King's Landing GL
Chapter 25
Chapter 25 Lang Riding a Bamboo Horse
The next day
When I struggled to get up from the bed, I saw that the summer sun had cast the peripheral light on my bed.
"..." Didn't I sleep until noon again?
"Yo, got up?" I felt a stomachache when I heard this voice.You ask me why my stomach hurts?Of course it was because of the owner of the voice.
Of course, the owner of this voice cannot be Murong Bai's, at this point the woman should still be busy.It can't be Su Yu either, that crazy woman doesn't want to talk to me right now.
"Little Taozi..." I smiled dryly with a very stiff expression.
I saw Xiao Taozi sitting on the chair with her legs crossed, trimming her nails with a serious face, and she ignored me when I said:
"Get out of here! What time is it and you're still lazy on the bed!"
"..." Is this woman really just a court lady?
Why is she pulling me so hard? !
I have repeatedly emphasized that I am a man of backbone, so I rolled out of bed.Then I hurriedly washed my face and rinsed my mouth, but after looking around the room for a long time and didn't find where the rice was, I set my eyes on Xiao Taozi who completely ignored me.
"Excuse me..." I asked Xiao Taozi cautiously, "Where is my meal..."
"No." Xiao Taozi said nonchalantly, blowing on her nails.
"..." I took a deep breath, and then exhaled forcefully.Resisting the urge to curse, he smiled at Xiao Taozi and said:
"it's okay no problem......"
Little Taozi sneered, and then said:
"Do you think it's okay if I come early in the morning?"
Immediately, I felt a kidney deficiency, and then asked:
"what?"
"The eldest princess will let you go there later."
"Who?" I didn't realize who the eldest princess was for a moment.
"Princess Si Yin." Xiao Taozi said coolly.
"..." I instantly felt that my kidneys were hurting.In my impression, Murong Bai's own sister doesn't seem to like me very much, but now she suddenly wants to find me... I really have kidney pain.
"That..." I said awkwardly, "what's the matter with her?"
"I don't know." She said angrily.
"..."
Princess Siyin's Mansion
I stood in front of the door feeling very awkward.I'm really a bit imaginary about the women in the Qin country... Each one is stronger than the other...
"Your Majesty," the butler bowed to me and said respectfully, "His Royal Highness has been waiting for you in the back garden for a long time. This way please."
I nodded, pretending to be gentle.
back yard
Murong Siyin was standing in the pavilion, and when I walked behind her and hadn't figured out what to say, she suddenly asked a question that I never dreamed she would ask:
"Do you know Lin Lang?"
I stayed for a long time, and I didn't come back to my senses for a long time.After finally reacting, he replied with hindsight:
"Know...know..."
She turned her head, and something flickered in her eyes:
"Then, do you know where she is?"
I froze for a moment:
"I do not know......"
I looked at Murong Siyin with a strange face, and I felt that she really surprised me by asking me this question.
Murong Siyin...Lin Lang...
Princess Qin... who opened a brothel...
These are two completely irrelevant people.
Murong Siyin lowered her head, she was not as rampant as before, she made me feel very uncomfortable:
"If...you see her...forget it, I don't think she wants to see me..."
Somehow, just tell me something happened during my two months of absence, which I don't know.
Murong Siyin and Linlang.
Murong Bai and I.
I seem to be...missing something...
Qin Palace Imperial Study Room
There was dead silence in the imperial study room, as the young king was confronting her loyal prime minister.
"Your Majesty..." Gan Luo put down his plan on Qin's reform, raised his head and said to Murong Bai, "Your Majesty really deserves his reputation..."
"A well-deserved reputation..." Murong Bai sneered, "She is talented, but she hasn't learned to be obedient yet."
Even if Murong Bai didn't say or ask, but she was still very concerned about the fact that her husband left without saying goodbye for a month.She doesn't like this kind of thing out of her range, so she wants to punish the person who disturbed her heart and didn't listen to her.
"The king means..." Gan Luo said softly.
"Let's promulgate the reform in the name of Wang Jun." Murong Bai said lightly, "I will be very happy just thinking about Wang Jun."
"Your Majesty!" Gan Luo suddenly knelt on the ground and said, "Your Majesty, please think twice! This reform involves too much and touches too many interests. If you use the name of the king...I'm afraid you will make too many enemies. …”
Murong Bai tapped on the table, just like the decision she made seven years ago, she said:
"I'm lonely."
——However, after many years, she regretted the decision she made.
That was the stupidest thing she ever did in her life.
next morning
When Mu San came to tell me the decree promulgated in the court today, I was feeding the fish in the imperial garden.
"Your Majesty, you are really powerful! I admire your decree very much!" Mu San said with dancing.
I paused, lowered my eyebrows and said in a voice as usual:
"Promulgated in my name?"
"Yes!"
I don't know what I'm sad about. It's good that I wrote the decree and it should be promulgated in my name. It's good that I came to Qin to help Qin become rich and strong, but I don't know why I feel sad.It feels as if something I've been chasing for a long time suddenly shattered. I thought I had more or less status in Murong Bai's heart. It turns out... I sneered, then looked up at the rising sky rising red sun.
It turns out that I was just a disciple of Guigu in your heart from the beginning to the end.
