Men's dormitory

The content of the two letters is Wen Tao's explanation to Zihao and Xia Qi.

The contents of the letter were only known to each other when Zihao and Xia Qi met in a bar three days after Wen Tao committed suicide.

The general content of the two letters is as follows:

"Shazie:

When you read this letter, we must have been separated.Forgive me for not making that multiple choice question, because I don't think I'm qualified to give an answer.

We met on the street 396 days ago, and I still remember the scene of our first meeting.It was already past 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, and I curled up on the side of the road, raising my head slightly and paying attention to the people passing by.At this time, you walked over to me slowly, and after briefly asking about my situation, you took me back to your home.You are very rich, and I have lived a life of adequate food and clothing since I was with you, and I also bid farewell to the days when there was no last meal.Thank you for always treating me attentively and taking good care of me.As a last resort, I still fell in love with someone else behind your back, because I found that you have never been able to enter my heart.Sometimes I often think, if you were just an ordinary worker, I would definitely not be with you.

Forgive my substance, because I'm poor, I can't help it!

You asked me many times before, why did I appear on that street that time, every time I would say vaguely and perfunctorily: "I lost my way!" I didn't believe it myself, let alone you? !In fact, I have been hiding it all the time. I don't want to tell you the cruel truth. I want to play a pure and simple child in your heart all the time!

However, I don't want the truth to go with me.At that time, you may not have noticed that I appeared by the side of the road for several days, because I found out in advance that it was a rich people's gathering area, and many rich people lived there.So I tried my luck there for a few days, but I didn't expect to meet you there.

Sorry, I never really loved you!

You can hate me, you can scold me, I owe it to you.

After meeting Zihao, I realized the feeling of my heart beating. I am very happy to be with him!

Sorry, I really owe you too much.This result may not be too cruel for you, but I have nothing but to use the rest of my life to win your forgiveness!

Finally, I wish you to find someone who truly loves you!

Wen Tao pen. "

"Zihao:

You are right, I have been trampled to pieces, so I am not worthy to continue to be a person, so I chose to leave.

I just want to tell you that I didn't mean to deceive you.I'm afraid that if I tell you at the beginning that I already have a lover, you will leave me directly.In fact, as early as when we first met, I was deeply attracted by you.Your deep eyes, sharp-edged cheeks, charming dimples when you smile, plus your manly words and deeds, anyway, I will never forget everything about you.The only thing that is certain is that before I fell in love with you, I didn't know how prominent your family background is. What I really like is you!

Later, I planned to break up with Xia Qi.Although I can't really fall in love with him for a long time, but he treats me so well and takes care of me like a relative, I can't bear it.So I always deal with the relationship between the three of us in the entanglement.

Such days are very tiring, but I asked for everything!

Yes, I am so greedy that I would rather die than lose any of you!

None of us is wrong, and we owe nothing to anyone!

Finally, I want to say something to you personally: I really love you!

Wen Tao pen. "

Wen Tao is gone, but Zihao has been living in self-blame.He thought that he forced Wen Tao to death. If he hadn't said those ugly words and insulted Wen Tao again and again, but had chosen to give him a shoulder when he was most uncomfortable, maybe he would not have chosen to die.

Zihao loves Wen Tao, and Wen Tao also loves Zihao.Helpless, the tragedy of mutual love!

And what about Xia Qi?In his opinion, no matter what Wen Tao says, no matter how many calculations Wen Tao has in his heart, what he brings to him is infinite warmth and satisfaction.Compared to the emptiness and sadness after losing Wen Tao, he would rather Zihao never show up, and he has been foolishly deceived by Wen Tao.

So Xia Qi has been resenting Zihao in his heart, he thinks that Zihao broke his original happy life!

People cannot be resurrected after death, and the two of them can only slowly heal the wounds in time.

Xia Qi finally said to Zihao: "Remember, you owe me! You can never imagine being happier than me!"

Since then, the two have not been in contact for five years and have not seen each other for five years.

After three years of blaming himself, Zihao finally won his forgiveness.He tried to start a new love life and later he met Yi Hee.

After losing Wen Tao, Xia Qi feels that true love is hard to find.He tried to take off his gorgeous material clothes to find a lover.Perhaps this is the most valuable thing he has learned after losing Wen Tao!

When Zihao told Yi Xi the whole story, tears welled up in his eyes again and again.

After hearing the whole story, Yi Xi also cried.It turned out that Zihao and Xia Qi had known each other five years ago, and they had such a deep love-hate entanglement.

After Zihao met Yi Xi, whenever he was asked about his relationship history, he always mentioned it briefly.Zihao has always claimed that Yixi was his true first love.After listening to the whole story, long before Yi Xi appeared, Zihao already had someone he loved so deeply.

Yi Xi doesn't complain about Zihao's concealment. After all, everyone has a past that they don't want to touch. It's a scar that bleeds when touched.

"I'm afraid that Xia Qi's appearance this time is for revenge, so I strongly request you not to approach him!" Zihao looked at Yi Xi with crystal clear eyes.

"Then why didn't you just talk to me?"

"After all, I made a mistake a few years ago. I don't want to have a confrontation with him! Besides, I don't want to bring up this past incident. First, I'm afraid you won't understand it and make wild thoughts; second, I don't want to face him. For that mistake."

Yi Xi held Zihao's hand tightly, "Fool, we have experienced life and death, we will not be separated so easily!"

Thinking that Xia Qi's purpose of approaching him might be revenge, Yi Xi couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart.

He decided to explain to Xia Qi and help the two of them untie their years of knots.

(End of this chapter)