King's Landing GL

Chapter 49 No Return Date

After sending Xiang Yao and Shan Hanfei away, I rushed back to the capital without stopping. I was thinking about how to explain to Murong Bai all the way. I knew I would hurt her by doing so, but I really couldn’t look at Xiang Yao. to die.

After thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't come up with a reason, but my heart became more and more uneasy.In the end, he simply gave up thinking about it, and the soldiers came to block him, and the water came to cover him with earth. --Step by step!

After entering the capital, I slowed down my pace, thinking about things in a trance, but suddenly found that the security of the capital was much tighter, and I was surprised. When I passed the notice wall, I heard someone on horseback say:

"This Su Yu really doesn't know what is good and what is evil. It is in vain that I, Da Qin, treat her with courtesy and do such a hateful thing..."

I was taken aback, got off my horse, walked up to the man and asked:

"Brother, just now you said Su Yu..."

"Oh, little brother, just look at the edict on the wall."

I didn't care about etiquette, I squeezed to the front of the crowd, looked up, and only saw two lines before my eyes were dark, and the big words were printed in my mind:

The thief Su Yu colluded with the enemy and treasoned the country, was punished with torture, and threw ashes on the moat...

Su Yu...

Torture...

ashes...

I trembled all over, and stood there for a long time without recovering from my senses. Finally, the people around me saw that my expression was wrong and pushed me. Then I came back to my senses, turned around and pulled away the crowd, got on the horse tremblingly, He took off the whip, kicked up dust all the way, and ran all the way to the palace.After getting off the horse, I randomly pulled a palace official and asked:

"Where's my uncle Su Yu?"

"The king... His Majesty Wang Jun..."

"Where is Su Yu!" I yelled, almost going mad.

The palace man was so frightened by me that he fell down and sat on the ground, stammering:

"Su... Su Yu has been... tortured to death..."

Hearing this, the corners of my eyes turned red quickly, bloodshot eyes filled my eyes, my temples throbbed suddenly, and the blood all over my body instantly froze into ice, all because of the appearance of a single thought:

Su Yu... gone?

I turned around and took empty steps. With red eyes, I stumbled all the way to the Hall of Eternal Life, entered the inner room, then pushed open the door, walked in, looked at Murong Bai who was processing the memorial, and said nervously:

"Su... Where's Su Yu?"

She stood up, looked up at me, and said with a blank expression:

"died."

I felt that the last thread of reason in my brain was cut off in an instant, I stepped forward and pulled her collar, dragged her to me, pressed her red eyes against her calm face, hoarse and asked her in a voice:

"You killed her?"

"Yes, I killed her," she admitted.

"For...why..."

"If you let Xiang Yao go, you have to pay a price." She tilted her head, her tone full of disdain.

I let go of my hand, took two steps back, and almost fell to the ground. I looked at her incredulously, and said blankly:

"But she did nothing wrong...why are you..."

I suddenly yelled at her:

"Why don't you let Su Yu go!"

While speaking, I dodged and pulled out the Wang Jian placed on the counter beside me, held it up, pointed the blade at her, and said word by word:

"I kill you!"

"You want to avenge Su Yu?" She looked at me indifferently, with the half-smile that I hate the most, "Then you can do it."

At that moment, I hated her sincerely, wishing I could kill her with my own hands, the person I love the most.

The sword I held in my hand trembled uncontrollably. It was this person who killed Su Yu, made her shattered, and made me never see her again.

Why?why do this...

Murong Bai, why did I fall in love with you?It's not enough for you to destroy everything about me, do you want to destroy the people around me? ——You have to pay back the suffering Su Yu suffered!

My eyes turned cold, and I raised my sword to attack. She pursed her thin lips and stood there motionless. My mind regained some clarity in an instant. After stabbing into his own stomach, a large puddle of blood immediately soaked out of the gown, dripping drop by drop along the edge onto the wooden board, which was so clear in the huge Hall of Eternal Life. ——That was the mournful sound of my parting from Murong Bai.

A big mouthful of blood came out of his mouth, his body was not in good shape, and now he was injured, his heart was in a hurry, and his consciousness was a little fuzzy.And Murong Bai who was standing in front of me seemed to have come to his senses at this moment, with a flustered look on his face, he wanted to come forward to support me.I took a step back and silently refused her approach.Supporting himself to prevent himself from falling down, after gathering enough strength, he opened his mouth and said:

"Want to ask...why?"

She looked at me without speaking, but nodded.