"I see." I said to Mu San with a smile.
Mu San looked at me carefully:
"Your Majesty doesn't seem very happy..."
I smiled very gently, and said lightly: "How could that be."
I remembered that when Murong Bai came back last night, I sat in front of the candle lamp and smiled at her:
"came back?"
She also smiled slightly:
"Are you in a hurry?"
"Never."
If I wait for you, how can I wait in such a hurry?
"Your Majesty." Mu San said softly, "Young General Li, please see me."
Li Yi?What did he come to me for?
"allow."
"promise."
After a while, Li Yi came to the Royal Garden.I turned my back to him, and he said:
"Li Yi has met the king."
"Is something wrong?" I said lightly.
"Your Majesty, do you know that the decree has been promulgated?"
I nodded:
"I know."
Li Yi was silent for a while, and then said again:
"I think, if possible, Your Majesty should avoid it."
I smiled, I really don't know what these Qin people think.At the same time, he wanted to be rich and strong but was afraid of reform, so he finally dragged back from Guigu Mountain a person who was willing to take the blame. Now he is pretending to be a good person again.
"She asked you to tell me?"
Li Yi was silent for a while, and I cleared up the palace people, and there were only Li Yi and me in Nuo Da's imperial garden.
I said:
"Go ahead."
Li Yi suddenly knelt down and said to me:
"Your Majesty, I am a citizen of the Qin Kingdom, and I hope that my Majesty will not make it difficult for my Majesty to be my Majesty's minister in some matters. If your Majesty is willing, I am willing to protect you with death during this extraordinary period!"
I suddenly laughed lowly, and then laughed louder and louder, so I am so useless in the eyes of these people?
"My Guigu sect is afraid of rats!"
I know why Li Yi risked his life to tell me these words. On the one hand, it is because I have a good relationship with the Li family, and on the other hand, Li Yi treats me sincerely.In fact, he didn't have to do that at all.Because from the moment I started to write the Qin State Reform Law, I was already ready to die.The history of Qin State is too long, and there are too many hidden dangers.I want Qin to become stronger and richer, and to be able to unify the world, we must implement reforms.But I'm a madman, and I'm vain.The decree I wrote uses commerce as a breakthrough, lifting the privileges of the Qin nobles and centralizing power to the king.And in this way, I have undoubtedly offended the dignitaries of the Qin State.These people have been officials for generations, and their power is in the hands of the government and the opposition.Thinking about it, even Murong Bai might not dare to confront them head-on...
"Your Majesty!"
I raised my hand to stop Li Yi:
"Li Yi, I accept your wish. If I want to stay in Qin, I will always have to face it."
"But..." Li Yi still hesitated.
I laugh:
"Have you forgotten who I am? Go back."
"promise......"
Am I being too polite?So now the whole Qin country thinks I'm easy to bully?Should I consider changing my image or something...
After sending Li Yi away, I wandered around the palace after finding a reason.When I passed by the Tai Hospital, I suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar figure, and I was overjoyed, and the unhappiness I had just been swept away in a short time.I rushed forward with a brisk step, and then I used the man's back as a springboard in a very handsome and aggressive movement, and performed a flip in the air very smoothly.After landing, I shook my headband handsomely, and looked back at the man with a gentle smile:
"Xiao Sensen..."
Pisen's handsome face was stiff as if he had eaten shit, and he let out two insulting curses from his throat, and then said:
"Gu Congnan, can you have at least some respect for a doctor?!"
I shrugged my shoulders indifferently, although Pi Sen is good at medicine and he is also my savior, but when I saw his face that was prettier than mine, I just couldn't control myself!
"Xiao Sensen, long time no see, do you miss me?"
Pi Sen is a nerd. Although his family has been practicing medicine for generations, nothing can cure his stupid look!
"Congnan (girl), long time no see." He smiled politely but gave me a "girl" mouth after the word Congnan.Immediately, I felt a little pain in my breathing. Although Pisen is very gentle, there is no good fruit to offend him.It seems that I just scared him...
I smiled flatteringly:
"Good Sen, don't be mad at me... I was wrong."
Pi Sen dotingly patted me on the head:
"You haven't been in good shape for a day. Besides, this is the palace, what are you messing around with? And—eh? Why did you come to the palace? If you are found out, you can be punished with death!"
I disagreed and said:
"What, I marry a chicken and follow the chicken, marry a dog and follow the dog, and enter the palace with marriage."
Pisen was stunned for a moment:
"Who did you marry?"
I corrected:
"It's marriage! Marry well!"
"Okay... who did you marry?"
I casually said:
"Murong Bai."
Pi Sen suddenly took a deep breath, staring at my scalp numb:
"You are the king?!"
I froze for a moment, and asked back:
"Otherwise?" Then it occurred to Pisen that he didn't seem to know my real name, so he said, "My real name is Guigu Zongheng."
Pisen's expression changed immediately, he grabbed my hand and dragged me into the room.When we got to the room and closed the door, Pisen said very seriously:
"Are you a disciple of Guigu?"
I nodded:
"Didn't I tell you when you rescued me three years ago?"
Pisen's face was gloomy, he paced back and forth in the room several times, and then said to me rather harshly:
"I've heard about Ghost Valley's sect rules. You went down the mountain with your sword and entered the world to practice, right?"
