Men's dormitory

Later, Yi Xi embarked on the road of writing again, but unlike before, his life seemed to be much calmer, without so much tediousness.

He likes to write wherever he goes, just stop and go, write and draw.But he has been afraid to go to every place he and Zihao have been to before.Wuhan has become the city he is saddest and least willing to mention.

Four months later, he went to Shangri-La in Yunnan to attend a friend's wedding.The friends at the wedding were smiling so happily and happily. Perhaps marriage is really the most happy moment in our life that should be celebrated, at least for most people!

After attending the wedding, at the suggestion of another friend, they rushed to Dali, a city that never sleeps hundreds of miles away, overnight.

When he first said he was going to Dali, Yi Xi was reluctant to go because he and Zihao had been there before.But in order not to spoil the interest of his friends, he could only follow everyone cautiously.

At night, the neon lights in Dali are flickering, and the lights are feasting everywhere.In this romantic turmoil, Yi Xi couldn't help walking around alone, and every detail of the city brought back Yi Xi's endless memories.

"Don't ask why/It's my last tenderness/I want to say with a smile/It's good to be apart/But why are we/Crying together..." The familiar melody floated from an alley.

Yi Xi followed the sound to the entrance of the alley.This alley Yi Xi remembers that there is an audio-visual store at the end of the alley, which can record videos of people and store them in the store, so that when you revisit the old place in the future, you can come and review the figures left here in the past.

Yi Xi walked towards that shop with anxiety, he wondered if that shop was still there?Fortunately, although the store has changed its appearance, the owner has not.

"We came here on February 2013, 2, and the note at that time was CC." Unknowingly, it has been a year and a half since Yi Xi and Zihao came here last time.

The boss found out the video disc that belonged to Yi Xi and the others, and handed a yellowed letter to Yi Xi, saying, "Here is another letter!" Yi Xi glanced at the time on the envelope suspiciously, and wrote It was October 2013, 10.This time was exactly when Yi Xi ran away from home because of Liu Mo's quarrel with Zihao.

Yi Xi walked to the side slowly, and slowly opened the letter:

"CC:

I'm sorry that I proposed to break up with you so hastily.I know that you must hate me very much now, and you must scold me a hundred times in your heart, but I just want to say, 'I never thought of hurting you! '

I found Sanya from Shanghai, and Dali from Sanya.Originally, I planned to wait for you here, but Kaizhe came to me yesterday and insisted that I go back with him, so I can only leave this letter and leave.I came all the way to find you, not to ask for your forgiveness, I just want to have a face-to-face farewell ceremony with you!

We once had a gorgeous meeting, I don't want to separate in such a hurry!

I'm sorry, I once promised you to accompany you to the end of the world, to accompany you until the day when everyone no longer excludes us and can bless us with a smile, but I have become a deserter, and I can only be in I wish you happiness silently in my heart.

If you can, when you see this letter, take the initiative to contact me and let me know that you are doing well.

Zihao. "

At that time, Yi Xi planned to come to Dali, but when he was in Sanya, Kaizhe told Yi Xi the whole story, so Yi Xi didn't come to Dali at all, but went back to Wuhan directly.

Unexpectedly, this letter lay here lazily for ten months.It was already 8 months later when Yi Xi opened it.This letter from Zihao was full of apologies. In Yi Xi's view, it was not Zihao who failed him at the beginning, but himself who betrayed Zihao at the end of the story.At this moment, the one who read the letter should be Zihao, and the one who asked the other party for forgiveness and understanding should be himself.But Yixi couldn't meet Zihao until the end, and couldn't explain everything clearly, and then had a "face-to-face" farewell ceremony.

After reading the letter, Yi Xi's eyes were already filled with tears. His trembling hands gently stroked the cover of the video tape. In the photo, his and Zihao's faces were close to each other, red and red against the neon lights beside them. Yes, the two grinned happily.

The familiar melody in my ear is still going on: "I can't bear it / But time can't go back / Loving you is worth it / It's just time to stop / You have to be good without me / I can't bear it / I hold you tight for the last time / We missed it of/wrong is wrong/don't worry about me/I don't love you anymore/'

Yi Xi took a look at the small store full of memories, he wandered again and again but still didn't have the courage to play that video.He handed the video tape to the boss, then stuffed the letter in his bag and left in a hurry.

'At least the me in your memory is smiling/my dear/the days when you held me/I was really happy/'

Both Yi Xi and Zihao once made up white lies in order not to hurt each other.Sometimes, two people who clearly care about each other and love each other still can't be together!

Yi Xi gradually lost all news about Zihao, and he returned to being a small person, with no rich family around him, no media focus, and not so many fans.

Yi Xi said: "If Zihao hadn't appeared, I would be an ordinary second-rate writer now, receiving just enough to support myself every day. In the past two years, everything I owned was gifted by Zihao. I will also slowly return it to him. I have always rejected those who show superiority, but I have never found that I have become selfish in the tide of material things. I have a relationship with Zihao that I can't even imagine in my dreams. The experience has proved that I can only live in reality. I don’t need so much attention, I don’t need so much money, I just want an ordinary, happy life!”

(End of this chapter)