King's Landing GL

Chapter 32 Falling in love is hard

Palace of Longevity, Qin Palace

When I opened my eyes, it was dark outside.I calmed down and felt a little thirsty, and it took me a long time to gather strength before I said in a hoarse voice:

"Water...water."

"Your Majesty?! Your Majesty, are you awake?! Hurry up! Go and inform the King!" The voice of a palace maid said happily in my ear.

"Water...water...water." I replied hoarsely.

"Water? Slave, I'll give water to your majesty." After the palace man finished speaking, a sweetness poured into my mouth not long after. .cough cough..."

"Slow down." A pleasant voice came from far to near. I looked up, and before I could see clearly, I was embraced by a cool body with a faint scent of white orchids. She supported me and fed me carefully. I drink water.

I have never seen such a gentle Murong Bai, and my smiling face is blooming.After drinking some more water, I shook my head and refused.

After taking a few breaths, I called her name:

"Happy."

She froze for a moment and said nothing.

I smiled and asked her:

"Aren't you busy today?" Just then the palace sent someone to call her, and she came after a while, presumably today she must be in the Hall of Longevity. ——In the past, she only came back at night.

at night?I looked up and looked outside, it was pitch black, it turned out to be late at night.

"Not busy," she replied, "but feeling tired?"

I nodded, even being half hugged by her, I still felt powerless.

"Come here, Xuanpi imperial physician."

"promise."

She said to me again:

"If you're tired, lie down first."

I shake my head:

"I'm afraid I've slept for a few days, I'm tired from lying down."

I felt weak all over, and felt a little cold.It seems that in the past few days, I have had a very long dream.What dream... I can't remember again.

"Alright..." After a while, she replied.

"Please hold up the lamp, I can't even see you in the pitch black." I said to her with a smile.Fearing that the words were a bit long, and the body was a little weak, he coughed lightly twice.

"Handing the lamp—" she paused, "Did you say people hold the lamp?"

Her body was a little stiff, and I was a little surprised, thinking that she didn't want the room to be too bright at night, so I compromised:

"Or else, it's late at night, and the room is so bright that it's dazzling."

As soon as I said this, I heard a gasp, Murong Bai's hand holding my body suddenly tightened a little bit, pinching my shoulder hurts a bit, just about to speak, I heard her say:

"It's a bit dazzling. It's late at night, and it will be fine tomorrow morning."

I blinked, years of martial arts practice made me feel her figure, and I was relieved to hear her say:

"make you worry."

She was silent for a moment:

"I know, you will wake up."

I smiled and approached her, and kissed her cold lips lightly:

"I will definitely wake up."

I'm not sure about leaving her alone.

"Lie down and sleep for a while, it's dawn... Pisen will come to take your pulse."

"Okay." After I lay down, I leaned in.Maybe it was because of my weakness, but I was a little sleepy again.I took her hand and said softly:

"You should rest too, it's late at night."

She was silent for a while, and told the palace people:

"Go down."

"promise."

After the palace servants left, she took off her clothes and got on the bed.I reached out and hugged her in my arms, smelling the fragrance of her hair in my nose, and said a little confusedly:

"Xinran...sleepy."

"Take a rest when you're sleepy, and I'll call you at dawn."

"it is good."

After that, I fell into a deep sleep again.

After the man fell into a deep sleep, Murong Bai got up cautiously.She put on her clothes and stood in front of the bed, her deep eyes drooping, she didn't know what she was thinking.

After a long time, she turned around and walked out. When passing by the window, she raised her eyes to see the bright sunshine outside, paused, and then continued to walk out.

"Your Majesty, the Imperial Doctor Pi is already waiting outside." Seeing Murong Bai come out, a palace official immediately stepped forward and said.

"Go to the side hall."

"promise."

side hall

Murong Bai stood in front of the bookshelf, and behind him Pisen stood quietly. Now that his friend had woken up, Pisen's heart naturally relaxed a lot.It's just that what he doesn't understand is...why Murong Bai summoned him here instead of calling for his friend's pulse.

Time has passed for a long time, but fortunately Pi Sen has gotten used to such a silent Murong Bai. After a long time, Murong Bai opened his mouth and said:

"She's awake."

Pisen said:

"The officer heard about it."

Only now did Murong Bai turn his body sideways, looking at Pi Sen, with a little anger between his brows:

"But she—can't see it."

Pisen said respectfully but also somewhat sarcastically:

"The king is in charge of the matter, and the lower officials can't control it."

Murong Bai stared at Pisen, but didn't speak.