I nodded with a blank face.
He continued:
"Listen, it doesn't matter how long it takes you to go down the mountain before you can pass the assessment, and it doesn't matter what relationship you have with the King of Qin. In short, you leave the Qin State right now! The Qin State is too deep, and if you continue like this, you will confess to staying here!"
"Why?" I asked, feeling that Pisen knew a lot.
Pi Sen looked at me for a long time, and suddenly pulled my right hand to feel my pulse. After a while, he frowned and asked me:
"How can you have so little internal energy?"
I lied:
"I was injured a few years ago, and my body is not as good as before..."
Pisen interrupted me and said:
"Don't lie to me, are you pouring your internal energy into the king's body every night? Yesterday I took the king's pulse, and the coldness in her body has inexplicably decreased. It turned out that it was you who did it."
I was a little embarrassed and said:
"It's okay...not to mention Murong Bai..."
"Enough! You lunatic!" Pisen said angrily, "What do you know? Since the king was three years old, he has been practicing in a cold room every day. You can relieve the coldness in her body?! You Such a waste of your internal energy, have you ever thought about what to do with your unhealthy body?!"
"I..." I was yelled at by Pisen and I was speechless, and Pisen and I got along very well.As a doctor, my behavior like this really pissed him off.
Pisen wanted to scold something, but suddenly he took my hand as if he remembered something, and took my pulse carefully, his face became very strange:
"It's strange... how did you fall into the Unfeeling Gu? Besides, you haven't solved it yet..."
I was taken aback:
"Absolute...Unfeeling Gu...?"
How can it be?In my impression, I have never been poisoned by this poison.
Pi Sen frowned, took out the silver needle from his pocket, and said to me:
"Take off your clothes!"
"..." My forehead went black for a moment, "...you don't want to take advantage of me, do you?"
Pi Sen swept his eyes away, and I immediately took off my coat obediently, and sat on the chair with only my underwear on.Pi Sen pierced my left chest through the clothes, and I reminded:
"Well, my heart is on the right..."
"I forgot that you are different from ordinary people." Saying that, Pi Sen pulled out the silver needle and stuck it on my heart again.In addition, several needles were inserted in the neck and arms.A quarter of an hour later, Pisen took out the silver needle, and I asked Pisen while getting dressed:
"What the hell happened to me?!"
Pisen looked at the silver needle for a long time, then raised his head and said solemnly to me:
"You have unfeeling Gu in your body."
I was taken aback:
"Then I would have died long ago!" If there was unfeeling Gu, wouldn't I have died long ago when I fell in love with Murong Bai? !
Pisen shook his head:
"No, the unfeeling Gu in your body has been detoxified before. It's just that this detoxification method is very strange. It uses the apex blood of your loved one as a medicine, and adds Wangqing water to make medicine. In this way, you can forget about it. The person you love can be cured of Gu poison again."
My mind went blank for a moment: the one I love...the blood in my heart...
With a trembling voice, I asked Pisen:
"Do you know... when I got the Gu..."
"Judging from the remaining Gu in your body, it should be the Gu acquired three years ago."
Three years ago... three years ago... I thought about what happened three years ago, but I still can't recall anything about it.
Pi Sen said softly on the side:
"You can't remember it. That Gu together with that kind of solution will make you forget all the past when you fell in love with that person. And...and if you remember, Gu poison retrograde... .You will die suddenly."
The room fell silent at once, and I heard my heart beating powerfully in my chest—a person lived there once, but I forgot her.
who's that person?
I heard myself ask Pisen:
"Can you solve it?"
Pisen's eyes fell on me with pity and intolerance:
"It can be solved. But why bother? If you untie it, you remember that person. It has been three years, and that person has used the blood of his heart to give you medicine again... It is hard to say whether it is life or death. .And I think, that person is willing to be a medicine guide, so it must be because he wants you to forget him."
"Forget?" I murmured, "I just forgot my past with her...how could I..."
Pisen suddenly asked me:
"But if you remember, what about Murong Bai?"
Murong Bai... These three words hit me like a slap in the face, and I suddenly lost all my strength.I didn't dare to ask Pisen about it again, and I didn't dare to think about it again.I'm afraid I'll want to unravel this Gu...but Murong Bai...
Desperately, I opened the door and walked out. It was the midday sun outside, but I was cold.
Murong Bai.
Murong Bai.
Murong Bai...
What should I do?
I felt my brain went blank, and Pi Sen's words kept echoing in my mind.I never thought that I had ever loved someone, I always thought that I only loved Murong Bai.But it turned out not to be the case.
I am loving another person with the heart saved by the person who loved me deeply.And all of this, before today, I took it for granted.I was suddenly jealous of those infatuated people who could look back at the past with their memories, because compared to them, I don't even have any memories.I don't know who I loved...maybe I still love now, who's name, where he lives, how old he is...I don't know anything, I The only thing we know is that we were in love.
We used to love each other, but now we think about it but feel sad.I have been familiar with the four books and five classics since I was a child, but none of the books can tell me what I should do now.I feel that the place in my heart is still beating, but I can never find the person who once lived inside.
