why don't you laugh

There are people coming and going at the airport, outside the terminal building, Fu Hang looked back at Xiao Zhi with his bag in his hand, and pointed inward with his fingers: "Then I'm leaving?"

Xiao Zhi didn't care, and lazily raised his eyes: "Go your own way."

"...I really don't have any attachments." Fu Hang clicked his tongue and said, "I'll come here to see how you're doing. Since you're doing well, I'm relieved. See you during the winter vacation."

"Ah."

Xiao Zhi responded and watched him go in.

When I went outside, the falling snow pressed the sky and I couldn't breathe, covered by thick clouds, the sky was thick with clouds, and it felt like it was going to be dark at any time.

Xiao Zhi remembered that Chen Bing was not used to the winter here at first, the climate was too cold and dry for the southerners, his nose bleeds a few days ago, it was better to install an air purifier.

It's getting colder and colder now, and if you don't get it right, you'll catch a cold. Fortunately, the winter vacation is coming soon.

Chen Bing's study state is very tight, and the school is very introverted. He is uncomfortable at home, and now he goes to the library every day.

The studio submitted the last program before the exam week. Xiao Zhi glanced at the phone, picked up the coat hanging on the rack, and walked out without looking back: "The review is endless, see you guys."

Liu Simin called him to stop: "Brother Xiao, don't you want to have a breakup meal?"

"..."

Xiao Zhi tilted his head.

Liu Simin took it for granted. He was usually not good at words, but he was very eloquent in front of Xiao Zhi: "Brother Xiao, I have worked with you for a semester, and I don't have any friendship at all? Are you afraid that we will quit?"

The others laughed "Puff", waiting to arrange him.

Xiao Zhi dropped the bag in his hand, lowered his eyes, obviously used to this kind of jokes, pursed his lips and thought for a moment, then said casually: "Okay, let's eat."

Gu Yi called it awesome, and patted Liu Simin on the shoulder: "I really have you, you are indeed Xiao Ge's favorite man."

Liu Simin waved her hands proudly: "No way, no way."

"..."

Xiao Zhi was funny.

The restaurant is booked not far from the campus, and it takes a few minutes to take a taxi.

When I arrived at Xiaozhi, I called Chen Bing.

After a while, Chen Bing answered in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

Xiao Zhi first asked: "What are you doing?"

"In the laboratory."

It is generally inconvenient for him to answer the phone in the laboratory, and there are all seniors standing beside him.

Xiao Zhi squatted by the side of the street, looked back at the beaming group of people at the gate, and cut off the branches: "I'll have dinner with them, I'll come back later, and I'll tell you."

"..."

Over there, Chen Bing seemed to have nothing to say: "Remember to review."

Xiao Zhi lowered his eyes and smiled: "I remember. I almost ran away just now."

"Okay," Chen Bing's voice was still quite low, as if being noticed by the senior sister, he said, "Drinking tonight? Go back immediately after drinking."

Xiao Zhi: "Yes."

Chen Bing: "Hang up."

"..."

A busy tone came from the other end of the phone.

Xiao Zhi glanced at the phone, stood up staggeringly, because his legs were numb from squatting, he put his hands together to support the tree trunk, and walked to the other side.

At the dining table, Liu Simin toasted: "I wish you great success next year!"

Fang Xie's dead face finally smiled a little: "Although this year's scale is not enough, next year will definitely be better."

Liu Simin said: "It is one step closer to your dream."

Fang Xie looked at the light, sighed, got up and toasted Xiao Zhi: "Thank you."

"..."

Xiao Zhi touched him: "Just do it."

At the end of the drink, it was really a bit over the top. They hugged Xiao Zhi's legs one by one and called them "Living Bodhisattva" and "Dad". These people don't know how to behave in the world except for technology, and they don't know how to do business with others. Most of the work that comes with money Xiao Zhi found them all.

Just entering college, they have already found their direction in life.

Xiao Zhi didn't really want to drink, but he didn't refuse because of face. The group of people all drank for nothing. Anyway, drinking is getting more and more intense now.

During the interval, Xiao Zhi loosened the collar of his shirt, and looked down at his phone.

A message from Chen Bing.

Chen Bing: [I guess I'll be back at eleven o'clock. ]

Chen Bing: [The report is late, so go home and go to bed early. ]

Chen Bing: [Remember to feed the dog. ]

"..."

The table full of people started to play some kind of truth or dare, and the old-fashioned booing was all over Xiao Zhi, and when it was over, he asked, "Brother Xiao, do you really have a date?"

Xiao Zhi: "It really is."

