Chapter 57 Old People Can't Retrace

The days of being locked up got longer and longer, and at first I didn't feel anything, but then I felt my brain was getting dizzy day by day, and my bones were aching.I don't know how powerful the medicine man's potion is, but I gradually feel that I am already becoming another person.My memory began to blur and my senses became less sensitive.I have seen medicine men before who were cold and lifeless, and I felt pity for them, but now that I have become a medicine man, I feel nothing but chills.

I'm probably out of the dust.

I was getting more and more lethargic, and I dreamed of a lot of people, and I thought I might be dying.I was floating on the water, knowing that I was dreaming, and I thought I was probably free only in the dream.

Amid the ups and downs, I saw Su Yu.With light work, she skimmed across the water and landed in front of me.

It was still that red dress, so glamorous and beautiful.

Her blue hair reached her waist like a waterfall, and she looked at me quietly with her head down, with a slight smile on her lips.I raised my head, and my eyes fell on the face that I was familiar with in my blood. I haven't dreamed of her for a long time, and I didn't expect that she was still the same.

I suddenly laughed, maybe it was because I haven't spoken for a long time or maybe the effect of the potion, my voice was so hoarse, I looked at her and said:

"I thought... I'd never dream of you again."

Three years, three full years.Ever since I dreamed of her in the imperial hospital in Pisen, she has never entered my dreams again.I still remember that she was in my dream, looking at me with a smile, and said to me:

——I'm not coming back, you live well, love well.

She looked at me, looked at me for a long time, and suddenly a tear fell from the corner of her eye, I reached out to catch it, and let it fall on my palm.

"Long time no see..." I looked at her with a smile, and I told myself that she had been gone for a long time, and she was finally willing to come to see me now, and I must smile and talk to her, not cry.

Can't cry.

"You... do you blame me?" I still asked, the thorn in my heart has stabbed me for so many years, and I have never been safe for a moment.Now that I'm almost a different person, it won't be me anymore, and she must have come to say goodbye to me...or to give me a chance to say goodbye to her.I don't know when this dream will wake up, I'm afraid I won't have a chance if I don't ask.

"You blame me..." I lowered my head and said softly.

But she raised her hand and pulled out the sword hidden in her sleeve, and slashed a few times in the air. Her domineering swordsmanship directly cut off the iron chain that locked me.Without the shackles of the chains, my body seemed to be submerged in the water without bones.She dived into the water, sparkling in the waves, her seaweed-like long hair spread out in my sight, making my eye sockets hot, she swam to me, put her arms around my waist, tied me in her arms, and brought me I swim to the surface.

As soon as I came out of the water, I coughed because of choking on the water. Her hands tightened tightly, and she whispered:

"I'll take you away."

I laughed softly, clutching her belt, closed my eyes, and said softly:

"Then...take me away."

If God wants to take my life back, I will not complain. In my life, I have been lively, deserted, passionate, and decadent... It should be regarded as a perfect life journey.Have everything and lose everything.Life and death reincarnation, flowers bloom and fade—everything is fate.Lord Yan asked me to die on the third watch, how dare I stay until the fifth watch?What's more...he sent Su Yu...to take my life.

How could I say no?

She said she was coming to take me away, so I agreed.

Su Yu, you finally came to take me away.

I fell into a deep sleep in this dream with Su Yu, I knew I wouldn't wake up, but I never wanted to wake up.I am very tired and want to sleep.

Maybe he fell asleep, and his cold body gradually returned to temperature.They say that when you die you come back to life, and I think that's about it.

"A Zong..."

Someone called me in my ear, it was not clear at first, but then it became much louder:

"A Zong..."

"Are you awake? A Zong..."

I feel the eyelids are heavy, heavy.But someone was calling me, I was very anxious, opened my eyes angrily, opened my eyes.

A ray of light came into my heart, and I felt wet on my forehead. I opened my eyes suddenly, sat up on the spot, and exclaimed:

"Uncle Master!"

What catches the eye is Su Yu, Su Yu covered in blood.Seeing me wake up, she raised her eyebrows and smiled lightly:

"Finally...woke up?"

I was stunned, and before I woke up from the ecstasy of seeing Su Yu, my face turned pale with fright at the mouthful of blood she coughed up. I took a step forward to support her, and lost my voice:

"Uncle Master!"

"What's the name!" She gasped, gritted her teeth, "For me...shut up."

I opened my mouth, and the tentacles were large and small wounds on her body, the blood was still wet... Two arrows were shot into her back.My hands began to tremble, and tears rolled in my eyes. I wanted to say a lot to her, but there were only two words after I said it:

"Uncle..."

She pulled out the arrow with her backhand, and the blood gushed out like a small column. I hurriedly covered it with my hand, but I couldn't.I suddenly cried out without ambition, all my strength disappeared the moment I saw Su Yu.