A kind of unfeeling Gu, a glass of forgetting love water.In doing so, I erased the past of my being in love with others.If I don't remember a sentence, I can fall in love with others as a matter of course.These...how ridiculous and ironic in the eyes of the person who loves me...
I'm in love with someone else, and I don't know if I ever said anything to that person I can't remember now.But right now, whenever I think of my deep love for Murong Bai, I feel a sharp pain.It turned out that I was really a disciple... How can a heart be given to others after many years?
The person who took her own blood to save me, if she is still alive, if she knows that I have fallen in love with someone after many years... what should she think? !
She did nothing wrong and I forgot about her.
I forgot to the point that I didn't even know her name.
And Murong Bai...inexplicably became a third party...
I, what did I do wrong...God wants to treat me like this...
I dare not undo the Gu, I am afraid that I will hurt two innocent people.I have kept saying that I want to love the person, I forgot.I now say that I am willing to give everything for people, I am afraid.
Affection......
After all, what hurts the most...
I looked up at the palace under the noon sun, and suddenly I didn't dare to face Murong Bai.
Su Yu...Su Yu...Su Yu's name appeared in my mind, I was like a person who suddenly saw light in the dark.Yes, I'm going to find Su Yu!
I think in this world, only Su Yu can understand me.
Zongfu
When I found Su Yu, she was taking a leisurely walk in the long corridor. I suddenly appeared in front of her and startled her. She was still shining brightly in the sun in a blood-red gown.
She frowned and looked at me. Seeing that my expression was wrong, she suppressed the expression that she wanted to be angry with me, and said softly:
"what happened?"
I stood in front of her, and when I heard her voice, I went up to her in despair and hugged her, then wept silently as if I had found a backbone.
I always feel the most relaxed and safest around Su Yu.
I don't know why I was crying, the moment I saw Su Yu, I suddenly felt sad.That kind of sadness didn't come from Su Yu's body, but from my heart.That sadness flooded me like a tide, and I didn't know what to do or what to do.
I hugged Su Yu and cried bitterly, Su Yu's body froze for a moment, and the next moment she found out that I was crying.She reached out and hugged me back.In the long corridor, Su Yu's voice was soft:
"Cry...just pass...just pass..."
I felt like she knew something, but I didn't want to ask, and I didn't have the energy to ask.I don't know if she said "it's over" to me or to herself.
I don't want to know anything, and I can't know anything.Everyone is lying to me, I can't solve this game.
"Master..." I said, "I want to drink..."
"Okay, I'm with you."
How much I drank that day, I can't remember.I don't think I've ever had that much alcohol.I sat in the corridor with Su Yu. After drinking too much, I told her the whole story, and cried and told Su Yu that I forgot a very important person.
Su Yu asked me: How important is it?
I pointed to my heart, it hurts here.
In a trance, I seemed to see tears welling up in the corners of Su Yu's eyes, but when I looked closely, there were no tears.
she asked me:
"Are you willing to undo that Gu?"
I smiled wryly and shook my head, if I unlocked it, what would happen to Murong Bai... Relying on my liking for Murong Bai, I selfishly erased the other person's love for me.
"I don't want to untie..."
The light in Su Yu's eyes was extinguished by the evening wind.At that time, I made a choice between Su Yu and Murong, but I didn't know that the person was Su Yu.If I knew...if I knew, I don't think I would shake her head and hurt her heart, if that person is Su Yu...if I knew early...I'm right How could Murong Bai develop to such a state?If this is the case, the future me and Su Yu will not be separated by life or death.
She loved me so long, but I loved her so late.
She waited for me for so long, but I never saw her.
If time can come back, how can I blame Su Yu?
But I have lost my lover, and I have not seen the heart of an idiot.
For I heard her whisper:
"That's it...let it go, I think...I don't think that person will blame you...she won't blame you..."
Drunkenly leaning on Su Yu's shoulder, I asked her:
"Uncle...do you have...can you...be more happy with one person..."
She paused for a moment with the hand holding the wine glass, and then said with an emotion I couldn't hear:
"Yes, there was someone. But it was a long time ago...a long time ago...I once liked someone..."
I closed my eyes sleepily and asked:
"Then...then what happened..."
I don't know what Su Yu said later, I just remember the last time I saw Su Yu's blood-red gown was very eye-catching.
Because I fell asleep, naturally I didn't know what happened next.
Su Yu hugged the sleeping man leaning on her shoulder, she smiled softly, took a sip of wine and said:
"Later...then she forgot me. But I don't blame her..."
She raised her hand to gently caress that person's beautiful eyebrows and eyes, and carefully described the face of her sweetheart in her heart, she said softly:
"How could I blame you..."
How could she complain, why bother to complain if she loved her.
When she was young, she had watched so many partings with cold eyes, but now she also ended up in such a scene.She once had a very long dream, in which she was flirting with flowers, and the two were in love.When she woke up from the dream, she was the only one left smiling at the world of mortals.But she was still waiting for the person who said he would accompany her to watch Lang ride a bamboo horse.
The person in the dream will never return.But the dreamers haven't left yet.
So she ignored the day and night.
But now, that person finally gave her a reason to let go.
Forget it, just love it. ——Su Yu comforted himself in this way.