His object belongs to Schrödinger's object. Although it has been said to exist, no one has seen it.

"When will you take us to meet? Let my sister-in-law come to have a meal."

Xiao Zhi turned the phone in his hand and said, "You have already met."

Liu Simin: "!?"

Gu Yi: "When did it happen?!"

"..."

Xiao Zhi was amused, got up and picked up his heavy coat, and shook his phone: "The bill has already been settled, you guys chat slowly, and ask me to transfer the money when it's time for extra meals."

"Hey, you said it!"

"..."

There are only voices behind.

"The matter is almost over. I wish you all good grades at the end of the semester." Senior Wang, who was in the same laboratory, said, "We want to thank Chen Bing. Although he is only a freshman, he has made a lot of contributions to us."

He handed Chen Bing a printed material: "You can continue to improve your thesis, the data is true and reliable."

Chen Bing said thank you, took the materials, and went to the dressing room to change out of the white coat he was wearing.

When he came out, the senior sister said goodbye to him: "Come on, come first in the exam!"

"..."

I didn't think it was a big deal before, but in this school, I really worked hard to get the first place in the exam.

Chen Bing put the printed materials into the folder, and when he just went out, he was blown back a step by the cold wind outside.

Immediately, he put on his mask, pulled up his scarf, and stepped onto the stiff snow.

It was past eleven o'clock, and it was pitch black outside the school gate, with few people, and only the falling snow illuminated by street lights could be seen.

Chen Bing walked to the corner of the alley and heard a movement behind him.

The voice is low and magnetically seductive.

"come over."

Chen Bing turned around and saw a tall figure leaning against the wall, he must have been waiting there for a long time, the hood of his clothes was full of snow.

Chen Bing: "You didn't go back?"

Xiao Zhi walked under the street lamp, with a little chill in his eyes, he looked at him with a half-smile: "No."

"……Is not It Cold?"

In winter, the outdoors in the north is not something people can stay.

A few strands of cold air leaked from Xiao Zhi's lips, and the whiteness spread around, staring at him: "It's not cold."

"..." Chen Bing realized a question, "How much did you drink?"

Xiao Zhi: "A little bit."

"..."

Chen Bing couldn't hold back, and reached out, wanting to hold Xiao Zhi's wrist: "Let's go, go home."

But Xiao Zhi took a step back, avoiding his approaching temperature: "My body is cold, I won't let you touch it."

"..."

Chen Bing looked sideways, looking a little unhappy, and stretched his white hand forward.

Xiao Zhi withdrew after seeing nothing happened.

Chen Bing grabbed him and pulled him in front of him, Xiao Zhilian took two steps forward before he stabilized, looking directly at him with his dark eyes.

Chen Bing finally touched his frozen fingers.

"How long did you wait?"

Xiao Zhiman thought about it aimlessly: "Maybe just, almost an hour."

"..."

"You didn't freeze to death." Chen Bing walked towards the building, "Didn't I tell you to go back first?"

"No return."

Xiao Zhi laughed: "I want to see you soon."

"..."

Chen Bing pursed his lower lip.

I still felt quite angry at first, but some strange feelings came up in my heart for no reason. My heart was warm and numb, as if it had been scratched by a feather.

Chen Bing asked about other things: "How is the studio?"

"Temporarily closed, preparing for the final exam," Xiao Zhi shook his phone, "There are other jobs, let's see if they take it during the winter vacation."

Chen Bing chatted with him sometimes.

"Where did you study?"

"..." Xiao Zhi suddenly fell silent.

Chen Bing sneered, and turned his head lazily to look at him: "What if you fail?"

Xiao Zhi nodded, as if he hadn't woken up too much, his voice was low: "Stop talking."

"You know don't say it?"

"..." Xiao Zhi laughed, "Can I start studying seriously tomorrow?"

Chen Bing licked his lower lip.

Xiao Zhi wore a loose black coat, with snow flakes on his shoulders, his brows and eyes were brightened by the light, his eyes were a bit lazy, and his superior facial features were particularly eye-catching.

Chen Bing had nothing to do with him: "You said it yourself."

Xiao Zhi: "Well, I said so."

Taking the elevator into the door, Chen Bing took off his coat with his collar tied on: "You can start studying after washing up in a while."

The temperature from behind was approaching, Xiao Zhi hugged him from behind, also changed his clothes, his body temperature began to warm up: "Okay, I will learn in a while."

Chen Bing tilted his head, and his lips were blocked by him.

The strength of the kiss was fierce, with a bit of eager thirst, but the temperature of the lips was still quite low.Chen Bing pushed him, Xiao Zhi wrapped it up as if nothing happened, and kissed him: "Warm first."