"Okay...a lot of blood..." My hands were stained red, and I was at a loss, "It hurts...Uncle Master...it hurts."

"It's not...you were injured by an arrow, why are you crying?" She gave me a hard look and said, "Help me acupoints to stop the bleeding, idiot."

Waking up with a single word, I quickly pressed acupuncture points for her and stopped the bleeding.He tore off his clothes again, and wrapped up the wound for her.The whole process... I didn't say a word, but I burst into tears.In the past few years, I seldom cried, and I don't know why...I cry so sadly at this moment.

I should be happy, I should be happy that Su Yu is intact, standing in front of me in good health, and still living in this world safely.

"Why are you crying!" She rested for a while, and her blood-losing face regained some energy. Seeing me crying like this, she sighed, "Why are you so useless when I'm not by your side?" ?”

I looked at her, clutched her sleeves, and didn't answer her words, but said something else:

"Uncle, I miss you so much."

She was startled, then raised her eyebrows and smiled lightly:

"In that case, the bloody stool I bleed just now is worth it."

I froze, and she explained to me as if she knew what I was thinking:

"When I took you out, I encountered a little trouble."

"I'm sorry..." I whispered.

I feel sorry for her a lot, time and time again.She never blamed me, but indulged me again and again.She was so good to me, but I didn't give her anything.I want to tell her everything, but I can only say sorry.

I'm so sorry Su Yu.

Hearing this, she frowned:

"In this world, you are the only one who doesn't need to be polite to me. Do you understand?"

I wiped my eyes, nodded with red eyes.

"If that's the case, why apologize?"

"..." I opened my mouth, not knowing what to say.

She smiled and looked around, and then I saw that we were on a hill, although it was a hill, but it was also very high, and there was a spring flowing down from a nearby mountain.The sky is also dark.

"It's getting dark," she said.

"Tired?"

She looked at me sideways, and I hooked the corners of my mouth, and took a step forward to hug her—like I hugged her many years ago when I was in Guigu Mountain.

"I miss you so much." I whispered, "And here you are."

"..." She laughed softly for a long time, then stretched out her hands and hugged me back very tightly, "No, no, they bullied you. What is it?" , dare to bully you."

I smiled and backed away, looking at her familiar face, for three years, for three full years, I prayed to God to let her entrust me with dreams before countless dreams, so that I could see her.I have a lot to say, many things I don't have time to tell her, and do it together with her.

I miss her.

Now seeing her again, seeing her standing in front of me alive, I can only smile and say to me:

"Then you cleaned them up for me?"

She snorted coldly and said:

"Which time didn't I clean it for you? You are so stupid, how can you live without me?"

"I almost can't live." I smiled, but my voice lowered, "Without you, I almost... can't live."

She was stunned, and said with a smile:

"idiot."

"...you are stupid, otherwise..." I murmured, "I thought you would never come back, I would never...never... Can't see you anymore."

She sat down on the spot, leaning her back against the stone wall, and said with a hint of joy in her voice:

"What an idiot."

I also sat beside her, looked sideways at her for a long time, and carefully stretched out my hand to pull her down—it was a living Su Yu, a warm Su Yu.

"Why are you crying again?" She turned her head, looked at me, and smiled.

"......So happy."

She looked at me quietly, with deep affection in her dark eyes that I had been ignoring in the past, she said:

"You've grown up, Zong."

I held her hand tightly, looked up at her, looked at her like I did many years ago, and smiled:

"All these years, you are not by my side, you have grown up."

She was stunned for a moment, then turned her face away after staring at me for a moment. After a long silence, her voice became hoarse:

"Do you...remember me?"

"How dare you forget each other when you get married with Qing?"

Her body shook violently, and after a long time, she slowly raised her right hand to cover her lips, the tears in the corner of her eyes corroded my heart like flesh and blood under the indifferent moonlight, it hurt so much, so pain.

Since I was a child, I have seen Su Yu bleed very rarely, but her tears are even rarer than blood.She has never cried in front of my eyes, she has never cried, so naturally I thought that such a strong and unbreakable girl would only smile forever.

Just smile at me.

"You finally...remember me..." She pinched my knuckles with my left hand, "Remember me."

"Uncle..." I called out to her, "I kept you waiting for a long time."

She laughed through tears:

"Suddenly remembered that you went to the market with me when you were a child. You told me that you were going to the toilet, but you didn't know where you went. When you came back, you told me the same way."

I looked away from her, and my thoughts returned to the past, curling the corners of my mouth, recalling:

"You waited for me on the corner of the street for a long time. When I went back, I was afraid that you would punish me, so I acted like a good boy to you..."