Ke Xin, but betrayed her.
(End of this chapter)
The next day
When I struggled to get up from the bed, I saw that the summer sun had cast the peripheral light on my bed.
"..." Didn't I sleep until noon again?
"Yo, got up?" I felt a stomachache when I heard this voice.You ask me why my stomach hurts?Of course it was because of the owner of the voice.
Of course, the owner of this voice cannot be Murong Bai's, at this point the woman should still be busy.It can't be Su Yu either, that crazy woman doesn't want to talk to me right now.
"Little Taozi..." I smiled dryly with a very stiff expression.
I saw Xiao Taozi sitting on the chair with her legs crossed, trimming her nails with a serious face, and she ignored me when I said:
"Get out of here! What time is it and you're still lazy on the bed!"
"..." Is this woman really just a court lady?
Why is she pulling me so hard? !
I have repeatedly emphasized that I am a man of backbone, so I rolled out of bed.Then I hurriedly washed my face and rinsed my mouth, but after looking around the room for a long time and didn't find where the rice was, I set my eyes on Xiao Taozi who completely ignored me.
"Excuse me..." I asked Xiao Taozi cautiously, "Where is my meal..."
"No." Xiao Taozi said nonchalantly, blowing on her nails.
"..." I took a deep breath, and then exhaled forcefully.Resisting the urge to curse, he smiled at Xiao Taozi and said:
"it's okay no problem......"
Little Taozi sneered, and then said:
"Do you think it's okay if I come early in the morning?"
Immediately, I felt a kidney deficiency, and then asked:
"what?"
"The eldest princess will let you go there later."
"Who?" I didn't realize who the eldest princess was for a moment.
"Princess Si Yin." Xiao Taozi said coolly.
"..." I instantly felt that my kidneys were hurting.In my impression, Murong Bai's own sister doesn't seem to like me very much, but now she suddenly wants to find me... I really have kidney pain.
"That..." I said awkwardly, "what's the matter with her?"
"I don't know." She said angrily.
"..."
Princess Siyin's Mansion
I stood in front of the door feeling very awkward.I'm really a bit imaginary about the women in the Qin country... Each one is stronger than the other...
"Your Majesty," the butler bowed to me and said respectfully, "His Royal Highness has been waiting for you in the back garden for a long time. This way please."
I nodded, pretending to be gentle.
back yard
Murong Siyin was standing in the pavilion, and when I walked behind her and hadn't figured out what to say, she suddenly asked a question that I never dreamed she would ask:
"Do you know Lin Lang?"
I stayed for a long time, and I didn't come back to my senses for a long time.After finally reacting, he replied with hindsight:
"Know...know..."
She turned her head, and something flickered in her eyes:
"Then, do you know where she is?"
I froze for a moment:
"I do not know......"
I looked at Murong Siyin with a strange face, and I felt that she really surprised me by asking me this question.
Murong Siyin...Lin Lang...
Princess Qin... who opened a brothel...
These are two completely irrelevant people.
Murong Siyin lowered her head, she was not as rampant as before, she made me feel very uncomfortable:
"If...you see her...forget it, I don't think she wants to see me..."
Somehow, just tell me something happened during my two months of absence, which I don't know.
Murong Siyin and Linlang.
Murong Bai and I.
I seem to be...missing something...
Qin Palace Imperial Study Room
There was dead silence in the imperial study room, as the young king was confronting her loyal prime minister.
"Your Majesty..." Gan Luo put down his plan on Qin's reform, raised his head and said to Murong Bai, "Your Majesty really deserves his reputation..."
"A well-deserved reputation..." Murong Bai sneered, "She is talented, but she hasn't learned to be obedient yet."
Even if Murong Bai didn't say or ask, but she was still very concerned about the fact that her husband left without saying goodbye for a month.She doesn't like this kind of thing out of her range, so she wants to punish the person who disturbed her heart and didn't listen to her.
"The king means..." Gan Luo said softly.
"Let's promulgate the reform in the name of Wang Jun." Murong Bai said lightly, "I will be very happy just thinking about Wang Jun."
"Your Majesty!" Gan Luo suddenly knelt on the ground and said, "Your Majesty, please think twice! This reform involves too much and touches too many interests. If you use the name of the king...I'm afraid you will make too many enemies. …”
Murong Bai tapped on the table, just like the decision she made seven years ago, she said:
"I'm lonely."
——However, after many years, she regretted the decision she made.
That was the stupidest thing she ever did in her life.
next morning
When Mu San came to tell me the decree promulgated in the court today, I was feeding the fish in the imperial garden.
"Your Majesty, you are really powerful! I admire your decree very much!" Mu San said with dancing.
I paused, lowered my eyebrows and said in a voice as usual:
"Promulgated in my name?"
"Yes!"
I don't know what I'm sad about. It's good that I wrote the decree and it should be promulgated in my name. It's good that I came to Qin to help Qin become rich and strong, but I don't know why I feel sad.It feels as if something I've been chasing for a long time suddenly shattered. I thought I had more or less status in Murong Bai's heart. It turns out... I sneered, then looked up at the rising sky rising red sun.
It turns out that I was just a disciple of Guigu in your heart from the beginning to the end.
"I see." I said to Mu San with a smile.