"..."

Chen Bing had no choice but to let him hold her.

Xiao Zhi took his folder smoothly, flipped through it twice: "Are you done?"

Chen Bing: "I'm done." He held Xiao Zhi's collar with his fingers, "Come with me to the library to study tomorrow."

Xiao Zhi: "Huh?"

He seemed very dissatisfied with this opinion, with downcast eyes and a loose mood: "Isn't it good to study at home?"

Thinking of the things he was able to do at home and was doing most of the time, Chen Bing laughed angrily and said, "Not good."

"..."

Xiao Zhi tilted his head halfway, his standing posture is not very upright, but his figure does not feel biased at all.Obviously dissatisfied with this opinion, but there is no reason to refute, hugging Chen Bing and whispering: "All right, all right, you can study anywhere."

His voice was muffled.

Chen Bing raised his hand and lightly touched his forehead: "Go to sleep, get up early tomorrow."

Wake up early is really wake up early.

At the end of the term, the library is full, and if you don't go early, you won't get a seat.

Seeing that the long queue was about to enter, Chen Bing bit off the last bite of the sandwich, and tugged at Xiao Zhi: "Let's go."

They chose two seats on the second floor, opened the book, Chen Bing urged Xiao Zhi: "Study."

Xiao Zhi leaned forward and took out a pen: "Learn, learn."

"..."

Not long after, a man and a woman came across and greeted Chen Bing: "Student Chen Bing, can I sit here?"

Chen Bing: "As you wish."

Classmates, they noticed Xiao Zhi and smiled very friendly: "We meet again."

Xiao Zhi didn't know him very well, but he still chatted casually: "Coincident."

"Our major is the first to urge you to review. It's really lucky hahaha." The other party was full of envy, "I really want to have this kind of treatment."

Xiao Zhi turned his gaze to Chen Bing.

Chen Bing is not interested in this kind of chatting at all. He flipped through the book with his eyes down. The lines from his eyebrows to his chin are clear and clean, his facial features are sharp and straight, with a slight sense of alienation.

But he didn't turn the pages of the book for a long time, obviously listening to Xiao Zhi's words.

As a person with vested interests, Xiao Zhi was not very happy to show his happiness, so he said casually, "It's okay."

Curious gossip on the opposite side: "Will it be quite stressful to be around him? He is so good, it feels even scary to get along with him."

"..."

The main reason is that during the semester, Chen Bing usually doesn’t talk very much, doesn’t take physical education classes, doesn’t participate in entertainment programs during class activities, never has dinner with others, doesn’t talk about his good looks and cold personality, the problem is that he always Every homework assignment can get the highest score, and is often praised by the professor!

In short, it is an unattainable existence.

They didn't know that Chen Bing's inactivity was due to poor health, and he didn't dare to eat at dinner parties. He didn't want to spoil other people's interest, so he preferred to be alone.

People who are not familiar with Chen Bing have a lot of misunderstandings.

Xiao Zhi gently twirled the pen between his fingers, smiled, and denied it: "Why do you think it's scary? He's very cute."

The classmate was full of horror at the word "cute".

"..."

Chen Bing couldn't listen anymore, and pointed to Xiao Zhi's printed materials, with no emotion on his face: "Review."

The opposite student's back felt cold, and he was about to bow his head.

Seeing Xiao Zhi's face full of indifference, he grabbed his hand, squeezed it, and smiled: "Look, you can masturbate if you want, isn't it cute?"

classmate:"…………"

Chen Bing stared straight at him: "You're never finished."

Ok.

Even the impatient look is so cute.

Xiao Zhi felt that Chen Bing was going to blow his hair if he continued to tease him, so he didn't continue, he opened the textbook and turned the pen to highlight the key points.

At the end of the term, you have to take an advanced math test.

Xiao Zhi was relatively sloppy in class this semester, busy with work in the studio, and he was in a state of skipping the class as soon as he could, so he did a set of exercises at this moment, and slowly put away the pen that fell off.

Chen Bing glanced at his face: "Can you pass?"

Xiao Zhi: "I can't tell."

"..."

Xiao Zhi's college has very high requirements for advanced mathematics, and the exams are also perverted. When encountering top-quality teachers, the failure rate can reach 30%. After doing a few sets of questions, Xiao Zhi's eyebrows are unfriendly: "Is this professor an animal?"

Hell level difficulty.

Fortunately, the scope of the questions is not too wide.

Chen Bing took his past papers, looked at them a little, and began to sort out the question types for Xiao Zhi.