Pi Sen didn't think so, for himself, it was just an agreement for him to enter the palace as a doctor, and Murong Bai couldn't do anything to him.He was a little angry in his heart, angry that Murong Bai made such a selfish decision that day.He doesn't understand why this person who holds the power of a country and has what he wants has to treat that person like this.Zongheng had a life-and-death relationship with him, and even though his friend couldn't control the matter of love, he hoped that whether it was Murong Bai or Su Yu - it was Zongheng's own choice.Rather than...falling into a half-dead end like now.

"I'm alone... I have to worry about Lao Aiqing." Murong Bai suppressed the fire, his tone was still light, and no one could hear any emotion.

Her cold and hard temper is really boring.Pi Sen frowned, wondering if all those in power in the world were as cold and unpopular as her.But she still let Zongheng care so much.

The women of the Murong family are more powerful than each other.

Murong Siyin is, and so is Murong Bai.

Those who hurt are the people who love them the most.

I just hope that this Murong Bai will not be like her sister in the future - after parting with Lin Lang, I regret it.

No, Murong Bai will not regret it.

This woman is a woman who is said to be ruthless and cold-blooded—how can she regret it?

Zongheng, once you fell in love deeply, I'm afraid you made the wrong person.Those who can help, friends can only do so.

Whether the relationship is deep or shallow, it all depends on oneself.

"The lower officials are less talented and less learned, I'm afraid they will lose the trust of the king." Pi Sen said.

"What do you want to do?" After a while, Murong Bai asked.

"Has your majesty ever been happy?" Pi Sen asked.

"..." Murong Bai didn't speak.

Do you like that person?she does not know.

So what if you like her?What if you don't like her?If he admits that he likes her, then he can abandon the common people and take care of his husband and children like an ordinary daughter?If she doesn't like it, can she face everyone and do what she wants? --How can it be!

So it doesn't matter if you like it or not.

She can be entangled with that person for a lifetime, even if they torture each other, they will be trapped to death, and both of them will go to hell; she doesn't understand the depth of love in the world, and she doesn't want to understand, it is all hypocritical in her eyes.She wants to keep that man now, whether to work hard for her or bring her warmth - she doesn't want to think about it.You can say that she is selfish or ruthless.Because once recognized - she will be beyond redemption.

Love is the only thing she doesn't understand and is unwilling to learn.

In the expected silence, Pi Sen sighed in his heart for his friend, raised his head, and looked directly at Murong Bai:

"The lower official hopes that the king can promise something."

"speak."

"One day, if my friend wants to leave - I hope the king will do it."

"Guying you." Murong Bai was silent for a while before answering again.

"That's it, my lord—thank you, Your Majesty." Pi Sen knelt down and saluted.

"..."

Think about it, what is it about you that makes everyone worry about you?

also include...

She raised her head, and the person in her impression liked to look up at the sky like this every time she had nothing to do. She once asked her what she was looking at, and the person replied: Fangliang.

——Room beams.

Murong Bai felt a little pain in his heart, it was a similar feeling.Many years ago, when she was 15 years old.When she stabbed the dagger that Awen gave her into Awen's chest—she had been in such pain before.

But in my impression, it didn't hurt like this.

She raised her hand and gently covered her beating heart, frowning her beautiful brows in a daze.

She didn't know what this pain was, the first time she noticed it was when the palace servant told her that the person was poisoned a month ago.At that time, she felt as if someone had cut her heart with a sword—it was a sudden pain that she couldn't guard against.Later, after she chose to let that person die, she felt the same pain when she hugged him in the dark night, as if someone had poisoned her heart—it hurt so badly that she couldn't live.

But now, she remembered that the man's beautiful eyes were open just now but there was no starlight - when she couldn't see her, she started to hurt again.It was more severe than ever before, the pain made her hands and feet cold, and her fingertips trembled slightly.

She had felt fear—when she had condoned the plot to keep the man asleep; and had seen hope—when she heard her wake and call her name.

A person can stir her emotions so much... She vaguely knows why, but she doesn't want to think about it.She knew in her heart that she couldn't have weaknesses.As a king, shouldn't she reap the benefits of being a fisherman now—to magnify this matter and get rid of those redundant staff and second ministers in the court?

He hesitated, she hesitated for more than a month.

Why, would you hesitate?

She was at a loss, but also afraid.

One day, if you want to leave - will you forget me like you forgot Su Yu, and forget all my memories in your life?If you can't like it for long, then come and hate me.

You can love Murong Bai, but don't hate Murong Bai;

You can hate King Qin, but don't love King Qin;

I don't want to be hated by you, I think it's just Murong Bai in your eyes.Now, with all the mundane things, I'm afraid I won't be able to do what you want after all.

If one day you want to leave—then please hate Murong Bai.Forever hating, hating me - I am the one who makes you hurt and makes you bleed in the middle of the night.