Mu San looked at me carefully:
"Your Majesty doesn't seem very happy..."
I smiled very gently, and said lightly: "How could that be."
I remembered that when Murong Bai came back last night, I sat in front of the candle lamp and smiled at her:
"came back?"
She also smiled slightly:
"Are you in a hurry?"
"Never."
If I wait for you, how can I wait in such a hurry?
"Your Majesty." Mu San said softly, "Young General Li, please see me."
Li Yi?What did he come to me for?
"allow."
"promise."
After a while, Li Yi came to the Royal Garden.I turned my back to him, and he said:
"Li Yi has met the king."
"Is something wrong?" I said lightly.
"Your Majesty, do you know that the decree has been promulgated?"
I nodded:
"I know."
Li Yi was silent for a while, and then said again:
"I think, if possible, Your Majesty should avoid it."
I smiled, I really don't know what these Qin people think.At the same time, he wanted to be rich and strong but was afraid of reform, so he finally dragged back from Guigu Mountain a person who was willing to take the blame. Now he is pretending to be a good person again.
"She asked you to tell me?"
Li Yi was silent for a while, and I cleared up the palace people, and there were only Li Yi and me in Nuo Da's imperial garden.
I said:
"Go ahead."
Li Yi suddenly knelt down and said to me:
"Your Majesty, I am a citizen of the Qin Kingdom, and I hope that my Majesty will not make it difficult for my Majesty to be my Majesty's minister in some matters. If your Majesty is willing, I am willing to protect you with death during this extraordinary period!"
I suddenly laughed lowly, and then laughed louder and louder, so I am so useless in the eyes of these people?
"My Guigu sect is afraid of rats!"
I know why Li Yi risked his life to tell me these words. On the one hand, it is because I have a good relationship with the Li family, and on the other hand, Li Yi treats me sincerely.In fact, he didn't have to do that at all.Because from the moment I started to write the Qin State Reform Law, I was already ready to die.The history of Qin State is too long, and there are too many hidden dangers.I want Qin to become stronger and richer, and to be able to unify the world, we must implement reforms.But I'm a madman, and I'm vain.The decree I wrote uses commerce as a breakthrough, lifting the privileges of the Qin nobles and centralizing power to the king.And in this way, I have undoubtedly offended the dignitaries of the Qin State.These people have been officials for generations, and their power is in the hands of the government and the opposition.Thinking about it, even Murong Bai might not dare to confront them head-on...
"Your Majesty!"
I raised my hand to stop Li Yi:
"Li Yi, I accept your wish. If I want to stay in Qin, I will always have to face it."
"But..." Li Yi still hesitated.
I laugh:
"Have you forgotten who I am? Go back."
"promise......"
Am I being too polite?So now the whole Qin country thinks I'm easy to bully?Should I consider changing my image or something...
After sending Li Yi away, I wandered around the palace after finding a reason.When I passed by the Tai Hospital, I suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar figure, and I was overjoyed, and the unhappiness I had just been swept away in a short time.I rushed forward with a brisk step, and then I used the man's back as a springboard in a very handsome and aggressive movement, and performed a flip in the air very smoothly.After landing, I shook my headband handsomely, and looked back at the man with a gentle smile:
"Xiao Sensen..."
Pisen's handsome face was stiff as if he had eaten shit, and he let out two insulting curses from his throat, and then said:
"Gu Congnan, can you have at least some respect for a doctor?!"
I shrugged my shoulders indifferently, although Pi Sen is good at medicine and he is also my savior, but when I saw his face that was prettier than mine, I just couldn't control myself!
"Xiao Sensen, long time no see, do you miss me?"
Pi Sen is a nerd. Although his family has been practicing medicine for generations, nothing can cure his stupid look!
"Congnan (girl), long time no see." He smiled politely but gave me a "girl" mouth after the word Congnan.Immediately, I felt a little pain in my breathing. Although Pisen is very gentle, there is no good fruit to offend him.It seems that I just scared him...
I smiled flatteringly:
"Good Sen, don't be mad at me... I was wrong."
Pi Sen dotingly patted me on the head:
"You haven't been in good shape for a day. Besides, this is the palace, what are you messing around with? And—eh? Why did you come to the palace? If you are found out, you can be punished with death!"
I disagreed and said:
"What, I marry a chicken and follow the chicken, marry a dog and follow the dog, and enter the palace with marriage."
Pisen was stunned for a moment:
"Who did you marry?"
I corrected:
"It's marriage! Marry well!"
"Okay... who did you marry?"
I casually said:
"Murong Bai."
Pi Sen suddenly took a deep breath, staring at my scalp numb:
"You are the king?!"
I froze for a moment, and asked back:
"Otherwise?" Then it occurred to Pisen that he didn't seem to know my real name, so he said, "My real name is Guigu Zongheng."
Pisen's expression changed immediately, he grabbed my hand and dragged me into the room.When we got to the room and closed the door, Pisen said very seriously:
"Are you a disciple of Guigu?"
I nodded:
"Didn't I tell you when you rescued me three years ago?"
Pisen's face was gloomy, he paced back and forth in the room several times, and then said to me rather harshly:
"I've heard about Ghost Valley's sect rules. You went down the mountain with your sword and entered the world to practice, right?"
