I was a salted fish in ancient times

When the queen heard Xiao Shan coming, her first reaction was to shrink her heart.These days, she has been wanting to see Xiao Shan, but when he really came to her, she was extremely flustered, and even thought of missing him.

However, she suppressed all these negative emotions. She was going to see Xiao Shan, a child she was familiar with but unfamiliar to her.

Xiao Shan's attitude when he saw the queen was still the same as before.

The queen looked at him quietly, her whole body seemed to be torn into two parts.Part of it is that she wants Xiao Shan to admit her identity and call herself queen mother, and the other part is at Xiao Jin's place. After all, it is the person she has loved for so many years. Even if she knows his true identity, the queen can't help it all at once. Recognize the child Xiao Jin.

But facing Xiao Shan's calmness, the queen felt a trace of resentment in her heart.It would be great if Xiao Shan was his child from the very beginning.

In the middle of the matter, the identities of Xiao Shan and Xiao Jin changed suddenly.She was a mother who almost killed her own child.

Now even if the matter is clear, the relationship between her and Xiao Shan cannot be repaired at all.

It is an indisputable fact that she had murderous intentions towards Xiao Shan.If Xiao Shan didn't have any barriers in his heart, it would be impossible.

What is even more ridiculous now is that Xiao Shan refuses to recognize her original identity. She is still Xiao Jin's biological mother in front of outsiders, just because she wants to maintain Xiao Jin's crown prince.

Thinking of this, the Queen's mood was very complicated, she thought that Concubine Lan had won in the end.

She couldn't recognize her own son, and she wanted to treat Concubine Lan's son as her own son, and watched Xiao Jin ascend to the throne.

In fact, she knew better in her heart that if Xiao Shan really wanted to switch identities with Xiao Jin, the situation would become more complicated.Not to mention how the courtiers treat Xiao Shan, just talking about the Gu family is a mess.

To be selfish, under the hints of her and Concubine Lan these years, the members of the Gu family have never paid attention to Xiao Shan, and have never done anything for Xiao Shan, so naturally they don't want him to sit in that position at this time.

People's hearts are so complicated. When nothing happens, they keep saying that the son is respected. When something happens, the interests come first.

"Does the empress really only have resentment towards the second brother in her heart? Is it okay to lose the kindness of nurturing for many years? The empress can even give up her life for the sake of the second brother. Now there is no friendship at all?" Xiao Shan looked dazed. The queen, who was full of resentment and entanglement, asked.

The queen looked at him with a complicated expression.

Xiao Shan said calmly: "If I have any grudges against my second brother, the empress will be caught in the middle, but now I don't have any resentment towards my second brother at all, why can't my empress relax?"

"My lady is a smart person. In the future, the world will belong to my second brother. Now my lady is the queen, and later she will be the queen mother. If you keep using these things to kill the relationship with your second brother, it will not be worth the candle."

"What's more, I'm going south soon. If the empress is really good for me, she should sit firmly in that position instead of complaining."

"My second brother and I have a deep relationship and the truth will be revealed one day. If not, I am afraid I will lose my life at some point. My second brother and I cherish the friendship between each other. In the future, there will definitely be people who will continue to be on the second brother." I used these things to provoke my brother. But as long as it is not someone he cares about, these provocations will not leave traces in the second brother's heart at all. "

"Everyone feels that I have been wronged and that I am pitiful, but I don't feel this way, and I hope that the empress will do the same. I went to Yunnan to comfort my father in this regard, and don't set these things on fire."

The Queen's body swayed, and she understood what Xiao Shan meant.I understand intellectually that this is good for everyone, but it is difficult to accept it emotionally.

Before knowing the truth, she wished she could kill Xiao Shan immediately.Knowing the truth, she wished she could kill herself.Xiao Shan is just treating her like a concubine at this moment, not a queen mother.

Xiao Shandao: "I didn't think about letting the empress accept it all at once. It's just that the empress will think about what I said today when she hears any news about me in Yunnan in the future, so she can calm down."

The queen pursed her lips, took a deep breath, and said the first sentence of the day: "Are you leaving?"

His throat was a little hoarse, and it seemed to be filled with inexplicable moisture.

Xiao Shan nodded: "The imperial decree has been issued, it doesn't matter if you leave early or late."

"Then... will that come back?" the queen asked with red eyes.

Xiao Shan smiled softly: "When the child grows up next year, he will be brought back to Beijing to recognize someone."

"That's good, that's good." The queen nodded fiercely and said, "I understand what you said. I have done many wrong things in the past, and I will definitely not put you in a desperate situation again in the future."

Xiao Shan came here to say these words on purpose, she wanted to appreciate it, not to live up to her heart.

Xiao Shan and the queen had nothing else to say, he saluted the queen, turned and left.

Some people may feel that the queen is pitiful, but no one in this palace is pitiful.

The queen who was deceived was pitiful, and the concubine Lan who was pulled into the palace to be the queen's favorite was also pitiful.

But pitiful doesn't mean unhateful.

As the person involved, Xiao Shan didn't want to pretend that the past didn't happen just because he was pitiful.

After all, he almost fell victim to the accident.

If something happened to him, the truly pitiful ones would be Xie Zhui and their unborn child.

At that time, who will be responsible for these things.

After Xiao Shan came out from the queen, he went to see Concubine Lan again.

Concubine Lan was dressed plainly, she didn't cry like usual.

Looking at Xiao Shan, she had a lot to say in her heart, for example, she didn't care about Xiao Shan at all.

Many times, when his interests did not conflict with the prince's, she never thought of harming Xiao Shan.

She also hoped that the prince would succeed to the throne smoothly, and Xiao Shan would be an idle prince.

But all kinds of things can't match the malice in her heart.

She remembered what she said when she spread the rumors, she saw a pair of hands pushing Xiao Shan.

Now she could see clearly that it was her hand.

She kept denying it, but it was true.

Concubine Lan looked at Xiao Shan, and she said, "When did you know it was mine?"

Xiao Jin knew that he had seen it, but he couldn't help but feel doubts in his heart, and needed to verify it.

What about Xiao Shan?He turned his back on himself, how could he know?

Xiao Shan smiled when he heard the question and said softly: "I have been your son for so many years, I still know the incense you like."

When he staggered forward, he smelled a faint smell, and he could feel the small and light hands pushing him.

When he was unconscious that day, he told Xie Zhui that he was in pain.

It's not just the wound, it's more his distress.In an instant, he saw clearly the standing postures of the people behind him, and he was afraid that his doubts would come true.

Before Xiao Jin reacted, he never said the torment in his heart.

Some things are too unworthy of scrutiny.

He believes in the brotherhood between himself and Xiao Jin, but he is also afraid that this friendship cannot compare with power.

Seeing that Concubine Lan had figured out what she said, Xiao Shan was about to leave.Lan Fei asked eagerly behind him: "Don't you regret it?"

Don't you regret giving up your son's status as the prince?

Xiao Shan didn't look back, he smiled again and said: "Not everyone likes that position. At the hunting ground, even if you didn't push me, I would go to save my second brother, not for anything else, just because he is my second brother. "

Concubine Lan bit her lip, she looked at Xiao Shan's leaving back, tears finally fell from her eyes.

She knew that they would never see each other again.

After Xiao Shan left the palace, he finally felt that the air was fresh.

He suddenly missed Xie Zhui very much, and desperately wanted to go back and meet this man.

Unfortunately, he returned to the palace anxiously, but Xie Zhui went to Xie's house.

He was full of heat and was blown into an ice hole by the empty courtyard.

The author has something to say: it's time to go to Yunnan.

Yunnan can write, but not too long.