"You don't need to be too detailed, just get a passing grade." Xiao Zhi said.

After he went to university, he gradually realized the scope of his abilities.

Not suitable for academics, I prefer to deal with people, make decisions, and be a manager.

It was completely different from him. Liu Simin was fine, no matter how much he had to make up lessons before the exam, and Fang Xie was a natural computer geek. He never took the class and still got more than 90 points in the exam.

——But Fang Xie has absolutely no ability to communicate with people.

Universities are more inclusive than high schools. Passing a pass is the basic requirement for a student’s status. As for the energy required to pass a pass, it depends on where you are willing to devote yourself.Those who want to engage in academic research should study hard, and those who want to engage in secular production should accumulate work experience as soon as possible, so it is more important to find their own way out.

Review until noon.

Xiao Zhi closed the book: "Eat."

Chen Bing also got up.

After going to the cafeteria on the second floor, Xiao Zhi came over with food and sat down: "There are still two and a half weeks, after the exam, I can go back to eat hometown food."

Chen Bing didn't have his enthusiasm: "It's the same wherever I go."

"..." Xiao Zhi was amused, and rinsed the meat slices in boiled water for him, "Bing Bing was wronged again."

"..."

Chen Bing couldn't hold back, put his hand under the table, and pinched the back of his hand hard.

But just after pinching, Xiao Zhi grabbed it with his backhand and did not let go.

Xiao Zhi was holding his hand, his upper body was sitting extremely upright, with no emotion on his face, he couldn't see that he was holding Chen Bing's hand at all.

Chen Bing laughed: "You let it go."

"Let go?"

"Let it go."

Xiao Zhi fried fish with his chopsticks: "Brother."

Chen Bing was even more amusing.

Neuropathy.

However, Xiao Zhi showed no slack, obviously he had to hear that address, otherwise it would be impossible for him to let go.

Chen Bing had no choice but to shout: "Brother."

The smile on the corners of Xiao Zhi's lips deepened: "It's over if we don't shout earlier."

"..." Chen Bing grabbed his hand again.

But this time Xiao Zhi didn't hold back his hand, he seemed a bit lofty: "There is a big audience, so you just pulled it up?"

"..."

Chen Bing smiled, eating with chopsticks.

After eating, Xiao Zhi returned with the plate: "Chong, continue studying."

Still sorting out the high math questions in the morning.

The two people opposite did not come in the afternoon, and they were the only ones left, Xiao Zhi glanced at the empty seat opposite: "These two light bulbs have finally left."

"..." Chen Bing didn't know what to say for a while, and opened his notebook, "Have some good words."

"Aren't there two light bulbs?"

"..." Chen Bing laughed, "You're an idiot, sit down quickly."

Chen Bing hooked his clothes with his fingers and pulled him down. Xiao Zhi not only sat down, but sat too hastily, his center of gravity was unstable and his body leaned forward. His breath suddenly moved closer to the position only a few centimeters away from Chen Bing.

Eye to eye.

Xiao Zhi supported the table with one hand to stop his body from leaning forward, the panic of worrying about knocking down Chen Bing flashed away, and was replaced by a playful mood.He said, "You can't wait for me to kiss you?"

"..."

He breathed lightly, falling on his face.

Chen Bing really laughed today, leaned against his shoulder, and pushed him back: "Sit down."

Chen Bing didn't have much strength, it was like a kitten scratching, and it was still a little soft.Mainly rely on Xiao Zhi consciously follow his strength to sit back, pull the chair and sit up straight.

"I'm giving a lecture." Chen Bing said.

Xiao Zhi took out the draft paper to save face, and hummed: "Okay, Teacher Chen, please explain."

"..."

I don't know why, but the review time becomes happy and short.

They left the library at ten o'clock in the evening.

There are many shops with stalls at the school gate, brightly lit, and there are people pushing small carts, and there are many people.

Chen Bing noticed the roasted sweet potatoes next to him.

The two of them are very cold right now. The baked sweet potato seller is wearing a hat with dog ears and a military coat. It looks steaming, and the roasted sweet potatoes in the boiler are also steaming.

Chen Bing took a look and said, "Xiao Zhi."

Xiao Zhi tilted his head: "Huh?"

Chen Bing wanted to talk about roasted sweet potatoes, but he didn't think it tasted very good, so he said, "Forget it."

As a physical and psychological obsessive who is good at self-castration, Chen Bing's attitude towards some things is just thinking about it.

Xiao Zhi took two or three steps, approached him and looked down at him, and asked in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

His voice was soft, comforting and coaxing.