I nodded with a blank face.
He continued:
"Listen, it doesn't matter how long it takes you to go down the mountain before you can pass the assessment, and it doesn't matter what relationship you have with the King of Qin. In short, you leave the Qin State right now! The Qin State is too deep, and if you continue like this, you will confess to staying here!"
"Why?" I asked, feeling that Pisen knew a lot.
Pi Sen looked at me for a long time, and suddenly pulled my right hand to feel my pulse. After a while, he frowned and asked me:
"How can you have so little internal energy?"
I lied:
"I was injured a few years ago, and my body is not as good as before..."
Pisen interrupted me and said:
"Don't lie to me, are you pouring your internal energy into the king's body every night? Yesterday I took the king's pulse, and the coldness in her body has inexplicably decreased. It turned out that it was you who did it."
I was a little embarrassed and said:
"It's okay...not to mention Murong Bai..."
"Enough! You lunatic!" Pisen said angrily, "What do you know? Since the king was three years old, he has been practicing in a cold room every day. You can relieve the coldness in her body?! You Such a waste of your internal energy, have you ever thought about what to do with your unhealthy body?!"
"I..." I was yelled at by Pisen and I was speechless, and Pisen and I got along very well.As a doctor, my behavior like this really pissed him off.
Pisen wanted to scold something, but suddenly he took my hand as if he remembered something, and took my pulse carefully, his face became very strange:
"It's strange... how did you fall into the Unfeeling Gu? Besides, you haven't solved it yet..."
I was taken aback:
"Absolute...Unfeeling Gu...?"
How can it be?In my impression, I have never been poisoned by this poison.
Pi Sen frowned, took out the silver needle from his pocket, and said to me:
"Take off your clothes!"
"..." My forehead went black for a moment, "...you don't want to take advantage of me, do you?"
Pi Sen swept his eyes away, and I immediately took off my coat obediently, and sat on the chair with only my underwear on.Pi Sen pierced my left chest through the clothes, and I reminded:
"Well, my heart is on the right..."
"I forgot that you are different from ordinary people." Saying that, Pi Sen pulled out the silver needle and stuck it on my heart again.In addition, several needles were inserted in the neck and arms.A quarter of an hour later, Pisen took out the silver needle, and I asked Pisen while getting dressed:
"What the hell happened to me?!"
Pisen looked at the silver needle for a long time, then raised his head and said solemnly to me:
"You have unfeeling Gu in your body."
I was taken aback:
"Then I would have died long ago!" If there was unfeeling Gu, wouldn't I have died long ago when I fell in love with Murong Bai? !
Pisen shook his head:
"No, the unfeeling Gu in your body has been detoxified before. It's just that this detoxification method is very strange. It uses the apex blood of your loved one as a medicine, and adds Wangqing water to make medicine. In this way, you can forget about it. The person you love can be cured of Gu poison again."
My mind went blank for a moment: the one I love...the blood in my heart...
With a trembling voice, I asked Pisen:
"Do you know... when I got the Gu..."
"Judging from the remaining Gu in your body, it should be the Gu acquired three years ago."
Three years ago... three years ago... I thought about what happened three years ago, but I still can't recall anything about it.
Pi Sen said softly on the side:
"You can't remember it. That Gu together with that kind of solution will make you forget all the past when you fell in love with that person. And...and if you remember, Gu poison retrograde... .You will die suddenly."
The room fell silent at once, and I heard my heart beating powerfully in my chest—a person lived there once, but I forgot her.
who's that person?
I heard myself ask Pisen:
"Can you solve it?"
Pisen's eyes fell on me with pity and intolerance:
"It can be solved. But why bother? If you untie it, you remember that person. It has been three years, and that person has used the blood of his heart to give you medicine again... It is hard to say whether it is life or death. .And I think, that person is willing to be a medicine guide, so it must be because he wants you to forget him."
"Forget?" I murmured, "I just forgot my past with her...how could I..."
Pisen suddenly asked me:
"But if you remember, what about Murong Bai?"
Murong Bai... These three words hit me like a slap in the face, and I suddenly lost all my strength.I didn't dare to ask Pisen about it again, and I didn't dare to think about it again.I'm afraid I'll want to unravel this Gu...but Murong Bai...
Desperately, I opened the door and walked out. It was the midday sun outside, but I was cold.
Murong Bai.
Murong Bai.
Murong Bai...
What should I do?
I felt my brain went blank, and Pi Sen's words kept echoing in my mind.I never thought that I had ever loved someone, I always thought that I only loved Murong Bai.But it turned out not to be the case.
I am loving another person with the heart saved by the person who loved me deeply.And all of this, before today, I took it for granted.I was suddenly jealous of those infatuated people who could look back at the past with their memories, because compared to them, I don't even have any memories.I don't know who I loved...maybe I still love now, who's name, where he lives, how old he is...I don't know anything, I The only thing we know is that we were in love.
We used to love each other, but now we think about it but feel sad.I have been familiar with the four books and five classics since I was a child, but none of the books can tell me what I should do now.I feel that the place in my heart is still beating, but I can never find the person who once lived inside.