I laughed, but there was no warmth in my eyes:

"You are my wife...you did something wrong and should be punished...I...have suffered on your behalf. But Murong Bai..."

I murmured, "Is this what you want? You can't do anything...you want to touch Su Yu...you can't hurt anyone, but you want to hurt Su Yu. Do you know...you are so If we do, we will never go back. Can't go back..."

I lowered my voice, sobbing, as if I was asking her and myself:

"Su Yu...she didn't do anything wrong, I forced her to do that...she just fell in love with me. Why...why?"

If it wasn't for me, Su Yu would have lived a good life.It's all because of me... just like this.Two lines of clear tears flowed from the corners of my eyes, and my heart no longer felt the pain, it was already numb.The moment I knew that Su Yu had passed away, my heart died.Die with Su Yu, and never live again.

I still remember that day when Su Yu was on the horse, with the sun behind his back, he smiled at me and said:

"So, I will wait for you in Qin."

But now she can no longer wait for me, and I can no longer see her and call her uncle.The person who loved me the most in this world was forced to death by the person I loved the most, but I still couldn't bear to hurt her.

Su Yu... Su Yu, if you found out, would you blame me?Presumably not... You never blamed me, and you have no complaints against me.But I blame, why did you take the blood of your heart to save me that day, if you didn't save me, I wouldn't let you down.I forgot about you and fell in love with Murong Bai.You just accepted it quietly, but in the end, I indirectly killed you...

Do people like me deserve to live?

I pulled out the long sword from my belly, looked at Murong Bai, and said word by word:

"A life for a life, I took it for you. I hope you... can get what you want..."

He raised his hand again and thrust the sword towards his heart, but unexpectedly, Murong Bai strode up and grabbed the sword with his bare hands.Blood dripped to the ground along the blade, mixing with mine.

She looked at me blankly and sneered:

"Sacrificing for love? ——It's really affectionate."

After a pause, her eyes were full of anger and indifference:

"But Gu Pian won't let you die! You haven't helped Gu win the world. If you die, Gu will lose money. Gu never does business at a loss."

I was stunned for a moment, staring at her for a long time - that's it, I spent my life and devoted myself to all the people I love.For this person, I betrayed Ghost Valley and became homeless; for this person, I betrayed Su Yu, so that she could not die well; It's just a deal!Ghost Valley Zongheng, Guigu Zongheng, look clearly, this is the person you love desperately.Remember, remember the pain she gave you, the hatred she gave you, and the despair she gave you.Life after life, don't forget!

I laughed out loud:

"In this way, I will understand."

I let go of the sword, clutched my bleeding abdomen, turned around and staggered towards the door.

Su Yu, you wait for me.When I finish my work, I will come to accompany you.Make atonement to you, repent to you, punish me, give me a hard time... Just like how you treated me every time I provoked you on Guigu Mountain:

Uncle, you come and punish me.

Punish me for not knowing your heart, forget you, and cause you to die in pain.

Come and punish me.

I beg you.

Chu King's Mausoleum

The man entered the tomb at night with a torch alone.He walked leisurely all the way in the dark tomb, as if he was going shopping. Those who didn't know thought he was taking a walk.

He hummed a very old tune as he walked. In the empty tomb, his singing voice was low and sweet, as if he was telling the pain of being imprisoned for 15 years, and also lamenting the impermanence of the world.He hummed that song, as if he was asking the owner of the tomb here, or greeting him.

On this day of reunion, it's a pity to say it's a stranger, it's too sad to say it's a brother, let's call it an old friend.

He sang the song that his master had taught him when he was a child, and came to see him alone with a torch:

"Flying the other cypress boat, also sailing its current. If you are insomnia, if you have hidden worries. If you have no wine, you can swim with Ao.

I have learned a lot from my heart, and I can't play it.There are also brothers, which cannot be relied upon.Thin words go down, every time he is angry.

My heart is a stone, and I can't change it.My heart is full of bandits, and I can't roll it.Weiyi Didi is not an option.

Worried quietly, resentful at the small group.Gou Min has many people and has been insulted a lot.Thinking about it quietly, there is a lot to do.

The sun lives in the moon, and the Hu is small?The worry of the heart is like a bandit washing clothes.Think quietly, not fly. "

He walked to the sarcophagus of the main tomb and said softly:

"There are also brothers, and you can't justify it. Thin words will go away, and you will be angry when you meet the other...Speak quietly and think about it, and you can't fly."

He raised his hand and tapped lightly, liquid seemed to slip off the silver mask, his voice was as gentle as ink, and he smiled:

"Senior brother, long time no see."