Every time she asked, Chen Bing wanted to say everything in her heart, and felt that Xiao Zhi could understand and tolerate it.

Chen Bing glanced at the stall and said, "I'm hungry."

Following his gaze, Xiao Zhi noticed the uncle roasted sweet potato with his hands folded in his sleeves.

The old man was covered with vicissitudes by the wind and snow, but he still stood unyielding, yelling twice from time to time.

Xiao Zhi said: "Wait." He walked over.

"It's very sweet. The yellow-skinned ones are soft and sweet, while the red-skinned ones are more solid." The uncle stretched out his hand from his sleeve, took a plastic bag and gloves, "How many sticks do you want?"

Xiao Zhi: "One."

"Here, ten yuan." The uncle handed it over.

A small spoon for digging sweet potato meat is included in the bag.

Xiao Zhi held it with both hands, and he had already opened the roasted sweet potato as he walked. There was a burst of heat in the middle, and the meat looked soft and yellow under the light.

He walked to Chen Bing's side, scooped up a piece with a spoon: "Come."

"..."

Chen Bing glanced left and right to make sure there were no familiar relatives or friends around, and just about to bite, Xiao Zhi said, "It might be hot."

Chen Bing ate it all in his mouth.

Xiao Zhi laughed: "Is it hot?"

Chen Bing: "Not hot."

"Is it sweet?"

"Ah."

Xiao Zhi put the spoon on the sweet potato, knowing that Chen Bing was holding it dirty, so he dug it up and handed it to him: "Is it warm?"

Go to the community building.

Chen Bing said, "Yes."

"Come on," Xiao Zhi urged, "keep eating, take it back to cool, and the core will harden, so it won't taste good."

Chen Bing took the spoon.

There were few people around, Chen Bing wrapped Xiao Zhi's fingers with both hands, and ate with lowered eyes, even in the ice and snow, he ate very slowly and gracefully.

Xiao Zhi turned to the left, blocking the wind for him, and covering Chen Bing in the shadow.

Chen Bing held the spoon in his right hand, and Xiao Zhi's cuff with his left hand, looking like a child tiptoeing to ask an adult for snacks.

Xiao Zhi clicked his tongue: "Am I a baby?"

"..."

Chen Bing put down the plastic spoon and turned around: "I won't eat."

After almost finishing eating, Xiao Zhi threw the rest into the trash can.

It might really be this roasted sweet potato. Chen Bing's hands and feet were cold just now, but now they seem to be warm, and his fingertips feel a hot itchy sensation.

He slowly stretched out his hand, and after several trials, he touched Xiao Zhi's slightly cold fingers.

Chen Bing held him.

Fingers intertwined.

Xiao Zhi glanced at him sideways.

It was originally Chen Bing who took the initiative to hold him, but in an instant, it was replaced by Xiao Zhi wrapped in his palm, which is funny: "Bing Bing is not cold today, Bing Bing is hot today."

"..."

Chen Bing was speechless: "Say something human."

"What do I say?" Xiao Zhi pinched his chin with his hand, rubbed the corner of his lips lightly, raised his eyebrows and said, "You have the strength to pick on me when you're full?"

"..."

Chen Bing was rubbed so that the corners of his eyes turned red, he pursed his lips, and tilted his head.

I felt very cold at first, but now not only is it not cold, but my body and mind feel extremely warm.

It takes a few minutes from the school gate to the community. Usually, whenever Xiao Zhi has no class, he will come to pick Chen Bing up and go home with him.The two tall and thin figures are next to each other, and every place they walk is at this moment and at the end of the world.

Chen Bing breathed out towards the sky.

He was walking, stopped, and said to Xiao Zhi: "You go first."

Xiao Zhi: "What's wrong?"

Chen Bing insisted, "I told you to go first."

Xiao Zhi seemed to have guessed something, and responded, "Okay."

Jean walked four or five meters forward, turned his back and beckoned: "Come up."

Just as he played countless times when he was a child, Chen Bing started to run up, speeded up to get behind him, propped his shoulders, jumped up and lay down on Xiao Zhi's back: "Drive."

"..."

"Fuck, my ancestors."

Xiao Zhi's long legs were slightly shaken by his impact, but he quickly stood still. He licked his lips, put his arms around Chen Bing's legs and lifted them up, and walked upstairs with his back firmly set.

Xiao Zhi said softly: "Bing Bing Bing went home."

Chen Bing leaned on his shoulder and laughed happily: "Brother, go."

Hold.

Really, really... so happy.

The author has something to say: At this point I realize that the story is coming to an end, and I don’t know why, tears keep falling.