Love is as long as hate is.Up to the poor and down to the underworld: I am ashamed; you hate-never forget each other.

This is what I can give to grow old together.

Inner Hall of the Hall of Eternal Life

"A Sen..." I noticed the person coming, and I smiled and wanted to sit up from the bed.

"What are you doing up? Lie down!" Pi Sen said sternly.

With a bitter face, I knew that the doctor was more worried about the patient's body than the patient.

"All the palace people have withdrawn?" I asked him.

He took out the medicine box and replied:

"Ah."

I paused, and looked in his direction—there was darkness in my eyes:

"Can I see it again?"

"Yes." Pisen walked towards me and said while signaling my pulse, "I am here."

That's when I laughed. I have always believed in Pisen's medical skills.So I didn't worry too much when I vaguely knew that I might be blind.

After a while, he said:

"It's not a big problem. I'll give you an injection first to expel the residual poison for you."

I nod:

"it is good."

"Undress."

I:"......"

My whole face turned red quickly, and I knew that when Pi Sen said this, he definitely didn't have any extra thoughts about me.But...I have it for him!Pisen is twenty-four this year, at the age when a man is at his best looking.When I saw him in Yaowang Valley three years ago, this guy was wearing a light blue long gown, handsome and handsome, and—to put it bluntly—I wanted to take him into my house the first time I saw him inside the idea.

"What?" Seeing that I was not moving, Pisen asked me.

"..." I opened my mouth and didn't know what to say for a long time, and then I thought about it. Although I was a woman disguised as a man, I was married anyway.I can't take off my clothes when I see a man in such a hurry!

So I blushed and shook my hands to undress.

"I'm blindfolded." Pi Sen pierced the cold needle into my back and said suddenly.

I:"......"

Why didn't you say it earlier!Makes me ashamed!

Another needle was inserted, and my body trembled—it hurt!

I gritted my teeth and asked Pi Sen viciously:

"You...are you really trying to trick me...?"

"No." Pi Sen said cheerfully, "I just punish you."

"..." I was hanging in a breath, my body was very weak, "What are you punishing me for?"

While administering the needle, Pisen said:

"You've been asleep for almost a month now, and you don't wake up no matter what. You should be punished."

I rolled my eyes, thinking it wasn't that I didn't want to wake up.I slept for a month...but why did I just feel like I had a very long dream, very long, very long.It seems that I have met many people, but forgot all of them.

Oh, what a memory I have.

"What poison is in me?"

Pi Sen paused for a moment, and then told me everything about me after I was poisoned, including the fact that Murong Bai chose not to understand my poison and let him fend for himself. Finally, he sighed and said:

"You have the right to know this. Earlier... I told you not to get involved, but you didn't listen."

I endured the pain in my body, and there was darkness in front of my eyes, I laughed:

"I... am not awake as she said."

"..."

"Asen," I called out to Pisen, "if you were you, what would you choose?"

Frankly speaking, I feel a little bit cold towards Murong Bai.

"..." Pisen applied the medicine to my eyes, but didn't speak.

After a long time, Pisen put a pill into my palm and said softly:

"If one day, you regret it. Just accept it, that person... should still be waiting for you."

My heart trembled, my mind went blank, I clenched my palms tightly, and remained silent for a long time.

wait for me?

Pisen put away the medicine box and prepared to go out.

I called out to him:

"Arsen."

"..." He stopped without speaking.

I put medicine on my eyes, and held the pill tightly in my hand, for a long while:

"I don't want this medicine."

My heart hurts a little, and I feel that the things that were once buried in my blood seem to be rolling. I exhaled a foul breath and said with a light smile:

"I'm married, so..."

So let them all pass away.

I'm not a sage, and I don't want to choose who is my beloved.I don't know who I loved before, but now, I only want Murong Bai.

"I only want Murong Bai." I heard myself say.

Pisen paused, walked towards me, and sighed:

"You want to live happily, now...you haven't laughed for a long time."

I raised the corner of my mouth and smiled at him:

"I've always been a generous person."

"I hope so." Pisen said helplessly, "Let's rest."

"Okay, let me..." I whispered, "Rest."

side hall

"How?" Murong Bai stood with his hands behind his back and asked Pi Sen who was behind her.

"I have discharged some remaining poison for Your Majesty. From then on, I will come to give acupuncture every three days, and it will take 21 days to detoxify. But Your Majesty's body is damaged, and I'm afraid it will be powerless to restore it to the original state..." Pisen said, " As for the eye disease, it is caused by the residual poison, so don't be anxious..."

"I know." Murong Bai said calmly after listening to Pi Sen's words, "I'm here to thank you."

"Sir, take your leave."

"allow."

