei Changsu fulfill his wish. What he asked for was only Mei Changsu's last time. , can indulge in the rivers and lakes with him without any worries.

But Mei Changsu is no longer here, and was terminated by Lin Shu with the righteousness of his family and country as his blade.

He once told Lin Chen solemnly: When you see Lin Shu, you will definitely not be disappointed.But it never occurred to him that Lin Chen didn't want to know the person who killed Mei Changsu.

At this moment, guilt and remorse overwhelmed him, whether it was Mei Changsu or Lin Shu, it was all the same.He owed Lin Chen too much.