Men's dormitory

Yi Xi is sometimes a little willful and arrogant, he can't tolerate deceit and lies in his relationship.He is also easily moved, often overwhelmed by some warm moments.He felt that there must be something in Zihao's past that he didn't know about, and Xia Qi and Zihao seemed to have some kind of connection.He felt like a lamb at the mercy of others, bewildered and at a loss.

He is very tired at the moment.Yes, most of the time, in the face of tediousness and distress, Yi Xi often chooses to escape.In his heart, friends are always the most reassuring and trustworthy support for him.He left Wuhan as he said, and went to Jinan, because there are a lot of friends in Jinan who have never left him.

During the journey of more than two hours, he had been thinking wildly and his mind was in a mess.

When Haotian received the call that Yi Xi was about to arrive in Jinan, his first reaction was: shit!He came as soon as he said he would, and didn't even say hello in advance. He must have had a conflict with Zihao again.That's right, Haotian knows Yi Xi too well, after all, they have known each other for six years, and their relationship has always been so good.So, before Yi Xi arrived in Jinan, Haotian contacted all Yi Xi's friends in Jinan, and had a good drink with Yi Xi.Because some words require a little alcohol anesthesia before they can be spoken.

Although Yi Xi at the wine table has a lot to say to everyone, but because his depression involves the love between men and men, he swallowed back the words many times, because the only person at the table is Hao Tian. Know him best.

Yi Xi could only change his tone, turning 'he' into 'she'.

When Yi Xi told everyone about the cold war between him and "her" festival and the quarrel between the two caused by various misunderstandings, everyone seemed to be used to it.

Friend A said: "You guys care too much about each other. You, because you care about her, think about her all the time, and hope that she will be with you all the time, especially in this kind of festival that is not suitable for being alone; As for her, it is because she cares too much about you that she is so sensitive to the matter between you and Xia Qi, she is not afraid that you will accidentally run away with someone else!"

Friend B then said: "Your problems are all problems that often arise in relationships, just pay more attention to communication and exchange!"

Friend A added: "If one day she really doesn't care about you, you won't think about her all the time, and you don't care about a little thing anymore, it means that your love has come to an end. It's over! Because I care, I want everything about the other person, so I can't tolerate her being kind to others."

In fact, Yi Xi understands all these principles, but no matter how many principles he knows, he still cannot live his own life well.

In front of many friends, Yi Xi tried her best to restrain her emotions and not let herself be too obvious.He didn't want everyone to know that he was a gay guy who liked men.

Yi Xi kept holding back like this until Haotian's residence, and Yi Xi finally let go of his heart and confide in Haotian. "Why didn't Shen Zihao believe me? Why wasn't he by my side when I was the loneliest and most in need of company? Why did he give me such a terrible gift at the end of 13? And why did Xia Qi treat me like this? Okay?! Why is Xia Qi not Zihao who is with me?!" Yi Xi expressed all the dissatisfaction and sadness of the past few days at once.

Haotian had a brief chat with Yi Xi on the Internet before, and he tried his best to piece together the fragments he knew in his mind. "Why are you sad now? Zihao's mistrust? Zihao's coldness to you these days? Or Zihao's bad influence on you?"

Yi Xi shook his head. "In normal times, these are small things before us, but this time it's different."

Haotian looked at Yi Xi puzzled.

"Do you know? I'm afraid of a comparison in everything. These days Zihao is cold to me, but Xia Qi has given me infinite warmth and touch these days. I feel that I have been a little shaken. I can't accept my shaken self. But instead of stopping me from leaning towards Xia Qi, Zi Hao forcefully sent me into Xia Qi's arms."

Haotian seemed to understand what Yi Xi was suffering from.Yi Xi really cares too much about Zihao, he doesn't want to do anything that is unfaithful to Zihao, he can't accept the fact that he likes Xia Qi a little bit, but at this time Zihao still treats him coldly.He just wanted Zihao to say at this moment: "Leave Xia Qi, we have to keep going!" But at this moment, Zihao told him: "Go and be with Xia Qi!" This kind of entanglement , so that Yi Xi didn't know what to do.

Haotian didn't know how to persuade Yi Xi, suddenly he remembered the bottle of crown he 'stolen' from Yi Xi's place before, and he left half a bottle for Yi Xi.

Haotian rummaged through the box and put the half bottle of crown in front of Yi Xi, "Does this look familiar?"

Yi Xi picked up the bottle and looked at the logo on it, "My bottle of crown? I'm already angry enough, so don't disturb me anymore!"

"Actually, every time I see this bottle of wine, I will think of the days when you and Zihao had a quarrel that turned the world upside down. You and Zihao had so close contact with death. You once stayed by his hospital bed for days and nights, and he I went to one city after another to find you. I have always believed that people who have experienced so many things will definitely not be separated easily. You must have confidence in you, and you must have confidence in your future."

Haotian's words made Yi Xi wake up suddenly.Yes, I and Zihao have experienced so many things, which is incomparable to anyone else.He remembered the words that Zeng Fu said before Zihao's hospital bed: "You have to wake up quickly, and we will not make any noise in the future, and we will continue to walk in harmony like this!"

Yi Xi's eyes couldn't help turning red.

Haotian filled the wine glass for Yi Xi and signaled Yi Xi to kill him.

Yi Xi drank the wine in the glass, wriggling the tip of his tongue in his mouth, savoring it carefully.

"Does it feel different?"

"It feels more mellow than before!"

"The relationship between two people is like this old cup of crown. If you drink it and taste it often, you will slowly feel numb to its taste until you drink it and there is no taste in your mouth. One day you will After taking a sip of whiskey, the spicy taste immediately attracted you. You lost the crown to find whiskey. But you don’t know that you like whiskey because you are used to the aroma of crown. In the eyes of others, crown is more important than whiskey. It is a hundred times more fragrant. Perhaps, only when you stay away from the crown for a period of time, can you fully taste his fragrance." Haotian, who is usually playful, has become artistic.

Zihao once accompanied him on a journey of more than 400 days, and accompanied him through important festivals one after another. He was by his side when he was the loneliest and helpless, but at this moment, he was surrounded by Xia. Qi was so moved by his company in just a few days.Yi Xi finally understands that love needs to be tested by a long history, and cannot be measured by a vigorous short-term.

"Well, I'll go back to Wuhan tomorrow and talk to Zihao clearly." Yi Xi rubbed his red eyes, his voice hoarse.

"Fool, because he cares about you, Zihao came to Jinan to look for you a long time ago!" As soon as Haotian's voice fell, Zihao pushed open the door in the next room and walked towards Yi Xi affectionately.

Yi Xi was very excited by this sudden surprise, he stood up and hugged Zihao into his arms.That embrace, so firm and warm, never seemed to leave.

"CC, I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't have hidden anything from you in the first place, so I'm going to confess to you today." Zihao said looking down at Yi Xi in his arms.

Yi Xi remained silent, waiting for Zihao to tell a story that he didn't know.

(End of this chapter)