"You are like this every time, but I go along with you every time."

"But don't you often hang me on the Tongtian Peak? How do you say it seems that you are so resentful."

"Hey, when you were punished by me, didn't you come here to act like a baby with me?"

My face was a little red, and I muttered in a low voice:

"I didn't...act like a baby."

She laughed out loud for a long time, but she felt tired, so she leaned her head on my shoulder and said softly:

"I am pretty tired......"

The tears stopped in the corner of my eyes fell again.

She said to me:

"A Zong, give me a hug...I'm so tired."

I reached out to hug her, tears fell on her face, she smiled in my arms, raised her hand to wipe away my tears, looked sideways at the starry sky on my shoulders, and murmured:

"What a beautiful starlight."

She closed her eyes lightly, with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth:

"Let's do it all over again—I'm still 25, you're still fourteen, we've been married, and we're married.”

I took her words and followed my memory back to the past:

"You call me 'A Zong', and I call you 'Master Uncle and Wife'. Zong Qi and the others came to ask me, and I told them with a smile that I am married to you. You also said that the eyebrows I drew for you are the most beautiful of."

"As I said, it is the most beautiful."

"After the Seventh Pass, the fellow disciples will know what the relationship between you and me is. Maybe some people will think that this is against..."

"My Guigushan gate, who dares to be so presumptuous?" Her low voice was lazily hoarse, and although her eyes were closed, she still couldn't conceal her domineering.

"Yeah...they won't say anything." I continued, "We lived very well after we got married. On the first New Year's Eve, I set off fireworks for you. You said it was so beautiful.

In your Youxiang Pavilion, we don't hear about world affairs.I play the flute, you dance the sword.I also planted a lot of peach trees in the yard. When spring came, I wore a peach red gown and practiced sword under the trees. "

"and after?"

"Later, when I was 17 years old, my master ordered me to cross the sword and go down the mountain. You rode a handsome horse, stood at the foot of Guigu Mountain, and said that you just happened to take me wandering around the world."

"Did you agree?"

"How can I not? The lady said that she would take me to roam the world, and stay with me forever. I am very happy. After ten years of crossing the sword and going down the mountain, I have been to every corner of the world with you. You accompany me to love the sky." Lovely place... chic everywhere. We are the most enviable couple.

Then take the sword and return to the mountain.On Tongtian Peak, it was you who witnessed me taking over Guigu Yin and holding Guigu Nagato.27 years old, seems too young. "

"How come? I am 11 years older than you."

"Isn't it good to be old? You can always grow up with me like this, and see with your own eyes... all of me..."

"very nice."

"You and I have been married for many years, and the love is still the same. There have been quarrels, but I don't regret the original intention. The hair is gray, and the two are not mutually exclusive."

"It's perfect..." she murmured, "What a perfect life."

I hold her hand harder and hold her tightly, I am afraid this is a dream that I have imagined for many years and has never appeared.Woke up from the dream, I was still there, but she never came back.

"Then let me ask again." She opened her eyes with a smile, "You, did you ever love me?"

I looked into her eyes with a gentle smile and said:

"Love, always love."

Her smile is bright, like the spring breeze in March.After laughing, he said to me:

"I'm tired, let me sleep for a while."

I hugged her, nodded, suppressed tears and said:

"Sleep, I'm always here."

She closed her eyes with a smile and fell into a deep sleep.

I watched over her, sat on the hill all night, watched the stars all night, and thought about the past all night.

I still had Qingsi back then, and she was still young.You and I will be husband and wife in the back mountain of Guigu, with the witness of heaven and earth.I promised her this life, she laughed at me for being affectionate...but unexpectedly she married someone else overnight.Now I have gray hair and gray head... Su Yu, how dare I mention it again?

She did nothing wrong, but I have forgotten her for more than ten years.She doesn't say, I don't know.Be by my side, watching me fall in love with Murong Bai, with others...a beautiful day.How painful, how unwilling?

Su Yu, how strong do you have to be to congratulate me with a smile?If I knew early on...how could I, how could I have betrayed you so much?

Uncle, why don't you hate me?

Su Yu woke up at dawn, perhaps because of a good night's sleep, her pale complexion improved a lot.

"What time is it?" She rubbed her eyes and said.

"I don't know, probably...the sun will rise soon."

"Sunrise?" She was stunned for a moment, turned her head to the side, looked at the sky that was gradually turning red and lit up, and murmured, "Sunrise is coming."

I tightened my arms and smiled faintly at her:

"Yeah...sunrise soon."

"Let's watch the sunrise." She said softly.

I remained silent and looked up at the sky together with her: the time passed bit by bit, the red clouds in the sky were shining brightly, and there was a blood-red beam of light in the paleness, emitting thousands of rays of light.They passed through the bushes, jumped over the hills, and sprinkled the ground obliquely through the dense morning fog, and then printed the figure of me embracing Su Yu.