He raised his hand and pushed away the heavy sarcophagus lid, which seemed unreasonably light.After seeing the black and gold painted coffin, he paused, and then opened the coffin:

Lying in the coffin was a man in his fifties, wearing a royal robe.His temples are gray and wrinkled, and he has long since lost his appearance in memory.

The man smiled:

"It's really dead."

He took out the wine bag and took a sip, looked at the person who had died long ago and his body was so cold, and said lightly:

"Since we parted at that time, you and I have not seen each other. Now that you are dead...I am still alive. Brother...don't come here without any harm."

He was confused, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth:

"The game has to go on... Why don't you let your son finish it, senior brother, he is the King of Qin right now. You really died at a bad time, wait a little longer, there will be a good game It's a play..."

"But it doesn't matter, I can modify it. Guess, he is a son who is infatuated like you, how can I torture him to be perfect?"

He threw the wine bag to the ground and laughed softly:

"There is also Liu Rufeng... My good brothers, do you really think that imprisoning me in Siguoya can change everything? Since I dared to slaughter the whole family of Ghost Valley back then, I can ruin everything today! You You thought he wouldn't get involved when you sent him away?"

He smiled, but his eyes were cold:

"Liu Rufeng, whom you trusted, sent your son to Qin for the woman he likes. Hehe...Liu Rufeng planned half of his life for Jian An, and wanted her daughter to rule the world. Good brother, how could I let him Is your wish fulfilled? Since you left first, Liu Rufeng and I will play the rest, oh...chess? It's your son and daughter-in-law..."

He glanced at the person lying in the coffin, slowly raised his hand to take off his silver half mask, lowered his head, his hair slipped down, and covered the ugly scars on his face.sing softly:

"There are also brothers, you can't justify it. Thin words go to the other side, and the anger of the other party..."

Xiang Yan, Liu Rufeng.The three of us brothers and sisters finally complied with that hexagram.

Come on, come and watch me take revenge, and repay the pain you gave me doubled!

15 years, imprisoned me for 15 years.

He pinched the mask, his knuckles turned white, and his eyes were vicious:

For each of your remaining 15 years, I want you to live in pain.Father's debt is paid, and a person dies, then use the person you care about most to pay homage to.

You blame me first, then you can't blame me.

If I destroy the world, who will stop me?

If the sky has complaints, why not bury them.

"Hahahaha..." He smiled and turned to leave, finally starting the final ending.

But the people in the coffin never know.

Enmity, resentment, and turmoil are not just a situation of brotherhood in childhood.If he hadn't disobeyed his teacher's orders and rebelled from Guigu back then, and wanted to share the mountains and rivers with his lover, he would not have provoked him to retaliate wildly, slaughter all the families in Guigu, and be imprisoned in Siguoya for 15 years in the end.He originally wanted to use time to resolve grievances, but unexpectedly, hatred blossomed into gorgeous flowers in the dust, and then bloomed 23 years later.

History collapsed, and through the flying dust, what we saw was that cold winter. The three of them formed a golden bond on the Tongtian Peak of Guigu Mountain, and made a solemn oath to the heaven and earth:

"I am Xiang Yan."

"I am Liu Rufeng."

"I am Sylphy."

"Today, when you get married, you don't want to be born in the same year, the same month, and the same day, but you want to die in the same year, the same month, and the same day...the three brothers, you will live up to this oath and this letter."

But the promise of trust was shattered because of Guiguzi's hexagrams back then, and there was a gap between the brothers' hearts, and they faced each other with swords.He obviously did nothing wrong, but because of that hexagram, his life changed, causing his elder brother Xiang Yan to lift his sword to break off his friendship, and his second brother Liu Rufeng imprisoned him for 15 years.

He had never done anything, and he ended up like this before he had time to understand anything.Just because he committed evil spirits and restrained those close to him, he denied everything he had.

Now that it is like this, looking back, which hexagram is right or wrong?

Qinwang Gongtai Hospital

I clutched my abdomen, entered the Tai Hospital, leaned against the door, and called Pisen who was reading a book:

"Arsen..."

He put down the book and looked at me, was taken aback for a moment, then stood up abruptly and walked towards me:

"What's wrong with you?"

I shed tears and had a lot to say, but in the end it all came down to one sentence:

"Master... is gone."

Pi Sen's body trembled, and the hand holding me froze in mid-air:

"What did you say?"

"It's gone...it's gone." I suddenly laughed out loud while talking, "it's gone...my uncle is gone!"