A kind of unfeeling Gu, a glass of forgetting love water.In doing so, I erased the past of my being in love with others.If I don't remember a sentence, I can fall in love with others as a matter of course.These...how ridiculous and ironic in the eyes of the person who loves me...
I'm in love with someone else, and I don't know if I ever said anything to that person I can't remember now.But right now, whenever I think of my deep love for Murong Bai, I feel a sharp pain.It turned out that I was really a disciple... How can a heart be given to others after many years?
The person who took her own blood to save me, if she is still alive, if she knows that I have fallen in love with someone after many years... what should she think? !
She did nothing wrong and I forgot about her.
I forgot to the point that I didn't even know her name.
And Murong Bai...inexplicably became a third party...
I, what did I do wrong...God wants to treat me like this...
I dare not undo the Gu, I am afraid that I will hurt two innocent people.I have kept saying that I want to love the person, I forgot.I now say that I am willing to give everything for people, I am afraid.
Affection......
After all, what hurts the most...
I looked up at the palace under the noon sun, and suddenly I didn't dare to face Murong Bai.
Su Yu...Su Yu...Su Yu's name appeared in my mind, I was like a person who suddenly saw light in the dark.Yes, I'm going to find Su Yu!
I think in this world, only Su Yu can understand me.
Zongfu
When I found Su Yu, she was taking a leisurely walk in the long corridor. I suddenly appeared in front of her and startled her. She was still shining brightly in the sun in a blood-red gown.
She frowned and looked at me. Seeing that my expression was wrong, she suppressed the expression that she wanted to be angry with me, and said softly:
"what happened?"
I stood in front of her, and when I heard her voice, I went up to her in despair and hugged her, then wept silently as if I had found a backbone.
I always feel the most relaxed and safest around Su Yu.
I don't know why I was crying, the moment I saw Su Yu, I suddenly felt sad.That kind of sadness didn't come from Su Yu's body, but from my heart.That sadness flooded me like a tide, and I didn't know what to do or what to do.
I hugged Su Yu and cried bitterly, Su Yu's body froze for a moment, and the next moment she found out that I was crying.She reached out and hugged me back.In the long corridor, Su Yu's voice was soft:
"Cry...just pass...just pass..."
I felt like she knew something, but I didn't want to ask, and I didn't have the energy to ask.I don't know if she said "it's over" to me or to herself.
I don't want to know anything, and I can't know anything.Everyone is lying to me, I can't solve this game.
"Master..." I said, "I want to drink..."
"Okay, I'm with you."
How much I drank that day, I can't remember.I don't think I've ever had that much alcohol.I sat in the corridor with Su Yu. After drinking too much, I told her the whole story, and cried and told Su Yu that I forgot a very important person.
Su Yu asked me: How important is it?
I pointed to my heart, it hurts here.
In a trance, I seemed to see tears welling up in the corners of Su Yu's eyes, but when I looked closely, there were no tears.
she asked me:
"Are you willing to undo that Gu?"
I smiled wryly and shook my head, if I unlocked it, what would happen to Murong Bai... Relying on my liking for Murong Bai, I selfishly erased the other person's love for me.
"I don't want to untie..."
The light in Su Yu's eyes was extinguished by the evening wind.At that time, I made a choice between Su Yu and Murong, but I didn't know that the person was Su Yu.If I knew...if I knew, I don't think I would shake her head and hurt her heart, if that person is Su Yu...if I knew early...I'm right How could Murong Bai develop to such a state?If this is the case, the future me and Su Yu will not be separated by life or death.
She loved me so long, but I loved her so late.
She waited for me for so long, but I never saw her.
If time can come back, how can I blame Su Yu?
But I have lost my lover, and I have not seen the heart of an idiot.
For I heard her whisper:
"That's it...let it go, I think...I don't think that person will blame you...she won't blame you..."
Drunkenly leaning on Su Yu's shoulder, I asked her:
"Uncle...do you have...can you...be more happy with one person..."
She paused for a moment with the hand holding the wine glass, and then said with an emotion I couldn't hear:
"Yes, there was someone. But it was a long time ago...a long time ago...I once liked someone..."
I closed my eyes sleepily and asked:
"Then...then what happened..."
I don't know what Su Yu said later, I just remember the last time I saw Su Yu's blood-red gown was very eye-catching.
Because I fell asleep, naturally I didn't know what happened next.
Su Yu hugged the sleeping man leaning on her shoulder, she smiled softly, took a sip of wine and said:
"Later...then she forgot me. But I don't blame her..."
She raised her hand to gently caress that person's beautiful eyebrows and eyes, and carefully described the face of her sweetheart in her heart, she said softly:
"How could I blame you..."
How could she complain, why bother to complain if she loved her.
When she was young, she had watched so many partings with cold eyes, but now she also ended up in such a scene.She once had a very long dream, in which she was flirting with flowers, and the two were in love.When she woke up from the dream, she was the only one left smiling at the world of mortals.But she was still waiting for the person who said he would accompany her to watch Lang ride a bamboo horse.
The person in the dream will never return.But the dreamers haven't left yet.
So she ignored the day and night.
But now, that person finally gave her a reason to let go.
Forget it, just love it. ——Su Yu comforted himself in this way.
Ke Xin, but betrayed her.
(End of this chapter)
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