Many years ago, we watched the sunset like this, on Guigu Mountain.

Teenagers know no hatred.

Now it has been ten years of moonlight.

"I built a house in Beihai." She said softly, "I like the sea very much, and I like freedom very much."

The corners of my eyes started to get wet.

"I have wandered all over the world and made my home all my life. I stayed in Guigu Mountain because of you... and now, I also leave because of you."

"Master..." I murmured.

She struggled away from my arms, and the morning light fell on her beautiful face. I thought she would be sad, but I didn't expect her to be so free and easy.She has a nice smile:

"I have been going around for more than ten years, and now I finally know... If you don't get the Gu, you will definitely not let me down."

My voice tightened:

"Uncle Master!"

"Since that's the case, I can let go." She stood up, looked at me with her head tilted, smiling, very energetic and relaxed, "I'm just unlucky, after all, you love me."

I looked up at her, I hadn't seen her in years, never looked at her like this.I thought she was still the domineering, 25-year-old sword-wielding elder Su Yu from Guigu Mountain in my memory.Looking carefully now, she has gray hair on her temples.

I don't hide the longing in my eyes, I miss Su Yu very much.I thought she was dead, but now she's back.How afraid I am that she will leave again, how afraid.

I spread my hands towards her, my eyes full of longing, I murmured:

"Master...don't leave me..."

She looked at me quietly, with gentle eyes, but no love anymore:

"I won't leave you, Zong."

I shed tears:

"My uncle and wife..."

"Go back and do what you want. I know you love Murong Bai." She smiled, "Don't let your white hair be covered with snow."

She paused, then whispered again:

"She loves you more than I do. I am obsessed, she is paranoid."

"I......"

"She didn't kill me," she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, "She's a scheming person, and she does that to everyone and everything... So of course she won't kill me, no Really cut off the back road of your love."

"But I can't go back... There is no possibility for me and her in this life."

"It's all about human effort." She moved her body and said casually, "I should go too."

I suddenly stood up from the ground and said nervously:

"Where are you going?!!"

She froze for a moment, then gave me a blank look, and cursed:

"What's so fierce! You don't care about my old lady's business! I've said everything clearly, can't I just go and have fun?"

"I......"

"Okay, at least what makes me feel relieved is that you fell in love with that black-hearted Murong Bai because of amnesia." She waved her hand and said, "Hurry up and get off the mountain, and come to Beihai to find me when you become famous. Seven and I both live there."

I froze, hesitated and said:

"You and... Zong Qi..."

Su Yu looked at me with a smile:

"I don't know how many years she has been secretly in love with me?"

"...so you guys..."

"I'm already 36," she said with a shrug. "It's time to find someone to live with."

I fell silent for a long time before I said:

"So I am relieved."

"Hurry up and get off the mountain, I'm going to find Xiao Qiqi."

"..."

She straightened her clothes and said:

"There are two downhill roads, you go left and I go right."

"why?"

"Male left and female right."

"..."

After talking for a long time, I was kicked down the mountain by Su Yu.Before leaving, she leaned against the stone wall and said leisurely:

"The sword has no eyes on the battlefield, don't dream of me when you are dead, sorry."

"..." I was silent for a while, then smiled, "Don't worry, I will live a good life."

"get out."

"..."

Saying goodbye to Su Yu, I went down the mountain, maybe because I knew that Su Yu was alive and well.Maybe because she knew she had let me go... I walked briskly down the mountain.But I didn't know that Su Yu, who had been with me just now and was still full of anger, swayed after I left and spit out dirty blood.

She was startled, and lowered her eyes to look at the pool of black blood on the ground. After a long time, she suddenly laughed softly:

"This time it's...bigger."

The blood on her back soaked through the red shirt, and her face was as white as paper.As a martial artist, she felt that the arrow she shot was poisoned last night when she desperately rescued that person, but unfortunately she was too impatient, and used her skills to force out the medicine soaked in her body for Ah Zong. Liquid, now that the venom has penetrated into my bones, I am afraid that I will be powerless.

"Well... what a beautiful sunrise." She looked up at the red sun in the sky and smiled.His vision gradually blurred, and his body became cold.

She thought to herself, what if that dead child really went to Beihai to look for her?

But before she had time to think of a countermeasure, her mind became rigid... It was very laborious.

I'm afraid I'm going to die... she thought to herself.

Dragging her body to the limit, she no longer had the strength to support herself, and she fell to the ground suddenly. Before entering the darkness, she seemed to see a pair of light blue lace-up shoes standing in front of her.

I'm afraid I'm going to hit someone this time...

(End of this chapter)

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