Pisen supported me, raised his hand and tapped my acupuncture point to stop the bleeding for me, and said coldly:

"You calm down!"

I tugged on Pisen's sleeve, suppressed my smile, and asked:

"The person I forgot is Su Yu, right?"

"How do you..."

"I'm not a fool," my eyes were out of focus, "I should have known that she treated me so well."

I should have guessed it long ago, I guessed it long ago... But I don't want to face it, I am so selfish, I am afraid to face it.I never gave Su Yu anything, but she always pampered me, every time she told me that she was there...but what about me?what did I do?To fall in love with Murong Bai in front of her, and then force her to die...

The sword wound on my abdomen was still bleeding. Pisen brought a medicine box to treat me, but I smiled and asked him:

"A Sen, can you give me the medicine you kept for me earlier?"

Pisen was startled, looked at me and didn't speak.

"Give it to me." I said pale and expressionless.

Pi Sen sighed, turned and left, and turned back after a while, with an extra medicine bottle in his hand.He walked up to me and handed it to me with a helpless tone:

"you......"

I took it, opened the bottle, took the pill, and then fell into a deep sleep.In a trance, I dreamed many scenes related to Su Yu when I was young, and also remembered what she had said to me. I thought those were water moon mirror flowers, but unexpectedly it was Nankey Yimeng.

I finally understood why she would smile and say "nothing" every time she hesitated to speak; I knew why she would hold my hand and ask "Have you always loved me" every time she was drunk; Why did she say to me when she came to Qingyaxuan that day, "I used to go, Yangliu Yiyi. Now I come to think about it, it is raining and snowing"...

I remember a lot of things. I remember the way she held a long knife in front of me that winter. I remember her bright smile when she heard that I wanted to marry her. The surprise in red.Of course, I also remember the sadness when I told her that I fell in love with Murong Bai after I came to Qin, and the sadness when she smiled and said "Congratulations" to me... and the clearest thing is before my wedding She accompanied me to watch the peach blossom in the suburbs outside the city:

In that April day, the weather was not very hot, the sun was still mild, and the occasional breeze filled the nose with fragrance.She was standing sideways under the tree in a blood-red gown, her eyes were lightly closed, and she was playing the flute. Peach blossoms were scattered on the sky, the ground, and on her shoulders.

Seeing me coming, she opened her eyes and smiled lightly.

I broke off a branch and danced my sword to the sound of her flute.

One music, one movement, one play and one style.

There are only two of us between heaven and earth, and we stand together.Chao Zhao and Mu Mu laugh at the world hand in hand.

I dance the sword, she sings poetry.

What I recite is the poem she recited to me when I married her many years ago:

"The peach is young, and its flowers are scorching. When the son returns home, he is suitable for his family.

There is a truth about peaches.When the son returns home, it is suitable for his family.

Tao Zhiyaoyao, its Ye Zhenzhen.When the son returns home, it is suitable for his family. "

——she said it was a beautiful day.

I was in a daze, awake and drunk from time to time, unable to tell which was reality and which was a dream.My past life was like a flying horse watching flowers before my eyes, and I tried my best to catch up, to catch up with all the memories related to the Soviet Union.But I can't catch up.

I called her name loudly, but she walked farther and farther with her back to me without looking back, she was still in the red dress, still so red and so beautiful.

I said: uncle, stay, stay and punish me... Please.

She left instead.

She was disappointed in me, and she didn't want to tolerate me anymore, let me go.She is blaming me, blaming me for breaking his promise and forgetting her.Blame me for not knowing her heart and forcing her to die.

She blames me.

Right, blame me, blame me.Blame me for being entangled with you back then but failing you, blame me for refusing to look back and dare not face it, blame me for torturing you day and night and forcing you, blame me for being unkind and ungrateful, and for ever being deeply in love with others...

Uncle, you blame me.

If you blame me, punish me, punish me, make me regret, make me hurt and make my life worse than death-I will accept any kind of punishment, as long as you can come back.

Come back.

I beg you.

"——I'm not coming back, you live well, love well."

"Uncle Master!!" I woke up from the dream, with tears streaming down my face, paused, and said softly, "Uncle Master?"

No one should answer.

"Uncle...my lady?"

No one should answer.

The room was quiet, it was already dark, and the abdominal injury had been bandaged, but it was still so painful.I sat alone on the bed, stuck in the dark, with empty eyes.After a long time, I covered my face and cried hoarsely.

I finally remembered everything, but she never came back, she told me, she never came back.

(End of this chapter)