After Pi Sen left, Murong Bai sat alone in the side hall for a long time.Later, when she was awakened by Xiao Taozi sent by Li Dequan, she realized that it was late at night.

"What time is it?" Murong Bai asked Xiao Taozi beside him.

"Back to the king, it's already three quarters."

Murong Bai frowned, is it time already?

"Did Wang Jun wake up?" Murong Bai asked again.

"Go back to the king, no," Xiao Taozi stopped talking suddenly, "The king fell asleep after the medical officer left, and he is still awake now."

"What?" Murong Bai asked, seeing that the maid who had followed her since she was a child seemed to have something to say to her.

"Your Majesty... Is Wang Jun's body..." Xiao Taozi was worried, "It's not as good as it used to be..."

Xiao Taozi always stays where Murong Bai is, so naturally she also stays in the Hall of Eternal Life this month.She felt very sad when she saw the normally foolish, effeminate but magnanimous and approachable Duanxiu lying on the bed with a dangling breath.

It's not that she has a good heart, but that Duanxiu is the king's husband, and the king is her master, so naturally Xiao Taozi can't go anywhere if she hates him.The one who treats him badly is just wanting to stab him when he sees the damsel with broken sleeves, who looks gentle and gentle.What happened, Xiao Taozi was also worried.It is well known that Xiao Taozi doesn't like the broken sleeve very much, but she still respects it.There is no other reason. After being married for more than a year, the broken sleeve is very kind to the king, and he loves the king...Compared to the old Pingyang prince Murong Wen, Xiao Taozi naturally knows that the broken sleeve is sincere.

That's right, her majesty is so beautiful, how can she be a dead man after marrying him?Xiao Taozi doesn't know about the important affairs of the court, but she knows that for more than a year, the broken sleeve has been around the king without skin and face all day, cooking and cooking soup, and even sewing clothes for the king like a woman... Now that her sleeves are broken, Xiao Taozi can't bear it.

Murong Bai was stunned for a moment when he heard Xiao Taozi's words. In his impression, the person in the whole Qin country most hated that person was Xiao Taozi, but now he came to care about her... Murong Bai sneered at himself for a while. In this world, only she herself is a heartless person.

"How about Wang Junren?" Murong Bai must have been crazy to want to get the image of that person in other people's mouths.

She has never known the person next to her pillow.She never thought about it, she thought it was just a deal between them.Today's back and forth made her physically and mentally exhausted.Although she didn't know what method her queen mother used to make Guiguzi from the Zongheng sect willing to sacrifice his beloved disciple to help Qin, she also didn't know why the prime minister she respected would make her guard against that person in every possible way, but wanted to protect him Make the best use of it... She didn't care about it before, after all, she had nothing to lose, just hung up with a husband and gained a little more confidence in the world, why wouldn't she do it?Now that I think about it, it's rather weird.

"Your Majesty?" Little Taozi thought about it seriously, "Although he doesn't look like a man, he treats the king very well."

Murong Bai raised his eyebrows and remained silent.

"Your Majesty looks weak, but he is talented and has a good temper. I think his reform a year ago convinced the people, and I heard people in the palace praise him yesterday."

"Really?" Murong Bai said softly.

Little Taozi nodded.

After a while, she said again:

"You go back first, Gu is in this side hall tonight."

Little Taozi hesitated for a moment:

"Can..."

"If Wang Jun wakes up, you will come again." Murong Bai said lightly.

"promise."

After Xiao Taozi left, Murong Bai went to the desk, picked up a pen and wrote a word on the white paper.After a long time, she put down the pen and stared at the word, lost her mind.A thought gradually came to my mind: she has been able to govern the country well in her life, she is very talented, but she can't be touched in the face of love.

thinking...

That was the only light shining in her cold life. No one could understand how deep her longing for that light was, and naturally they would not understand how strong her fear of that light was.

She can't touch it, and she will become addicted if she touches it.On the throne, how can you act willfully?She slowly closed her eyes, suppressing the discomfort in her heart.

Admit it, admit that you like her as much as she likes you.But so what?In the eighth year of her reign, she is well aware of how delicate her situation is, and the love between her children... Since she was elected as the crown princess when she was three years old, she has nothing to do with her.She is a ruthless person, but she spends her whole life guarding her country.She has the whole world in her heart, but now she can't even like the likes of ordinary people.

Is the world fickle or is she fickle?

It's not that I don't love.

I can't love it.

How can the world understand the king's helplessness.

thinking...

You are my only, untouchable.

She held her palms tightly, and the word "Si" on the paper was firmly imprinted in her mind.

If you love me, stay with me.I bind you, bind you.I, Murong Bai, will never forget you forever!

(End of this chapter)